"My mother naturally refused to come, and refused as a gift of raising her hand, so that person asked my mother for contact information, so as to facilitate the later thanks, because there was a refusal in front of me, and this time I refused again, it was not very reasonable, and I changed my contact information for a while."

"Later, that person often ran to Jiangnan, and every time he came, he always had to find my mother for various reasons."

"My mother was touched by his perseverance, and finally when the man confessed, she went with the flow."

"My mother told me that at that time, she loved him."

At that time, he was young and didn't know what love was, thinking that love was his mother and that person.

Xi Qin and Chen Shu have lived happily for a few years, and Chu Shan can think that this should be a perfect story when she listens to the words that come out of Shen Mufei's mouth.

But it backfired, and the later story was not so perfect, and even cruel to the point that it made people's hearts tremble.

Shen Mufei said: "My mother is sick, very sick, and my grandmother won't let me go to see my mother, saying that she is afraid that I will be sad when I see my mother." ”

"I know, that's what my mother meant, my mother was elegant and beautiful all her life, and when she was down and pitiful, she always didn't want to let her loved ones see it."

"But I would always take advantage of the adults' inattention to secretly look at her from across, and sometimes I would see my mother lying alone on the bed, motionless, and even breathing as if she hadn't breathed at all."

"Sometimes, I can see two people, and that person comes to see my mother."

The man sat on the chair in front of the bed and said to my mother on the hospital bed, "Auntie, I love you, from beginning to end, until now, that love has not changed. When I was able to marry you, I thought I was the happiest man in the world, but after spending time with you, I realized that it was not. ”

Shen Mufei said: "That person said that I was very tired with my mother, my mother was always elegant and beautiful, down-to-earth and generous, and treated everyone with thoughtfulness and perfection, as if she was an angel sent by God to warm all things in the world." ”

"But that person didn't like it, and he wanted my mother to be nice to others, to be kind to him, or even to him alone."

"My mother was lying in bed, not saying anything, just looking at the man fixedly, for a long, long time, and finally sighed deeply."

"I think that person should not understand my mother, and the disappointment in that sigh made me, the person who hid outside the door and peeked, tremble with sadness, but that person still shouted at my mother to be high, and finally threw up his sleeves and left angrily."

"That man is selfish, he says he loves my mother, and in the end, he just loves himself."

It was rare for Shen Mufei to say such a long sentence, and after saying this, his eyes were full of tiredness, but his back was straighter.

Chu Shan wanted to interject and say something, but she didn't know how to speak.

And Shen Mufei decided to say that he had no intention of hiding this story, so after a short pause, he continued to talk about the following.

"Since that time, my mother has become more sick, she can hardly speak, and she can only eat liquid food, but most of what she eats every day will be vomited."

It's very similar to his current situation.

He continued: "The best doctors in the family, doctors from all over the country, finally diagnosed that my mother had anorexia in the context of a special disease. ”

"Actually, my mother didn't suffer from anorexia, but what she ate was manipulated."

This is a fact that he only learned when he was almost an adult.

"Less than a year after her mother's death, that person married Jin Qian home and brought a child."

"That child once received alimony from his mother, grew up well, and when he came to the house, he was chubby, obviously well-fed, well-dressed, and well-raised."

"That kid was very domineering, he came to the Shen family and quickly took over everything, including what my mother left me in front of her."

inkstone, made a brush with his fetal hair, a small costume......

A lot of things, when he was away from school, were all seized by him and destroyed.

At that time, Shen Mufei was still very young and angry, and when he came back from school, he saw that the things his mother had left for him were destroyed, so he directly pushed the girl down from the second floor.

It wasn't enough to push down, but he rushed up and kicked the girl hard.

In the end, the girl's earth-shattering cry called Shen Mufei's grandparents, as well as Xi Qin, Jin Qian and others.

They had all been captured by the chubby little girl, and without saying anything at the time, they took the little girl to the hospital first.

The diagnosis came out quickly, the little girl's bones were not fully developed, she fell from the second floor, and directly broke her right leg, and Shen Mufei's kick was so hard that it actually kicked and broke one of the little girl's ribs.

With such a big injury, even if Shen Mufei has too many grievances, he doesn't care about it.

Old Man Xi is the backbone of the family, and before the little girl came out of the hospital, he immediately ordered someone to send Shen Mufei to the school for accommodation.

At that time, Shen Mufei had just entered the first year of junior high school, and he had never lived in a dormitory, so he lived in the school alone.

In addition, he was sent in by his grandfather without asking for the reason, and he was dissatisfied in his heart, and his personality has become weird since then.

Later, when I was unsociable at school and was bullied by students, it wasn't bullying, I was just isolated.

Later, because of a conflict with the students, he was persuaded to quit by the school, and when the Shen family went to pick up people, they found that Shen Mufei's temperament had become a little gloomy, so they found him an extremely closed and strictly managed school and sent him in.

However, this is not the reason why he finally became what he is now, the specific reason is that he was seventeen years old.

Xi Ran was only in his early sixties that year, and he was used to lawlessness by Old Man Xi, and finally found various reasons to find trouble with Shen Mufei.

Shen Mufei didn't want to see her since he was a child, so he naturally didn't accept it.

The little girl, with a high spirit, couldn't get a response, she was annoyed in her heart, and almost brought the ingredients of showing off in it, and she babbled to tell Chen Shu's meal that something was added back then.

At that time, the little girl didn't understand, thinking that if she said this, she would be more powerful, which would make Shen Mufei angry and make him pay attention to herself.

In fact, Shen Mufei was indeed angry and concerned, but in his heart.

Since then, he has become more and more gloomy, and he can even stop talking for a month, but in his schoolwork, he is extremely serious.

It was also at that time that he began to not eat much, and every time he ate in his stomach, he had to watch someone do it to make sure that it was not in his stomach before eating it.

He was also afraid that he would add the same thing to the food he had eaten to his stomach.

thought that if he was careful, there would be no problem, but Xi Ran still used dietary problems to trouble him.

Once, he had something to do and couldn't stay in the kitchen, and when he saw the food coming out of the pot, he was secretly added by Xi Ran.

In fact, it is not a poison, but in his bowl of soup, nearly half of the white vinegar is reached.

Shen Mufei, who was already worried about eating, drank the bowl of hot and vomited it on the spot.

At that time, he vomited so badly, almost spasms, that he vomited out all the food he ate, not even bile.

Since then, he has never been able to eat, vomit whatever he eats, and food is like poison to him.

The Shen family loved him the most, that is, Mrs. Xi, when she saw her grandson like this, she hurriedly invited a doctor to diagnose and treat her, and after treating her for more than half a year, she did not get better, so she was determined to be a special anorexia.

Shen Mufei didn't say these things to Chu Shan in detail, but Chu Shan was curious and wanted to know all his past, although he was not in a hurry, he also asked out loud, so he picked up the concise ones.

only said that he couldn't eat because his mother had a mental disorder because his mother had a passive hand and foot in his diet.

Although Shen Mufei was much more concise, after listening to it all the way, Chu Shan was also distressed and burst into tears.

I was curious about Shen Mufei's past, but now that I know it, I can't help but feel distressed, and I wish I didn't know.

If she didn't know, she would be able to deceive herself and tell herself that in fact, the past of the big devil was as good as her past.

But now that she knows, she is extremely glad that in the past, the big devil suffered in the past, and now with her, she has always been by his side, cooking for him, making him laugh, and hating all the people he hates.

Shen Mufei saw her crying, and subconsciously wanted to frown, but her brows were not wrinkled, thinking that she was crying for herself, she couldn't bear it for a while.

couldn't help but want to sigh, but he couldn't, he turned his head, stretched out his finger to wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes, and said, "Chu Shan, if I had known that you would cry, I wouldn't have told you this." ”

When Chu Shan heard this, he was so frightened that he hurriedly shook his head: "No, big devil, you can't tell me." ”

Your past is so sad, your heart must be very bitter, if there is no one with you to bear it, it will be so lonely.

Chu Shan didn't say the last sentence, but Shen Mufei understood a lot from her eyes.

He rarely hooked the corners of his lips, showed a smile, and said, "Chu Shan, I'm not sad at all now, I'm very happy." ”

After speaking, he turned his head to look at the incense desk again.

Behind the candlelight, his mother, Chen Shu's spirit card of the Shen family, was impressively listed.

There was no portrait on it, only a plaque, he looked at the plaque and silently read in his heart: "Mom, look, Chu Shan is accompanying me." ”

Chu Shan followed Shen Mufei's line of sight, and also looked at the incense table, and saw Chen Shu's spirit card at a glance.

She stood up, knelt down on the futon in an orderly manner, kowtowed to the spirit card, and shouted earnestly: "Mom! ”

……

Old Lady Xi ruthlessly let Shen Mufei kneel in the ancestral hall, but she couldn't bear to let Chu Shan kneel in it for too long.

Anyway, this is also the new daughter-in-law of the Shen family, if she is wronged, if she runs away in the future and does not wait to see her eldest grandson, what can she do.

So seeing that the time was almost up, Mrs. Xi personally pushed open the door of the ancestral hall and asked Chu Shan to come out to rest.

Chu Shan is very protective of the calf, and she is not tired by biting herself, so she wants to accompany Shen Mufei inside.

But when she said this, her body couldn't stand it, and she had been kneeling since she kowtowed to Chen Shu just now, and her knees hurt again, her body was swaying, and there were signs of falling down at any time.

Their new daughters-in-law are kneeling like this, if they let her continue to kneel, I don't know how to scold their old Shen family tomorrow.

In the end, the old lady had no choice, so in order to let Chu Shan get up and rest, she had to let Shen Mufei get up angrily, and she didn't get angry.

Old Lady Xi really felt that her eldest grandson was too a bastard, so she dropped the words that let Shen Mu fly up, and without looking at the two of them, she turned around and walked out of the ancestral hall.

Xi Da Devil got the amnesty order, Chu Shan was so happy that he jumped three feet high, hurriedly got up from the futon, and then pulled Shen Mufei's sleeve and called him happily: "Get up, big devil, grandma said you don't have to kneel, let's go back and rest." ”

On this day in the Shen family, the two can be regarded as having the same room in the true sense.

However, because of the story that Shen Mufei said before, the impact on the hearts of the two of them was not small, and the two of them knelt in the ancestral hall for so long. Legs are shaking.