Chapter 154 has no choice of choice
When Luo Yiyi was invited, Ning Jingchen woke up sleepy-eyed.
As soon as he looked up, he saw Luo Yiyi looking at him with solemn eyes, and his heart couldn't help but sink.
"Is Ruyan's condition worse? It's really not good, so I'll give her Zhenyuan, and it's not the first time. ”
Ning Jingchen said that he was going to abandon Zhenyuan, but was stopped by Luo Yiyi.
Luo Yiyi shook her head, sighed deeply, stared at Ning Jingchen and said word by word: "It's not her problem, it's you." ”
"Me? Am I fine? What questions will I have? ”
Ning Jingchen was puzzled and asked in surprise.
"There is a cinnabar mole in the palm of the Ning Pavilion master's hand."
Luo Yiyi landed his gaze on his hand and said slowly.
"Does her breath disorder have anything to do with my cinnabar mole?"
Ning Jingchen seemed to understand what was going on, and subconsciously unfolded his palm, and a rose-colored cinnabar mole lay quietly in his jade-like palm.
"Presumably, Pavilion Lord Ning didn't have this cinnabar mole before, right?"
Luo Yiyi asked slowly.
"How does Miss Luo know that this cinnabar mole is something she didn't have before?"
A trace of defensiveness flashed in Ning Jingchen's eyes, and he quickly closed his palms and asked puzzledly.
"Because...... Just when you fell asleep, a wisp of soul smoke went straight into the body of the smoke-like girl. Then I probed into the root of this wisp of soul smoke and found that ......"
Luo Yiyi hesitated for a moment, raised her eyes and sighed slightly, and did not say any more.
"What did you find?"
There was a panic in Ning Jingchen's eyes, and he asked crampedly.
"I found out that this cinnabar mole of yours, Lord Ning Pavilion, is locked in a wisp of my senior sister's white soul, right?"
Luo Yiyi was helpless, so she could only answer based on the truth.
"Has this affected Ruyan?"
Ning Jingchen lowered his head and was silent for a long time, and finally slowly raised his head and asked with a cold gaze.
"Pavilion Master Ning, I know your feelings for Senior Sister. I also know that you are doing this, raising a wisp of her soul with your own blood in the hope that one day she can come back. ”
"However, Pavilion Master Ning, not to mention that this method of nourishing the soul with blood is a forbidden technique, and it will consume your body, even if you really keep raising it, maybe Senior Sister will really come back one day by chance, but Miss Ruyan must have died before this."
Luo Yiyi's eyes flashed with unbearable color, but it was a matter of human life, and she still reminded Ning Jingchen.
"Why? It's because the yang energy in the body is the soul of Baiwu, right? ”
Ning Jingchen lowered his head, others couldn't see his face clearly, but they could clearly hear the pain from his tone.
"Yes. Lord Ning Ge, you have to make a trade-off. Or, you continue to nourish your soul with your essence and blood, and fight for an impossible possibility, such as the smoke girl finally dying. Or, dissipate this wisp of soul and eradicate the lesion of the smoke girl. ”
Luo Yiyi sighed slightly and said.
This is undoubtedly a life for a life, but these two lives, one is the woman he has loved for sixteen years, and the other is the woman who is now sinking him and can't extricate himself.
He had to make a choice.
He had no choice, and he had to leave one or the other.
The sunlight passed behind him, dragging his figure long and lonely, spreading the sadness and loneliness of the place.
He lowered his head and fell silent for a long time, as everyone could see the difficulty.
"Ning Jingchen, I can understand your feelings. But as much as you love Bai Wu, the odds of her coming back are too slim. Ruyan is a good girl, she shouldn't pay with her life for it......"
Li Sheng on the side saw that he was hesitant, and he already had a choice in his heart, so he preferred to abandon it and persuade Ning Jingchen.
“……”
Ning Jingchen still lowered his head and was silent, he held his palms tightly, and even the fine beads of sweat oozed out of him did not want to let go, and he didn't say a word.
"Ning Jingchen, you have to make a choice. But if you make a choice that is not good for Ruyan, I will definitely stop you. Because, I want her to live. ”
Seeing that Ning Jingchen still couldn't make a decision, Li Sheng frowned slightly and said in a warning tone.
"Let me be alone for a while, okay? I don't want to be so hasty about choosing whose life to end. If I could, I'd like to think about it...... Give me some time. ”
Ning Jingchen finally raised his head slowly, and for the first time in his beautiful eyes, he was not so chic and lazy, but a deep tiredness.
He begged them to leave in an almost pleading tone, and a man who had always been domineering had thrown away his armor in front of outsiders for the first time.
"Let's go."
Luo Yiyi whispered to Li Sheng on the side, signaling to give Ning Jingchen some time.
A trace of worry flashed in Li Sheng's eyes, and he wanted to say something, but in the end he couldn't say it, and followed Luo Yiyi out of the door.
A gust of breeze came through the window, carrying the fragrance of peach blossoms, slowly and gently enveloping Ning Jingchen.
The taste is too familiar, just like back then, when she was drunk in the peach blossom forest.
In the light and shadow, Ning Jingchen slowly opened his palm.
On the palm of his hand, there were already thin beads of crystal sweat oozing out, and the cinnabar mole lay there quietly, only a trace of gossamer slowly swimming like smoke.
Like her, she has no quarrel with the world and has never only known how to sacrifice.
"Bai Wu, I was, I really wanted you to come back to me, even if it cost my life, I was willing."
"For the past sixteen years, I have been looking for you, thinking that you have other souls left in this world."
"Until I met Ruyan."
"At first, I thought she was familiar, and she had an aura like you...... So much so that I thought she was another way for you to exist in this world. ”
"So, in the first place, I didn't defend her. Get acquainted with her in the way you love. ”
"However, as time goes by, I gradually realize that she is too different from you."
"You're more gentle, she's more rude."
"You always focus on the overall situation, but she just wants to find her Uncle Liu."
"She's naughty, stubborn, fearless, but like you......"
"It wasn't until later that I found out that she wasn't another way of being for you. That day, I panicked. ”
"Because, I found that I don't know at what point in the past we were together, I had already fallen in love with her."
"Even, it's sunk."
"I know we've always been in touch and you can hear what I'm saying. But, what I said today, I really hope you don't hear a word......"
"Bai Wu, I'm in love with her."
"I don't want to lose you and then go through the experience of losing her. So, I want to save her......"
"Bai Wu, I admit, I'm really a bastard......"
Ticking, a crystal hot tear gently slipped from his eyes, splashing on the cinnabar mole, and a strong burning sensation came with him.