Chapter 19: This is Life
The memory that disappeared from Bai Cang's mind was like a flood the moment he saw the photo, it turned out that he had really seen her!
He quickly put away the photo, put it close to his chest, and immediately wanted to get off work and go to the appointment to ask her about the past.
The days never seemed so long, he had no family before, no friends, except for work is work, he can be comfortable alone alone, and even, he can be more able to think and solve problems when he is alone. Now, he suddenly feels that work is such a boring thing, and he can't wait to get off work and find his life!
The clock was ticking, passing slowly, it was still a long time before they met, he looked at his watch countless times, and finally waited for the moment of getting off work in torment!
Almost immediately, as soon as the time came, he bounced out of his chair, took off his white coat, and ran out.
The little nurse came in with a large stack of materials, and when she saw him leave work on time, she was startled, "Doctor Bai, are you leaving......?"
"Well, I'm in a bit of a hurry to go out, you just put all the materials on my desktop. Bai Cang finished speaking very quickly, and walked away without looking back.
The little nurse stood by the door, blinked her eyes slowly, and underestimated, "Doctor Bai has been so strange lately, could it be that he is in love?"
As soon as she thought of this, the little nurse's eyes dimmed, Doctor Bai is her male god! If the male god falls in love, then she won't fall out of love?!
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Bai Cang drove on the busy highway, the sunset came in from the outside, a little dazzling, the crowd of people after work was bustling, cars and people were jammed together, the day's work exhausted people's energy and temper, and there was no longer that patience to wait, for a while, the irritable cursing, the noisy and piercing whistle, sounded noisily.
If it were according to normal times, Bai Cang would probably feel unbearable if he liked to be quiet, but I don't know why, today he looked at the noise outside, and suddenly smelled a trace of the red dust in the world, and his heart, which had been silent for a long time, warmed up and beat vigorously.
Oh, yes!
This is life, this is what life should be!
Lively, noisy, shaped*...... Even, tedious and boring, scolding constantly. It is precisely because of this that life has ups and downs and is colorful.
This was the first time he felt that life was like this, that life was like this.
In his life, whether it was the white sky in ancient times or he is now, all he smelled was the smell of potions and disinfectants, the colors he saw were the cold and ruthless white of the hospital, and all he met were desperate and grieving patients...... How have you ever seen such a vivid and vivid one?
His hands on the steering wheel slowly tightened, and he slowly brought a smile to his face to the evening breeze - maybe this was a new beginning, right?
The traffic began to move, and the irritating honking of the horn urged him, and he was not in a hurry at all, and slowly stepped on the accelerator as if enjoying it, and then drowned in the traffic.
At eight o'clock in the evening, the "First Meeting" coffee shop.
Rather the agreed place.
Bai Cang came over as soon as he got off work, there was a long traffic jam on the road, but it was only about half past six when he arrived at the coffee shop, and it was still early at eight o'clock, he could have gone to have a meal and come over, but this time, he didn't want her to wait anymore, about the past, he hoped that he could walk over from now on.
After sitting for a while, he suddenly felt that his empty hands didn't seem to be good, so he asked the waiter to reserve his seat first, and went out to buy a large jar of colorful candy nearby before coming back.
He didn't know why he didn't buy flowers, but he wanted candy. Perhaps, he thinks she is more like a sweet candy.
While waiting, he kept thinking about how the wait would start, whether to apologize first, or just ask her about the photo?
He made a few preparations, thinking that it would depend on the situation.
7:50.
"Can I sit here?"
The high heels clattered, and finally stopped at his desk, and the woman's delicate voice sounded.
He only looked at the feet on the ground, frowned slightly, and then replied coldly, "I made an appointment, you can go to another location!"
He didn't lift his head the whole time!
"Yes? But I like to sit here. The man stubbornly sat down across from him, a smile in his voice.
Bai Cang frowned, and was about to drive people away, but when he looked up, he was stunned.
It's her!
Here she comes.
Wearing a bright little red dress, with one shoulder, revealing slender shoulders and collarbones, five black long hair fell softly on the shoulders, and the contrast between red and black highlighted a bit of flamboyance and enthusiasm.
He only remembered how she looked in a hospital gown with clear soup and noodles, how did he know that she would be so stunning when she dressed up?
"You're ...... today," he said, opening his mouth, but he didn't know what words to use to describe it.
Ning laughed and looked at him with his cheeks crossed, "How am I today? Isn't it good-looking?
"I'm not, I didn't know it was you. Bai Cang hurriedly explained, as if she was afraid that she would misunderstand, and added, "I really didn't recognize you, and I didn't get tired of you." β
Rather like to see him at a loss, there is an inexplicable cuteness, she held back a smile and continued to tease him, "Then do you think I look good today?"
"Good looking. Bai Cang nodded.
It's the truth.
When he saw that she was in the hospital, she was all sick, even if she looked good, but she had no energy, and she couldn't see anything.
Now that he has been discharged from the hospital, his body has recovered, and as soon as he dresses up, he is naturally radiant.
However, he is still not used to her wearing high heels, she is obviously not suitable, and she is still secretly rubbing her ankles under the table, but she wants to pretend to be mature and add to her blockage.
Rather than hearing him say that he was good-looking, a happy smile overflowed on his face, "That's! You have seen me wearing a hospital gown before, where have you seen me wearing beautiful clothes!" After a pause, she said again: "But, I'm glad that you're here." β
Yes, he came, proving that he already knew who she was.
She was one step closer to him.
Bai Cang also nodded with emotion, "Yes! I'm here." β
"And do you remember everything?" she looked at him with hope, her eyes twinkling with stars.
He looked up at the stars in her eyes, "Well, I remember where I saw you." I just didn't expect that after so many years, we would be able to see each other again, and it was the surgery I did for you. β
"Yes!" she said with a smile on her face, "I was only a freshman in college, and the school arranged to be an exchange student, who knew that I had a heart attack, and the doctor didn't come for a while, I thought I must be dead." It wasn't until later that a man burst into the crowd of onlookers and saved me with his hands, and I still remember the words of encouragement he said to me at the time. β
Her eyes lit up, and she read word by word, "He said, don't sleep, think about the sunshine, clouds, flowers in this world......"
"And all that is alive. He immediately instinctively picked up, "You are still young, many worlds have not been seen, please don't give up easily, be brave, you can also overcome it!"
I don't know when, Ning has burst into tears, "So you still remember! You still remember me!"
"I'm sorry......" Bai Cang looked apologetic, "I had a car accident before, so I don't remember some things." β
"It's okay, you'd better forget about it!" Ning Ke still had tears on his face, but the corners of his mouth smiled again, "As you said, there are still many beautiful things in the future, and the past will not be repeated, forget it, forget it, as long as you remember the present." β
Bai Cang knew what she meant, but he couldn't respond.
When he went to the appointment, he was just shocked that he saved the first life he saved that year, and he still had the opportunity to meet again.
It's as if, it's something he himself lost, and suddenly finds it back, surprises him, and that's it.
As for the relationship, he has never planned to start at present, because Ning Ke is still in his heart, and he can't let the next person live in her shadow, which is not fair.
Fortunately, I would rather never mention emotional matters this time, the two of them are like old friends who have reunited after a long absence, talking about things over the years, talking about Ning Ke, and talking about the future.
Bai Cang never thought that he would have something to talk about, let alone that he could chat with others until the early hours of the morning.
This is the first time.
But it will not be the last.
He began to feel that the rather appearance was the salvation of him, pulling him out of the abyss.
But will he really accept her? He didn't know.
However, he is willing to go with the flow and try a new life.
He believed that Ning Ke wanted him to do the same.
In the days that followed, it was still simple and fixed, but it seemed to be different.
I'd rather come to him often, not talk about the wind and snow, just like an old friend party, she will run to his house to cook for him, and occasionally send a lunch box to the hospital, if she has a little money, she will also generously take him to the food stall to eat crayfish.
In the past, he didn't go to small vendors and food stalls, he felt unhealthy. But with Ning Ke, she seems to be full of interest in everything, she has an appetite for everything she eats, and everything she sees is beautiful.
He began to discover that life can be so enjoyable, and that anything can be worth trying.
So, he broke his principles again and again, and was led by her to do many things that he would never do.
That day, she asked him to take her to the playground to play, and he used to think it was naΓ―ve, but this time he suddenly agreed.
She said she wanted to ride the Ferris wheel, and he agreed.
"I heard that if you make a wish on the Ferris wheel, it will definitely come true!" she said with a smile.
Naturally, he didn't believe such a statement, but he also hoped that there really was something to hope for, "Yes, I've heard of it, so what do you want?
"Wow, look what that is!" she exclaimed, pointing high up in the sky outside.
He took a look, and the next moment, his lips were softly touched.