Chapter 72: I'm Lighter Than Your Dreams

Xu Ningxue made an appointment with the two people at the same time at a dessert shop not far from her home, but she still had one last bit of selfishness, and the time of the two was divided in order. Of course, the boy she had a crush on came first, and Tong Jiayuan came later. She knew that if Tong Jiayuan was present and stirred up, she wouldn't talk about the old or not, just Tong Jiayuan's character who couldn't tolerate sand in her eyes, so she didn't have to say anything.

When Xu Ningxue arrived at the store, it didn't take long to recognize the person from the crowd. He sat quietly by the window, his handsome face reflecting the neon lights outside the window, looking a little lonely. Speaking of which, I seemed to have been attracted by such a temperament at the beginning, and if I calculated it carefully, it didn't seem that he hadn't seen his face for a long time, but when I saw it again today, I felt like I was in a different world. She really wanted to laugh at her current self, and she didn't come to see her old lover, what was there to be hypocritical, she reached out and slapped her face twice, sober up, but don't forget your business tonight.

Xu Ningxue walked towards him step by step, with Xu Ningxue's identity, of course, she felt that her identity was now a problem, except for Tong Jiayuan, who was chasing after her, she really didn't plan to tell him.

In the end, Xu Ningxue stood still in front of the boy and said to him: "Xia Yang, long time no see." Her voice was calm, there was no joy after a long absence, and she did not complain about his grievances.

Yes, how could there still be those things that shouldn't be there, since she knew the result, she cried and cried, and she was not reconciled, but it was not the same as in the past. Perhaps, as people say, her feelings for him are just infatuation and sustenance, nothing at all. When she says goodbye now, won't she be able to easily say "long time no see"?

So, there's really nothing to be left to remember.

At that time, she thought that it was a rare and precious thing for her to have this consciousness at a young age. At that time, she was still able to do this, and if she encountered something in the future, she would be able to get by. But she doesn't know, it's not enough unforgettable feelings, just because the other party is not the person who makes you unforgettable.

The boy by the window heard a familiar voice, raised his head and saw his familiar face, he smiled, and the loneliness in his eyes swept away, "Ning Xue, it's really you, I didn't expect you to really want to see me." At this time, his face was full of smiles, maybe he was really happy.

It's a pity that Xu Ningxue didn't feel very happy, but felt a little embarrassed, she sat down in front of him, and couldn't find a topic for a while. She had to ask the waiter to order a glass of hot milk, she thought that she might lose sleep tonight, it was better to drink a glass of milk first, so that she could sleep a little more soundly tonight.

Xia Yang also seemed to see Xu Ningxue's alienation from him, he took a sip of the coffee in front of him, and frowned slightly, as if he was not used to this taste. He put down his cup, "The taste of this coffee is really unaccustomed." Ningxue, you said yes, right? ”

Xu Ningxue was stunned, she didn't expect Xia Yang to ask the question to herself, she laughed twice, "If you don't like it, you can't drink it, why force yourself." ”

Xu Ningxue's words made Xia Yang a little unable to continue, so he had to smile bitterly: "In this world, you can't do whatever you like, there are always some difficulties in front of you, and over time, even if you don't like to take another road, don't you have to force yourself to go on?" ”

Xu Ningxue was a little irritable, did Xia Yang come to tell him the truth of life? But she still understood the meaning of his words, even if the person who accompanied her was not the person she liked in her heart, what did it matter, reluctantly, she could go on. But she's not here to teach. She raised her head and looked at Xia Yang, and said her question directly, "Xia Yang, why are you still looking for me?" I still haven't forgotten what happened at the beginning. ”

When she and Tong Jiayuan were still confidants and friends, she and Xia Yang met because of a study exchange, and naturally, Tong Jiayuan and Xia Yang also became acquainted. Later, her crush on Xia Yang was known to Tong Jiayuan, and Tong Jiayuan instigated her to write a confession letter to Xia Yang, so that she could take the first step of this crush. Trapped in the whirlpool of her crush, she didn't think about it, she mustered up the courage to write the first green confession letter in her life, she thought about the best result and the worst outcome, she thought that the worst result was not rejection, which can be regarded as a good explanation for her crush.

However, what she was waiting for was Tong Jiayuan and Xia Yang, Tong Jiayuan was holding a love letter she wrote to Xia Yang, Tong Jiayuan took the love letter and shook it in front of Xia Yang's eyes, and asked Xia Yang, "Me and her, who do you choose?" ”

At that time, Xu Ningxue obviously didn't know what was going on, but everything in front of her made her feel unbelievable, and she asked Tong Jiayuan, a friend, what does this mean?

Tong Jiayuan said that she also likes Xia Yang, since both of them like Xia Yang, then let Xia Yang make a choice, it's as simple as that. Tong Jiayuan said it so lightly, and completely stepped on the soles of her feet so casually.

Xia Yang chose to take Tong Jiayuan's hand and only gave Xu Ningxue three words, "I'm sorry." Just those three words, and all the questions were answered.

Tong Jiayuan tore up the love letter in front of Xu Ningxue's eyes and threw it at her feet, and made her break this thought from then on. Tearing apart together, there is also the friendship between the two of them.

That day, Xu Ningxue held the pile of shredded paper and cried for a whole afternoon, but she didn't have the courage to scold those two people. Xia Yang could refuse her in person, but she chose this way to hurt her, Tong Jiayuan could choose to end this friendship, but she used this way to trample on her self-esteem, which was the heaviest harm to her.

Now, Xia Yang actually sent an email to tell her that he misses her very much? What is this? What are you going to say to her to make up for the damage done to her at that time?

Xia Yang also seemed to remember the memory he wanted to forget the most, in fact, he liked Xu Ningxue, but compared to his future, Xu Ningxue seemed so insignificant.

He looked at Xu Ningxue, a trace of guilt flashed in his eyes, "Ningxue, I know that I hurt you at that time, so I always want to say sorry to you, at that time, I had a more urgent dream, in contrast, I can only choose my dream, I'm sorry." ”

"You don't have to say anything sorry for me anymore, at that time, my liking for you was my wishful thinking from beginning to end, and it had nothing to do with you, so you didn't have anything to be sorry for me, and my existence seemed so small compared to the high school you wanted to go to." Xu Ningxue looked at Xia Yang and said these words calmly with a smile on her face.