Chapter 10: Farewell
Xu Luoluo's brain structure is very simple, and her thoughts are very simple, she thought that Ren Shaoyan watched her eat so intently because she also wanted to eat noodles.
Ren Shaoyan didn't speak, just shook his head, indicating that he didn't want to eat noodles.
Ren Shaoyan is so silent, but Xu Luoluo knows that he is a very warm person in his heart, but he has a lot of words and doesn't know how to express them, which does not affect the relationship between them.
"My mom is in better health now, so you don't have to go over." Ren Shaoyan knew what kind of situation Xu Luoluo was in by Chen Xueqin's side, and he felt very sorry for her.
Ren Shaoyan had already tried to find a way to get her out of all this, but he only dared to wait for his mother to get better.
Of course Xu Luoluo is happy, she is unwilling to serve Chen Xueqin, because Chen Xueqin has a lot of malice towards her, Xu Luoluo is not perfect enough to deal with anyone, especially a woman who has a blood feud with her.
"You mean I don't have to serve anymore?"
"Yes, you have worked hard during this time, and the grievances between adults actually have nothing to do with you." Ren Shaoyan came this time not only to reassure Xu Luoluo, but also to say goodbye to her, "If you agree, I will arrange for you to study abroad, after a long time, my mother will no longer remember you, and she will no longer embarrass you." ”
went to study abroad, the last time Xu Luoluo thought about this matter was when she first arrived at Ren's house, and at that time she arranged for her to study abroad.
Now that he mentions this matter again, Xu Luoluo is still a little resistant.
"No need, it's very expensive to study abroad, I can't afford the tuition, and I don't want you to help me bear it, and when I go to college in the future, I'll go again if I have the opportunity."
It's not that Xu Luoluo has no yearning for foreign countries, but when he thinks of going to a place where he is not familiar with life, he wants to leave his grandmother, and it is difficult to see Ren Shaoyan again.
Ren Shaoyan also secretly thought about this for several days because of this, he wanted to help Xu Luoluo into the current predicament, and when he thought of sending her abroad, he would miss her, so he fell into a dilemma.
Now that Xu Luoluo's attitude is clear, Ren Shaoyan is also relieved.
"Then let's stop here between us, I hope you can be more considerate of the previous things, and I will make up for you financially for the sufferings you have suffered."
Ren Shaoyan has already thought about it, the grievances and grievances of the previous life are over, he is a big man, there is no need to hold on to a little girl, and his mother's pain will eventually heal over time.
In order to be able to talk to Ren Shaoyan politely, Xu Luoluo bit off the noodles and stopped eating: "You don't have to compensate me, I didn't suffer any losses, I went to your house for so long, I learned a lot of things, and I also ate a lot of delicious food, so it was a summer camp." ”
The words spoken by this student are different, and the summer camp is far away in Ren Shaoyan's memory.
secretly laughed at Xu Luoluo's cuteness, but the grievances between them were destined not to be together, and Ren Shaoyan had already accepted his fate, thinking that it was over, but now he has been stumbling until now.
This period is like stolen time, and finally there is an ending, Ren Shaoyan stood up: "Then I'll go." ”
Xu Luoluo should be satisfied with the big iceberg of Ren Shaoyan for so long, but there is a voice in his heart that has been clamoring, hoping to stay with him for a while.
Xu Luoluo knew that he didn't know when he would be able to meet again next time, and every word Ren Shaoyan said and his expression showed that he wanted to say goodbye to himself.
"And when are you coming next?"
From the last time to this time, it was not a few days, but Xu Luoluo felt that it was as long as centuries, and the hair of anticipation was going to turn gray, and that guy finally appeared.
"It's nothing, I'm not coming."
Xu Luoluo seemed a little sad: "But we are friends, you come to see me, friends walk around each other, isn't it also appropriate." ”
Ren Shaoyan didn't say anything, glanced at Xu Luoluo and left, and the room fell silent for a moment.
Did Ren Shaoyan really come here, Xu Luoluo was a little dazed for a moment, and without him, he felt that the room was so desolate and deserted.
I can't say how much I love him, I just want to stay with Ren Shaoyan, and even want to snatch people over, Xu Luoluo feels afraid of this kind of thought, so she is going to evolve into a female hooligan.
Ren Shaoyan has not seen her again, Xu Luoluo still doesn't know that Chen Xueqin was used by Ren Shaoyan to spend money abroad to travel, so he has no time to take care of her for the time being.
After the college entrance examination, it takes nearly three months of vacation to go to the new school to report, and Xu Luoluo always comes up with the idea of wanting to play with Ren Shaoyan.
Missing Ren Shaoyan too much, causing some abnormalities in the brain, in order to prevent himself from going crazy, Xu Luoluo found a few more part-time jobs, and he was very busy every day, and he wanted to pass this vacation quickly.
Maybe when you go to college, you will completely forget about this fantastic experience.
Time seemed to become very slow all of a sudden, Xu Luoluo counted the days with his fingers, as if he couldn't get by, and always stayed in July.
"Look at what you've been a little abnormal about lately, is it because you miss someone too much, I told you a long time ago that the best way to forget the past is to start a new relationship." Chu Tiantian has been chattering next to Xu Luoluo for several days, and has been trying to persuade her to find a boyfriend.
"Falling in love is not in a hurry, you need to meet the right person, if it's not the right person, isn't it playing with other people's feelings? I don't want to be like that. "Xu Luoluo has been very principled since she was a child, and there are some truths that her grandmother taught her, and she has always been regarded as a life guideline.
"There's a party tonight, it's said that they're all handsome guys, do you want to try your luck?"
Xu Luoluo has been busy working part-time, and she is now at Chu Tiantian's house, and she was urgently called by several phone calls, saying that there was something important to announce.
Chu Tiantian has been busy putting on makeup since Xu Luoluo entered the door, and just finished putting on makeup, she began to try on clothes back and forth, a large cabinet of clothes, and none of them seemed to be satisfactory to her.
"I'm not going, I still have a part-time job to do in the evening." Chu Tiantian said that it was not the first time to take her to the sorority, and Xu Luoluo only had Ren Shaoyan in his heart.
After seeing people like Ren Shaoyan, it is not interesting to look at others and see that everyone is an ordinary person.
"You can do any job, and you can never make enough money, but you urgently need someone to fill your current vacancy." Chu Tiantian really thought about Xu Luoluo, because she found that Xu Luoluo has always been distracted recently, and sometimes looking at the phone can be silly for a long time, which is too dangerous.
That smile is like when she was chasing stars, but Xu Luoluo is not chasing stars, she is chasing a big living person who is better than a star, and this person, Chu Tiantian thinks that Xu Luoluo really needs a certain amount of courage and luck if he wants to be with him.
"I'm not going, I'm going to deduct money for a day, I don't want to fall in love now, I just want to get rich overnight." Xu Luoluo's previous concept of money was to live enough, and if he had the ability, he could save a little more to ensure his grandmother's quality of life in the future.
But since she met Ren Shaoyan, her outlook on life has changed, and Xu Luoluo especially wants to make more money.
Although I know that no matter how hard I work, the distance from Ren Shao Yan is still very far, but people have dreams, and the closer to Ren Shao Yan, a rich man, the better, and he has more confidence to speak.
"You have to go today, you have to go if you don't go, I have to sign up for you, and the clothes are ready for you, but it cost me 200 yuan."
Chu Tiantian was heartbroken for Xu Luoluo's lifelong event: "After graduating from high school, it is very beneficial for girls to participate in the following sorority parties, even if they go to college, they can be scattered in two if they are not in the same city, fortunately, in this three-month time, it is not too lonely to have someone to accompany them, youth, it is used for indulgence." ”
"I'm really not going, falling in love is responsible for feelings, I can't just find someone to start." Xu Luoluo seemed to be quite clear, but in fact, he hadn't talked about it once.
"You see that you are young and living like you are going to become a monk, and today you have to listen to me."
Because of Chu Tiantian's power, Xu Luoluo finally succumbed, that guy actually threatened to break off friendship with her, Xu Luoluo couldn't take Chu Tiantian too seriously, after all, he was her best friend, and he planned to go on hand in hand.
Xu Luoluo's makeup today was specially created by Chu Tiantian, pink eyeshadow, the tails of the eyes are decorated with lilac, the entire eye makeup is shiny, and the lips are also coated with crystal lip gloss, Chu Tiantian said that only in this way will it be more attractive.
Xu Luoluo was even more unprecedentedly wearing a white dress with a white hairpin, looking like a pure lady.
The party was held on the lawn, surrounded by a variety of flowers, the whole venue was fragrant with flowers, small lights shining everywhere, and melodious music brought an extremely romantic atmosphere.
When Xu Luoluo stepped on this land in white tourist shoes, she knew that this seemed to be a suitable place for a romantic start, but unfortunately, except for Ren Shaoyan, no one would make her want to take a second look.
"Hello, beauty, I saw you on campus, you are the legendary school flower, let's add a contact information." Chu Tiantian had already run over to talk to others, Xu Luoluo was alone, and as soon as he appeared on the stage with a wine glass, a boy came over to talk.
"Hello, hello, well, if you add contact information, wait a minute, I still have some things." Xu Luoluo doesn't seem to be very good at getting along with boys, and even his best male friends are sissies.
As soon as she saw the boy take the initiative, she was so frightened that she hurriedly ran away with her skirt, sat in a corner, and ate her favorite chocolate cake in the buffet in small bites, her heart fluttered and she was very restless.
The atmosphere here is very good, but Xu Luoluo feels that she is incompatible with them, the boys and girls who come here are all filled with a pure atmosphere, exuding the smell of love, and she is like a lonely person.
Xu Luoluo hadn't sat down for a while, and the boy just now stuck to him like a dog skin plaster, staring at Xu Luoluo very impolitely for a long time, and then sat opposite Xu Luoluo.
"Beauty, don't be so faceless, since you're all here, what are you doing so coldly, usually you pretend to be a goddess on campus, but now you can't let go of your body, you won't be happy."