"Snort, I see how hard you can be, don't you like him? Then let you see. Meng De forced Xiao Han to say the password of his mobile phone, clicked on the album, and the screen was full of photos with Su Xia, Meng De threw away the electric baton and put the screen in front of Xiao Han.

Delete – Confirm Delete – Confirm

"Fuck, what are you doing, let me go, fuck, you tm stop me, stop......" Xiao Han's hysterical cry punctured his eardrums and messed up, Meng De was immersed in the happiness of deleting the photo, looking at Xiao Han in pain, he felt very happy for a moment, Xiao Han's hideous face, Meng De did not stop.

Delete – Confirm Delete – Confirm

Delete – Confirm Delete – Confirm

Delete – Confirm Delete – Confirm

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...........

"Stop, are you sick, I'm ..... I... I don't like him anymore, really, I won't have anything to do with him from now on... Please, please, stop. Xiao Han's final bottom line is Su Xia, even if he doesn't stand in front of Su Xia with an injury in the end, with a few words and a few more lines, no one is allowed to despise this feeling so much.

"Huh? It's better not to play tricks on me, and I don't eat this set, you know? "Meng De is still deleting photos.

Delete – Confirm Delete – Confirm

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.........

"I said that I won't have anything to do with him, what else do you want from me, do you have to force me to die before you are willing, you are willing, playing routines? Do I want to play with people like you? Xiao Han smiled contemptuously, Meng De deleted almost all the photos, and there were no more photos left in the album, and the final bottom line was torn off here.

"Are you going to do something? Go on. Meng De threw his phone on the table on the side, Xiao Han couldn't see what was written on the screen, it should be a message from Su Xia.

Meng De picked up Xiao Han's chin, with a small injury on his face, Xiao Han really loves Su Xia too much, he has been scolded like this here, he is really unhappy, and he wants to give him a few punches with his fists, which can be regarded as a tooth for a tooth.

..........

The office was in a mess, anyway, the world was a mess, the tilted chairs, the torture instruments all over the ground, the tip of the knife was stained with blood, the young man sitting on the chair, his head was lowered and panting gently, his hair covered his vision, the hemp rope tied to his body had been loosened after tossing, hanging on his body, Xiao Han had no strength to struggle anymore, pulled off the hemp rope and stood up, Meng De sat on the sofa with a leisurely face, looking at the old newspaper, the handwriting was no longer clear, as if there was something very important recorded on it, Every word is in the eye.

"I will make the situation clear to Ms. Chen, you go home first, remember what you just said, and you won't have any more intersections with him." Meng De glanced at Xiao Han and watched him pick up his phone and put it in his pocket.

"Huh.." Xiao Han left without looking back, the afternoon sun was just right, the breeze was not dry, and his heart was still like something blocked, would he really not have any intersection with Su Xia again? ran forward desperately for this relationship, and it was not something that he could stir up with a few words.

In the taxi, I heard the news by chance.

Recently, there has been a sudden appearance of such a psychological counseling center in our city, and there are frequent people in and out, and many hospitals also frequently receive patients with mental disorders, it is understood that patients have been in and out of the psychological counseling center before receiving treatment, this matter is being further followed up and intervened, please tell relatives and friends, if you have psychological problems, please consult a regular hospital, do not be easily deceived.

"Holy shit, what's going on with this?" Xiao Han frowned, flipped through the news of the day, his hands were numb, and his five fingers were swollen to the point of pain.

The car was parked downstairs in the hospital, Xiao Han went to the pharmacy to buy swelling potion, iodine wine and disinfectant alcohol after paying the money, and ran to the ward like crazy, how wanton the wind was raised all the way.

Pushing open the door of the ward suddenly, his shirt was stained with sweat hanging on his body, Su Xia sat on the edge of the bed and read, heard a voice, and raised his eyes to see Xiao Han walk in.

"Xiao Han, are you back?"

Xiao Han froze in place, half a meter apart between the two of them, and did not get any closer.

"It's back, Sue... Susha. "There was a pause when I called Su Xia's name.

"Huh? Xiaohan, what's wrong with you? Su Xia sensed that something was wrong with the person in front of him, and stood up to get closer to him, but the person took one step, two steps, three steps back... In the fifth step, he was pulled into his arms by Su Xia.

"Xiaohan, what's going on? Tell me about it? Well? Su Xia stroked his back, and the two sat on the bed together.

"Susha, I..."

"Huh? What do you want to say? ”

"I... I'm sorry for you, I said sorry for you, I'm sorry for you. Xiao Han gently pushed Su Xia back, didn't look at him from beginning to end, his eyes moved from the ground to the bed, he just didn't look at him.

"It's okay, it's okay, what's the matter? You're mine. Su Xia pulled him into his arms again, and the person in his arms struggled for a while, but he didn't succeed, so he hugged him tightly, "Don't think about it, just say it, it's okay, it's okay." ”

"Su Xia, after being discharged from the hospital, can you... On the river, on the ferry, will you confess to me again? This time loud, warmly, and let the world know that I am yours. Xiao Han didn't earn any more, he stuck to Su Xia's chest, the more he talked, the more confident he became, and after the sound fell, he was sealed by a kiss, and after a while, he separated, and the silver thread was entangled.

"I promise you." Su Xia poured half a glass of soda water for Xiao Han sideways, from the moment Xiao Han entered the door, he had already noticed the injuries on Xiao Han's body and the redness and swelling on his face, and his heart was distressed to the extreme, but he didn't ask more, afraid that if he lost control again, there would be nothing, "Does it hurt?" ”

Xiao Han nodded, took a sip of soda, and shrunk the city's scenery at the bottom of the glass.

"Then you say, are you mine?"

"Yes, it's yours until you die."

"Shall I call the doctor and take care of the wound?"

Xiao Han shook his head, handed Su Xia the potion to reduce swelling, iodine wine and disinfectant alcohol, unbuttoned his clothes one by one with one hand, and the collar of his shirt fell down to his big arm.

Su Xia put down the things in his hand, and the eyes were a large area of redness and swelling on his back, wounds, and blood marks on his chest and abdomen, the blood had dried up, and it was hard to stick to the wound.

"Tiantian, can you help me deal with it?" Xiao Han stood up, staring sideways at Su Xia.

Su Xia responded, and took a cotton swab with his hand to dip it in the potion, and just touched the red and swollen place, Xiao Han couldn't help but shake it, this TM is really guilty.

"It hurts?"

Xiao Han shook his head, said, and continued.

Su Xia hesitated for a moment, his hand movements were light, and the sterilized medical alcohol was never opened after all the treatment, how painful it was.

"Tiantian, and..." Xiao Han ripped off his clothes, unbuttoned his pants with his fingers, and pulled down a little.

"What? What are you doing? "Su Xia was completely confused, how could he come back as if he was a different person, where did he go? What happened? Grabbed Xiao Han's hand.

"Hey, just kidding, thank you." Xiao Han pulled up his pants and put his phone on the bedside table.

"Xiaohan, you.... It's okay, do you want to eat anything? Still wondering? Su Xia touched the stitches behind her ear, and after a while, she could remove the stitches and be discharged from the hospital.

"Well, Tiantian, how much did you score on this exam?" Xiao Han struggled with his emotions, fought in his heart, and finally chose to open his heart.

"First in class, second in grade, how's that? Your boyfriend didn't embarrass you. Su Xia chuckled twice, rubbed Xiao Han's hair, the pupils of the young man in front of him lit up, thinking about his student days, he was also the first in the class, and he knew that he was the penultimate when he pierced the window paper, and he never cared about the grade ranking.

"It's worthy of my sweetness, I'm embarrassed to be so good." Xiao Han glanced at the book that Su Xia had just flipped through, it was a novel about love, a book written from a first-person perspective.

"You don't need to be excellent, it's enough to have me." Su Xia wanted to know what Xiao Han had experienced just now, and if he asked, would Xiao Han tell him?

"You still read the novel, I've also read this novel, and it's been adapted into an anime movie, and I cried until my hands and feet were paralyzed at the end, and the interlude was also very good, I'll sing it to you." Xiao Han's singing is generally a cappella.,The beginning of the story is a song "ファンファーレ",The end of the story is that the female protagonist was killed by a murderer.,The male protagonist finished reading the diary written by the female protagonist before her death.。

There was an accompaniment on the phone, and the movie screen was looping on the screen, Su Xia listened carefully, it was almost the dead of night, the last note ended, the two looked at each other and smiled, Xiao Han sang really well and heard that the world had fallen.

"Well, I think their story is very similar to ours, one is always silent in life, no one cares, one never compromises with life, wanton optimism, it's all the fate of a book that brings us together, but the movie is a diary, and our fate is a hardcover homework book, I saw it when I browsed the web last time, and I bought it with an order." Su Xia put the book into his school bag, Xiao Han leaned on his shoulder, and the smell of iodophor disinfectant could be faintly smelled on his body.

Outside the window, you can only see neon, the teenager snuggled up to the hospital bed, the mobile phone put the song "ファンファーレ", his mind is full of movie clips, it is especially easy to sit in the right seat, Xiao Han looked at Su Xia, if he hadn't experienced it, he really didn't expect this kind of thing to happen in the world.

The emotions at night are uncontrollable, in the middle of the night, the pent-up emotions of the day are released in the early hours of the morning, Xiao Han buried his head in the pillow, his body was trembling, the things Meng De did, the words he said, forgot and remembered again, remembered and wanted to forget again, repeated several times, or defeated at the origin, forced to a desperate situation by this feeling, clenched his fists.

"Xiaohan, can you tell me?" Su Xia moved, and there were actually two people lying on the single hospital bed, and it was raining outside.

"Psychiatrist...... Monde... Old... Chen Xinyan, Su Xia... Don't cross paths with me again,.... Why do you still play with electric batons, I'm not sick.... Don't torture me anymore, is it fun? I don't know if I fell asleep or woke up, Xiao Han said a little intermittently, Su Xia heard it, just now the news was forwarded by Chen Xuan and they were in the group, is it.... Is it a coincidence?

"Xiaohan, wake up, wake up." Su Xia pushed Xiao Han, afraid that it would hurt and didn't dare to use force.

"Hmm... Tiantian, what's wrong? Xiao Han hooked Su Xia's neck and pressed one leg against him.

"Xiao Han, where have you been today? Did you go to a mental health center? Did Wang Chuan let you go? Su Xia reached out and touched Xiao Han's mobile phone, unlocked the password, and the WeChat was Meng De's WeChat.

"Hey, return me, your peeking habit hasn't changed." Xiao Han let go of Su Xia and stretched out his hand to grab the phone, "You can see it, I can't figure it out, why does this kind of thing always happen to me, Tiantian, you say, why?" ”

"Don't go, Xiaohan, don't go, Wang Chuan's house, mental health center, where there is no me, don't go anywhere, I will go to school in the future, you will stay at home, do you hear it, I will say it again, do you hear it?" Su Xia turned off her mobile phone, obviously she could make people afraid when she protected herself, why couldn't she get out of danger without hurting her whole body when she encountered danger?

"I know, I remember, there is no place for you, I won't go anywhere, everywhere..." Xiao Han fell asleep as he spoke, his breathing was very even, too, tired for a day.

Su Xia couldn't sleep, sitting on the bed in a daze, the window was open a crack, and the curtains were only half drawn.

The next day, Xiao Han went to a professional eye hospital to get contact lenses, and in the afternoon, he went to the dentist to see the teeth, and the loose teeth were fixed, and the roots of the teeth were not broken.

I was discharged from the hospital when I had a day to go before I left school, and as before, I had a cochlear in my left ear and a hearing aid in my right ear, but this time I had to hang it all the time.

"Tiantian, you promised me that day, confess to me again after you are discharged from the hospital, go to the river beach, and rush to the beach!" Xiao Han stepped onto the bicycle, and Su Xia stood next to him to help him hold the handle on his right.

The breeze was soft all the way, and it was very comfortable to blow on the body, and I parked in the parking space at the entrance of the river beach, holding hands and walking up the stairs.

At the place of the first confession, impartiality, Su Xia stopped.

"Xiaohan, this is the third time I have confessed to you, and I hope you promise me."

"Well, I promise you, promise you." Xiao Han stood in place, he was waiting, waiting for someone to kneel on one knee for him.

"Xiao Han, I like you, are you willing..."Su Xia took a step forward with his left foot, knelt on his right leg, and took out a crystal ball from the paper bag he had been carrying, and there was only a yellow flower in it. The core, the flower with white petals, the roots of the leaves are buried in the snow, and when you shake it, you feel like the snow is falling, "Would you like to be with me all the time?" ”

"I do, I like you, and I want to be with you forever until the earth is desolate." Xiao Han was surprised and delighted by Su Xia, took the crystal ball, and held it in his hand.

Su Xia stood up and pulled Xiao Han to the riverside, there were a few people by the river, took two deep breaths, and shouted loudly into the distance: "Xiao Han, I like you, I like you, I want to be with you all the time!"

"Me too, Susha, I like you too!" After Xiao Han finished shouting, he sat on the ground, and the wind blew his hair.

Su Xia sat next to him, the two of them looked at each other and smiled, their voices melted into the wind, in the air, and in the ears of those who heard it.

The sun falls on the body, and the tenderness under the eyes only wants to be given to you, and now, the whole world is gentle.

"Hey, Xiaohan, your phone is ringing." Su Xia took out his mobile phone from Xiao Han's bag, Xiao Mo was displayed on the screen, and Xiao Han had already changed the name of the contact.

"You can help me pick it up, it's Xiao Mo's words are mostly a few words of hush and warmth, you can deal with it, my thinking is a little chaotic now, my nerves are tense on one side, and my nerves are released on the other, as if we have all regained our lives." Xiao Han glanced at the phone screen, and sure enough, it was Xiao Mo calling.

"Hey, Uncle Xiao, it's me, I'm Su Xia." Su Xia's attitude towards calling was too official, Xiao Han almost turned his back, at least call Dad.

"Call Dad, what the hell Uncle Xiao Uncle Xiao, I don't have any eyesight, is this a good student in my son's mouth, what about your little boyfriend? Well? Xiao Mo was in the hotel at this time, and the person around him was none other than Lin Xuanyu.

"Xiao Han, you roll over and answer the phone for me." Su Xia put down the phone and pulled Xiao Han to his side, Xiao Mo on the other end of the phone was a little worried about his son's future life, "Don't grind, your father has something to do with you." ”

"Hey, Dad, what's wrong with me?" Xiao Han turned on the speakerphone, and when he heard the voice of a woman over there, his heart trembled violently, woman?

"Dad told you something, Xiaohan, you are mentally prepared, me and your Aunt Lin, just Su Xia's mother, we are divorced and widowed, and we are going to make do with it, and the two of us will come back for a wedding with only the four of us on National Day." Xiao Mo didn't hit the draft, blurted out a paragraph, Xiao Han glanced at Su Xia, his mood was completely unaffected, and he broke down and cried in an instant, Su Xia was stunned for a moment, why did he cry.

"Su Xia already knows about this, why do you want to hide it from me, why, what about me? What am I, I don't have a father or a mother, you just look at my father and don't love my mother, and I have to be beaten in exchange for an injury when I go home, Xiao Mo, are you taking advantage of people's danger, you tell me, Su Xia does he already know, doesn't he? It's better not to lie to me. Xiao Han didn't want to spoil the atmosphere, he knew that Su Xia could hear it, and he didn't mean to say it to Su Xia, so he didn't question it.

"Yes, Su Xia already knows, I asked Xuanyu to tell him, Xiaohan, I'm sorry, how could it be, who said that no one in our Xiaohan hurts, doesn't this have a father? How? Jealous, jealous of your boyfriend. Xiao Mo didn't know that Xiao Han would be so big anyway, but this lack of reaction is abnormal, who can tolerate his biological father finally becoming his boyfriend's stepfather, what is the situation???

"Yes, jealous, I'm jealous, what's going on now, my own biological father, going around and around TM to become my boyfriend's stepfather, then I'm like a daughter-in-law, do I still have to call you uncle, more life." Xiao Han felt that these things were a little funny and disappointing, and it was estimated that no one in this world would believe it when he said it, and this messy person lived under one roof.

"Who made you think like this, I'm Xiao Mo or your Xiao Han's father, who made you change your name to uncle? What kind of system is this, Su Xia wants to change his words, it is not your turn to do this, don't say it, you let Su Xia hear it, what should people think. Xiao Mo whispered a few words to Lin Xuanyu.

"It's okay, Xiao Han, he.... Let him get used to it, and I'll talk to him. Su Xia leaned over to the earpiece, her tone was unusually calm, the last time she was in the hospital, Su Xia was chatting with Lin Xuanyu.

Xiao Han wiped his tears one by one, pushed Su Xia away and ran forward for a while, what is this, is this a normal person's acceptable range? Yes?

Su Xia put away his mobile phone, caught up with Xiao Han's footsteps, reached out and hooked the hem of his clothes and pulled it back, facing a pair of eyes that seemed to see the enemy, and the originally good-looking gentleness was all gone.

"What are you pulling me for? Why? Why do you have to grab my things, why? Su Xia, why do you want to grab it? Don't you like me? What are you bullying me for? Yes? Why are you... and bully me with them. Xiao Han slammed into Su Xia's chest, tears streaming down uncontrollably, "I... I thought you could hear it, both of us... The two of us are still living the same life as before, this wave has just calmed down and it has risen again, what is this, Su Xia, I said why Xiao Mo agreed to lend me money to treat your ears so quickly, this... This is dad giving his son money, rightfully so, I... Why did I go to work, go to a food stall and be beaten by others, go to a bar and sing, I'm crazy, in a word, Xiao Mo is the full payment, Su Xia, do you know? I'm also made of meat, I'm not made of iron, every time it hurts, it hurts, I told you, in the food stall, the time you poured me wine, I smashed it with a wine bottle, I could have fought back... Also, I didn't tell you, what did I get in exchange for this injury? Are you all together hiding from me? And also... And my hand, if you hadn't told me that Uncle Su was gone, would I have knocked on the door? What do you think I'm for? I'm all for you, Su Xia, Su Tiantian..."

Xiao Han lifted his hair, and the scars left by the stitches in his eyes were impressive, and the more he talked, the more aggrieved he became, the little girl seemed to cry with pear blossoms and rain.

"Xiao Han..."Su Xia hugged him tightly, "Be obedient, don't cry, I won't tell you, I'm afraid that you are like this, I am afraid that you will not be able to stand it." ”

"If you don't say it, I can't stand it, Su Xia, there can't be a secret between the two of us, I confessed to you, and you are not allowed to hide anything from me anymore, I am willing to accept the beating you are given, I am willing, understand?"

"Okay, Xiao Han is obedient, I'll see, it's hurt." Su Xia suddenly thought of washing her hair in the barbershop that time, Xiao Han came over with wet hair, could it be that she didn't let herself find out? "How did you get bullied? Did they do it first? ”

"An accomplice of the guy who entered the bureau with me, he asked me to accompany the drink, and I didn't agree." The more Xiao Han thought about it, the more aggrieved he became, hugging Su Xia's tears and wetting his chest, "Do you think I can agree?" ”

Su Xia clenched his fists, red from the corners of his eyes, and blamed himself, hating that he couldn't even protect the person he liked, and even when he saw the injuries on his body, he didn't dare to ask, he still didn't understand him, what was the use of a few sweet words? I want to slap myself a few times more and more.

"Xiaohan, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, can you forgive me? The first time I knew about my mother and Uncle Xiao, I was also very resistant, but I was relieved when I thought that Uncle Xiao could be with us, and someone would be kind to Xiaohan. ”

"Really? You're not lying? ”

"Well, how could I lie to you, I like you, how could I lie to you."

Xiao Han wiped away his tears, sobbed a few times and barely stopped, although he was unwilling, but Xiao Mo was back, he could call his dad justifiably again, but... Not just as a son.