Chapter 904: Warm-up
Now Jiang Qinqin looks like a lady, with Chen Jiaming by his side, Jiang Qinqin, who waits for dinner and devours it on weekdays, can't help but become gentle, chewing slowly, and smiling without showing his teeth. It's pretending to be like an ancient lady, and this is really changing her face quickly.
Seeing her like this, but I did the opposite, which was different from Jiang Qinqin's performance. I'm pretty wild when I'm eating, and I'm usually going to be at a stormy pace. I don't know what chewing and swallowing slowly is, although Chen Jiaming is here, I don't think there's anything wrong, but now I have no scruples. I don't care about my image at all, I just know that I eat when I'm hungry, so I don't think about any image problems.
While eating, I thought that although Chen Jiaming's previous performance was a bit contrived and unnatural, I could still clearly feel that he had some unclear meaning for me, and secretly had some feelings that should not be there. Naturally, I want to strangle this kind of thing in the cradle, extinguish this faint sign, and it is impossible to give him any chance, let him see hope, let him have the illusion that there is a possibility for the two of us to be together. Otherwise, once you are bumped into by Xie Yan, things will definitely become more and more complicated. I think that this kind of thing should be cut through the mess quickly, and it should be broken when it is broken. Cut off his kind of signs, and nothing will happen that everyone will regret in the future.
If I had had a showdown with Xie Yan at the beginning, made it clear to him about Chen Jiaming, and said that there was actually nothing between me and Chen Jiaming, Xie Yan might have a grudge in his heart and would be a little dissatisfied. But things will definitely slowly become less important over time. He will also forget this incident and will not mention Chen Jiaming again.
However, now it is unlikely, because I chose to hide it from Xie Yan at the beginning, and now if I want to have a showdown with Xie Yan and tell him about it, not only will it not have a good effect, but it will make Xie Yan more concerned and make him doubt the relationship between me and Chen Jiaming.
Xie Yan's love for me seems to have become a little deformed, and I always feel that there is a problem between us, and I will not allow any of the opposite sex to come near me. Of course, this deformity just means that he is too focused on my love, so he cares so much, cares so much about me that he reacts very violently when something happens to me. But this kind of love is very heavy, and I am a little breathless, and when it comes to things related to me, he can't keep his usual calm, and his temper is very short.
This kind of love can be very lethal for little girls who don't know the world, they may enjoy this strong possessiveness very much, enjoy this somewhat domineering love, but this is of no use to me at all, I don't like to be controlled, and I want to be free, I want love to be unrestrained, it is absolutely trusting. I'll never be like them.
Although I am also not very old, I am not the kind of little girl who does not understand the world and does not understand anything. On the contrary, my experience during this period of time can be said to be very bizarre for anyone, they are afraid that they will never encounter such a thing in their lives, this is a very special experience, but this experience has also caused a great impact on me, so my view is naturally different from that of ordinary girls.
During this period of time, I continued to practice spells, which can not only improve my cultivation, but also I can improve my psychological realm, now I am far from the me before I met Xie Yan, my current realm has also changed, and my thoughts have changed a lot, I am no longer the same as before, it can be said that there have been very big changes, before and after is already a world of difference. My soul was sublimated and transformed into a new me.
This change has had a very far-reaching impact on me, which is directly reflected in the fact that the relationship with Xie Yan will no longer affect my body and mind, and I will no longer be affected by Xie Yan, but I still can't get rid of all the changes he has made to me, and I can't be myself again. After all, some changes that have become habits are still difficult to reverse, so now I don't know how to be myself or how to reconcile our relationship.
It can be said that I went back to school this time because of this consideration. That's why I didn't go back, because I felt like we needed to be apart for a while and think about it.
If it weren't for this reason, I could have gone back and reconciled with Xie Yan again. I turned the page on this matter and didn't mention it again, so now this issue has been dragging on.
Now I am completely for the two of us to calm down and make Xie Yan no longer so impulsive, because only by calming down can we better face the future, can we better handle this matter, and let us no longer be affected by this in the future.
And this also gave me a chance to improve my relationship with Chen Jiaming, although it was not something I did on purpose, but it was the truth.
The last time I separated from him, I told him that it was too general and not specific enough, and I couldn't make it clear to Chen Jiaming at all, and Chen Jiaming must have a pimple in his heart, after all, the person I just met directly wanted to draw a line and no longer contact, which would make people feel a little abnormal and confused. If I don't make it clear, I'm afraid I'll lose such a friend.
Now I am still gobbling up food, Chen Jiaming seems to think that my eating appearance is a little indecent, too barbaric, and people feel that it is not beautiful at all, so he laughed and said to me: "Lin Sheng, how do you gobble up your meal, there is no girl's appearance at all, you look at this beauty, she is very beautiful when she eats." He looked at me with a smile.
Hear him say that. I didn't agree with his words, elegant and couldn't be eaten as a meal, so I shook my head and said to him: "Eating, it's not something important, I think it's delicious, I'll gobble it up, Jiang Qinqin She likes to eat slowly, so eat slowly, it's just a personal preference, it should have nothing to do with whether it is beautiful or not."
Jiang Qinqin put down his chopsticks when he heard this, looked at me, and retorted to me directly: "Lin Sheng, what you said is not right, of course this has something to do with beauty, although you like to gobble up, that is your preference, but this kind of preference is beautiful or not, but it has nothing to do with whether you like it or not, beautiful is beautiful is not beautiful is not beautiful, how can this be forced?" ”
Hearing this, I couldn't help but glance at Jiang Qinqin on the side in surprise, my eyes were full of surprise, and I wondered why Jiang Qinqin would help Chen Jiaming speak so bluntly.
Even if Jiang Qinqin is interested in Chen Jiaming and wants to please him and make him pay attention to her, he will not speak for him so openly, and he is so straightforward and obvious. Jiang Qinqin has always been the kind of character who is one and two is two, and her private emotions and the truth have always been very separated, and she can see it very clearly. I believe that even if he really likes someone, no matter how good he is with him, it is impossible to favor him and lose his position because of this. Otherwise, it would be equivalent to an insult to Jiang Qinqin, and this is not the Jiang Qinqin I know.
Just like I helped Jiang Qinqin save his parents before.
Although it was his parents, his parents had done something wrong, were framed and in danger, and their lives were threatened, and he wanted to ask for my help to help her save her parents, but she also kept apologizing for his parents' mistakes and did not blindly protect them, she did not because they were relatives.
So they refused and didn't want to admit their mistakes.
On the contrary, he was brave enough to stand up and apologize for them, hoping to get forgiveness from the victims. This is what I admire Jiang Qinqin very much, and it is also what I have for Jiang Qinqin
Reasons for being closer.
But now Jiang Qinqin is different, instead of helping me speak, she helped Chen Jiaming to come to me and refute my words.
But according to her normal personality, she should follow my words. And isn't she usually like this?
This abnormal situation made me feel a little strange, and I couldn't understand why she was like this.
So I couldn't help but look at Jiang Qinqin, hoping to see what the reason was, but I saw that Jiang Qinqin seemed to be very calm, and after refuting me, he continued to pick up chopsticks and eat, and there was nothing unusual.
Although I have doubts in my heart and want to ask Jiang Qinqin clearly, it is not easy to say it in person, after all, Chen Jiaming is here, and I can't say it in front of him even if I have doubts about Jiang Qinqin's privacy.
Although Chen Jiaming seems very normal on the surface, there seems to be nothing wrong with it, and there is nothing strange about it, but his ability to inadvertently show attraction to the opposite sex is a little shocking to me.
Although his ability to attract and control the opposite sex does not cause harm to the other party and is not a threat, it can affect the other person's emotions and make the other party act incredible. For example, now, I think Jiang Qinqin was obviously influenced by Chen Jiaming, so he made so many ridiculous moves that he had never done before.
If it weren't for Chen Jiaming's appearance in front of Jiang Qinqin, which caused her to appear and become what she is now, is it because I can't do it?
I didn't do anything to her.
Although I can cast spells, my spells can only have an effect on the souls of the wronged, but not on ordinary people.
So it can't be that I caused Jiang Qinqin to become like this.
Looking at Chen Jiaming's current appearance, he doesn't seem to know that he has this ability to make the opposite sex lose his mind. He didn't find out at all, let alone control it.