Chapter 490: Reluctant
Sun Mengjiao interrupted him stiffly, "What do I have to talk about with someone who hates me?" ”
Sun Mengjiao sneered, "Acting, aren't you tired?" ”
Sun Mengjiao's voice was neither loud nor small, enough to make the people around him notice something strange although they couldn't hear the content clearly.
As more and more eyes fell on Sun Mengjiao, Sun Yuanshan's original power that imprisoned her was shrinking more and more.
Just when he lost his mind, Qin Xiao had already withdrawn from the drinking bureau and returned to Sun Mengjiao's side.
He grabbed Sun Mengjiao's arm that was clamped by Sun Yuanshan and protected her by his side.
"Uncle Sun will take advantage of the situation, who doesn't know that this is the drinking party of my consortium, and he doesn't take a picture of me, but he has moved his idea to my people?"
"Yours? What's yours? This is my daughter. ”
Qin Xiao chuckled, "You father has no ability, now Mengjiao doesn't recognize you, it's better to think about what she has done." ”
Qin Xiao's eyes were gloomy, "From now on, don't try to use Sun Mengjiao for you, they are all adults, who is not stupid." ”
Qin Xiao glanced at Sun Yuanshan indifferently, grabbed Sun Mengjiaolu's smooth back on the outside of the skirt of the dress with one hand, and turned to leave.
Qin Xiao's solid arms are like a mountain, and they have held up a day without wind and rain for Sun Mengjiao in the past five years.
Sun Mengjiao rested her head on his shoulder with peace of mind and left with him.
"Qin Xiao."
Sun Mengjiao rubbed her wrist, which had just been imprisoned by Sun Yuanshan, and lowered her eyes.
"I'm a little tired."
Qin Xiao's eyes were faintly worried, "You did well enough, Mengjiao, don't put too much pressure on yourself." ”
Qin Xiao looked back at the banquet hall, "The cocktail party will last until late, you can rest first, and I will come to you when it's over." ”
Sun Mengjiao nodded, threw him a reassuring look, and then lifted her skirt and walked to the lounge on the second floor.
After Xu was away from Vanity Fair, the tense heartstrings suddenly relaxed. Maybe he forced himself to take over the game cup after cup.
The dizziness became clearer and clearer, Sun Mengjiao was in a trance and groped her way to the bathroom by holding the wall, but in the fog, she saw clearly the man who was about to lose consciousness with both hands on the washstand.
When he was stunned, he looked at each other.
The chaotic stars in his eyes seemed to have crossed the boundless ocean, trekking for several years, going round and round, and returning to the world where they first met.
It's just that this star has remained unchanged for eternity, but it has long been a matter of fact.
"Your name is Sun Mengjiao, so familiar, did we know each other before!"
The buzz in Sun Mengjiao's head had faded like a tide the moment she saw his face clearly, and the world was extremely silent, leaving her with only one last thought
Escape! She wants to escape!
Is it Sun Mengjiao who doesn't want Zhao Zifeng to see her so embarrassed, or whether she doesn't want to see Zhao Zifeng who has forgotten her.
Sun Mengjiao didn't know.
But it seems that only escape is Sun Mengjiao's last choice.
Sun Mengjiao ran out of the bathroom in a panic, but he suddenly grabbed her wrist from behind and dragged her into the box next to her.
The moment the door of the box was slammed shut, the light of the corridor outside the door was cut off, and Sun Mengjiao fell into the turbid darkness with him.
"You're drunk."
Sun Mengjiao twisted his wrist tightly in the palm of his hand uneasily, and even her voice was shaking.
"I don't, let's know each other, otherwise how could I have been dreaming of you all these years, your name is ...... Sun Mengjiao? ”
"Yes...... I am! ”
Sun Mengjiao choked up in response to him, but she didn't even know that she was telling him, whether I was telling him that I was Sun Mengjiao, or that the two knew each other.
"Sun Mengjiao."
His voice was hoarse, but it was extremely real, "Sun Mengjiao." ”
Zhao Zifeng called her name again, as if she was dying.
"Sun Mengjiao!"
Over and over again, he called her name in his mouth, word after word, word after word, word by word was ground into a needle, pierced Sun Mengjiao's body, pierced in his heart.
Sun Mengjiao raised her hand to caress his haggard cheeks, and her nose was full of the slightly sweet smell of wine on his body.
His almost collapsed look tightened the last string of Sun Mengjiao's heart.
"I wonder if this is not a dream, you are the one who appears in my dreams the most."
Sun Mengjiao couldn't say a word completely, so she sank into his long kiss.
At this moment, in this noisy world, only the heartbeat of a sonata remains,
and, Sun Mengjiao, and Zhao Zifeng.
Sun Mengjiao was pressed against the cold wall by him, but he was forced to bear the other side from the hot temperature of his body.
In the dark, they stumbled all the way, just like Sun Mengjiao and Zhao Zifeng who came all the way, separated several times.
He endured, suppressed himself, and tried to make Sun Mengjiao melt into his arms.
Some emotions have long been familiar with the heart. Needless to say, it has become an expectation to the end of the heartbeat.
They are like two fish stranded on the beach, tightly intertwined until death.
In front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, the floor-to-ceiling curtains are gently lifted by the wind. Outside the window, the domestic lights are bright, and the gloomy night is reflected as if it were day.
And Sun Mengjiao's future path is hidden under the neon of this undercurrent.
"Zhao Zifeng."
Sun Mengjiao hoarsely called out to the people behind her
"You go, the farther away from me, the better."
Zhao Zifeng stubbornly grabbed Sun Mengjiao's shoulder, turned her over, and forced Sun Mengjiao to look into his eyes.
"Why don't you say anything like them, what does I have to do with you?"
"It's the enemy."
Sun Mengjiao barely hesitated.
"It wasn't until today that I completely confirmed one thing, Zhao Zifeng, the results were decided five years ago, and now it doesn't make any sense to say this."
In fact, Zhao Zifeng is Sun Mengjiao's weakness and her only weakness.
In the past five years, Sun Mengjiao still hasn't forgotten Zhao Zifeng, and even misses it, but she can't, if she can't go back, she can't go back.
Sun Mengjiao walked out of the room directly after speaking, but met an old friend Xu Yan around the corner, who was one of the few male friends she had five years ago.
"Mengjiao, I walked quietly when I left, and I came back without saying a word, and I have such a big force, but I don't know anything in the past five years, what do you think of me?"
"But I don't care what you define me into, I don't care, but Xu Yan, you are in my heart, and you will always be my good friend."
Sun Mengjiao smiled after speaking, and was about to leave, but she didn't expect Xu Yan to stop her again.
"I don't want to be your good friend, I've been waiting for you for so many years, and I'll never let go of your hand in the next way, the precipitation of these five years has made me realize one thing, which is something I have never said to you, and I dare not say it."
Xu Yan took Sun Mengjiao's hand, his palm was warm and hot, along with the emotion in his eyes.
"I love you, from the moment I first met, every minute and every second, every day and every year, I have been loving you, and I will not hide this feeling. I will not deceive myself again, nor will I deceive you again From now on, no matter how far you have to go, I will be your armor and I will walk side by side with you. ”
Xu Yan's clear eyes once again raised the same light as when he first met, he looked at Sun Mengjiao firmly, and stubbornly held her hand, so that she no longer had the courage to push him away.
Sun Mengjiao still remembers the light in his eyes at this moment, as if no matter how many years of precipitation, he is still unique.
Xu Yan's eyes were red, and the sight of each other became more and more blurred, and the blurred outline in Sun Mengjiao's eyes overlapped with the young man standing on the street under the sun on the eve of many years.
"I'm sorry, Xu Yan is sorry."
All emotions collapsed at this moment, and she couldn't destroy the friendship she once had.
Sun Mengjiao stumbled away, and finally walked into the nearby church without realizing it.
Sun Mengjiao folded her hands on her chest, trying to show her piety in front of God.
But no one knows better than her that Sun Mengjiao just wants to find an excuse to shirk the blame for what she has done in the future.
"I don't want to hurt anyone who has nothing to do with me, I just want people who have hurt me to look down on me and recognize me."
"If you are truly merciful, please bless me, and those who love me or those whom I love, and do no more harm."
The melodious sound of the violin came from outside the church, and Sun Mengjiao slowly opened her eyes and walked out of the church following the sound of the piano.
Qin Xiao stood among the layers of tombstones, the notes retracting freely at the beating of his fingertips.
The breeze lifted his white shirt, the sun was scorching, and Sun Mengjiao subconsciously squinted her eyes.
Sun Mengjiao couldn't bear to disturb him, so she walked to him quietly.
The warm breeze, the sunshine, the violin, and his white shirt, everything was so beautiful.
After reminiscing, Qin Xiao sighed softly and squatted down gently.
"I didn't have much concept of my mother, but when I was very young, I heard my father say that he and my mother met at a concert in Vienna, and in my father's eyes, my mother seemed destined to compose, and my father's violin was taught by my mother."
"So your violin, was it also taught by your father?" Sun Mengjiao asked curiously
"Hmm."
Qin Xiao raised his head, his eyes were far-reaching.
"And my greatest wish is that one day, my destiny can be in my own hands."
Sun Mengjiao hugged him distressedly, trying to soothe the wound in his heart with a hug.
I don't know why, I obviously wanted to comfort him, but it made me feel even more sad.
"I don't have any concept of my mother either."
Sun Mengjiao's ears were Qin Xiao's steady heartbeat, like an extremely ancient and distant bell.
After adjusting their mood, the two returned to the car.
"What do you want to eat when you go back?"
While driving, Qin Xiao raised his hand and looked at his watch, and it seemed that his mood was not so low.
Sun Mengjiao rubbed the corners of her forehead, "Where do I have time to think about what to eat now, I heard others say that the people in the company are very dissatisfied with me, the airborne soldier who suddenly jumped out, and they are all chewing on the root of their tongues about the relationship between the two of us." ”
The corners of Qin Xiao's mouth raised a cynical smile again, and he deliberately nodded in agreement with these words.
"At the opening reception, you held my arm in front of all the media, it's strange that these people don't think nonsense."
"you."
Sun Mengjiao slapped him on the shoulder with a sneer.
"I'm about to be regarded as your lover, and they all say that I slept with you before entering the film industry, but you are good, you don't help me clarify, but you still fall into the ground."
Qin Xiao frowned, "Who said that, I don't think they want to live anymore, why did you sleep with me before entering the company, if you want to sleep, I will sleep with you, okay?" ”
Qin Xiao refuted Sun Mengjiao seriously, but blocked her without anything to say, and her face turned red in an instant.
Sun Mengjiao's eyes dodged, knowing that it was his joke, but her heart was still beating faster and she couldn't control herself.
"What President Qin said about this, is he accustomed to this kind of rumor, or have all the women he slept with become the airborne troops of the consortium?"
Qin Xiao raised his eyebrows, disapproving, and the smile on his lips was even worse.
"Why do I smell so much vinegar?
Sun Mengjiao was embarrassed, "Qin Xiao, you don't have fun with me!" ”
The two traveled noisily all the way to Condensation Pictures, Qin Xiao took the lead in getting out of the car, went around from the front of the car to the co-pilot, and opened the car door for Sun Mengjiao.
Then he learned to be a gentleman in the opera, leaned over slightly, and stretched out his left hand to Sun Mengjiao.
"Beautiful young lady, I'll help you out of the car"
Sun Mengjiao smiled and slapped his hand, but was firmly grabbed by Qin Xiao.