Chapter 153: Haggard
Quiet.
Quiet.
Even the sound of breathing can be heard.
There was a crackling candle fire in the hall, and rows of red tears slowly flowed from the candle body.
Bai Ying lay on Fu Nanqi's back and let out a soft breathing sound.
Fu Nanqi sat motionless on the steps of the door, the little girl originally just wanted to prank him and pounce on him to watch him fall.
Unexpectedly, Fu Nanqi was as stable as Mount Tai, and asked Bai Ying what happened in the palace today.
Both of them acquiesced to the relationship between grasshoppers on a rope, and Bai Ying naturally informed him of the affairs of Shoukang Palace.
After asking and answering, Bai Ying didn't leave with the idea of rubbing half of the blessing and half rubbing the oil.
She lay on Fu Nanqi's back, and as she spoke, her eyelids couldn't help but fall.
A quarter of an hour has passed.
Fu Nanqi didn't even move a single hair.
To be honest, his leg was numb.
But there was such a delicate and soft little girl lying on her back...... He didn't wake her up, or pushed her away, and let her fall to the ground.
Instead, he was wronged to sit on the cold floor tiles.
It's already autumn, and I'm still sitting outside, I'm afraid that I'm going to catch the wind and cold on weekdays.
Fu Nanqi herself felt nothing, but the little girl's body was thin and fragile.
He lifted the little girl up with his back and got up at the same time.
The little girl was lying firmly on her back, and the blue shadow under her eyes was obvious, and there was no sign of waking up.
He knew that she had been busy these days, but he didn't expect to say this and fall asleep.
Not at all defensive.
To put it mildly, with Bai Ying's unguarded appearance, even if Fu Nanqi killed her, no one would know.
Fu Nanqi spit out the word "stupid", and then walked in resignedly.
The door of Jingyu Palace may have been closed now.
This troublesome spirit knows to find trouble for him.
Fu Nanqi sighed heavily, dragged the little girl with one hand, found a cloak to cover her in the hall, and quietly sent her back to Jingyu Palace.
The successive assassinations of the emperor and the empress dowager had to make Fu Nanqi pay attention to the person of King Xian.
Fu Nanqi originally wanted to win him over, but he didn't expect him to be so stupid.
Can't wait for the Empress Dowager to die.
So much so that the horse's feet are exposed, and I don't know it.
And no wonder...... will get together with people like Queen Li.
Fu Nanqi stood in the courtyard, and in the center of the courtyard outside the hall was planted a persimmon tree that was several decades old.
In the season when the persimmons are ripe, I made persimmons for him to eat.
Although Concubine Yun is from a big family, she does not have the arrogance and dignity of the noble daughters of the family, she and the first queen are good friends, and the older queen is the first queen, both of them are gentle and watery characters.
The difference is that the former queen who was born in the first general's family treated people and things very well, she was a flower raised in a greenhouse, even if her father and brother died on the battlefield and her mother died of sadness, she was born to the sun.
And Concubine Yun, she is more stoic than the first queen, and she knows how to protect herself better.
What she taught Fu Nanqi the most was that "if people don't offend me, I won't offend anyone, and if people offend me, they will destroy their whole clan."
It's hard to believe, isn't it?
Concubine Yun, who was born in a big family, would say such a thing.
Full of anger and resentment.
Fu Nanqi walked under the persimmon tree, the chair was still the same more than ten years ago, and it had been weathered, frosty, rain and snow.
But the palace people wipe it down often, so although the chair is very old, it still looks clean.
The persimmon tree is full of persimmons, fruitful, full of branches, heavy, and looks like red lanterns during the day.
Fu Nanqi sat down on the chair, his expression was indifferent, and his bony hands swept over the chair handle.
Concubine Yun's teaching over and over again seemed to ring in her ears.
"Don't be nice to anyone, don't trust anyone, don't be like your mother! poured out his heart and lungs for everyone, and finally ended up like this. ”
"Remember?"
"What are the consequences of giving your heart? It was thrown to the ground and trampled on it! It was stabbed in the back, and the knife was bloody! ”
"People are sinister, and sometimes, it's difficult to even protect themselves."
"You have to be ruthless, you have to be ruthless!"
Fu Nanqi muttered to himself, "I'm sorry ......"
I'm sorry he didn't listen to his mother.
He believed in Fanghua, and he had other feelings for a little girl who was supposed to have only interests.
He even wanted to protect them.
Concubine Yun knew that she would definitely be disappointed in him, right?
Fu Nanqi closed his eyes, the green tendons on the back of his hand burst out, and the chair handle was about to be broken by him.
……
Bai Ying felt that she had a strange disease, a strange disease that she couldn't wake up no matter how she slept.
She sat in her seat, and the big Confucian above her gave a serious lecture, and she couldn't help covering her mouth and covering her head with a book, and yawned.
Fu Yunlan, who paid close attention to Bai Ying: "!! ”
I'm not paying attention to the lecture at all!
She's going to tell sir!
"Fu Yunlan." Da Ru shouted in a deep voice.
Fu Yunlan looked confused, no, what did she do? Why did the gentleman call her?
Isn't it supposed to be called Baiying?
She's the one who didn't pay attention to the class!
Da Ru said: "Where did I talk about it just now?" ”
How does she know!!
Sun Jiaying just listened to it a little, and she whispered, "Don't take the good for the small, don't take the evil for the small......"
Fu Yunlan hurriedly repeated this sentence.
Da Ru's eyes were stern, swept over every student, and finally stared at Fu Yunlan for a long time before he said, "All students must keep this in their hearts." ”
Fu Yunlan: "......"
She glared at Bai Ying fiercely, blaming her! If it weren't for her! How could she be named by Mr. to answer questions.
Bai Ying couldn't notice it, she yawned again, and her eyelids slowly drooped.
No, no, no.
Can't sleep.
Bai Ying cheered up, raised her head from behind the book, and found that Fu Yunlan, a stinky girl, was going to stare at her again.
White Tree: ???
What did she do?
Fu Yunlan snorted from her nose and turned her head to stare at the textbook, as if she wanted to stare at a hole in the textbook.
She hates the white tree!
Sir is too eccentric!
Obviously, Bai Ying didn't listen carefully and knew that she was yawning there, but he asked her to answer the question.
Fu Yunlan was so angry that he couldn't wait to beat Bai Ying.
It's a pity that as soon as class ended, Bai Ying lay on the table.
Yao Yiyi said worriedly: "Ah Ying's face looks so haggard, hasn't he rested well recently?" ”
The county lord of Huaiyang nodded thoughtfully, "Ah Ying's health is not good, Xu has had too many things recently, and she can't hold it anymore." ”
"Then don't bother her." Yao Yiyi said, and glanced at Fu Yunlan.
Fu Yunlan snorted, and the foot that had just stretched out was withdrawn again.
When Bai Ying made the second amulet, it was already the winter solstice.
From the crisp autumn season to the cold season, time flies really fast.
Bai Ying put the second amulet...... To be precise, it was the third one that was given to the emperor.
Bai Ying gave it to Concubine Luo, who was overjoyed, but soon her eyes were full of tears, and she touched Bai Ying's small face, and there was a choked sound when she opened her mouth.
Bai Ying was at a loss: "Concubine Luo, what's wrong with you?" Don't cry. ”
She wanted to wipe Concubine Luo's tears, but when her hand stretched out, she was hugged into Concubine Luo's arms.
Bai Ying: "......"
Concubine Luo was sour and distressed, and she was choked up and unable to speak for a moment.
Bai Ying could only comfort in a whisper, hoping that Concubine Luo would stop crying.
I wonder in my heart, I can't be moved to cry, right?
After a long time, Concubine Luo said in a hoarse voice: "Ah Ying, don't do it in the future." ”
Bai Ying: "Why? ”
Don't you like Concubine Luo?
"Ah Ying's face is not as good-looking as before, which shows that making this kind of thing is tiring and hurtful."
Bai Ying couldn't help but laugh and said, "It's okay......"
Concubine Luo interrupted: "Of course it matters. ”
She put the talisman away and put it away before continuing: "Ah Ying herself has feelings, right? Is there no longer the spirit of the past? A Ying is still young, should be the body first, we don't need these things, we all know Ah Ying's intentions, if you hurt your body because of this, wouldn't it make us feel guilty for a lifetime? ”
Bai Ying nodded, very well-behaved: "Ah Ying remember, wait for Ah Ying to be older, and then do it." ”
Concubine Luo touched Bai Ying's pale little face, and her face was still white and red in early spring.
But now it's like this.
It's distressing to watch.
Ruzhu came in with freshly cooked bird's nest porridge, which was still steaming.
Concubine Luo smiled and held it in her hand, "Ah Ying, drink a little and make up for the flesh on your face." ”
"......" Bai Ying actually doesn't like to eat such things as bird's nest, but Concubine Luo is so happy that she has to eat it all without wasting it.
Concubine Luo scratched Bai Ying's little nose and said affectionately: "Ah Ying has to grow up slowly, time flies more slowly, I still want to watch Ah Ying grow up, get married and have children......
Bai Ying: "Can I not marry?" ”
Concubine Luo let out an "ah" and asked cautiously, "Doesn't Ah Ying want to get married?" Ah Ying wants to be the same as the national teacher? ”
Bai Ying's voice was muffled, "What's the good of marrying?" When you get married, you have to serve your in-laws...... If you marry a non-person, you have to watch your husband enter the door with a concubine. It's not good to have a baby, if it's a difficult birth...... Not! ”
Bai Ying's eyes widened as he looked at the hand in front of him that was covering his mouth.
Concubine Luo: "Don't talk nonsense!" ”
She felt strange in her heart, and felt that the words of marrying and having children came out of the mouth of a little girl.
But more often than not, there is a fear of the unknown for everything described in the words.
Oh, yes......
What's so good about getting married and having children?
Even if the parents are harmonious and the elders are kind and kind, Ah Ying can't avoid having to reproduce for the family.
Concubine Luo herself has never given birth to a child, but she has seen many concubines in the palace, wandering around the ghost gate of giving birth to a child, and in the end, neither mother nor son survived.
The hand on the mouth slowly loosened.
Bai Ying secretly glanced at Concubine Luo, now, can you dispel Concubine Luo's thoughts?
“…… Don't talk about that. Concubine Luo said with palpitations, "Ah Ying is still a little girl." ”
But the little girl will grow up one day, and this kind of problem will never be avoided.
Bai Ying must plant a seed in their hearts.
Let's make the situation more serious, and let Concubine Luo and Concubine Jing know the worst outcome of marrying.
Bai Ying didn't want to marry in this place, and could even be described as resistant.
Therefore, in the end, she chose the second path given by the National Teacher.