Chapter 778: Suicide
This may be the only thing the girl wants to say until now, or the only thing that she doesn't know who to say to her, and no one even wants to listen to it, and everyone is considered a traitor just because of what she did.
Qingwen smiled again and was more gentle than before, but the words he said were so hurtful and so hurtful that this little child couldn't breathe, and the corners of his good-looking mouth said unpleasant words: "You are, when you had the intention of killing us, you have already betrayed your Majesty, maybe you only know your Majesty's disgust for us, from higher beings, but you don't know how important we are to her now."
Although Qingwen didn't see it with her own eyes, she could imagine the disdain of herself and humans behind the scenes of a six-winged elf, of course, the queen has the capital she disdain, but unfortunately she shouldn't expose these to a little girl.
Qingwen can even guess the general process of the story, or how the little girl in front of her, who only has the quality of a spy, was used by the world's black-hearted people, causing herself to become the traitor and outcast that everyone looks down on the most when she doesn't know it.
"I'm not a traitor, I just did what Her Majesty wanted." The hoarse roar said the same thing.
Yang Bingling didn't even understand how such a stupid person was chosen, could it be just because of an identity, an identity that could make him feel like he had grasped the last straw, it could only be said that they looked at themselves too badly and looked at Yang Bingling too lightly.
Yang Bingling's least favorite thing is this kind of grinding, Yang Bingling, who is now impatient, is even about to turn around and leave, and when he saw that Qingwen was about to speak again, he preemptively said in the most blunt tone: "Why are you so stupid?" It's funny, did your master tell you before you came out that your mission was to kill us? Instead of staying with us and leading us into your trap step by step? You actually believe that sinister and obscene Terran man came to kill us, and finally completely disrupted your queen's plans, and here you are waiting for the woman who now hates you to save you?"
The little girl was shocked, couldn't she be facing these people? How did they know about the transaction between them and that man, thinking about it, their faces were unconsciously brought out, and they lost their previous certainty, and even the obsession of seeking death just now was much lighter, and their hearts were weak, "What nonsense are you talking about?"
Yang Bingling smiled suddenly, but he had a little bit of the gentleness he had before, like a sword on the sheath, covering all the edges and only being round: "I only came to ask you to answer, if your answer satisfies me, I will satisfy your wish to die."
The girl's eyes flashed slightly, and she said in her heart that she could say that killing people was a gift, could it be that she still expected to see who would be grateful to you? Yang Bingling already knew in his heart, just now it was just his own guess to deceive him, but now he has determined seven or eight points in his heart, and it must be much more besides: "Your mother is not dead."
The atmosphere in the air that had eased a little just now instantly returned to the previous original point, just like Yang Bingling had been stinky and his face had not been good, but Yang Bingling was obviously laughing.
The girl now doesn't even dare to die, compared to the disdain in her eyes when she looked at Yang Bingling before, or the contempt gradually turned into a kind of awe and trepidation, and she didn't even dare to look directly at Yang Bingling's eyes, as if she could see through her heart at a glance.
There was no answer before, and Yang Bingling didn't care, how could anyone force people to speak? I have never been such a person, the smile on my face is a little more, and the disgust on my face before is gone: "Your mother is still in their hands, so you cooperate with them, firstly, because you think Her Majesty really wants me to die, and secondly, you dare not disobey."
The girl panicked as if she wanted to hide something, but all these years of training had never taught her what to do in such a situation
How can you lie to a woman who seems so shrewd?
Half-open mouth for no reason to breathe twice and then closed helplessly, just as there was no refutation and no admission just now, no one can do anything about a chess piece who makes up his mind not to speak, but this chess piece does not have the consciousness that a chess piece should have.
Yang Bingling didn't ask anymore and just said: "I just feel sorry for the person who chose you, or sorry for yourself, I seem to have said a bit too much today, but since we didn't kill you, the ugly words will be said in the head first, the reason why you have fallen to this point today is all because of your own stupidity, and you didn't have the consciousness of being a chess piece when you were a chess piece." Xiao thinks about something that shouldn't be you, as an outcast doesn't have the consciousness of an outcast, and even now you don't know that you are an outcast, of course, maybe you know that you plan to die to end this meaningless life and even have to go through more tribulations, but you forget that whether it is an outcast or a chess piece, you can't help yourself. ”
The last sentence Yang Bingling said was too ruthless and too desperate, and even Qingwen couldn't react for a while.
Lying on the bed in the middle of the struggle to get up because of anxiety, the little girl who tore open the wound was even more angry and blood condensed, and even looked at Yang Bingling with some resentment, Qingwen silently walked out of the room, he understood that Yang Bingling still had something to say to the little girl on the bed.
Qingwen's departure was like opening the valve for Yang Bingling to speak the truth, leaving no room to pinch the jaw of the little girl who almost killed herself and forced herself to break through her bottom line, and pulled it forward.
This up-and-down posture carries an innate sense of oppression between postures: "Do you hate me like this?" I don't think you should hate me, after all, you want to put me to death first, can it be because I came out alive, and you want to put me to death as if nothing happened? If you want to die, you can go, of course, when you commit suicide, pay attention to my bed is quite expensive, don't get dirty. ”
From the first time the little girl met Yang Bingling and saw Yang Bingling, Yang Bingling has always been so cold-blooded and ruthless and even a little ruthless, so there is nothing unaccustomed, but Yang Bingling's current appearance is not something that a seriously injured little girl can resist, and she casually released the girl's jaw.
The girl listened to the footsteps that were getting farther and farther away, and her heart was like a boulder pressing away slowly, but for some reason she was getting lighter and lighter, but she still couldn't breathe, and even when Yang Bingling's words came at the door, the girl once thought that Yang Bingling would not speak anymore: "You can try."
In this way, the little girl understands that her heart is already dim, and now it is even more dim that even the last of the stars have disappeared, sometimes death is not terrible, especially for the little girl now, it can even be said to be a relief.
But in the world of girls who regard death as hope, because of Yang Bingling's last sentence, the defense line that was easily established completely collapsed, and Yang Bingling's last words were to tell herself that even if she wanted to die now, she couldn't die.
A mocking smile appeared on this childish face for the first time, and sometimes she was wondering what girls her age were doing. Maybe under the control of your parents, you can learn the so-called three obedience and four virtues, or you may ask a few friends to go out to play in the mountains and fields.
Every time I think of this, the girl spontaneously has a kind of powerlessness and even needs great courage to die, she has hated her mother more than once, why should she bring herself into this world, it is too bitter, maybe she can't survive the next time she sees herself, she is already in this bitter suffering, and she doesn't need to muster up the courage to die.
After Yang Bingling went out, Qingwen was worried and said: "Since you already know, why bother treating her like this, if she can't understand your kindness, isn't it meaningless?" Say it well, maybe it's better for such an older child to accept. ”
Yang Bingling was expressionless and even a little angry, and undoubtedly went her own way: "She is not a child, and if she loses everything soon, she can't and shouldn't be a child again."
The stupid snake is now looking at Yang Bingling's eyes full of fear, and he doesn't even dare to want to turn Yang Bingling into his "Mrs. Zhai" Sometimes the stupid snake subconsciously walks around Yang Bingling, and Yang Bingling also smiles indifferently.
The queen didn't come back after she left, but the general carried a large bag of gifts with great fanfare, and came to see the injured Yang Bingling, and the hearty laughter had already come in before entering the door, Yang Bingling put down the teacup in his hand, this is already the eighth set of teacups in the past few days.
It will always be broken for various reasons, this is not the new set when the general enters the door, the teacup closest to Yang Bingling is broken again, Yang Bingling deliberately said loudly: "Xiaoxi, change the set."
The person who was still dead in bed a few days ago is now standing on the ground and seems to be much more energetic than before, but when he heard Yang Bingling speak, there was still a kind of resistance, Yang Bingling felt that it was troublesome to call the girl and simply changed the name of Xiaoxi.
When the general entered the door, he saw a six-winged elf squatting on the ground picking up a broken teacup, while Yang Bingling was motionless and looked at Erlang's legs sitting there idly and comfortably, his two eyes not so much looking at it with concern as surveillance.
When the general heard Yang Bingling's name, he glanced at Xiaoxi again, sat opposite Yang Bingling unceremoniously, and said with pity: "Such a good cup was broken, but this Xiaoxi, I advise you to change the name, otherwise the queen will be unhappy when she hears it."
Yang Bingling pinched another teacup and said with a smile: Is the general here to say these light words? I don't think there's anything wrong with Konishi, what do you say?"