"It's here, get off." Su Xia also avoided Xiao Han's question, scanned the QR code and paid, and pulled Xiao Han into the hospital, the air conditioner was turned on very much, and the cool breeze penetrated into the collar, crispy and numb for a while.

"Su Xia, where are you going? You don't say I'm not leaving. ”

"Let's go, see the doctor." Su Xia's tone eased a little, and his voice was very soft, weakening the word doctor.

Stopping at the door of the psychiatric department, Xiao Han looked at Su Xia incredulously, and was about to cry out of his grievances, pointing to himself and the door number of the psychiatric department.

"Well, the doctor recommended by someone else happens to have a number at this time."

Xiao Han sat directly on the ground with weak legs, fuck, what's the situation with this TM? I am in this man's heart, and the spirit has... Questions?

"Get up and see if there will be no less meat." Su Xia didn't bend his body, and lifted him up, facing a pair of bloodthirsty eyes.

"Su Xia, I don't have time to make this kind of joke with you, let's go, forget if you don't want to be friends, don't talk about this kind of nonsense."

"Hey, those two at the door, this is not a place for quarrels." The expert's surname is Li, he is a little old, he raised his hand and beckoned Su Xia and Xiao Han to go in, "Come here, the boy who just made an appointment didn't come, is he arguing here?" ”

"Don't make any noise, the person you're waiting for is here." Su Xia pressed Xiao Han on the bench, his knuckles were very hard, Xiao Han's shoulders seemed to have no flesh, and his grip was full of bones.

Xiao Han was so irritable that he almost bounced up from the bench and shot Su Xia is fist, gritting his teeth and staring at the ground of the hospital.

"Xiao Han?"

"Well, it's him." Su Xia stretched out his hand to lift Xiao Han's chin, and the moment he raised his head, Xiao Han changed to a contrived smile, afraid of scaring the professor in front of him.

"Talk? Think of it as if it were between friends. Professor Li motioned for Su Xia to go out and wait, and the two of them almost went off at a glance.

Su Xia closed the door when he left, and originally wanted to leave a crack to listen to a little bit, but out of morality, it was all closed, and the mute effect was really good.

Sitting on the chair at the door, afraid that Xiao Han would cause trouble inside, he raised his head from the mobile phone screen from time to time to look at the door, and after half an hour or so, Xiao Han walked out of it with a calm face, sat next to Su Xia, raised his hand and motioned for Su Xia to go in, and didn't bother to say a word, is this tm as for it?

"Professor, how is he?" Su Xia sat in the chair, her hands folded on the table, and the elementary school students listened attentively.

"There's no problem, people who know him don't know him, and people often only look at the surface of people and things, and don't have a deep understanding."

"Huh? What do you mean? ”

"Every child is born, is like a blank piece of paper, any experience they ingest, most of them rely on imitation, the later stage slowly matures, the formation of their own personality, he belongs to the later stage of the 'crooked road', the parents did not correct him correctly, but took his personality for 'punishment', the twisted melon is not sweet, he is to be angry with the parents to continue to walk in this' Crooked', it's just that he didn't even find out about himself, and over time it gives people this feeling that there is a problem with the brain, I studied psychology on my own, which actually belongs to the psychology department. ”

"Thank you, do you want to leave a contact information?"

"Well, the business card says so."

On the way back, the two of them parted unhappily at the fork in the road, and the phone rang a few times and didn't answer, Xiao Han actually didn't want to be so stiff, and the feeling of being questioned was indeed a little uncomfortable, but after saying those words to the doctor, he also felt empty in his heart, and suddenly let go, and those heavy feelings disappeared.

Su Xia looked at Xiao Han, wanted to keep up with him, but was afraid that he would lose his temper, so he took the bus and didn't look at the stop sign, so he went with it, where can he go, except for Hankou, where can he go, he always feels that Xiao Han can be seen everywhere, is it really serious.

"Hey, don't you bother, you only know to call me every day, yes, I'm just sick, I've been to the psychiatric department, what are you afraid of?" Xiao Han didn't look at the caller ID, mainly because the ringtone of the incoming call was too noisy, and he was forced to be helpless, so he took the phone and vented it, not giving the person on the other end of the phone time to talk at all.

"Son, it's me, tell you something, I went through the formalities with your father, divorce certificate, this matter is very early, the man I saw last time in the hip-hop dance classroom is your stepfather, called Wang Chuan." Chen Xinyan's voice sounded very cold, as if he had been planning for a long time, and after blurting out, his heart was actually half cold.

"What do you say? Divorce? Why didn't you tell me, huh? Don't I have a right to know about this? How hard is it to tell me a word? You really don't know anything, really, you only care about yourself and don't think about the people around you, are people so selfish? Xiao Han was stunned in place, he had been tossed by Su Xia like this, but now that he knew the news, he almost shouted out, every word was full of anger, and he felt quite comfortable in the five days of the detention room for a moment.

"Xiaohan, I'm sorry, there are some things that you can't do well if you want to, if there is no relationship between two people, if you continue to live together, you will lose the meaning of life, falling in love, getting married and having children is a two-way street, and when you fall in love, these things will be understood, I sent you the address, come back quickly." On Chen Xinyan's side, the man's voice was very abrupt, like a newlywed, greasy and crooked all the way, and he was not afraid of spicy eyes.

"Home? Do I still have a home? Why don't you just let me wander if you don't say it. You can also sell your art on the street to earn some money. Xiao Han's tone of voice gradually calmed down, his mood fell to the bottom, and the air was full of haze, so depressed that he couldn't breathe.

It's not that I don't want to understand, it's because after I understand, I find that I am no longer a person, the house on Jianghan Road no longer belongs to Xiao Han, and I don't know where to go in the future?

Su Xia sat in the car, by the window, editing the text, it was sent to Xiao Han, and deleted it after pressing a few words, looking up at the sky, and unconsciously pressing a few words on his fingertips, in the end it was still empty.

When I got home, it was already ten o'clock in the evening, I pushed open the door, stood in the dark, thought for a long time before turning on the light, had no appetite, didn't even take a shower and planted it on the bed, pulled the quilt on my body, and the window was not closed, and my mind was full of Xiao Han's expression just now.

Xiao Han squatted at the station, the street lamp stretched the shadow of the tree, lit a cigarette, snuffed it out and threw it into the trash can without taking a few puffs, and the people passing by around him all looked at it with strange eyes, and some even scoffed, feeling that they were selling miserably or pretending to be depressed.

After much deliberation, I called a taxi and went to my new home.

In the past five days, has Xiao Mo ever returned? Why didn't he send WeChat? Why didn't you give me a call? Why don't you come to me? Why can people be so selfish?

It will take a while to get to Han Street, and it will stop at the entrance of a very high-end community, with one ladder and two households.

Wang Chuan was waiting under the building, and when he saw Xiao Han, he didn't have a good face, Xiao Han held his earphones, glanced at Wang Chuan, and walked into the elevator one after the other.

"Don't rub it off, I really think you're redundant, you have no rules, it's annoying to watch, I've seen it once in the dance studio."

"Really? Then don't look at it, if it weren't for my mother, I could have come here? ”

"Take off the headphones, don't be polite, don't force me to slap me." Wang Chuan used two fingers to pick off the earphones in Xiao Han's ears, and threw them in the trash can the moment the elevator door opened, "It's annoying to look at this thing." ”

"Fuck, Wang Chuan, are you sick? How did my mom take a fancy to you? Xiao Han sank his face, took out another pair from his pocket, and waited for the door to open while wearing headphones.

Wang Chuan opened the door, finely decorated, retro style, looking unique, Chen Xinyan sat in the hanging chair on the balcony, holding a velvet pillow.

"Either change your shoes or take them off, put your slippers in the shoe closet, and take them yourself."

"You don't have to." Xiao Han stepped on the floor barefoot and swayed slowly.

"You just live in the innermost room, go in and clean up, Xiao Mo said that your things will be left in the residential building, there is nothing to do, come here to buy a new one, go to the gate to record your fingerprints, and you won't be able to come back after you go out."

"Okay, you're sorry." Xiao Han pushed open the door of the room, a large bed, the bed board is still carved, the bedside table is placed with baroque ornaments, and there is a separate bathroom.

"Xiao Han, do you want to help?" Chen Xinyan is a proper hostess, and it seems that it has lasted for a long time.

So, what is that a few seconds of pause on the phone?

"No, you don't have to clean it up, it's pretty clean." Xiao Han laughed a few times, he was really not interested in these flashy things, he was used to only a folding table and sofa in the living room.

"Okay, I'll cook."

"Eat, I don't have an appetite." Xiao Han closed the door and touched the electronic piano that had been placed in the room with his fingers.

Wang Chuan and Chen Xinyan are greasy and crooked in the kitchen, in fact, they are both second marriages, nothing more than colleagues from training institutions cooking raw rice and cooked rice.

The sound of the piano in the room is melodious and graceful, and when the note falls, the fingertips brush the keys and then raise the hand.

Pick up the mobile phone and send WeChat to Xiao Mo, what is this TM, is it good to collude? Wave after wave of unsettled, it is better to toss people out of mental illness.

Dad, in?

At? What's wrong?

How to explain the divorce? Well? Why didn't you send me WeChat? Why didn't you give me a call? Why don't you come to me? Why don't you even ask where I've been? Just gone? Just push me to that stinky man, the man whose mother loves him, who loves my mother, but who doesn't like me and I don't like either?

Xiaohan, blame us for this matter, I have time to go back to see you, I have been back to the house on Jianghan Road, the things haven't moved, I have lived abroad for a long time, the house is left to you, when you grow up, whether you want to rent or continue to live, it depends on you.

Dad, do you know what you're talking about? Do you know what you're doing? I live here, why don't I find a flyover, you know what that feels like? You know what?

Okay, when you fall in love, you know everything, I still have something to do, let's talk back.

Xiao Han put down his mobile phone and yelled at Chen Xinyan, who shouted at him outside the door to eat, his mood has not been very stable, and his temper has not been mastered well, Wang Chuan likes Chen Xinyan more than his ex-wife, how can anyone yell at her.

"Do you want to yell again? Believe it or not, I'll kill you? ”

"Believe, I believe."

The door was quiet, no sound could be heard, Xiao Han was lying on the bed, feeling weak in his limbs, rubbing his temples, a wave of tiredness hit, thinking about letting go of himself and sleeping, maybe just wake up.

I can't fall asleep after tossing and turning, tossing and turning a few times, even in my dreams, it is the bad things that have come one after another during this time, I don't know why, I always feel that all this is providence, arrange fate to make people, right and wrong are up to me, Xiao Han can only admit it in this life.

When I woke up, I found that the pillowcase was wet, a glass of soda was on the bedside table, and the phone was out of battery and turned off.

The quilt covered his head, wrapped tightly, and he didn't let go until he was sweating, what happened to this sudden sense of security?

Su Xia also just woke up, thinking about the cram school she had reported while she was drinking last night, changed her clothes, grabbed her schoolbag and rushed outside, bought a bowl of hot dry noodles, and ate it while walking, with no image at all, it was just out of some kind of good intentions, but it was also a hardship to become like this afterwards, and sure enough, everything happened unexpectedly.

There was no one in the empty classroom, Su Xia found a corner seat and sat down, thinking that there was indeed no one on the street just now, the sky seemed to be bright, and glanced at the time, a full six o'clock.

Lying on the table and falling asleep, I don't know who pushed me to wake up, I helped my glasses to see that it was a boy who pushed people, it looked like a terrier, and I didn't want to have any holidays without speaking, I always felt inexplicably familiar, whether I had seen it in school.

"What? What's the matter with this look, who owes you. "The boy's attitude is very bad.

The boy saw that Su Xia didn't respond for a long time, and reached out to pry Su Xia's hair, the action made Su Xia a little nauseated, and slapped the boy's hand away, sure enough, he came prepared, and naturally ripped off the hearing aid on his right ear, Su Xia was not surprised and didn't do anything.

"Yo, it's pretty nb, I'll see how you do the English questions later."

"How old are you? Also play this childish behavior. Su Xia raised the corners of her mouth, not letting the boy take advantage of the loophole at all, and calmly tried to contact the boy, "Give it back to me." ”

"I'm just naïve, what can you do to me or what?"

"Don't force me to do it, it's not good for anyone." Su Xia watched the boy put the hearing aid in his bag, as if he had lost a part of his body, he didn't know what to do, he had no experience in this situation for the first time, and he was afraid that he would enter the detention room like Xiao Han.

"Look at you like that, just say a few cruel words, the three-legged cat kung fu is still saved."

If the teacher hadn't come in, Su Xia might have really wanted to do it, and sat in the seat with his anger, and the boy picked a position close to Su Xia, with his feet right next to Su Xia's chair, not like he was coming to class, but like a pastime to rub the air conditioner.

"What's wrong with those two classmates over there?" The teacher looks very kind, and he has been handing out leaflets on the street all the year round to enroll in registration, and no matter how bad his temperament is, it should be sharpened.

"It's okay, personal question."

", who's having a personal problem with you, have a face?" Su Xia was in the mood to leave with her bag, but she couldn't get the hearing aid back, and if Lin Xuanyu knew about it, she would definitely have to be scolded, and she would lose tens of thousands of yuan if she lost it, which was not a small amount.

"I'll talk about it after class."

"Give it back to me, if you're sick."

"If you say more, there will be no room for negotiation."

"Why listen to you, if you like it, take it, then pretend to be disabled, no one stops you, you can win the sympathy of others when you go out, you can still shout and ask for warmth, how good, when you meet a big sum, if you play well, maybe you will directly put money on your bank card, you want to live such a life? It's really unproductive. Su Xia thought of when he was a child, these words were all output without going through his brain, and he looked stunned when he saw the boy, but he definitely didn't mean to let go.

"These two students, what do you have to say after class? All waiting for class. ”

"Okay, let's get out of class." The boy is also a middle school, a repeater in the third year of high school, and Su Xia's face that often appears in the class group and school group is unforgettable.

"Can't you get out of class and give me back the things?" Su Xia originally wanted to convince people with reason, but it seemed that reason didn't work at all, "Give it back to me." ”

"I've said that I don't understand after class, don't you? The teacher is waiting. The boy leaned back on the chair with his legs crossed, pretending to love to study on his face, it was nothing more than seeing Su Xia at school who looked unhappy with the world, and came over to play a little trick.

At this time, did Xiao Han do it directly? What are you doing with this nonsense for so long?

"Wang Qi, what are you doing? Isn't it underwhelming? Xiao Han pushed open the window, supported the windowsill, jumped into the classroom two or three times, grabbed the boy's hand and pressed it on the edge of the podium.

All the students were startled by the boy who suddenly broke in, which was cool and sassy and caused a lot of discussion.

"Xiao Han? Why are you here? It's really a narrow road. ”

"What are you bullying him for? Is it fun? Tell me about it? I'm happy too? Xiao Han hooked the corners of his mouth, showed an ulterior smile, and said to Su Xia: "Hey, what are you doing in Han Street at seven or eight o'clock?" Coming by taxi? It has to cost a lot of money, right? ”

"Xiao Han... I..."Su Xia wanted to speak and stopped, is this the legendary Cao Cao Cao arrived?

"This is a broken cram school, I'm afraid that drunk people will sign up, the environment is not good, the teacher's qualifications are also poor, and this place is a well-known pit." Don't ask why Xiao Han knows, ask if you came here when you were in junior high school, don't ask why Xiao Han is here, ask is to go downstairs and wander to this place, how many children's nightmares, cram school street.

"Xiao Han, this time it's really knotted, let go."

"Give him something back and loosen it, don't give it a shame, adults are responsible for their own actions, what is bullying minors? Well? Xiao Han smiled at the female teacher, the female teacher glared at Xiao Han, he was right, he was just barely getting a graduation certificate in high school.

The boy struggled for a moment, Xiao Han couldn't find the focus for a while, and was pressed back on the table behind him, the Adam's apple was very beautiful, and it could not be described as exquisite.

"Stop fighting, call the police if you hit me again." The female teacher is going to be dizzy, and this good summer school has not been held for a few days.

"Shut up, you're very capable, what kind of hero."

Xiao Han's eyes were red, and the boy's hand slid down his neck, pinching his chin and pressing down hard.

There were not a few classmates, and they were all scared away, and the boy took out his hearing aid and threw it at the last classmate to go, and the other party caught it steadily.

"Susha, what are you doing here? Brother Han has been in the detention room, what are you afraid of? "Xiao Han pushed the boy away vigorously, and caught up with the last classmate in two or three steps, I don't know who the hearing aid was passed on?" Fuck, don't leave if you have the ability, it's here, liao enough to go out again? "Xiao Han said liao, which means dialect and joking.

His neck was red, and his eyes were bleeding.

"Xiao Han, forget it, don't want it." Su Xia was really scared, why was Xiao Han here?

"Don't be cowardly, such an adult, you will back down when you encounter some." Xiao Han pushed away the classmates at the door, and chased the group of people into the deep alley, at the end of which was a broken wall, and Su Xia followed behind him, as if what had never happened before.

"Hey, I have to cure you who like heroes today."

Xiao Han found the right time, took advantage of the person's defenselessness, wrapped around his neck from behind, his nails were sunk into the flesh, pulling the corners of his mouth with a cold face, several accomplices were frightened, Xiao Han chuckled.

"Give me something, you have a knife on you, don't get into trouble with me." Xiao Han took out a free hand and began to search his body, and when he touched the hard things in his pocket, his heart trembled, it was all a tm feint just now, and he was put on a move.

"You have a knife and I still have a gun, who are you fooling?" It wasn't until his thigh was scratched that he regretted saying it, and the hot and wet liquid slid down his knee.

"Don't call the police, it's your fault if you call the police, it's not our fault, you just did it, didn't you?" Xiao Han's tone was very contemptuous, as soon as the wind blew, it was scattered in the air, holding the hearing aid in his hand, and pushing his knee against the back of the person's knee, I don't know why, a burst of pleasure.

"Count yourself lucky today, if you dare to shake this matter out, I'll be over with you."

"It's exactly what I want, I advise you to keep your mouth shut." Xiao Han said before that he would not fight, and what happened this week subverted Su Xia's three views on him, I don't know what Xiao Han was deliberately avoiding, and he was protected by him again.

The crowd dispersed, behind the low wall, the teenager sat side by side, the hearing aid was like a scar on his heart, which would never heal, that sentence was Su Xia's last struggle, but this kind of thing can always be met by Xiao Han, and he really suspected that he had installed a surveillance.

"Xiao Han, thank you." Su Xia looked at Xiao Han, his eyes were very firm, not at all like what others said, the so-called brain disease, it was too much to take Xiao Han to the psychiatric examination, and it became an estrangement.

"It's okay, I'll go first, that, I've moved." Xiao Han patted the dust on his body, stuffed a card with the address printed on it to Su Xia, and left without looking back, leaving Su Xia alone on the paint bucket in a daze, and his mobile phone rang.

"Aren't you going back?" Su Xia stopped Xiao Han.

"If you have a fate, you won't have a fate." As usual, waved his hand.

All afternoon, Su Xia was behind the broken wall, occasionally listening to a few bird chirping, and the residential buildings on Han Street had been renovated, and it felt out of place with the environment.

Xiao Han bought instant noodles at a nearby convenience store, and he didn't want to eat them after two bites, and he probably won't go to Jianghan Road again in the future, where his memories are limited to before divorcing Chen Xinyan and Xiao Mo, he wandered around Han Street twice, and he still stood at the door of Wang Chuan's house in a circle, unlocked it with his fingerprint, and pushed the door open in silence.

The partition wall has ears, Xiao Han pretends to be deaf and dumb, and it looks like the sound insulation effect of the tall decoration is also poor.

"....." Xiao Han lay on the bed, looking at the flashy chandelier on the ceiling, the light chain was hanging, and when the wind blew, it looked crumbling.

The phone screen lit up a bit.

Son, I have already sent international express, and the jet lag is too hard.

Well, thank you, Susha came to me today.

What did he say?

I told him that I had moved, but I was actually very sad, Wang Chuan didn't seem to treat me very well, and Su Xia also thought that I had a problem, so he actually took me to the psychiatric department.

Don't let yourself be wronged, but the gentleman doesn't do anything, you understand?

If one day, I can't stay any longer, you can take me away.

Okay, wait for you to be an adult.

Anyway, I went to sleep.

Good night son.

Xiao Han threw his mobile phone on the bedside table, turned off the light, curled up in a ball, and pulled the quilt over his body indiscriminately, feeling that the air was so oppressive that it couldn't be done, and everything strange seemed lonely.