Chapter 49: Male God No. 6: The Black Emperor's Strong Favor (12)
Xia Mu admired this woman for the first time, and it was rare for her to be so calm when she wanted to bury the truth when it was revealed.
Besides, a woman who has pretended to be crazy and stupid for so many years, from fine clothes and fine food to emitting a stench, is not something that can be done with perseverance alone. This person is cruel to others, and even more cruel to himself. She couldn't help but admire Lou Xin. Of course, when this kind of admiration is related to Shen Xuan, it becomes not so pure.
She knew that Shen Xuan had never touched a woman other than her, and she thought that this was his secret obsession, but she never thought that there was a hidden secret in it.
Sensing Xia Mu's stiff expression, Lou Xin was rarely happy, "Hahahahaha, this is retribution." No one escapes heaven's retribution. Just like me, I was forced to pretend to be crazy and stupid in exchange for a chance to live, the queen mother lost her children one after another and waited stupidly for the truth of the emperor, Concubine Chun committed suicide and left the young prince, is this all over? Revenge has only just begun.
That's it, for the sake of your eyes, I will tell you that the current emperor saw his mother and concubine obediently lying under the eunuch and wanted to die, and his father and emperor pampered his aunt in the side hall next door. How ridiculous, the promiscuous palace forced the pure concubine to die in front of her son. This is a kind of revenge, this is an uncherished burden to the emperor. Let your most favored son lose his desire to be a man can really make him feel painful. ”
Xia Mu didn't expect that the last thing Concubine Chun left to Shen Xuan before she died was hatred, and she couldn't help but feel sorry for the man who pretended that nothing had happened.
For the young Shen Xuan, what he gets when he needs love the most is catharsis and unwillingness, if it weren't for her appearance, maybe he wouldn't be able to break through the psychological barrier to learn to accept someone in his life.
In the world of feelings, there should be not only hatred, but also love, so that each other can become a better appearance.
seemed to feel that Xia Mu's expression was a little flat, and Lou Xin gave her another heavy blow, "Do you know why the queen's children were lost one after another?" ”
Without waiting for an answer, she said to herself, "Because no one wants these children to grow up alive except the queen herself, not even their fathers." What kind of feelings does the woman who introduced the harem out of balance talk about? At that time, the power of the right prime minister Liu family was too great, and in the place where they guarded, the world only knew the Liu family but did not know the emperor. How could the Shen family's country be touched by others?
Therefore, it is the most effective way to make the queen unable to give birth. As for why Shen Xuan was later chosen to be raised by the queen, he also calculated out of compensation. If I let you lose your child, I will compensate you for it, so that you can't make any more trouble. Moreover, with the queen's body and psychology at that time, even if she had a child, she would not be too intimate.
The future emperor and the powerful Liu family are not in agreement, and it is possible for the Shen family to keep the country, instead of the nominal surname Shen, the actual surname Liu.
As for why I chose Shen Xuan, I think it was probably because of love. The only thing that can't be seen in the entire harem is the pure concubine and the emperor himself. Because of the belated awakening, he put the country in the hands of his beloved son, how funny. ”
This is the first time Xia Mu has experienced the horror and helplessness of the harem, and there is deep sadness in the seemingly mocking words in Lou Xin's mouth.
Everyone in the story ends up being tormented by the story, and everyone is a tragedy. The queen only suffered the loss of a child because she was in a prominent family. Concubine Chun only ended up committing suicide because of her pursuit of love, and Lou Xin herself, who was forced to give birth to a child at a young age, was forced to enter the palace, pretending to be a madman in order to survive, and lost herself. As for the emperor, he understood too late, and thought that everything was under control but in vain.
The most innocent Shen Xuan can only live in the shadows. There are no winners in the harem, everyone loses themselves there and lives as devils. Xia Mu was suddenly very glad that he accepted this commission, some people's lives are too hard and need a little sweetness to continue to live.
For Shen Xuan, without him speaking, she could feel the possessiveness that penetrated deep into the bone marrow. Originally, Xia Mu felt that there should be a little gap in each other's worlds to allow more freshness to come in, but now she suddenly felt that this was not bad.
The man in every world is a completely new person, and the personality encounters will be different. If they are demanded with a uniform appearance, they are the greatest disrespect to them. She always thought that the so-called strategy mission was actually meaningless, because every time he took the initiative to approach, she always forgot that some people's internal wounds needed to be stitched up. She suddenly felt that she should take the strategy mission more seriously, because it was not only the original owner who was injured, but also someone waiting for rescue.
"Alright, the story is over, and now it seems like it's time to deal with the matter between us." As soon as Lou Xin's words fell, Xia Mu realized that he was not a guest who came to listen to the story, but a pitiful little man whose life was held in his hands.
Although Lou Xin said it was very serious and even a little scary, Xia Mu actually didn't feel much malice from it.
In fact, from the moment she stepped into this house, Lou Xin had countless opportunities to kill her, but she didn't act. Even if she pinched her neck with her hand, she waited until she was almost out of breath and let go, which made Xia Mu always feel that she was too lonely.
Even though she repeatedly talked about what would happen after she went out, she never acted. Just a person can pretend to be crazy and stupid for many years, as long as she wants to, it shouldn't be difficult for her to go out.
She was so lonely that she wanted to talk to someone who had enough secrets to break her bones, as long as someone was willing to let her vent.
Xia Mu retracted his right foot from the door, slowly lowered his body, and sat on the pillar on the side. Just looked at her quietly and smiled.
Lou Xin maintained his original posture and trembled his hands, his eyes gradually turned red, and big tears slipped down. At first, it was just a whimper, but then it turned into a howl. It's like crying out all the grievances of this life.
Xia Mu raised his arm stiffly, slowly but firmly put his hand behind Lou Xin's back and stroked it slowly. Sensing that Lou Xin stiffened for two seconds, she pretended not to care and still didn't speak.
Feeling the trembling of Lou's heart, Xia Mu suddenly felt a sadness from the bottom of her heart, which did not come from her but the original owner Liu Ningyun. Perhaps it was a similar fate that was manipulated, and Liu Ningyun dared to release her sorrow and unwillingness for the first time. Two poor women separated by time and space are in this space, and they don't have words to tell each other their grievances. It's like holding a baby who warms each other, but it's pure but helpless.