Chapter 366: The Bead Fetus Secret Knot
"Doctor, please keep this matter secret for me and don't tell anyone."
"W-why is that?"
The doctor looked embarrassed, pregnancy was a happy event, but the other party was flustered, and he didn't let him say it, there must be something wrong with the child, he has been practicing medicine for decades, he has seen a lot of this situation, but he doesn't feel unusual, but this time in the general's mansion, it is still very tricky to encounter such a secret matter, in case that General Du Xiao knows, will he kill him?
Feng Qingyun lied: "I want to surprise my family, and I will talk about it when the time is right." ”
Is this a liar? The doctor secretly pinched a handful of sweat, and now to save his life, it is best to hide this matter first, and then see if he wants to move after leaving Du Mansion, right?
"Yes, the old man knows what to do, the young lady has a good rest, I will leave first."
After that, the doctor didn't even bother to tell her what the pregnant woman needed to pay attention to, so he ran away in a hurry.
Feng Qingyun sat quietly in place, caressing her lower abdomen, and a gentle smile appeared on her face.
She had a child, the child of the person she loved the most, and suddenly, the gloom in her heart was swept away, and a bright beam of sunshine shone into her heart, as if the whole world was gorgeous and colorful.
If Yushu knew that she was pregnant with his child, what would be her reaction? He's going to be happy, right?
Thinking of this, Feng Qingyun immediately got up and couldn't wait to go to the small courtyard in the west of the city, wanting to inform Liang Yushu of the good news.
Of course, she couldn't let anyone else know about going to Liang Yushu, so she didn't bring a maid, but found an excuse to go out alone.
During this time, every time she went to have a tryst with Liang Yushu, she did it.
Today happened to be the day when she and Liang Yushu agreed to meet, so she didn't worry about not being able to wait for him, so she waited until it was dark, and Liang Yushu finally came in a hurry.
"Yun'er, have you waited for a long time?" Liang Yushu stepped forward and hugged Feng Qingyun and grinded with her ears, "I'm sorry, there is something going on in the official office today, and I handled it late." ”
"It's okay, I haven't been here for long." Feng Qingyun responded to him enthusiastically, and after a long time, just when he was about to lose control, he suddenly pushed the person on his body away, and gasped: "Yushu, I, I have one thing...... I'm going to tell you. ”
"What's the matter?" Liang Yushu looked at her suspiciously.
I saw her pink lips close one by one, and said softly: "I'm pregnant." ”
There was a "buzz" sound in his head, and Liang Yushu's whole person froze, and he didn't move for a long time.
Seeing this, Feng Qingyun felt a trace of panic in his heart, and hurriedly grabbed his arm and asked anxiously: "Yushu, I have your child, aren't you happy?" ”
Liang Yushu moved his lips, got up and sat on the edge of the bed, and while arranging his messy clothes, he asked, "Are you sure, is this really my child?" Could it be Du Hongze's? ”
Hearing him say this, Feng Qingyun immediately became annoyed, grabbed the pillow and threw it at him, and said angrily: "You know that Du Hongze and I have never been husband and wife at all, but you still question me like this?" How can you do that? You've gone too far! ”
After scolding, he turned over and got out of bed to leave.
Liang Yushu hurriedly grabbed her and apologized repeatedly: "I'm sorry, Yun'er, I didn't mean that, I just heard you say that you were pregnant, I was so excited, I couldn't turn my brain for a while, and I said stupid things, don't be angry." ”
Hearing him apologize to himself in such a good voice, Feng Qingyun's heart softened again, let him stick over and hug him, and said softly: "This is your child, of course this is your child, I will only give birth to a child for you." ”
"Does Du Hongze know?" Liang Yushu asked in a low voice, his face full of worry.
Feng Qingyun shook his head and said, "I don't know yet, I only confirmed it this afternoon." ”
That's good...... Liang Yushu secretly breathed a sigh of relief.
"And what are you going to do now?"
"What to do? Of course I gave birth to this child! Feng Qingyun said without thinking about it, and then turned his head slightly to look at him, "Don't you want me to be born?" ”
Liang Yushu paused slightly, slowly let go of his arms, walked to the table and sat down and sighed: "If the conditions allow, of course I want you to give birth to the child, but with our current situation, we can't give this child a decent name at all, and being born will only make him suffer from the abuse and ridicule of the world, and you, if Du Hongze knew that you were pregnant with another man's child, would he let you go?" I can't just think about myself, I have to think about you, you can't just think about yourself, you have to be responsible for the future of this child. ”
Feng Qingyun didn't take these questions into account for a while, since she learned that she was pregnant, she had been in excitement, only thinking about how to give birth to this child, raise him with Liang Yushu, and the family of three lived a happy life.
"I will persuade Du Hongze to reconcile with me as soon as possible, as long as I marry you before my belly grows, won't it be fine?"
Liang Yushu chuckled in his heart and turned his head to avoid the other party's gaze.
"Haven't you already mentioned it to Du Hongze a lot? If he wanted to, he would have agreed a long time ago, so why did he delay it until today? ”
"Du Hongze is stubborn, but he is good to me, as long as I tell him about the pregnancy, he will give up, and I believe that he will let go in the end."
"No way!" Liang Yushu was shocked, "Don't tell him!" If he knew, not to mention how he would treat you and the child in your belly, he wouldn't let me go in the first place, Yun'er, do you want me to die at his hands? ”
Based on his understanding of Du Hongze's methods, he thought that it was entirely possible for that person to kill him in a fit of rage, and he didn't want to die yet.
"Du Hongze is not as vicious as you say, besides, I won't let him do anything to you, Yushu, you don't need to worry so much, it'll be fine, believe me." Feng Qingyun said soothingly.
Liang Yushu shook his head: "Are you sure?" What if he doesn't listen to you? I'm just a small head of the criminal department, an ant who lets him pinch in his hands, and I don't have the ability to fight against him at all, if it weren't for that, why would I have let you out a few years ago to save my life? Have you forgotten that he forced you and me to separate? ”
"This ......" As soon as he said this, Feng Qingyun also began to be a little worried, yes, how could a person who can beat mandarin ducks and force a woman to marry him be a soft-hearted person?
"Then what do I do, you say?" She had no choice but to ask Liang Yushu's opinion.
Seeing that Feng Qingyun was relieved, Liang Yushu held her hand again, and said with a helpless look: "At present, the only way is to give up this child." ”
"What? You want me to beat him? Feng Qingyun's body shook and looked at him in dismay, "No, no, I can't do this, I'm his mother, how can I not want him?" There must be other solutions, there must be! ”
I just learned the good news of pregnancy today, and I was looking forward to a better day in the future, but who knew that just a few hours later, Liang Yushu told her such a cruel decision, how could she accept it?
Liang Yushu hugged her trembling body, attached his hand to her lower abdomen, and said softly: "Yun'er, there is no other way, there is no better way, you have to wait for me, wait for me to climb to the top, have a strong enough ability to protect you, don't be afraid of Du Hongze, let's have another child, okay?" ”
"But I, I can't bear to ......" Feng Qingyun looked down at his flat abdomen, tears falling down like beads with broken threads.
"I can't help it, but this is no way, if Du Hongze forces you and me to a dead end, our lives are gone, then everything will be meaningless, and this kid is going to die the same, do you want to see that ending?"
Liang Yushu spoke with a trilling voice, which made Feng Qingyun's heart tremble as well, and made her even more convinced that he was also in pain like herself.
"Of course I don't want to, but this is our first child, how can I bear to beat him?"
"Yun'er, we will have children in the future, but if you and I die, then there is no hope." Liang Yushu broke Feng Qingyun's body over, pressed his forehead against hers, and said in an extremely gentle voice: "Of course, if you don't want to, then I won't force you, if our family of three can die together, it will be good." ”
Hearing this, Feng Qingyun's body trembled again, and all kinds of pain poured into his heart.
Of course, she can't let the tragedy like Liang Yushu's mouth happen.
After a long time, Feng Qingyun said in a hoarse voice: "I know what to do, Yushu, don't worry, I won't let this child become a threat to you, I will solve all the troubles as soon as possible." ”
"Yun'er, thank you for your understanding, you know, I am committed to your feelings, and I also love our children deeply, but I have to ......" Liang Yushu stroked her back, but the corners of his mouth turned up almost invisibly as he spoke.
"I know." Feng Qingyun responded softly, tears slipped from the corners of her eyes and seeped into her mouth, salty and bitter, "I know ......"
Because he was afraid that going back too late would arouse the suspicion of the Du family, he didn't stay longer, and after coming out of the courtyard, Feng Qingyun took a carriage all the way back to Du's mansion.
When he returned to the mansion, Du Hongze had not yet returned.
This is normal, Du Hongze is busy with affairs in the barracks, and he returns home very late every day, sometimes he doesn't even arrive home until midnight, and he has to return to the barracks to train at dawn in the morning, so Feng Qingyun and him have not seen each other for almost ten days and half a month.
Of course, for Feng Qingyun, such an unrelated mode of getting along with each other could not be better.
Since they got married, the two have rarely slept in the same bed, Du Hongze is an extremely tolerant person, even if he occasionally shares a bed, without Feng Qingyun's permission, he just hugs her when he thinks she is asleep, and will never make further moves.
Therefore, Feng Qingyun can sleep first with peace of mind every day, at first he was uncomfortable, but after a long time, he got used to it.
However, tonight, when Du Hongzezi rushed home in the middle of the time, and when he changed into his regular clothes in the study and walked into the bedroom, he found Feng Qingyun sitting at the table reading a book, and he couldn't help but be surprised, and at the same time a little happy.
"You haven't slept yet?"