Chapter 177: Flying Love? Or did it fly the marriage?
"Bu Xiaoxiao, you are ruthless, you have scratched my face."
Jiang Siran actually felt guilty about Bu Xiaoxiao, so when the two of them fought, they didn't do their best.
Bu Xiaoxiao used all her strength ruthlessly, and finally bit Jiang Siran.
"I was beaten into a dog by you, what am I satisfied with?"
If Jiang Siran hadn't been pulled by Lu Jun, she would have felt crazy at this time.
"Don't you want to see me break down? When I collapsed, I like to hit people, I like to bite people, you ask Qiao Wuyuan, I have been married to him for five years, and he has been bullied by me a lot. ”
"He opened the company for our future, but I dislike him for not caring about me and snubbing me, I feel very lonely in my heart, and I feel that when will such days come to an end, haha...... When is the end? ”
Bu Xiaoxiao felt that she didn't know what she wanted to express?
Now Qiao Wuyuan is here, Lu Jun is here, and Jiang Siran is also here, so she can say something.
"Maybe I'm really lonely, I feel that kind of marriage is lifeless, plus Qiao Wuyuan didn't accommodate me very much for a while, it's easy to lose his temper, and the most important thing is that he even went to pity another woman, that woman's husband spends all day drinking outside, haha, ironic, Qiao Wuyuan was still loyal to me at that time, I knew it in my heart, but I just didn't want him anymore, he made me wait so late every day, I was very unhappy."
"The last straw that broke was that Qiao Wuyuan accidentally hit me that day, can a man who beats a woman either? Some women are willing to ask for it, but I Bu Xiaoxiao will not want it, so this marriage originally made me entangled a few times, but Qiao Wuyuan's slap directly knocked away the five-year marriage between us. ”
"Lu Jun, do you know, in my heart, you should be the best man in this world, really. When I was young, I liked you to play with me, and when I grew up, I used to have that kind of mind in my heart, but you were too pure, too handsome, and where you went, there were many girls surrounding you, and I felt too much pressure, and I was afraid that I silently liked to desecrate such a pure friendship in my heart. ”
"So I decided that I want to be good friends with you for the rest of my life. But the friendship between men and women is not something that can be maintained, and in my heart, I don't think I have ever changed with you. ”
"Later, I met Qiao Wuyuan, this person is very similar to you, but he is not very good at saying good things, as soon as he says flattering words, his ears will be red, very cute, such cuteness, I slowly like it. When he proposed to me, I also agreed, I felt that this man, I could join hands with him for the rest of my life. It's a pity that when I was five years old, we were tired of each other, so I left, why did you choose to be with you Lu Jun? I believe you, Lu Jun, someone I've known for more than 20 years. ”
"I think even men all over the world will betray me, but you, Lu Jun, will never be."
Bu Xiaoxiao smiled at Lu Jun, although her injuries were not serious, but they also hurt, her two hands were scratched by Jiang Siran, and this woman was still grabbing her hair, it was really too bad, and it hurt too much.
"But since you and I decided to get married, how many things have happened that have hit me physically and mentally like never before. I thought that Qiao Wuyuan had already dealt me a very strong blow, but I didn't expect Lu Jun, someone who knows me so well can hurt me the most and make it the hardest for me to turn over. In this life, do I still dare to trust men? ”
"The child in my womb, a friendship of more than 20 years that I am proud of, counting Jiang Siran's, the two friendships collapsed like this, how long have we been married? A few months, even what was prepared earlier, even if it is more than half a year, how can you do this to me? ”
"How much do you hate me to embarrass me like this?"
"It's just that I chose Qiao Wuyuan back then, not you, you today, are you taking revenge on me like this?"
"More than 20 years of friendship, it turned out to be a ridiculous joke in the end, everything between us, everything is a joke, you are good to me, it is a joke, you say you love me, you don't want me to hurt, but what you do hurts me deeply!"
"Lu Jun, I always thought that I was also the person who knew you in the world, but in the past half a year, you have made me understand that I have never understood you, I thought I was the most familiar with you, and it turned out that we were the strangest between us."
Bu Xiaoxiao's emotions have risen to the extreme, and everything he said to Lu Jun was yelling.
This man really made her sad to death.
She was trying to calm down.
But how to calm down?
Did she not accommodate Qiao Wuyuan, this is also a retribution for her?
What's the point of a good marriage if it's all about accommodation?
It can only be said that these two are not good people.
Qiao Wuyuan and Lu Jun heard Bu Xiaoxiao talk about the two of them like this, and they had mixed feelings.
Qiao Wuyuan really felt that he was very good to Bu Xiaoxiao.
He didn't interfere with Bu Xiaoxiao anything, but he was a little late every day, but it made Bu Xiaoxiao feel lonely.
But no matter how late he is in the evening, he will come back.
What he did wrong was to pity the woman named Li Qian.
and when he misunderstood Bu Xiaoxiao, he didn't restrain his emotions and slapped Bu Xiaoxiao.
Everything else he felt he had done nothing wrong.
Until now, he can't let go of Bu Xiaoxiao in his heart.
This woman, he is in love.
Seeing Bu Xiaoxiao in front of him so collapsed and hysterical.
He thought that if he had known that Bu Xiaoxiao couldn't feel his love, and he had more patience with Bu Xiaoxiao, he wouldn't have divorced and wouldn't have so many bad things.
When Lu Jun heard Bu Xiaoxiao say this about him, he only felt sad.
Yes, he also felt that there would be no misunderstanding between him and Bu Xiaoxiao, and there would be no estrangement.
They are together, and they are all happy! It's all joy! LeTV
But the reality gave him unbearable pain.
All...... If it weren't for the sudden departure of his father, none of this would have happened.
Yes, Bu Xiaoxiao can't be blamed for all this.
I can only blame myself, blame myself for not being able to face it.
Maybe Bu Xiaoxiao is right, he is a stranger at this time.
He didn't know himself like that.
finally begged for the woman he loved, but he was pushed out like this.
He thought that in this life, Bu Xiaoxiao should not forgive himself again, right?
"You're wrong, I've always loved you very much."
Maybe there are some things to be clarified, to be clearer.
"Actually, after I entered the conservatory as a teacher, I was going to confess to you, do you remember that day? I asked you to go to a western restaurant, and I ordered a candlelit dinner, and I even had the courtship ring ready. I think if the two of us like each other, we can settle down directly, so as not to test each other, and when I saw you walking towards me with a smile on your face that day, I was nervous and excited. ”
In fact, between him and Bu Xiaoxiao, there are really a lot of past events to recall.
It's just a pity that he messed up.
"But you've always had a very fast mouth, and when I was still ordering food that day, you started chattering and telling me that you knew an interesting man named Qiao Wuyuan. I chuckled in my heart at that time, and I felt that the nervousness and excitement just now had stopped, and naturally you were very happy to eat this meal, but I couldn't swallow it. ”
Lu Jun let go of Jiang Siran, walked to the side of Bu Xiaoxiao and Qiao Wuyuan, and also pulled away Qiao Wuyuan's hand holding Bu Xiaoxiao.
"I don't know, what went wrong, let you have a partner so quickly, I would call you every day for a while, and you never talked to me, I just invited you to dinner, and you said that you were going to settle down, do you know the blow to me that time, I can't bear it in my heart, I almost committed suicide, it was my mother who rescued me, so my mother will be so excited when she sees you. will hate you so much. ”
"I asked my mother not to tell my dad about this, and tell you that since you have someone you like, then I like you, it's my business alone. I really want to fulfill you, you are my best friend in this life, as long as you are happy, I can fulfill you. ”
"But you're not happy, are you?"
"After you and Qiao Wuyuan got married, they didn't pay much attention to me, but I don't worry about you, when I have time, I will go to the community where you live, and I will sit until late, I don't know when it started, Qiao Wuyuan came home very late, I suddenly felt that my opportunity was coming."
"A man comes home so late, he doesn't care about his wife's thoughts, how long can such a marriage last, when I have this understanding, I want to wait for you, I don't think you will let me wait for a long time."
"Do you know, when you wait for Qiao Wuyuan every day, I am also waiting for you, as long as I think that I am about to be with you, I feel so happy, so happy."
"In this life, what I Lu Jun want to do is to like you, to love you, so that you can live a carefree life, this is all my wish for so many years, my wish is you-Bu Xiaoxiao."
"Everything that followed happened too fast, and because of my father's death, I hated myself and you Bu Xiaoxiao."
Lu Jun looked at the woman he loved, and he felt everything he did to Bu Xiaoxiao.
But he also knows that a mistake is a mistake, but his mistake should be excusable, right?
"If I hadn't been so attached to you, wouldn't my dad have left me?"
"After my dad left, I asked myself every day, is this so?"
"I once wanted to give you the best wedding in the world, and I broke my promise, it was my fault from beginning to end. There is no doubt about it! ”
"It was I who called Qiao Wuyuan here, and then caused the current consequences, leaving you without children."
"You and Qiao Wuyuan's child, I don't want it at all, I just want the child we both have, so I sent a ghost to call Qiao Wuyuan on the day we got married, in fact, my heart just wants to stimulate you and shed the child, but I don't know if it's on the spot, I thought that after our wedding, in this way, I can take good care of you, and make you feel that I am the man who loves you the most in the world." Let you die to me Lu Jun for the rest of your life, and there is no place for Qiao Wuyuan in your heart. ”
"Then we will have two more children, and the family will be happy together, isn't my idea particularly beautiful?"
But what about the facts? The truth is that I messed up all the weddings I wanted to give you, and I also lost my dad's life, which is too hard for me to bear. ”
"I love you very much, when I see you, I saw my father's appearance before he died, I can't forgive myself, I can't forgive you Bu Xiaoxiao, I hate you Why does Bu Xiaoxiao make me so forgetful? If I had forgotten you earlier, wouldn't today's tragedy have happened? My dad won't leave? ”
Lu Jun thought of the past and felt so uncomfortable, his head exploded a little.
To this point, I wonder if I was killed by myself?
He grabbed his head with both hands to sober himself up and continued.
"Originally, I wouldn't have done anything wrong, and I wouldn't have slept with Jiang Siran, really, but when I went to pick you up at the train station that day, I saw you and Qiao Wuyuan hugging each other, I was very sad and sad, why did Qiao Wuyuan cause you to lose your child, and you can still hug that man? Why? ”
"I don't want to see you and Qiao Wuyuan together, but you can just get entangled with Qiao Wuyuan, so I called you and said that I might not have time to pick you up, but in fact, I was already there, not far away, watching you and Qiao Wuyuan hugging each other. I'm very uncomfortable, more annoyed, I really want to stand up and beat Qiao Wuyuan directly, I also want to scold you for being a cheap woman, why do you divorce this man and still hook up together? ”
"But I still have to take care of your Bu Xiaoxiao's face, I couldn't help it, I sat alone in the waiting position licking my wounds, I think as long as I am quiet, I will be fine."
"But I happened to meet Jiang Siran that day, she enthusiastically called me to drink, and talked some nonsense with me, I naturally understood what Jiang Siran wanted to do? Actually, I can ignore her at all, but thinking of the scene when you and Qiao Wuyuan hugged each other before, I think one day when you Bu Xiaoxiao knows that I am sleeping with your best friend Jiang Siran, will you feel uncomfortable, will you? ”
"Although I hesitated, I still did it, but unfortunately I don't have the pleasure of revenge, I just feel so dirty, and I often feel sorry for you Bu Xiaoxiao in my heart, but as long as I think that you and Qiao Wuyuan have been married for five years, and have shared a bed for five years, Jiang Siran and I are just a spring breeze, what is it compared to?"
"It turned out that I was very hesitant, but when I knew that you had amnesia, I thought that maybe God would make me forget the past and let me treat you well, so I thought about living well with you, and from now on I will follow my previous assumption. I don't know why, after amnesia, yours is more difficult to get along with than you without amnesia, I coax you every day, I feel so tired, I don't need to use my brain to be with Jiang Siran, I actually want to keep a relationship with Jiang Siran for a while, so that my emotions can be relaxed and relaxed......"