Chapter 577: Self-blame
"Let's come to see you, you've been here for a month, I heard from your attending physician that your condition has stabilized and you can be discharged, I'm here to pick you up today, do you want to go with me, I will send someone to take care of you."
Du Yan shook his head without thinking about Jian Shuyi's words, how could he go with him like this, he didn't want to see Xiao Shengyuan like this every day in the future, and he didn't want him to see his crazy appearance, he just wanted him to always be beautiful and beautiful in his impression, not the appearance of a crazy woman.
Jian Shuyi was very surprised to see Du Yan's head, he didn't expect that he would refuse to be discharged from the hospital with him, could it be that he wanted to stay in the hospital, but staying in the hospital all day like this is not conducive to his recovery!
"Why? Why don't you want to be discharged, is it because you want to stay in this hospital? ”
Du Yan listened to Jian Shuyi's words and secretly glanced up at Xiao Shengyuan, and found that he was not looking at himself, but was staring at Jian Shuyi the whole time, caring about his dynamics, seeing the love for Jian Shuyi in Xiao Shengyuan's eyes, Du Yan's heart was very painful as if he had been cut with a knife, if it wasn't for him, then he was his own now, how much he loved himself before, if it weren't for Du's father's obstruction, he might have married him a long time ago, how could he let him be proud here, The happy life he is living now is all his own, it was Jian Shuyi who snatched him away and snatched away his only happiness, Du Yan felt very unwilling, she was unwilling to watch Xiao Shengyuan leave her like this.
Thinking of this, Du Yan was full of hatred for Jian Shuyi, and even looked at her viciously, but Jian Shuyi didn't feel Du Yan's change at all, and still looked at him very gently and asked him why he didn't want to be discharged from the hospital with him, Du Yan looked at Jian Shuyi's appearance, thinking that she was acting coyly, feeling very disgusted, and wanted to drive him away immediately, but thinking that if he drove her away, Xiao Shengyuan would also leave, and he would not be able to see him behind him.
Du Yan was reluctant to let Xiao Shengyuan leave, this was a very evil idea that suddenly appeared in his mind, and now the reason why Xiao Shengyuan and Jian Shuyi are together is because he was confused, so Xiao Shengyuan will be so good to him, Xiao Shengyuan He is not in love with him, but was tempted by him, and maybe Xiao Shengyuan is good to her because of himself, he looks so similar to herself, maybe it is because she loves herself too much, so she will find someone who is so similar to herself.
Thinking of this, Du Yan's heart became even more firm, as long as Jian Shuyi died, Xiao Shengyuan was alone, the life that Jian Shuyi was living now was his own, he would no longer be the spurned Du Yan, and he would no longer be the dirty person, and as long as he was with Xiao Shengyuan, Father Du, you would never be able to hurt yourself, the more Du Yan wanted to look at Jian Shuyi's eyes, the more wrong it became, Du Yan saw Xiao Shengyuan who had been standing behind Jian Shuyi, and he knew that as long as he had himself, there was no way to attack him, So Du Yan is trying to find a way to take him away.
"I also want to leave the hospital, but what if he comes to me again after leaving the hospital, I don't want to go through that painful memory again, although it is not good to stay in the hospital, but it is better than staying by his side."
Although Du Yan didn't say who he was, Jian Shuyi understood what he meant, and the one he said was Du's father, but he didn't have to worry about it at all now, because Du's father had passed away, and no one could threaten him anymore, and no one would hurt her again, so when he heard his words, he knew that she was willing to be discharged from the hospital with him, but she rejected herself because of Du's father, Jian Shuyi looked at Du Yan with a smile.
"Don't worry, he will never come to hurt you again, because he has passed away, and no one will hurt you when you go out now, you don't have to worry!"
When Du Yan heard the news of Du's father's death, his eyes widened at first and he was very surprised, and when he digested the news, he immediately laughed, and she cried when she laughed.
"It's great that he's finally dead, and God finally saw my prayers take him away!"
Jian Shuyi and Xiao Shengyuan looked at Du Yan smiling and laughing and crying, and felt very uncomfortable, although Xiao Shengyuan was worried about Du Yan's condition before and was unwilling to let Jian Shuyi take her out of the hospital, but now seeing Du Yan's appearance, he really didn't know how to refuse Jian Shuyi, and all the things Du Yan did before were because of Du's father's persecution, if it wasn't for Du's father, Du Yan wouldn't have hurt himself, and those things have passed, if you really want to say who is right or wrong, then you are also wrong, He has been with Du Yan for so long, he didn't know that Du Father had done so many things to hurt her, if he had found out in time, then Du Yan would not have become what she is now, so he saw in his heart that he was relieved after hearing the news of Du Yan's death, Xiao Shengyuan also felt very guilty in his heart. Jian Shuyi couldn't help but shed tears when she looked at Du Yan's crying appearance, Xiao Shengyuan looked at her standing beside him and wept silently, knowing that his heart was also very uncomfortable, he stretched out his hand and hugged her in his arms and patted her back to comfort her, and she didn't refuse his hug, and after Du Yan finished venting his emotions, he saw that very dazzling picture, he thought that when he was in pain, the two of them were actually in love, thinking of this Du Yan was even more full of hatred for Jian Shuyi, he wiped the tears on his face and sorted out his emotions, looking at them with a smile.
"Since he is dead, then there is no need for me to stay in the hospital all the time, Sister Shu Yi, I am willing to listen to you and leave the hospital with you."
Jian Shuyi was very excited when she heard that Du Yan was finally willing to leave with him, and hurriedly broke free from his embrace and ran to his side to hold her tightly in his arms.
"Really, that's great!"
Although Du Yan was unwilling to be held by Jian Shuyi like this, in order to implement his plan, he had to endure it, so he buried all his unhappiness in his heart and did not show it, he looked at her so excited, smiled and nodded.
"Yes, I'm willing to leave the hospital with you, but before we leave the hospital, can we sisters talk alone, after all, we two sisters haven't talked properly since we met."
Jian Shuyi nodded very excitedly when he heard Du Yan's words, he was with Xiao Sheng before, and he had always been full of hatred for himself, so he and he had never gotten along well with him whether they knew each other or not, so he also wanted to have a good chat with Du Yan very much.
"Okay!"
After Jian Shuyi said this, he turned to look at Xiao Shengyuan, since he wanted to have a good chat with himself, wouldn't Xiao Shengyuan be here to disturb himself and chat with him, so Jian Shuyi wanted to send him away.
"Since Du Yan has now promised to be willing to be discharged from the hospital with me, you might as well go through the discharge procedures with him now, and when you help me with the discharge procedures, we can leave together!"
Although Du Yan has now promised to leave the hospital with Jian Shuyi, Xiao Shengyuan's heart is still not at ease, after all, Du Yan has always been hostile to Jian Shuyi before, she is worried that Du Yan will hurt her after she leaves, he originally wanted to open his mouth to refuse, but before Xiao Shengyuan could speak, Jian Shuyi had already taken his hand and pushed him out of the door, Xiao Shengyuan originally wanted to open his mouth to persuade her, but now seeing Jian Shuyi so excited, he could only obey her, obediently left the ward to go through the discharge procedures for Xiao Qingfeng.
Du Yan watched Xiao Qingfeng leave, and he no longer hid his emotions, and when Jian Shuyi closed the door of the ward and turned to look for Du Yan, he found that his attitude had changed very significantly, he didn't know what was wrong with him, but he didn't think much about it, walked to his side and took her hand and looked at him with a smile.
"Didn't you say you had something to say to me, and now that he's gone, you can say whatever you want!"
Du Yan looked at the smile on Jian Shuyi's face and felt very dazzling, he just thought that every time he was in dire straits, he stayed by Xiao Shengyuan's side and lived a happy life, when he thought of this Du Yan felt very dissatisfied, obviously he and she were born to the same parents, why was the treatment so bad, she was able to be adopted by the Jian family, and finally married him, and he obviously loved Xiao Shengyuan so much, but in the end he was forced to separate from him because of Du's father, the more Du Yan thought about it, the more unfair he felt, and he hated her more and more. She broke free of his hand and grabbed her neck tightly, glaring at him with red eyes.
"What do I want to say? What do you think I want to say, if it weren't for you, how could I be like this, it's all because of you, if it wasn't for you who robbed me of my happiness, then how could I be alone in this mental hospital now, if it weren't for you, the person standing next to Xiao Shengyuan now is me, and I would have lived a happy life, but all my happiness was robbed by you. ”
Du Yan's whole person has fallen into a state of madness, desperately pinching Jian Shuyi's neck, and Jian Shuyi didn't expect Du Yan to behave like this, he was held by his neck defenselessly, and when he reacted and wanted to break free of her, he found that no matter how he struggled, he couldn't break free of his hand, he could only desperately hold her hand tightly with two hands, she looked at his crazy appearance, and kept trying to open her mouth to comfort him, but he pinched his neck tightly, He couldn't speak at all, and could only barely say a few words in the end.
"Loosen up, I'm your sister!"