I'm Luo Tian, in the eyes of many people I am a heinous villain, and some people even want to drink my blood and eat my flesh, but they can't do it, even when I close my eyes when I'm old, they don't do it, but no one knows how much I want people to do it.

Isn't it strange to say that there are people who want someone else to kill themselves, but I know it's not fake. If I can give my all in exchange for her willingness to appear in my dreams, then I will.

I'm Lottey, and no one knows how I felt when I first saw Roshi, because even I didn't know.

But despite this, I still believe why there is such an expression as a glance for ten thousand years, because the first time I saw Roshi, I knew that this person was my calamity, and I couldn't escape the fate.

Do you know what it means to be possessive when you see someone? At that time, I remember her singing in the song hall and wearing a red dress that did not match her simple face at all. She was like an out-of-place person who suddenly appeared in the impetuous world, and I never admitted that I couldn't let go of it at that glance.

But for someone like me, who is always gambling on his life, how can he deserve to have her, so I just watched, simply listened to her tell her story.

But God is so obedient, and it didn't take long for Roshi to be harassed by the cabaret guests, and you don't know that I wanted to kill someone. I hate her for not loving herself, I hate those people for being blind, but I hate myself even more for being cowardly.

But as the guests became more and more excessive, I still took action, I can't let such a girl be ruined in my cowardice, absolutely not.

That was the first time I spoke to her, and she spoke like a simple child, full of innocence and innocence.

Originally, I just thought that the reason she came to the song hall was because of money, so I gave her a check for her to fill out, after all, it was the first time I had love in recent years. But I didn't expect her to refuse directly without even thinking about it, and the refusal was crisp.

Although many people think that she doesn't know how to lift, but I think this is her, and I am faintly happy in my heart, after all, she will not be cheated out of money casually.

But as she spent more and more time in the cabaret, my eyes kept on him. And as time went on, many people saw that she had no backstage, and more and more people wanted to do something to her, and I finally couldn't bear it anymore.

I took her away and asked her why she wanted to stay, only to get an answer that I was looking for.

It turned out that she was the only warmth I had in my entire childhood, and she was always looking for me, and I found many reasons to lose her.

At this moment, I am extremely grateful to God, it must be that God has seen that I have worked too hard so I sent her to me as a gift, yes.

After my constant pursuit, she finally relented and she was willing to be my girlfriend. That feeling is really much happier than grabbing a field and making a lot of money.

During the days with him, we were like ordinary couples on the street, kissing because of a delicious food, turning into a mess of water because of her coquettishness, and being happy like a child because she liked it. It was the happiest day of my life, really.

But the good times didn't last long, just like the old saying goes, love is proud, shopping malls are frustrated, anyway, my business began to be attacked by the police little by little.

At first, I thought that there was an inner demon within us, so I conducted a comprehensive inspection of all the forces, but found nothing.

It was at this moment that someone shifted their attention to her, and I was furious, how could it be, she was my lover, I didn't believe it.

But when the evidence came out in front of me, I couldn't even say a word.

I couldn't believe that the person who had been with me all this time, and whom I trusted with all my heart, turned out to be an undercover police agent. So I didn't show up in front of her again that week because I didn't know how to face her.

But no amount of evasion needs to be faced, isn't it? I remember that she wore a white dress, exactly like hers.

When I questioned her, I didn't even dare to look her in the eye, and I thought that if she said no, then even if she deceived me, she would still protect her, and I confessed.

But she didn't, she looked at me and admitted it, her name is not Chen Tingting, she is Luo Xi.

She is not my Chen Tingting anymore, she chose to become Luo Xi. She said she had faith, and that it was something that could make her give up her life, but I didn't understand it.

It didn't take long for us to be surrounded, and I looked at her for the first time, and I could tell that she was disappointed by the look in my eyes, but I forced myself not to explain, in fact, I just wanted to see if she wanted to go back.

Actually, there's nothing wrong with letting me die for her, but I can't catch up with my brothers, they shouldn't leave because of my selfishness, so I made the decision I regret the most in my life, kidnapping her and walking out.

Now that I think she must have been willing, she cooperated with me without a trace throughout the whole process, until we became helpless.

At that time I thought I was going to leave this world like this, really. But she suddenly started talking to me, she smiled and asked me if I ever loved her, and I lied to her and said no. But as soon as she asked me to look up, I could see that all my eyes were her.

Why did I lie to her, you ask? That probably stems from what little conscience I have left. I always felt that as long as she caught me, whether she was dead or alive, she would be able to be her policeman, and as long as I disappeared, she could return to Roshi's life as if nothing had happened.

I saw her crying, but I couldn't wipe her tears because there were so many people watching, and I was kidnapping her now. It was at that moment that I felt the danger, it was an innate sensitivity, but I didn't hide from it.

I closed my eyes and thought it was the only thing I could do, but the pain didn't come and she collapsed in front of me and told me, "Go!" ”

I don't know how she did it, I could only see her blood and not move a single step, if they hadn't grabbed me and ran away, I think I would probably have died with her.

Why did she abandon me like that? Why did she use her death to pave the way for me to flee? Why?

I've asked myself this question countless times, but there is no answer, and I want to tell her that I love her firmly when she asks her if I love her, but this is no longer possible.

I felt like she hated me, so no matter how much I pleaded, she didn't appear in my dreams once in all these years, and I knew she was punishing me for losing her.

But that's fine, let her live forever in my memory.

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