"It's autumn." Qu Xiaoyue stood by the window, looking at the trees in the yard, stunned, "Why hasn't Ah Ying come yet?" ”

Mama put on her cloak, tied a beautiful knot slowly, and said slowly: "Miss, don't worry, the white girl is on the way." ”

Qu Xiaoyue came back to her senses, thought of something, and asked the maidservant standing on the side, "Have those golden autumn hairy crabs been sent to the National Teacher Tower?" ”

The maid whispered: "Miss, that is what His Royal Highness King Qi gave to you and the general, you just gave it to the white girl, and His Royal Highness King Qi knew about it, if you are not happy..."

The grandmother scolded: "Miss told you to do it, why is there so much nonsense? ”

Qu Xiaoyue's expression was faint, she didn't say a word, but she had already expressed her attitude, and the maid hurriedly knelt down and said, "Slave and maid, let's go." ”

"That's it." Qu Xiaoyue frowned, "Presumably Ah Ying is also on the way, let her take it back with her when the time comes." ”

The maid breathed a sigh of relief: "Yes, the slave knows her mistake, thank you Miss." ”

A quarter of an hour later, the carriage stopped outside the General's Palace.

Qu Xiaoyue's maidservant welcomed Bai Ying in, and was about to say "Miss has been waiting for you for a long time" The words turned around and were swallowed by her, watching Bai Ying enter the house, she couldn't help patting her chest and rejoicing, but fortunately she didn't say it, otherwise Miss would know and blame her for talking too much.

Bypassing the elegant screen, Bai Ying saw the slender Qu Xiaoyue standing at the window at a glance, the wind was a little cold at this time, most of the girl's doors did not go out of the door, and the physique was average, and it was easy to catch a cold if she didn't pay attention to it.

"This will not be the time to be a bride, why are you still so willful? If you catch the cold, I see where you regret it. "The laughter is like a pearl falling to the ground, crisp and pleasant.

Bai Ying put the pastry he was carrying on the table and beckoned to Qu Xiaoyue: "Come and taste it." ”

Qu Xiaoyue couldn't help but smile on her face, and she said coquettishly: "Why are you walking silently, it scares me." ”

Bai Ying pinched her emaciated cheeks unceremoniously, "Besides, I don't know who I'm thinking about when I stand there blowing the wind, I look preoccupied, I don't know, I think you don't want to see me." ”

In just a few months, Qu Xiaoyue has lost a lot of weight.

She subconsciously rubbed her face against Bai Ying's soft and warm palm, which seemed to have the scent of children's milk, and she said coquettishly: "Nonsense, I am obviously thinking about you." ”

Bai Ying was stunned by her, and couldn't help laughing: "It's like a little milk cat that hasn't been weaned." ”

Looking at her emaciated face, she whispered, "Is there something bothering?" ”

Qu Xiaoyue sat down next to her, took a piece of pastry in the food box and took a small bite, shook her head and said, "It's just my empty hypocrisy, it's good to think about it." ”

Since she didn't want to say it, Bai Ying didn't force her, "If there is anything you need my help with, just ask." ”

Qu Xiaoyue nodded with a smile, and said, "I recently got some fatty hairy crabs, you can bring them back later to taste them, I think they are delicious." ”

Bai Ying said: "Crabs are cold, so they should not be eaten more." I don't like to eat much, so you should eat less, don't be greedy. ”

Qu Xiaoyue smiled: "Okay." But the taste is acceptable, my father and I can't eat so much, and I'll send some to the Huo family, the Song family, and the palace later, and everyone will taste fresh. ”

"Okay." Bai Ying thought for a moment and asked, "The day of marriage is getting closer and closer, are you ready for all the things you should prepare?" ”

Don't blame Bai Ying for asking more, there is really no serious hostess in the General's Mansion, Qu Xiaoyue is an inexperienced girl, although General Qu loves his daughter, he is just a big boss, and he doesn't know as much about these things as Qu Xiaoyue.

The smile on Qu Xiaoyue's face deepened, and her eyes softened, "Everything is done." ”

Bai Ying nodded, thinking that there was a grandmother beside her, how could she also point out Qu Xiaoyue, and said with peace of mind: "Then I'll wait to drink your wine." ”

Qu Xiaoyue's eyes flashed with sadness, and he said softly: "But I'...... I don't want to get married. ”

She held back for a long time, and finally couldn't help but say what was in her heart.

She lowered her head and whispered, "I don't want to get married, not at all." ”

If it weren't for her father's career, she would rather be a sister-in-law with her hair twisted and a green light ancient Buddha for the rest of her life than live with a man for the rest of her life.

Qu Xiaoyue's eyes oozed hatred, she clenched her hands and gritted her teeth and muttered: "I hate men, I hate them... I don't want to marry anyone, I don't even want to see them and they don't want to touch me. ”

She raised her head and fell into Bai Ying's surprised and gentle eyes, her eyes were red, and she felt very aggrieved: "It's disgusting, they're disgusting, I'm so dirty, I'm so dirty, Ah Ying......"

She shook her head for a moment as if she was back to that day, she was slapped by her hair, treated her as a girl in the building, and pinched her fiercely whenever she resisted and struggled, and then it was disgusting to touch.

"The daughter of this big family, her skin is just good, hahaha."

To this day, she remembers what they said.

The filthy thing touched her, her ears rang after slapping her, her clothes faded and her skin was covered with red marks, and they even scratched her under her neck through her clothes... The ugly face is impatient greed. Hope.

"You can taste the taste of Miss General's Mansion without spending a penny, hahaha How can there be such a good deal in the world?"

"Where is it that doesn't cost a penny? We've earned it! ”

"Quick, grab her hand for Lao Tzu! The stinky female cousin will move again and pump you to death! ”

Qu Xiaoyue bit the back of her hand, tears fell down, she squatted on the ground weakly, small cries flowed from her mouth, nightmares shrouded again, she was sad and desperate.

"What if... You can not marry..."How nice it would be.

When she saw the man, her stomach churned uncontrollably and she wanted to gag.

This physiological reaction is pressed by her, and it is easy not to be violent. Dew.

She couldn't let others know that General Qu's daughter was almost dirty. Humiliating, filthy......

"Hey."

Qu Xiaoyue heard a helpless sigh above her head.

She came to her senses in an instant, wiped her tears, and fell on her knees without waiting for Bai Ying to bend over, her long hair scattered and half covered her face, "Ah Ying... Don't say anything. It's just that I haven't been able to sleep well lately, and I'm reminded of the past. ”

Bai Ying touched her hair, like an elder brother and sister-in-law did to her, "You're not dirty, you're a good girl, Xiaoyue." As for those people, I have personally sent them to hell, have you forgotten? "Ranwen

How can you forget?

It was the last straw she grasped in her despair, the light that pulled her back from the boundless hell.

She will never forget it in her life.

Qu Xiaoyue grabbed Bai Ying's hand, looked at the faint palm lines on her palm, and gently pulled the corners of her mouth, "Ah Ying, but I can't forget those injuries." I'm really disgusting, disgusting with those men. ”

Except for General Qu, everyone in the family has been ordered to appear in front of her.

"Xiaoyue ......" Bai Ying didn't know how to comfort people.

Persuade her to let go?

People who have not been harmed are not qualified to say such things.

Her light sentence "Don't think about it, forget it, let go of everything and look to the future", can she erase those painful scars?

That's too cold-blooded and too simple.

Qu Xiaoyue slowly stood up and smiled slightly: "I understand, Ah Ying, I understand what you mean." Don't worry, sooner or later I'll come out. I'm not a kid anymore, it's just... Can you stay with me today? ”

Her eyes sparkled with hope, like a vulnerable porcelain vase, but strong.

Bai Ying's eyebrows and eyes were crooked, and her voice was soft and excited: "I can't ask for it." ”

Qu Xiaoyue slowly let go of her hand and laughed with her.

It would be nice if I could not get married.

She didn't want to wear a red wedding dress at all, and she didn't want to marry someone else at all.

But she couldn't help it.

There is no way at all.

She can't be willful.

Can't cause trouble for Daddy.

Bai Ying accompanied Qu Xiaoyue to stay in the study for half an afternoon to paint, her painting skills are not good, Qu Xiaoyue made a landscape map, she only painted a few stones and a few trees, not vivid and not vivid, and no artistic conception at all.

Bai Ying threw the pen away, slumped in the chair and had nothing to love: "Don't bully me, I can't do it." ”

Qu Xiaoyue pursed her lips and smiled, picked up Bai Ying's pen and continued to paint.

I have to say that some people really appreciate food and food, and after Qu Xiaoyue's drawing, the mediocre and even some rigid paintings come to life in an instant.

Bai Ying leaned over to look at it and sighed, "I won't paint with you next time, I'm here to find a strike." ”

"Then I'll be next time... Painting is almost there? ”

Bai Ying rolled her eyes: "Go, go, you release water is even more annoying." ”

"Why?"

"I don't paint as well as you when I put the water." Bai Ying muttered, and said righteously, "Refuse to compare, be beautiful alone." ”

Qu Xiaoyue smiled happily, hugged Bai Ying's arm and said, "A Ying is the most beautiful." ”

Bai Ying couldn't help but say: "Why do you learn to be so coquettish like painting." ”

Qu Yuyue blinked her eyes and said with a smile: "Only allow her to be coquettish, don't you allow me to do this?" ”

Bai Ying inexplicably felt a trace of weirdness, this feeling flashed, she didn't feel at ease, but Qu Xiaoyue was insecure now, so she smiled: "Just be happy." I speak as if I am eccentric. ”

Qu Xiaoyue muttered, "Don't be biased. ”

Bai Ying poked her in the head, "No, no, you get up quickly, go eat the pastries on the table, look at your skinny." ”

Qu Xiaoyue said: "I can't eat it..."

Bai Ying looked at her and sighed, "You have lost too much weight these days, if you are still like this on the day of the wedding, it is not easy to put on makeup." ”

So what does it matter?

She doesn't look forward to the big wedding at all, whether she looks good or not, it has nothing to do with her.

She hoped to be ugly and frighten King Qi, so that he could stay away from her and not set foot in her room for half a step in this life.

However, these words naturally cannot be said in front of Bai Ying.

She said: "Since Ah Ying is so worried, I will try to raise it back before the big wedding." ”

Bai Ying comforted: "If you can't eat, don't force yourself." ”

Otherwise, it will be even more uncomfortable to vomit from nausea.

Near evening, the sun set, and Bai Ying left the general's mansion.

"Miss, the white girl's carriage is out of sight, let's go in." Mama said softly.

Qu Xiaoyue looked up at the sky, and the remnant sun was like blood, staining half of the sky red.

She tugged at the corners of her mouth, no smile in her eyes.

"Mama, go back."