But her jealousy was like a flower of sin, blooming more and more vigorously, and she was overwhelmed by it.

Why can she not be herself, but Xia Jin can't?

Why does she have to play a qualified idol, but Xia Jin always goes her own way?

Why did she have to work so hard to get to this point, but Xia Jin had no effort?

Gradually, she could no longer see Xia Jin's kindness to her, she could only think of how hateful Xia Jin was, and how pitiful she was.

But in fact, her first luxury bag was given to her by Xia Jin.

The clothes she wore for the first time at the airport were matched by Xia Jin.

She learned to dance slowly, and it was Xia Jin who accompanied her in the practice room late at night to correct one movement after another.

The first time she stood on the stage, she almost vomited nervously, but it was Xia Jin who kept encouraging her.

She was scolded by Xia Jin's fans at the time for sticking blood sucking upside down, and it was Xia Jin who stood up and told fans not to say that.

Gradually, Xia Jin's kindness to her was drowned in her jealousy.

Let her forget that they were also sincerely happy for each other.

Da Chun heard that the voice over there was getting weaker and weaker, and he also felt that his words were too heavy, and said softly: "Ruoxuan, you are still young, you have a lot of fans to support, and you will slowly become popular." ”

Wang Ruoxuan watched her Weibo private messages being bombarded constantly, all of them were scolding herself, many of them were unbearable, some cursed her to death, some said that she was vicious, and some said that she was treacherous and beat her upside down.

But there are also some fans who still can't believe that they jumped out to support her, explaining powerlessly with their weak strength, and many fans comforted her in private messages.

"Xuanxuan, we all believe in you, it's okay, come on!"

"You are my biggest support, when you cried on the final stage and said that you hoped that ordinary girls could have their own stage, I have been paying attention to you since then, even if many people say that you are not good, I will not leave."

"In my mind, you are the most dazzling, Wang Ruoxuan, come on!"

These are her fans, they have been silently guarding her, in their eyes she is the best and most dazzling, but she is sorry for their love and betrays their trust.

Wang Ruoxuan didn't know how long she sat on the ground, but finally she stood up, opened the curtains, revealing the first rays of sunshine in the early morning, and she opened her mobile phone and posted a Weibo.

"I'm sorry, Xia Jin, I'm sorry, my fans, I did something very serious and wrong. I have lived up to Xia Jin's friendship with me, and I have also failed the support of my fans, and I have lived up to my original dreams and hopes, I will use the rest of my life to repay this apology, I will retire from the entertainment industry indefinitely, thank you for your company along the way, I'm really sorry, goodbye! ”

After posting this Weibo, she raised her head, didn't care about the tinkling phone, and gave a relieved smile to the distant sunshine that she had never had.

Wang Ruoxuan's response on Weibo silenced fans, they could deceive themselves and say that the recording was fake, and other people's accusations were fabricated, but when Wang Ruoxuan personally stood up to respond to the incident, they didn't know what to say.

To blame this person who once gave him so much support?

Some fans did this, they felt that their tears and their efforts had been deceived, and they frantically stepped on Wang Ruoxuan, hating the youth who fed the dogs in those years.

And some fans silently left the fandom, some no longer want to chase stars, and some slowly fall in love with others.

There are also some fans, under her Weibo and in private messages, silently replying that it doesn't matter, hoping that her future life can be bright and happy and do what she wants to do.

And these haven't occupied the topic list for half a day, and new events have jumped on the hot search, and Xia Jin's interview in "Into Life" was officially broadcast today.

In the face of the host's sharp questions, Xia Jin replied one by one in an orderly and clear manner.

"What is an idol? Idols should be a light, some people will think that star-chasers are stupid, why should they pin their helplessness on real life on another virtual image, but I think that star-chasers are actually very simple, they just have another dream, and idols carry this dream. ”

"Idols practice hard to dance, which will motivate them to do their best at work; The attitude of idols in the face of gains and losses will allow them to face life more open-mindedly; If you can not only pay attention to the clothes that idols like, the bags that idols like, and the scandals of idols, but also pay attention to the character and attitude of idols, then I believe that there will be greater gains on the road of chasing stars. ”

"I also admit that some scientific research workers, or great doctors and teachers now, have not received as much attention as celebrities, which is very bad, in fact, we should focus more on the ordinary and great people around us, every hard work, every person who pays silently, should be an idol. Even everyone who has worked hard should be praised. ”

"What is the attitude in the face of scandals... I can only say that it is true that sometimes there is no topic without scandals, but I want to be a person who uses my own strength to impress fans, and I hope everyone will pay attention to my works. No one likes to live in the malice of others, and I also hope that everyone can look at the private lives of celebrities with more kindness. ”

As soon as this interview was released, it shocked the whole network, who is Xia Jin, who is the new girl group member this year, who was riddled with scandals before, and now it can be described as the top traffic, this rollercoaster-like reputation makes people who are most familiar with the entertainment industry can't help but be surprised.

And what is "Into Life", it is a veteran program of CCTV, although the ratings are top-notch, but no matter how you look at it, the two are not related.

And when Xia Jin recorded this show, she was infamous and questioned, and it was hard to imagine how she expressed these thoughts rationally and gently, which suddenly caused an uproar.

"My goddess is a goddess, she speaks well and makes sense, my goddess is also on "Into Life", it's too big!"

"Wocao, my dad, a person who has never watched the girl group, asked me who this Xia Jin was, and said that he had become a fan of Xia Jin, and asked me to teach him how to make a list for Xia Jin."

"Hahahaha, the same father, but my father uses Xia Jin to educate me every day, telling me to study hard and work as hard as Xia Jin."

"I admire Sister Xia, the public opinion on the Internet at that time was overwhelmingly scolding her, she was not affected at all, this psychological quality is really awesome, and it is really clear that the pure person is self-purifying."

"It's not a loss to pay attention to Sister Xia, she can dance, catch loaches, and she can still say such reasonable things, she deserves to have an older brother who is a professor, and she is definitely a scholar."

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