In addition, I am really sad, and if I don't say some words and some things, I'm afraid I will end up without a problem.

Qin Ruilan has a sensitive temperament, she can feel that something seems to be wrong between herself and Wei Shen, but Qin Ruilan really doesn't know what the problem is, if this matter is not clarified, Qin Ruilan is afraid that she will never feel happy again.

Why didn't Wei Shen tell Qin Ruilan the slightest bit of news since he went to the north to fight, what did he do wrong, so that Wei Shen could hurt himself so much and ignore his feelings?

So Qin Ruilan said to Xiao'er: "Then you let people go and talk to the queen mother, I will enter the palace tomorrow to see the queen mother." ”

Xiao'er was also very happy that Miss could figure this matter out, thinking that as long as she told the queen, all these problems could be solved.

So he hurriedly sent someone.

*

At this time in the barracks, Wei Shen was sitting in the camp tent, the table was full of papers, he was naked, his body was full of bandages and some sword scars that had healed.

Wei Shenxin knew that he was lucky to survive, the nomadic strength in the north was really strong, and he had survived under the knife many times, but many brothers were not so lucky, on the battlefield, the corpse was trampled by the horse's hooves, and in the end, the horse leather shroud may not be complete.

The vivid lives disappeared in front of him, Wei Shen had nightmares every day, and every time he woke up at night, he was thinking about these things.

Because he has experienced life and death, but when the country is in danger, it is impossible for him to retreat, so Wei Shen is very worried that he will die one day, so ......

What should Qin Ruilan do?

When Wei Shen was fighting on the battlefield, the belief that supported him in his mind was that he could return to Shangjing one day and see Ruilan who he had in mind.

Wei Shen didn't write to Qin Ruilan, it was not that he had nothing to say to Qin Ruilan, on the contrary, he had thousands of thoughts to share with Qin Ruilan.

But the situation he was in at that time, every day was bloody, he was not good at lying, nor was he good at depicting that kind of ethereal scenery, he wanted to tell Qin Ruilan the good side.

So when he wasn't fighting, Wei Shen watched the sunrise and sunset over and over again, wanting to get a glimpse of the lonely desert and the sunset scenery of the long river, and he could get a glimpse of a trace of beauty from the bloody war and pass it on to Qin Ruilan.

In the barracks, Wei Shen met a soldier, and he was also lucky to have survived the previous wars, and when he was resting, he would also go to see the sunrise and sunset, and each time he watched it, it was like the last time.

The soldier said to Wei Shen: "I have a wife and a daughter at home, and I have no choice but to go to the battlefield and want to go back alive." ”

Wei Shen felt in his heart that no matter how beautiful war is, it is all the evil of darkness.

The soldier said, "I am a rough man, I don't know a few big characters, I only know how to draw, and I want to write down all the beautiful scenery and show it to my wife and children when I have the chance." ”

So Wei Shen also noticed that every time he looked at the sunrise and sunset, the flat grassland, and the unique dead trees, he would draw them with charcoal.

But the soldier said, "In the end, I don't know what happened, every piece of paper will be stained with blood, and I don't think any of them look good." I thought that one day, when the north was also peaceful, I would bring my wife and children to see it for myself, and then I would only smell grass and sunshine here, and smell horse manure hahaha, and I would never smell this bloody smell again. ”

The soldier said, "I hate the smell of blood, I don't even kill chickens when I'm at home, and my wife laughs at me." You say, it's all a living life, I don't even dare to watch the rooster cry and struggle, how dare I kill someone? ”

Wei Shen looked at him, didn't know what to say, and thought about listening to him quietly like this.

The soldier continued: "I have always written to my wife, but I have not been writing recently. ”

Wei Shen asked, "Why?" ”

The soldier smiled innocently and said: "I want to go back alive, now I want to go back alive, I don't write to her, I think that if I die, she will only wait until the army returns, and the sound of triumph sounds, I told her, I won't write to her." If I die and stop writing all of a sudden, she'll know right away and she'll be sad. ”

Wei Shen listened to this, and also knew that the world was impermanent, and the battlefield was changing rapidly, if he died, what would Qin Ruilan do?

So he twisted the letter he wanted to send to Qin Ruilan in the palm of his hand and threw it into the fire.

Although there is reluctance in her heart, but after thinking about it, she will definitely go to the battlefield in the future, she can't guarantee that she will survive every time, Qin Ruilan is gentle and virtuous, fortunately, she didn't do anything to her, and she didn't get married, she could marry someone else cleanly.

Thinking of this, Wei Shen was relieved, he would definitely stick to the last position, and he could only live up to his sweetheart.

The soldier died in the end, being pierced through the body by a sword, and Wei Shen was next to him, but there was nothing he could do.

Wei Shen remembered the words of the soldiers, and thought of his wife and children at home, and couldn't help but feel sad, since his wife no longer had a husband, his children, and a father.

However, I was also glad in my heart, so I had to say that I didn't have anything to do with Qin Ruilan, so that she was still clean.

I can't bother her anymore.

Wei Shen sat in the tent, sitting quietly, not allowing anyone to come in and disturb him, no one knew how reluctant he was in his heart, but if these things were still fettling him, it would not be good for him, and even worse for Qin Ruilan.

Coming down from the battlefield, Wei Shen has always been depressed and depressed, he doesn't know what's wrong with him, he takes life and death too seriously, if he dies and has nothing, Qin Ruilan will also be sad.

Instead of this, it is better not to be together, so that he will not have so many burdens in his heart, and even if Wei Shen dies at that time, Qin Ruilan will not be sad.

At this moment, Wei Shen himself couldn't figure out whether he regarded death as his home or was afraid of life and death.

*

Xiao'er sent someone to tell the queen about it, Liang Huanqing sat in the main hall, it was too cold under the begonia tree, she had a few begonia fruits in her hand, wearing a light purple pleated skirt, the skirt was embroidered with a few butterflies, the eyebrows were pierced with dazzling orchids, a purple tassel was inserted obliquely, the big eyes seemed to be able to compose everything, the lips were not red, a little rouge, the long hair floated with the wind, accompanied by the sound of draping, confused, and people couldn't help but feel pity. Dressed in a white bandeau top, a blue luxurious gold silk skirt, wearing a blue aster and white gauze cloak, a jade jade pendant at the waist, half of the hair is tied in a bun and half is draped, and the bun is inserted with twelve crystal diamond hairpins, and the hanging hair flutters in the wind, and the face is not powdered, but it is still as beautiful as a fairy. It's just a cold face, which makes people feel intimidated. A rose purple thousand-petal chrysanthemum pattern top, a moon-white pleated Ruyi moon skirt, such as wooden black hair combed into a reverse bun, a newly picked white hibiscus hairpin, decorated with thin silver beaded tassels, black treasure earrings swaying, graceful and quiet temperament.

The light orange gauze skirt is wefted, the jacket is a rose-red brocade jacket, the corners are sewn with snow-white rabbit fur, an orange-red ribbon is lightly tied around the waist, a piece of fine Hetian jade is embedded on it, and a piece of glazed jade pendant hangs on the left side. A long brocade-like hair is tied into a falling moon hairpin with a red jade coral hairpin, and the glass curtain falls under the hairpan, which is even more charming and graceful. The elegant jade face is painted with light plum blossom makeup, and the original clear and beautiful face has faded because of becoming a woman, and the immature youth shows a trace of charm, seducing the soul, like a fairy, and the demeanor is outstanding and captivating the country. On the lake blue emerald cigarette shirt is draped in a light blue thin smoke veil, and under the scattered flowers, water mist, green grass pleated skirt. The eyes are full of spring water, and a hollow golden hairpin is obliquely inserted in the bun on his head, decorated with a little purple jade tassel, which is plain and decent.

The milky white mixed pink skirt is embroidered with water lines, and there are many gold and silver lines of snow beaver fluff irregularly, the slender waist is not enough to hold a hand, and a colored chain is tied on it, and the color chain is strung or inlaid or embedded with many treasures and strange things, which is extremely gorgeous. A brocade robe with purple-black and silver edges and milky white lines conceals the splendor of the inner skirt, and is tied with a fine jadeite colored satin. The ten fingers are dyed with light purple, and there is a ring on the middle of the left hand that I don't know what it is, not luxurious but very attractive. The left hand is inlaid with gold and engraved auspicious cloud Zirui, and the colorful back-to-back bracelet on the right hand is tied to the ring finger. The feet are covered with light blue and light white embroidered shoes. Turning around the pretty face, the light makeup and color shadow on the jade face are beautiful and sultry, so that people can't help but give everything they have. The bottomless burgundy eyes are fleeting between the openings, the cherry sip vermilion is not dotted and glamorous and seductive, the double earrings Pei Lingling makes a sound like a curtain of flashing glowing and glowing, the hair is lightly pulled into the slanted plough bun, obliquely inserted with a delicate hanging hairpin, there are butterfly glass and other jewels in the middle, and the next row of delicate and ingenious delicate and gorgeous curtains, and the charming beauty of dynamic luxury flashes between the whole person's behavior.

Wearing a pale green long skirt, the cuffs are embroidered with light blue lotus, silver threads outline a few auspicious clouds, and the hem is densely packed with a row of sea clouds. A wide piece of brocade wraps around the chest, and the body gently turns the long skirt and spreads softly. Tied with a tassel bun at will, the hairline is obliquely inserted into the hibiscus warm jade step and shake, the eyebrows and eyes are lightly swept with spring, the skin is as fine as warm jade, and the cherry mouth is red without dotting, delicate and gorgeous. The two strands of hair on the cheeks are gently brushed in the wind, adding a touch of seductive style. The elegant pearl earrings sway gently, but the gems on the nails are bewitching and dazzling.

Diagonally inserted carved wooden hairpins, a little cinnabar in the center of the eyebrows, lightly swept the eyebrows, a silver silk ink snow jasmine with buds with placket sleeves to close the waist silk Luo skirt palace dress, elegant and vulgar goose yellow, faint elegance, a big milky white bow around the waist, more bewitching, pick up a butterfly gold step shake, thought about it, but put it down, from the box to pick out the inconspicuous flying butterfly ink snow hollow emerald hairpin, obliquely inserted rhinestone camellia painting silver Huasheng, hibiscus dredging ink top emerald beads step sway, with a purple gold inlaid peony white feather crown, on the cloud bun, tied a green burial snow on the top of the palace silk, Pin on jasmine earrings, the skirt is lightly dyed with your favorite jasmine, and the wide water sleeves reflect your graceful figure. Curling green smoke and gurgling water, just this smile, but it also touches people's hearts. Agile jasmine earrings shimmer in the winter sun, and emerald burial snow looms. Ying Ying looked up at the sky with a smile, and the beautiful scenery of the garden made herself put aside her distracting thoughts.

Yuebai said this beside her, making Liang Huanqing frown, holding the stove in his hand, and sending out a little heat from his fingertips to warm his body.

Liang Huanqing asked: "Now that Wei Shen has returned to Beijing, didn't he really go to see his sister?" ”

Yuebai also felt strange, the two of them could be regarded as a glue-like love at the beginning, Wei Shen was also watched by Qin Yuandao and Mrs. Qin, so he was also extremely relieved of this man, the two of them were also at the age of talking about marriage, shouldn't Wei Shen be the first to find Qin Ruilan when he came back? How could it make Qin Ruilan so sad and sue the queen mother?

"Yes, that's what the person said, General Wei Shen hasn't contacted Miss Ruilan since he went to the north to fight...... This time I came back, and after entering the palace to report on my work, I went back to the barracks directly, and the news was that the young master sent someone to tell Miss Ruilan. Yuebai said.

Liang Huanqing frowned tightly and said, "It's really a wave of unsettled waves, what is Wei Shen doing?" ”

"Miss Ruilan also said that she wants to enter the palace tomorrow to see the queen mother." Yuebai said.

Liang Huanqing nodded and said, "Let her come, now that Wei Shen has just returned, the emperor has also granted him time to rest, let him enter the palace tomorrow, and the palace will ask what he wants!" ”

Yuebai persuaded and said: "The matter of General Wei Shen and Miss Ruilan, after all, is a private matter of children's private affairs, and the queen mother doesn't have to take care of it like this." ”

Liang Huanqing looked at her and said, "It's just a pity that such a pair of fairy couples, and now Sister Ruilan is talking to this palace, how can it be reasonable?" ”

Yuebai nodded: "What the queen mother said is very true. ”

"It's just that if you want them to meet directly tomorrow, don't say Wei Shen, Sister Ruilan will definitely refuse." Liang Huanqing said embarrassedly.

Tang Xue said: "Then let one person hide first, and solve one of them first." ”

Liang Huanqing looked at Tang Xue approvingly and said, "Tang Xue is getting smarter and smarter. ”

Yuebai also looked at her with a smile and said, "It's not." ”

Tang Xue blushed and said with a smile: "It's all the queen mother and Aunt Yuebai who teach it well." ”

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Ji Ziqi brought the three imperial doctors and the medicine boys back to Shangshu Mansion, Shangshu Mansion was already silent, and there were not many people serving him, so they all went to Jian Hening's courtyard to watch the excitement, and there were very few people along the road.

"This way, please." Ji Ziqi treated the imperial doctor with courtesy and personally led the way in front.

The three imperial physicians were also modest and polite, and followed him towards the courtyard.

After arriving in the courtyard, he found that the door of Ah Xiu's room was tightly locked, and Ji Ziqi looked at the people beside him.

The servant said: "Ah Xiu is seriously ill, Miss Jian is heartbroken, and she is accompanying her inside." ”