"Hanshu" cloud: "When the water is clear, there are no fish, and when people are observed, there is no migration." "As the saying goes, the extremes of things must be opposed, the strong are humiliated, the beauty of jade is still flawless, life is even more unsatisfactory, time has given all beings bitterness and happiness, each of us is just as small as a grain of dust, a drop of rain inadvertently falling by fate can disturb everything calm.

Fang Ruo recalled the most obscure time of his youth a long time later, and he was already able to say it calmly with a smile and the most relaxed tone. Yes, with the passage of time, there are a few things that I can't let go of.

What I have forgotten in time is not the past, but the past self. But even so, we can't deny that the moment the rain fell, when it hit my body defenselessly, it still hurt.

"There will be a new movie released in Huichen Cinema next week, let's go watch it together then."

"Okay, have you finished your homework, it's almost time to start school." The two of them came out of the bookstore and walked in the direction of home while talking.

"When you're done writing, you can borrow me and copy it, and I don't copy the composition, there are too many words." Xu Zhuo was far from it.

"You're not saying that I make a lot of mistakes, and you still copy them." Fang Ruo frowned.

"It's okay, just copy it, the teacher doesn't check the right and wrong homework during the holidays, just write it." Xu Zhuo's tone was very relaxed, as if it had nothing to do with him.

Fang Ruo sighed and didn't speak, but she also happened to have a question to ask him, there were a few math problems that were tricky and weird, she really didn't know how to write, so she had to leave it untouched.

When I walked to the door of the house, I saw a familiar figure from a distance, it was Xu Zhuoyuan's mother, she was standing on the fork in the road and looking left and right, anxiously as if she was looking for something. Xu Zhuoyuan shouted "Mom" from afar. Xu Zhuoyuan's mother heard the sound and turned around to see them, and hurriedly ran over.

"Hurry up Fang Ruo, come with me to the hospital, your mother is about to give birth, she has just been sent to the hospital, see that you haven't come back yet, your father asked me to wait for you to come back and take you with me." After speaking, she hurriedly pulled Fang Ruo towards the main road.

Fang Ruo's heart suddenly tightened, her mother was weak on weekdays, how could she give birth now that she was about to give birth in more than twenty days before her due date, and when she went out in the morning, her mother was still smiling and talking to herself.

Xu Zhuoyuan's mother saw that her face was pale, knowing that she was frightened for a while, she touched her head distressedly, and comforted her gently: It's okay, soon you will have a lovely brother or sister, your mother is very safe and don't be afraid. ”

Fang Ruo nodded in confusion, Xu Zhuoyuan also followed them, he was very sensible this time and didn't say much, because he had never encountered such a thing, and he was a little scared in his heart.

The three of them stopped a taxi and drove in the direction of the hospital, which is a good women's and children's hospital in the city, not far from Fang Ruo's home, but because it was the lunch break, there were still a lot of cars, and there were some traffic jams on the viaduct.

The driver is an impulsive driver, with a dialect accent, swear words constantly, driving is also reckless and presumptuous, and it is a random intersection and a sudden brake, Fang Ruo, who is already restless, is even more disturbed at the moment, anxious and uncomfortable.

Xu Zhuoyuan's mother sat in the front row and was even more miserable, how could this gentle and demure woman be treated like this, and her upbringing made her choose to remain silent, but her face was already quite unhappy. Xu Zhuoyuan didn't speak, he felt the uneasiness and anxiety in Fang Ruo's heart, but he didn't know what to say to comfort her.

After some fright, they finally arrived at the door of the hospital, and after getting out of the car, the three of them breathed a sigh of relief, and finally arrived at the maternity building after a few circles, Fang Ruo's father was sitting on the bench outside the delivery room, this usually silent and honest man could not hide the anxiety on his face now, he rubbed his fingers, and his eyes were very uneasy.

"How's Yuehua?" Xu Zhuoyuan's mother looked at him.

"The doctor said it was a bit dangerous, she fell while washing her hair in the morning, and her butt suddenly sat on the ground, and then she had fetal gas." Fang Ruo's father looked painful, today is a rest day, but he happened to go to the unit in the morning to get the information, so he was not at home, and he felt very guilty in his heart.

Fang Ruo felt a cold sweat after hearing this, she was annoyed that she had gone out in the morning, so her mother was home alone, if she was at home, her mother might not be like this.

The doctors came in and out of the delivery room, but no one dared to step forward and ask the doctor about Fang Ruo's mother's situation inside, I don't know if they were afraid of hearing bad news or didn't want to disturb the doctor's work. It seemed like a long, long time later, a tall, thin male doctor came out and walked towards them.

"Who are the maternity families?"

Fang Ruo's father stepped forward urgently. "I'm her husband, doctor, how is she with my lover?"

"Her situation is not too optimistic, the child's head is too big, and it can't be born naturally, so I'm afraid of heavy bleeding, I've had a few miscarriages before, it's not easy to be so big, we suggest that you change to a caesarean section, it's safer for both the mother and the child, if you agree, the family will sign it, and we will prepare." The doctor's tone softened a little.

Fang Ruo's father was stunned, his wife was a typical non-anesthetic physique, wouldn't it be painful to choose a caesarean section, but if he didn't choose a caesarean section, he was afraid that he would face life danger, and he didn't know how to choose for a while.

"Sign it, Yuehua has been waiting for this child for a long time, and if she drags it out any longer, she will only be in danger of her life." Seeing this, Xu Zhuoyuan's mother gritted her teeth and said, her face was full of distress, and she was worried about her friend's birth and her own heart, but what she needed at this moment was someone who could make a decision.

With the support of Xu Zhuoyuan's mother, Fang Ruo's father tightened his throat, he made up his mind and stepped forward to sign.

Xu Zhuoyuan sat next to Fang Ruo, looking at the cold sweat oozing from her forehead, he reached out and patted Fang Ruo's back gently, wanting to give her some comfort, Fang Ruo lowered his head and did not look up.

Fang Ruo's head was blank at the moment, she felt as if she was being lifted high and thrown down hard, the light and fluttering heaviness was contradictory, her heart was tense and numb, she didn't know what she could do, she had never felt so scared.

By this time the night was already dark, and when things happened, people could not even take into account the passage of time. After a while, Fang Ruo's father calmed down a little, he looked at the light in front of the department, it was already past eight o'clock, thinking that Xu Zhuoyuan and they had not eaten in a hurry at noon, and he couldn't help but feel a little sorry until now.

"Wanjun, you go back first, it's really hard to wait here, you haven't eaten yet, I'll inform you if there's anything." Fang Ruo's father's voice was a little hoarse.

"Okay, I'll go buy you a meal and then take them back, you've been hungry for a day, I'll take Ruoruo back first, this kid is also scared." Xu Zhuoyuan's mother walked downstairs after speaking.

Fang Ruo couldn't remember how she got home, her consciousness seemed to be in a state of stagnation, she hadn't spoken since she arrived at the hospital, Xu Zhuoyuan felt a little scared when he saw her like this, on the way back, he told her some jokes to try to make her happy, Fang Ruo was not moved, the atmosphere was very depressing.

"Ruoruo, you stay at our house today, your father may not be able to come back in the evening." Xu Zhuoyuan's mother looked at Fang Ruo.

Fang Ruomumu nodded in response, "Okay, thank you, Auntie." Finally said a word, Xu Zhuoyuan felt that his hanging heart suddenly relaxed, he was afraid that she would be scared and become a dumb person who couldn't speak, but fortunately, he thought to himself.

After a simple meal, Xu Zhuoyuan simply cleaned up his room, Fang Ruo wanted to trouble him and prepared to go to the guest room to sleep, but Xu Zhuoyuan insisted on letting her sleep in his own room. The bed in the guest room was smaller, and his room was larger, so he wanted Fang Ruo to rest better.

Fang Ruo could only accept his kindness, she went back to her house to wash, and took off the heavy cotton jacket and sweater in the bathroom when she took a bath, only to find that the back of her single clothes was already soaked, she was so tired today, even if she was very tired, she was still worried about her mother who was still in the hospital, her mother would only be more tired than herself, thinking of this, she was intuitively upset.

After washing, she closed the door and prepared to go downstairs, and when she walked to the first floor, she saw Xu Zhuoyuan standing at the door of the corridor, and she was a little puzzled.

"What's the matter, are you waiting for me here?" Fang Ruo was a little tired.

"It's okay, look you're a little slow, my mom asked me to come over and see how you're doing." Xu Zhuoyuan walked towards her.

The two walked in the opposite direction, Xu Zhuoyuan actually wanted to come over to see how she was, but he was embarrassed to say it directly, so he casually came up with a reason.

Fang Ruo was lying on the bed in Xu Zhuoyuan's room, there was silence all around, they should have all slept. She lay on her side, tears streaming down her nose and into her other eye.

At this moment, she finally felt that she couldn't hold it anymore, today day, regret, annoyance, worry, fear, sadness and other emotions made her feel so helpless, she was just a thirteen or fourteen-year-old innocent girl, she didn't shed tears in front of her anxious father, she sensibly held back.

It was only in the quiet of the night that she dared to pour out her emotions. She sobbed sadly, and finally fell asleep so tired that she fell asleep.

Xu Zhuoyuan counted the sheep for a while before falling asleep, in the middle of the night he was in a daze he was awakened by a burst of urine, he got up sleepily and walked towards the toilet, after coming out, he subconsciously walked towards his room, he unconsciously opened the door, and then fell on the bed.

After a while, he seemed to realize that he had gone to the wrong room, and when he came back to his senses, he opened his eyes and saw Fang Ruo's face facing him, the curtains in his room were made of light tulle, and the moonlight could penetrate into the room.

Xu Zhuoyuan looked at Fang Ruo in the moonlight, she fell asleep, her breathing was very gentle, her face was shrouded in a layer of hazy light, the small fluff could be seen, her eyes were swollen, it seemed that she had just cried, there were teardrops on her long eyelashes, her nose was also red, and some hair was stuck to her face, Xu Zhuoyuan gently helped her pull her hair away with his hand, but he didn't do it lightly or heavily, his nails accidentally scraped Fang Ruo's face, Fang Ruo frowned slightly, and lightly puffed his mouth, but he didn't wake up.

Xu Zhuoyuan breathed a sigh of relief and almost woke her up.

Fang Ruo is the appearance of a typical southern girl, with clear eyebrows and beautiful eyes, her skin follows her mother's fair and delicate skin, her nose is small, her lips are slightly open when she speaks, she is very gentle, and there is a pair of good-looking pear vortices on her face when she laughs, but she is too thin, and people look a little dull when she is not smiling.

Xu Zhuoyuan looked at her like this, and suddenly had an indescribable feeling in his heart, he got up quickly with a red face and hurriedly ran to the guest room.

Fang Ruo fell asleep deeply, she dreamed that she was running in a desolation, she wanted to stop but her feet were still running, she felt that she couldn't breathe anymore, her throat was welling up, and then there was a bloody smell in her mouth, she still kept running.......