I've always wanted to say that I don't know where to start in my elm head, which is full of you.

There is a light in the depths of the heart that is about to be extinguished, and it is you under the light of the light.

That's when I realized that it wasn't you who was the light, but the light you produced that shone on me.

"Shorty, don't you think class is boring?" He sighed a little, and this was the first time I saw him sigh.

I didn't speak, I was writing my homework.

I feel like I'm starting to like learning, and I've just been given the position of the representative of the math class, so I have to work hard, and of course the "military advisor" next to me is indispensable.

"Shorty. Why are you ignoring me. "He was playing with the eraser crumbs on the table and was bored.

"Shorty, what do you say if I fall in love with you one day?" He continued to play with the eraser, but he didn't know how long his words made my heart tremble.

...... "I can't seem to speak.

My hands were shaking, and I was hungry for answers but afraid of them.

I don't know what he's going to say in the next second.

"Shorty, I think it's better for us to be brothers for the rest of our lives, don't you say?" He didn't look at my wrong expression, and continued to rub the eraser to get more crumbs.

This is not the answer I wanted.

After nearly a semester of getting along, I found that I was no longer just liking him, but relying on him. As long as he sits next to me, I feel at ease.

I will have to change my seat again next semester.

We all knew it in our hearts, but we didn't say what we thought.

Until the day of winter vacation.

"Short girl, if you can't be at the same table next semester, you won't be able to eat my snacks and play with my toys." He packed his bag, a little frustrated.

"It's okay, it's not a shift, besides, I'll pick up snacks and toys myself, you just need to prepare them as usual."

I laughed a little and stuck out my tongue.

Then he picked up his schoolbag and left quickly.

I wanted to talk to him again, but I was afraid that my tears would fall in front of him. I'd really like to be at the same table with him, but I won't be so lucky. He can't be alone with me, I want to be so selfish, but I can't be selfish.

I left school in tears and couldn't stop crying.

I really want to find a place where no one is there to cry, I want to shout loudly to the sky, I like you, Qin Anxi, I like you, Qin Anxi.

But he was afraid that the city would be too small and he would hear it.

After a winter vacation, my father was still busy with work in the north, and only my grandparents came to accompany me for the New Year.

After the new year, the beginning of the school season.

I looked at the seating chart on the podium and saw that it was exactly what I thought.

Not only are we separated, but we are also far apart.

The distance between the two groups.

In class, I was uncomfortable, I used to like to squint at him next to me, but now I look at it again, it's no longer him.

My current table mate is also very good-looking, but his temperament is not as strong as Qin Anxi, and now he is relatively stable, and he is not annoying to get along.

His name is also very nice.

It's called Xu Changyang.

"Luoluo, this is my note, you can take a look." Xu Changyang handed me his notes, and I accepted them naturally.

I get along well with him, but I'm not as happy as Qin Anxi, compared to Xu Changyang, it's just plain now.

And Qin Anxi and I seem to have gone far.

We didn't talk anymore, and he didn't talk much to his new tablemate. He still slept with his face covered by a book as usual.

When you see me, you are also a passerby, and there is nothing else.

Sometimes I want to say hello to him, but I will be strangled in the cradle by his indifference.

I......

I feel very sad.