Chapter 116: Can You Not Be Capricious
An Nian bit her lip, and finally picked up the millet porridge slowly, eating it very delicately and slowly, her long eyelashes were wet with heat, and her eyes were misty and she didn't know what she was thinking.
Huo Junyuan sat next to her, picking vegetables or peeling shrimp for her from time to time, everything was the same as usual, he still loved her, she was docile and well-behaved, and even the lights in the bedroom were as soft as ever.
But An Nian felt that something was different.
"Wipe your fingers, I'll accompany you to the hospital." Huo Tingjun came to her fingers from afar, wiped it with a tissue, and carefully wiped the rice grains from the corner of her mouth, and then touched her cheek, "Don't be afraid." ā
No matter what happens, he will be there for her, and she can lose her temper at him, but she can't hurt herself.
An Nian bit her lip, tears swirling back and forth in her eyes, but she stubbornly refused to fall.
He said don't be afraid, but how could she not be afraid?
After recognizing Tang Zhen, she thought that he would be an evergreen tree in her life, but now the leaves began to fall.
In fact, it doesn't matter if the leaves fall, spring goes to spring again, come back, flowers and flowers will bloom again, but Dad is not a tree... She was afraid of losing her father.
The night breeze was cool, Huo Jun hugged An Nian from afar, almost encircled the whole person into his arms, smelling the good smell on his body, An Nian's restless heart gradually calmed down, her fingers tightly pulled Huo Junyuan's clothes, and her blank eyes looked like a helpless child.
"Daddy is going to get better, isn't he?" She looked at him blankly, "He's not going to leave me, is he?"
Huo Junyuan clenched her fingers: "I will never leave you."
When the two arrived at the hospital, it happened that Tang Chaoyang was also there.
"My father just woke up for a while, and now he is asleep again." Tang Chaoyang said.
An Nian looked at Tang Chaoyang eagerly: "You said that Dad woke up?" Really?"
Does this mean that my father is recovering?
"He wants to be discharged from the hospital and go home." Tang Chaoyang said softly, looked at An Nian, and his voice was harsh, "He said that he wanted to die in his own bed." ā
An Nian's face changed suddenly, and he said sharply: "What are you talking about!" Daddy won't die!"
Since Tang Zhen's accident, An Nian has been shrouded in deep fear, and now when she heard Tang Chaoyang mention it, she only felt that her blood was rolling, and there was a burst of fishy sweetness in her throat.
She took a deep breath, forced herself not to faint, grabbed Huo Junyuan's arm and unconsciously exerted her strength: "Please doctor, please the best doctor!"
"I'll arrange it! I'll arrange it right away. Huo Junyuan gently patted An Nian's back to reassure, "Don't get excited first, okay?" It's not good for the child. ā
An Nian muttered, "I want my father to live, and I will live for a long, long time."
She hates life and death the most, especially can't accept that Tang Zhen is about to leave.
"Please save him, save him..." An Nian tugged at Huo Junyuan's clothes, and suddenly his body went soft, and he fainted straight.
"Nian Nian!" Huo Junyuan picked the person up, and Tang Chaoyang hurriedly called the doctor over.
The doctor examined An Nian carefully, took off his mask and said, "I fainted when I was too emotional, there is no big problem."
Huo Junyuan stood beside the bed, quietly looking at An Nian, frowning even when he was sleeping, and his mood was heavy.
Tang Zhen's body couldn't last long, but An Nian couldn't be stimulated anymore, and the two things collided together, which stumped him.
"Whatever I do, it's because I care about you and the child." Huo Junyuan held her finger and kissed it, his voice doting as if he was coaxing the child, "So please you and the child must be fine." ā
An Nian woke up quickly, and when she opened her eyes, she asked in the first sentence: "What happened to Dad?" Have you called a doctor?"
"The doctor was invited a long time ago, and now he is consulting." Huo Junyuan looked at An Nian's eyes, and his tone was solemn, "I understand your feelings, but do you want to take care of the child in your belly?"
An Nian looked down at my bulging lower abdomen, and gently rubbed her fingers on it a few times: "I'm sorry baby."
The results of the consultation came out, and Tang Zhen's body was no longer suitable for surgery.
"What can I do if I don't have surgery?" An Nian heard the sound of her teeth chattering.
Several doctors exchanged glances, and the man at the head spoke: "It is recommended to listen to the patient's wishes, so that the patient can spend his time happily..."
He didn't finish his words, but An Nian already understood.
"Thank you, doctor." She waved her hand blankly, took a deep breath, and said lightly, "I'll go see Dad." ā
Tang Zhen was half-lying on the bed, and when he saw An Nian coming in, his eyes lit up, but his voice was still very weak: "Nian Nian, come to Dad."
An Nian's nose was sore, her eyes were wet, she pinched her palms hard, and then forced her tears to return the way they came, she couldn't let her father see the clues, which only increased her psychological burden.
"You've lost weight." Tang Zhen looked at his little daughter, his face full of relief, "Junyuan is a good boy, he will take care of you and will not treat you badly." ā
An Nian held Tang Zhen's hand, tears fell on his old palm, and his dry bark-like hands were covered with brown age spots.
"How old are you, and you're still crying." Tang Zhen gently patted the back of An Nian's hand, lovingly comforting, "Birth, old age, sickness and death, life is normal, don't be sad." ā
Although she was sad to death, An Nian still wiped her eyes vigorously and smiled hard: "Let's not talk about this, what do you think now?" What's uncomfortable?"
Tang Zhen motioned An Nian to sit down with his eyes, his face was calm and peaceful, and his voice was like a fine sunlight warming An Nian's heart a little bit.
"It's already good." He smiled and said, "I am relieved to see that I have read it well."
Tang Zhen looked at Tang Chaoyang, who was sitting at the end of the hospital bed, and saw him
"Junyuan is here." Tang Zhen looked at the door.
Huo Junyuan walked to the hospital bed and shook An Nian's cool fingertips.
"Niannian, your brother is still waiting for you outside." Huo Junyuan said quietly, "He has something to tell you."
An Nian looked at Huo Junyuan and then at Tang Zhen, hesitated for a moment, and finally got up to leave.
"Take care of her." Tang Zhen's voice was very soft, but his eyes were firm, he looked at Huo Junyuan, as if waiting for a promise.
Huo Junyuan nodded: "As long as I am in one day, I will not let people bully her, nor will I let her suffer any grievances."
An Nian sat on the bench in the hallway, her fingers clasped together, and the miserable white light poured out from between her fingers, making her figure even thinner.
"Would you like to pour you a glass of water?" Tang Chaoyang said with concern. An Nian shook her head: "No need, thank you."
Her eyes kept looking in the direction of the ward, and she didn't know what the two people inside were talking about, what did she need to be separated?
My mind is in a mess, and I can't figure it out.
"It's time to go back." Huo Junyuan took his coat and draped it over An Nian's shoulders, "It's late at night." ā
An Nian looked at him: "How is Dad?"
"I'm tired of talking, and I'm asleep now." Huo Junyuan said softly, "We'll come back tomorrow." ā
After Huo Junyuan and An Nian left, Tang Chaoyang entered the ward, and he suddenly knelt in front of the bed with a thud, his voice trembled a little because he was annoyed and distressed, "Father, I ......."
Before he finished speaking, Tang Zhen waved his hand and said weakly, "Don't regret it, people are old, it's okay to change the way of existence, these days, I miss my mother so much......"
Tang Chaoyang couldn't control his emotions anymore, he lay on the side of Tang Zhen's bed and didn't look up for a long time, Tang Zhen raised his hand hard, touched and touched his son's head, this is the child he brought up since he was a child, he loves him, and has beaten him countless times, for more than 20 years, he has poured all his heart and soul into this son, and now he is leaving, he is really not at ease.
"Jon is a good boy, you live a good life with others and have a child of your own......".
Tang Chaoyang raised his head and assured Tang Zhen seriously, "Jon's body is well conditioned, you will have a grandson soon!" āć
Tang Zhen smiled, reached out and wiped his son's eyes, "I'll sleep for a while......."
For a whole night here, An Nian slept extremely unsteadily, tossing and turning.
"What's wrong?" Huo Junyuan turned on the bedside lamp, took An Nian into his arms, and patted her lightly with his palm, "Are you uncomfortable?"
An Nian's fingers tightly grasped Huo Junyuan's arm, and her lips trembled: "IāI dreamed of my father."
He said he was leaving, going far away, never to come back, and she desperately called out to him and begged him to stay, and his shadow shattered into pieces.
"Ding Dong Ding Dong--"
Huo Junyuan answered the phone, and Tang Chaoyang called.
He let out a "hmm" and looked at An Nian with a serious expression.
"Isn't it Daddy?" An Nian made a "pop" in her heart, her fingers clutched the sheets tightly, her eyes were eager and warm, "No....".
A week later, when the east was white, the sun shone in the room as before, but An Nian's eyes were pitch black. A week ago, Tang Zhen died, An Nian never had a father again, Tang Chaoyang couldn't accept it for a while, went abroad, and refused Jon's accompaniment, he always felt that it was his negligence that led to Tang Zhen's death, and he couldn't pass his own level.
"Young master, breakfast has been delivered." The seventh sister-in-law knocked on the door and came in, put the tray on the table, looked at An Nian, wanted to speak and stopped, and finally didn't say anything, turned around and left.
Huo Jun held the hot millet porridge in the distance, blew it lightly with a spoon, and then brought it to An Nian's mouth: "Eat something."
"Are you hiding something from me?" An Nian's eyes were as calm as water, but she longed for her eyes to become a precision instrument that could probe people's hearts, she always felt that Huo Junyuan had something to hide from her, and Huo Junyuan was unwilling to say it.
"I want to see Jon."
Huo Junyuan nodded: "After breakfast, I called her to come over."
"You're not going to lie to me?" An Nian's eyes flashed with a bright light, and seeing Huo Junyuan nodding, she slowly sat up, took the rice bowl and drank it, blowing gently, but her heart was still hot.
But in order to meet Jon sooner, she couldn't care too much, she always felt that Jon must know something.
Huo Junyuan on the side frowned, his lips moved, but he didn't stop it, and the deep eyes were tumbling with turbulent waves.
"I'm done." An Nian put the bowl on the table and looked at Huo Junyuan with lifeless eyes, "You promised me to let Jon come." ā
She believed that something must have happened, and her ignorance of the future was more tormenting than the cruel truth.
"I'm going to call." Huo Junyuan took the tray and went out, went to the corridor and handed it to the seventh sister-in-law, took out his mobile phone to call, "Come here." ā
Jon came quickly, and when he saw Huo Junyuan, his expression was solemn: "Are you sure you want to do this?" She's going to hate you.
There is a wall lamp on in the hallway, and the halo of light falls on his face. , the light and dark changes in his eyes, so that people can't see what he is thinking.
"Let's go inside." Huo Junyuan said lightly.
Jon looked at him and pushed the door in, and An Nian saw that she almost jumped out of bed in excitement as if she had seen a lighthouse in the dark.
"Don't move, don't move!" Jon hurriedly stopped her and reproached the chief, "It will hurt the child."
An Nian held Jon's hand tightly and said anxiously, "Tell me what happened?" Huo Junyuan seems to have changed as a person, and I feel as if something has happened.
Jon's eyes flashed quickly, pretending to pour water for An Nian to hide the true emotions in her eyes, she stuffed the water cup into An Nian's hand: "Warm your hands."