Chapter 31. August
[Tiantian, go to the hospital at night, are you nervous? Well? If you're nervous, your boyfriend can go in and accompany you, hey, it's not today anyway. 】
Xiao Han took Su Xia's hand and ran to the station, the cool breeze was blowing cold, the air conditioner on the car was on very much, Su Xia leaned on Xiao Han, and there were a few new scars on his arms, and his heart hurt for a while.
Xiao Han put his palm on Su Xia's left chest, and in the next second, he attached a gentle lip, kissing on the bus, and messing up his hair against the light, Su Xia's possessiveness should not be underestimated, Xiao Han was a little uncontrollable.
[Tiantian, let go of me, someone in the car is watching, Tiantian, let go. 】
Xiao Han pushed Su Xia away, his lower lip was bleeding, the corners of his mouth were hurting, listening to the newspaper station broadcast, Han Street was very close to ** park.
"Well, go in the evening, I want to hear your voice." Su Xia took a few steps forward and turned around, Xiao Han ran a few steps to keep up, the playground was a family of three, happy look, Xiao Han looked at Su Xia, looked up at the sky, and lowered his head with ten fingers clasped.
[Let's go play the roller coaster, two laps, phew, the last time I played this was a spring and autumn tour in junior high school, Tiantian, are you afraid? ] If you're afraid, your boyfriend will hug you, come, anyway, my family is not heavy, this small body, tsk. 】
Xiao Han took Su Xia's hand and walked forward, passing by the wanton running of children, there were bursts of exclamations from the haunted house, Xiao Han didn't dare to go to this kind of place anymore after playing the escape room, and pulled Su Xia to stay away, Su Xia chuckled twice.
"Don't coax it, Brother Han, you dare to play on the roller coaster, this haunted house, I'm going to buy a ticket, by the way, I want to go home and sleep tonight, and I'll go to the hospital tomorrow morning, okay?" Su Xia lined up at the ticket office, the tall man stood in the line, and the children were so frightened that they took a few steps back, as if they were about to be arrested by the police uncle for a few disobedient words from adults, how majestic the police are in the hearts of children, Su Xia is tall and big, tsk.
"Brother, are you here to play in a haunted house too?" A boy with an apple head tugged at the corner of Su Xia's clothes and said timidly.
Su Xia ignored him, and the boy pulled the corner of Su Xia's clothes again, and Su Xia suddenly squatted down to look at the boy, stretched out his finger and pointed to his ear, and waved his hand to signal to the boy that he couldn't hear.
"I said, is my brother also here to play in a haunted house?" The boy shouted into Su Xia's ear at the top of his voice, it was useless to raise the decibels, he had to be inaudible if he couldn't hear it.
"Brother really can't hear, don't shout at the throat, come, you use this to talk to me." Su Xia took out her mobile phone, opened the voice translation app, and pointed the earpiece to the boy's mouth.
"Is my brother here to play in a haunted house too?" The boy spoke word by word into the earpiece, children are so simple, they will not get bored with this kind of thing, but they will never get tired of it, Su Xia stared at the translated text and smiled.
"Well, playing in a haunted house, how about you? Are you playing alone? Su Xia touched the boy's head, looked up, and met the boy's mother.
[The child is clamoring to play, I accompany him to buy tickets, are you alone? 】
The boy's mother typed in the memo, Su Xia smiled, and pointed to Xiao Han who was waiting not far away, Xiao Han thought that Su Xia was besieged by fans, and waved his hand over there, and the smile poked Su Xia's heart, slashed the camera, and zoomed in the focal length.
"And the man.... Well, boyfriend together. Su Xia was about to stop abruptly, but this couldn't be hidden, Xiao Han ran over and pulled Su Xia's hand.
[Well, you guys take the children in, I'm in this haunted house, I'm afraid that I will have a heart attack and be scared out after I go in. 】
The boy's mother crouched down and instructed the boy.
"Yiyun, when you go to the haunted house later, don't touch your brother, go forward by yourself, if you're afraid, ask your brother if you can hold hands, be polite, don't ask about your brother, if you want to know, come out later, my mother will tell you, ask my brother rashly, my brother will be angry, do you hear it?"
"I see, hee-hee."
Xiao Han vaguely heard something, the boy's mother was very kind, Su Xia bought two tickets, the boy grabbed the tickets and stuffed them into the hands of the staff at the door, Xiao Han felt that his legs were trembling, the boy followed behind the two people, without saying a word, there was nothing at first, it was nothing more than some artificial skeleton models.
"Yiyun, come, hold hands, are you scared?" Xiao Han walked over and took the boy's hand, he could vaguely see the surroundings in the dark, and the expression on the boy's face was very strange with the help of the lights used to create the atmosphere.
"Ahh......h
The NPC that suddenly came out startled Su Xia, who couldn't hear the footsteps for a while, so he was so frightened that he took a few steps back and bumped into Xiao Han's classmate.
........
Fortunately, this haunted house is not big, and after a few turns, you will arrive at the exit, which is a classic story scene of God and the Twelve Apostles, which is the usual scene of a haunted house, and you will get tired of playing too much.
"Mom, I want to ride the roller coaster with my brother, is that okay?" The boy's tutor is very good, and he will discuss everything with his parents, who wants to refuse that attitude.
"Be careful, you have money in your watch, buy your own ticket."
"Hmm."
Xiao Han pulled the boy with his left hand, the boy pulled Su Xia, at first glance he thought it was a family, and he completely played the amusement projects from the bottom to the bottom, from the trampoline to the jumping machine, it was too dangerous and didn't let the boy play, only with Su Xia, the scenery seen on the Ferris wheel was very wide, Su Xia avoided the boy's sight and kissed Xiao Han's right cheek.
[Sweet, buy marshmallows.] 】
Xiao Han bought two marshmallows, handed one to the boy, and took a bite of the candy with Su Xia, which was blown by the wind and melted into the corners of his mouth, and later the kiss was sweet.
"Thank you today, the kindergarten let me write about the holidays, take him to the playground to collect the wind, that is his contact information, live close to have time to play together, and after going home, I have to make trouble again." The boy's mother's expression was as calm as ever, not surprised to know that they txl.
"Well, goodbye, call me when you have time." Xiao Han shook his phone and smiled at the boy.
The playground was also about to close, Su Xia pulled Xiao Han to the subway station, the sky was thousands of miles away, and it was gray.
When I took the subway, I was about to fall asleep, and I was sleepy, Su Xia leaned on the railing, staring at the stop sign, and was still haunted by what happened in the morning, today I really saw Wang Chuan in Xiao Han's mouth, and what crossed my mind was the wound on Xiao Han's body, this thing seems to really disagree, but he will remember it in his heart for a long time, what others don't care about, why do you care so much, but Xiao Han is his perseverance.
[Tiantian, you are so cute when you play the merry-go-round, why is my family Tiantian so cute. 】
Could this be the legendary boyfriend filter?
After going home, it was almost twelve o'clock, Xiao Han pushed Su Xia into the door, threw off his shoes and rushed to the room, and came back sweating Su Xia was extremely disgusted with Xiao Han and went to bed directly.
"Take a bath and sleep."
There was another toss in the bathroom, and at half past twelve, Xiao Han finally got his wish and lay on the bed, plugging in the charger and throwing it aside.
"Good Night"
"Good Night"
...........
[Tiantian, let's go in? After a while, no matter what happens, or what the doctor says, just turn around and leave. 】
Xiao Han handed the phone to Su Xia, he finally came to this point, how can he say give up if he gives up, can't he?
"Well, if it can't be cured, I won't leave." Su Xia pursed her lips and smiled, and when she pulled her shirt, she broke the chain around her neck, and when she slid it down, Xiao Han grabbed it, this chain can't be platinum, right? This arm strength really makes money work evil.
Su Xia exhaled, carrying a bunch of hospitalized things that Xiao Han pretended to do, and the medical staff passing by were dumbfounded, where did anyone know that he was going to be hospitalized, and the things were so complete, even the beds were packed, as if he had entered the dormitory for the first time in college.
After registering, he went upstairs directly to the ear department, and Xiao Han followed Su Xia with the medical record book he bought.
Sitting on the waiting chair at the door and looking at the names sliding on the screen, Xiao Han saw every name in his eyes, and it seemed that Su Xia's name was the best, the dark horizontal bar slid to Su Xia's name, Su Xia glanced at it and strode into the ear clinic, which happened to be the most NB director sitting in the clinic, and nodded and signaled to come in to see a doctor.
Xiao Han also followed in and stood next to Su Xia.
"Hello Director, I... I, I..."
"What are you, don't stutter, what's wrong?" Director Tang propped his chin and stared at Xiao Han and smiled.
"Wait, I'd like to think about what to call it." Xiao Han held back a sentence for a long time, my boyfriend's left cochlea was torn off, and his right ear suddenly became deaf, and he couldn't find out the reason after going to the hospital, so I came to a professional hospital today to take a look at you.
"So? Come, come and I'll have a look. Director Tang turned on the special flashlight, shone it into Su Xia's right ear canal, and took a tool in his left hand to dig it in.
"Doctor, how's it going?" Xiao Han finally realized the mood of being injured that day and the owner of the food stall.
"The left ear can be re-surgically implanted with a cochlear implant, and the extracorporeal machine is not broken, right?"
"I don't care if it's bad or not, I want to change it for him, it's new inside and out, money is not a problem, I have, I have a way, I want as much as I want, right? The one on the right said that there was a 30 percent recovery rate. Xiao Han saw that Director Tang's face was not quite right, and he grabbed the doctor's hand, his eyes were wide open.
"Don't worry, I know how you feel, but the doctor is not a god, he's..." the doctor shook his head after a pause.
"Director, I beg you, do you have a way? Didn't you say thirty percent? How is this... Why can't it be helped, is it delaying too long? Blame me, blame me for being so useless, blame me..."Xiao Han put down the things in his hand, as if he was muttering to himself and talking to the director.
Su Xia couldn't hear what they were saying, but he saw Director Tang shaking his head, and his heart weighed heavily on a stone, and his throat choked.
"Xiao Han, don't be like this, don't be like this, the people at the door are watching." Su Xia pulled Xiao Han to him, looked at him with a crying expression, and whispered a few words.
"But... You can have surgery to try, come, sit down and discuss the surgical plan. After Director Tang finished speaking, Xiao Han's eyes lit up, and he sat opposite Director Tang, his heart beating very fast, "As a result, I have already told you, if you want to try, you must also prepare for the worst, but my doctors will definitely do their best." ”
"Well, no matter what, I want to give it a try, and it's better to try than just give up."
Director Tang tried his best to use vernacular to make Xiao Han understand, but he could only understand a little bit about this product, and nodded vigorously, if he was so serious in class, it would not be like this.
Su Xia sat next to Xiao Han, he expected that Xiao Han would not understand and wanted to go into battle in person, but he was "sent away" by Xiao Han with a game of Sudoku.
After about ten minutes, Sudoku was unraveled, and the operation plan was sorted out, and the cochlear implant surgery was 8:40 p.m., and the right ear recovery surgery was 8:30 p.m. the next night.
Xiao Han had to run all the way, completed the hospitalization procedures, and successfully checked into the single room, which was like traveling and staying in a hotel...
[Tiantian, don't be nervous, your boyfriend is outside with you, lie down for a while. 】
Xiao Han packed up his things in twos and threes, worthy of being Su Xia's boyfriend, Su Xia sat on the edge of the bed, dangling his legs, he couldn't hear what the doctor had just said, but looking at their expressions during the conversation, it seemed that he already knew that the result was not good.
"Xiaohan, I'm sorry, I always feel a little indebted to you." Su Xia's voice was very small, Xiao Han could hear it, his heart fell suddenly, and he looked up at Su Xia.
[Debt? You feel indebted to me, I also feel indebted to you, since we owe each other, even if it is even, we don't owe each other, Tiantian, why are you so cute. 】
Xiao Han's expression changed from a serious face to a pet husband's face, his boyfriend seemed to be the best in the world, and the nurses on the ward rounds felt a little like a light bulb.
"Would you like to lie down together for a while? Well? Su Xia untied his shoelaces and helped each other take off his shoes with both feet, and Xiao Han sat on the chair next to him.
[I'm not sleepy, you lie down for a while, you can hear your boyfriend's voice when you come out, do you want to change your clothes? ] 】
Xiao Han looked at the white and blue hospital gown on the bed, Su Xia shook his head, Xiao Han also followed him, the light was just right, Su Xia half leaned on the bed, looking at the nurses who were busy in the corridor, the sound of wheels rubbing against the ground was particularly harsh.
"Xiaohan, do you feel anything uncomfortable?" Su Xia lifted his clothes, the blood oozing from the scar on his back had dried up, and the scabs from before had slowly fallen off and healed, leaving many marks, Su Xia's mind was full of conversations at the dinner table yesterday morning.
[Accustomed to it, I never thought in my life that those scenes of domestic violence on the news would appear on me, but even if I called, Wang Chuan would not let go, he would definitely say that I owed my son, and then the other party would let me listen to them to solve it. 】
Xiao Han's memo was already crowded with rules and regulations, densely packed with several pages of dialogue, Su Xia looked at the dots of light outside the window, his pupils were full of light, his mobile phone vibrated a little, and Xiao Han opened WeChat.
Have you figured it out? Your mother told me that psychological counseling will start the day after tomorrow.
I'm sorry, I really don't need any psychological counseling, can you stop pestering me, you let her take her husband to your counseling and counseling, I think it's not me but him who really needs counseling.
Ms. Chen didn't mention anyone else to me, please cooperate, I will send you the address, please come the day after tomorrow.
Sorry I have something to do right now.
Xiao Han put down his phone, his head was buzzing, what did the psychiatrist mean, Su Xia had been taken by the doctor for an examination, Xiao Han kept his head down and looked at the phone, not knowing that Su Xia was no longer there.
"Xiaohan? What happened to you? Why are you still in a daze. Su Xia walked into the ward wearing slippers, holding a cotton swab in her left hand, which was stained with blood, and threw it into the trash.
[It's okay, what did you just do?] Isn't it almost time? 】
"Hmm."
"The patient's family is waiting outside, and they will be taken to the operating room first."
"The family members took off the metal objects on the patient's body, why haven't they changed their clothes yet, and they will have to wash the clothes when they get dirty later."
"Huh? Yes, I'll help him get it. Xiao Han pressed Su Xia on the bed and changed into the hospital gown he wore during the operation, Su Xia frowned, Xiao Han leaned down, tied the elastic rope, and dropped a kiss on his lips.
[I'm waiting for you outside, be good, you can hear my voice when you come out.] 】
Su Xia nodded, Xiao Han followed him to the door of the operating room, and all the way he held Su Xia's hand in full view, the temperature of the two hands was intertwined, as if he was a little relieved.
"Xiaohan, it's okay, I did it once when I was a child, you make it like life and death, don't worry, come out." Su Xia pursed her lips, supported the bed pole with both hands, turned her head, Xiao Han leaned over, lips to lips, and the doctor avoided it.
[You can see me as soon as you come out, and you can only see me.] 】
In fact, the moment Su Xia entered the operating room, Xiao Han felt a lot more relaxed, and most of the month's experience was finally useful.
"Fuck, why is it so long, hey...."Xiao Han sat on the bench, took out a cigarette and prepared to light it, glanced at the old and sick around him, sighed and put it back in his pocket.
"Hey, who are you waiting for?" The uncle sat next to Xiao Han, carrying a large bag of test sheets.
"Wait for my friend.... Boyfriend. Xiao Han glanced at the display.
"Huh? Are you gay? The uncle was stunned for a moment, and slowly the expression on his face returned to flatness, "Hey, it's good to be alive, don't care if he's gay or not." ”
"Huh? What happened to you? Xiao Han wanted to put aside the topic, how should the uncle who suddenly appeared communicate with others.
"My child, I guess there is no hope, try to satisfy him in the last days, I really regret bringing him to this world, and I have to go back after this torture." The uncle didn't look so painful, and Xiao Han's heart trembled violently.
"There will always be a way, now that medicine is so developed, go and post the news on the Internet." Xiao Han couldn't stand this kind of stimulation, although this matter really had nothing to do with him.
"It's a big deal, I'll go with him, I've been carrying it for a few years, and I've been looking for it for a few years." Uncle's eyes were moist, this kind of common thing in the hospital was like a first encounter in Xiao Han's eyes.
From half past eight to half past ten, Xiao Han was so sleepy that he yawned a few times, and his mobile phone kept vibrating and didn't care, he walked to the door of the operating room from time to time and looked inside.
", why is it so long?" Xiao Han looked at the time and didn't notice that the uncle had been looking this way.
"What's wrong with him?"
"Re-transplant the cochlea."
"How old?"
"Coming of age next year."
"Hmm."
"No matter what, you have to get through it, you can always see hope when you struggle, and you will be discouraged, and you will only stay in place until you regret it."
"Thank you, I'll go first."
Chatting and chatting, Xiao Han saw the door of the operating room open, and the doctors and nurses pushed the operating table out, and they didn't need to look carefully to know that it was Su Xia.
"What about the family? Come and do me a favor. ”
Su Xia closed his eyes, the needle on the side of his left ear could be seen clearly, his lips were not bloody at all, and the extracorporeal machine was reinstalled on his left ear.
Moving Su Xia from the operating table to the hospital bed, Xiao Han didn't move, he could hear it when he opened his eyes.
The young man on the hospital bed seemed to be asleep, and this appearance really poked Xiao Han's heart.
"Xiao Han..."
"Su Tiantian, are you awake?" Xiao Han's hand was grabbed by Su Xia, his strength was not heavy, he could let go as soon as he struggled, blurted out a sentence, and was about to take out his mobile phone to type.
"Holy shit, you self-harm? That's too ruthless, isn't it? Su Xia didn't know that this thing was playing with flower cards at the door, and the edge of the flower cards accidentally cut his fingers, and the blood couldn't stop gushing out.
", how do you say you're going to compensate me?" Xiao Han withdrew his hand and wiped it with iodine indiscriminately, not realizing that Su Xia could already hear it, and he felt that he was not on the same channel as him.
"Hmm... Assess the damage first and then compensate. ”
", Susha, what's wrong with you, you won't say anything comforting."
"Hey, do you still need someone to comfort you?"
"Su Xia, don't wake up at all, it's cool, isn't it? You wait for me to buy a 502. ”
"Huh?"
"Seal."
"Holy shit, I was wrong I was wrong, I won't worry you in the future, I promise, swear."
"It's almost, it's too much to talk about, it's still painful?"
"Yes, I can finally hear your voice, only your voice."
"Holy shit, I forgot what you were doing, can you hear me? Su Tiantian, Su Xia, Ban Hua'er....." Xiao Han shouted, and it was estimated that the movement could be heard on the entire floor.
"Well, I can hear you, I want to hear you sing, sing a song?" Su Xia turned his head to look at Xiao Han, and the corners of his mouth rose slightly.
"What do you want to hear?"
"You sing anything good."
Xiao Han cleared his throat, and as soon as he came out of a note, he got stuck once, and tried several notes before singing.
Su Xia closed his eyes, his heartbeat seemed to really resonate with the music, his fingers couldn't help but click on the rhythm, and it fell on the sheets, Xiao Han didn't hear it, and he was about to fall asleep after a slow song.
After struggling for a while, it was already noon the next day, and the sun was just falling on the window lattice, and the light outside was strange.
Su Xia slept for a while, and Xiao Han leaned back in his chair and hummed a song.
"Tiantian, Su Tiantian, hey, do you eat fruit? I'll cut it for you. Xiao Han picked up the crisp pears he bought in the morning and walked to the sink.
"Xiao Han, sit, can you cut this?"
"Am I not afraid that you will be nervous? The director also said, this recovery chance is not very good, I don't know if it's a relationship that has been delayed for too long, I always think it's a relationship that has been delayed for too long, I thought about it all night yesterday, you said that if I went to borrow money earlier, to take out a loan, wouldn't it be good? Xiao Han pinched the pear, his nails sunk into the skin, and slowly sat back in the chair.
"Stupid, you take a loan? What do you borrow? Su Xia reached out and rubbed Xiao Han's hair, "You have done enough, I am very satisfied, I am very satisfied to meet you, knowing that you have done so much for me and paid so much, I am very satisfied." ”
"Is that so? I kind of belched at myself. ”
Susha: ???
"Okay, okay, what's the matter with your tone? It's kind of disgusting. Su Xia turned her head, her mind full of the belching word that Xiao Han said at the end of the sentence, and her shoulders trembled with laughter.
"Fuck, Susha, are you there? Don't laugh, hey..."Xiao Han really wanted to give a kick like this, smashed the crisp pear into the bag on the bedside table, and rushed over to catch Su Xia off guard, half of his body just pressed Su Xia, his back was exposed, the door was slowly pushed open, and a light shook out on the ground.