preface
My name is Shi Jian, I come from the 21st century, I am 25 years old, I have good character, and I have already completed both PhDs in college
My name is simple, and I come from a very ordinary family
It is also because of this ordinariness that I have known since I was a child that my family is not wealthy
I also have a younger brother who is a few years younger than me, and the family relationship is harmonious
The old father and mother of the family also came from the countryside and did not read a few books, so they did hard labor outside, and every time they saw it, they would be entangled and distressed
Although it is such a compact family, reading and freedom have never constrained me and my brother
is also this ordinary, I am sensible earlier than ordinary children, and I am destined to live a very hard life
When I was a child, I would finish my homework early after school, and the first thing I did when I got home was to help with the housework
When I grew up, I started to work at the same time as I went to school, and at the same time I spent the least amount of time compressing everything I could learn
Just because I knew that from the beginning, I was losing at the starting line of everyone else
Obviously, I am also working hard to catch up, and I am working hard to survive, and I am working hard to make my relatives not so hard
But I still lost......
When they were twenty years old, their father fell from a tall building due to overwork, and he didn't leave them a word
When he was twenty-one years old, his mother became ill because of his father, and the burden of the family fell on his mother alone
The younger brother's illness was brought out of the mother's womb, and the respiratory tract was not fully developed, so it was inseparable from treatment
Finally, my brother's illness was cured through technology, and the ideal company also sent a notice and got a degree
At the age of twenty-five, he was in a car accident on the way to meet his younger brother's girlfriend
The moment I fell, I saw the panicked crowd around me, watching the phone that fell out of my hand next to my ear, next to which music was ringing, showing that the person on it was my only relative
Maybe I'm in a hurry and worried, so I called to ask about my situation
It's just that I don't have the strength to lift my hand anymore
Gradually, the surrounding noisy sounds, nice bells quieted down
Looking at the sky, I smiled.
There is relief... There is reluctance... There is unwillingness....... But more often than not, it was the ease of suddenly letting go.