Then the chamberlain whispered to Gu Yan: "General Gu will recuperate in the mansion for a period of time first, and after some time, you can participate in some banquets appropriately." If you don't show up for a long time, you will always make people suspicious. ”

Gu Yan could hear that this was also what the emperor meant, and there was no change in the expression on his face, so he responded with a straight look, "Okay." ”

After saying everything that should be said, the waiter took the silver given by Zhuang You and left.

"It's windy outside, you just woke up, don't get cold." Zhuang You said while wiping his tears.

Gu Yan nodded lightly.

After taking two steps, Zhuang You suddenly noticed that something was wrong, "Yan'er, your hand ......"

Gu Yan didn't speak.

Zhuang You also reacted that he was afraid that the wall had ears, and this was not the place to speak, so he didn't ask.

It's just that her afterglow repeatedly swept over the unnatural hanging arm, and her heart couldn't help but sink.

When he arrived in the house, Zhuang Youping retreated.

Gu Yan took the initiative to speak: "My right arm is useless." ”

Zhuang You's body staggered suddenly, she looked at Gu Yan in disbelief, her voice choked and panicked, "How can this be......"

Gu Yan briefly explained what the imperial doctor said, and the whole person's posture was very peaceful and casual, as if he was talking about something that had nothing to do with him.

But Zhuang You only listened to two sentences, and he was already in tears.

The hand is wasted.

It can't be cured.

Even if Yan'er's tone is calm and light-hearted now, she also knows that this incident will definitely hit him hard.

It's just that his temperament is as stubborn as his father, and he likes to hide everything in his heart, and he will hide his emotions tightly so that others can see it.

But she is her mother, where can she not understand her son?

Tears fell, she covered her lips with her hands, and didn't dare to mention anything related to Gu Yan's arm.

Gu Yan was silent for a long time, and handed over a handkerchief.

He is not good at comforting people, and his words are cold and blunt, "Mother don't cry, you can't use your right hand, and your son still has a left hand." As long as he can train his left hand properly, his son can still continue to lead troops to fight, go to the battlefield, and defend the country! ”

His words were sonorous and powerful, and Zhuang You's heart trembled.

She originally thought that she would waste one hand, so that her son would not have to continue to fight in the future, and she would not have to worry about his safety every day in the future, which could be regarded as a blessing in misfortune.

It's just that now I can hear him say this, and I can hear that his mind is still on the battlefield.

Zhuang You only felt that her heart hurt as if she had been pricked by a needle, but she had always respected her son's thoughts, and she couldn't say anything to refute at this time.

She wiped away her tears and barely squeezed out a smile, "You can figure it out, and my mother is relieved." ”

Gu Yan is not good at words, and he doesn't know what to say at the moment.

The air fell silent, and he looked down again, as if unintentionally, at his arm.

And such a small action happened to be seen by Zhuang You, who had been paying attention to his every move.

Zhuang You sighed, "I remember that the girl from the Shen family is now 16, and you have a marriage contract, so it is better to take advantage of this time to set a marriage date and marry someone back." ”

The son is full of war, and it is always inappropriate to have no one around him who knows the cold and the heat.

And after marrying a wife and having children, he has a family and nostalgia, or he will not always think about training his right hand to fight.

"Mother, I was just about to talk to you about this." Gu Yan said with a straight look, "I want to get out of the marriage!" ”

"Divorce? No, you can't go back! Zhuang You's face was full of disagreement, "You have been married to the girl of the Shen family for more than ten years, and now you have reached the marriageable age but you say that you want to withdraw from the marriage, what does this make others think?" What does the girl of the Shen family think? ”

Gu Yan said expressionlessly: "I am not worthy of the girl of the Shen family, and I should not delay the life of the girl." ”

Zhuang You gritted his teeth, "Why can't you deserve it?" You have sound limbs, but you can't use your right hand, but you also said that you will train your left hand to be as flexible as your right hand. Where is this not worthy? ”

"What's more, I am an old friend of the late mother of the Shen family girl, and I believe that her daughter is not a worldly philistine, even if your right hand cannot be moved, she will definitely not have any strange thoughts about you."

"Yan'er, you don't have to think too much. Mother will go to the town and the mansion for you tomorrow and set up this marriage for you! ”

Gu Yan frowned.

Obviously said that he was going to withdraw from the marriage, why did it change to make this marriage?

He raised his eyes slightly, and his cold and hard face was calm, "I want to withdraw from the marriage, not because of my right hand." ”

"Why is that?" Zhuang You was stunned, "Do you have other favorite girls?" ”

Without waiting for Gu Yan's reaction, Zhuang You's face immediately appeared angry, "You know that you have a marriage contract, how can you be so confused and tempted by other women?" The girl of the Shen family finally waited for you to be 16 years old, and you suddenly said that you were going to withdraw from the marriage, didn't this throw the face of the girl to the ground and step on it? ”

What's more, the daughter of her best friend at that time.

Now that the man is dead, how can she do such a treacherous thing?

Zhuang You said angrily: "You don't care if you are hooked by that fox outside, anyway, I only recognize the girl of the Shen family as my daughter-in-law." Whether other women are concubines or concubines, I will not allow people to enter the door of my Gu family for half a step! ”

Seeing that her mother was still crying, and suddenly she became so angry and angry, Gu Yan laughed a little.

"Don't mothers know who the child is? I will not do treachery. But there is also a reason for this to withdraw from the marriage. ”

"Why?"

"Previously, Imperial Physician Yang said that there was still a poison in my body that had not been removed, and there was no way to remove it, which made it impossible for me to perform the Zhou Gong ceremony......

The look on Zhuang You's face froze suddenly, her lips trembled, and there was water in her eyes: "How, how can this be?" You're only 20 now, and you still have a great year to live, why don't you say that your right hand is wasted, and ...... ...... again"

Gu Yan was still indifferent, "Xu is fate should be like this." ”

It may also be that he killed too many enemies on the battlefield and was contaminated with too many karma, and there will be retribution in the end.

But so what?

It's just that he can't marry a wife and have children, and he doesn't care!

In the future, he will continue to fight, and he will respect the ancestral teachings of the Gu family, devote himself to the country, and die on the battlefield without regrets.

"Fate...... Destiny ......"

The feeling of dizziness came, and Zhuang You stumbled and almost fell to the ground.

She was breathing rapidly, completely unsure of how to adjust her mentality, and she didn't know what to say at this time.

Gu Yan was still urging her to divorce the Shen family earlier, but she did not respond or refute.

In order not to worry her son, she forced her to leave, but the moment she stepped out of the door, her hands and feet became weak, and she almost fell to the ground.

She glanced at the old woman who was supporting her, and tears welled up in her eyes again.

"My Yan'er is really miserable......"