Who can believe that I've only written so many words since I sat at 2 a.m. The plot is obviously very clear, but it is difficult to concentrate. Work on the second script recently began, and it didn't go well either. An experienced friend suggested that I should not just go for a physical examination, but should see a professional psychologist, thinking that my drowsiness is a sign of anxiety, right?

But I actually want to do everything very well in my heart, I don't want the dark moon to leave the regret of the mountains and seas, I once firmly and resolutely told myself to renew well.

I told myself, I must be like this, how it must be!

Sometimes I feel that I am not a person who can see clearly, just like the mountains and seas are not finished, and I have been running away for almost three years.

However, I am definitely not a person who will give up on myself.

In the face of a stressful job, I told myself that I must think in a good direction, and I must give myself a plan full of hope and vitality.

Yes, nothing.

Dark Moon So far, I owe 10,000 words, and I will pay it back in a few days.

I don't read book reviews, and I don't want to imagine the scolding of book reviews.

The script or something, it's going to be urgent. But I can also... Well, you can also play a trick and drag it out?

If you feel that you can't completely relax, every dream can't get rid of being at work, it's a really annoying dream, a moment in the dream code words are completed, and a while is not completed...

Then I'll really rest for a few days and completely empty myself.

I leave myself a bright outlet. During the Chinese New Year, I'm going to stop updating the Dark Moon. From the 30th of the Chinese New Year's Eve to the 7th day of the Lunar New Year! I wasn't the author at the time, so I imagined I was a vagrant.

Sometimes I am annoyed, why can other authors do it? I'm just scum?! I made a lot of excuses, my book was more difficult, how was I, how was I.... Actually, I was a little frustrated.

Because Dark Moon is a book to be explained to others, the pressure is even more like a mountain.

I tell you, if you don't ask for sympathy, you won't sell badly.

I just feel that no matter what, everyone who reads the book is someone who deserves to be seriously explained by me, even if it exposes their vulnerability.

Yes, I'm going to face it.

I also want to explain that I don't mean to do what I can. It's that something comes suddenly and isn't planned. I didn't even think that the script work would come out of no, and let me refuse? That's impossible, my own work, to be able to do it myself, is what I have always wanted.

Because I don't want it to be unrecognizable one day. Even if it is to change, it must be adapted by myself.

If I hadn't insisted like this, a lot of film and television would have come out a long time ago.

I'm just going to explain to you that some things have long exceeded the ability to do these four words, which are obsessions in my heart.

Wait a minute, there's another chapter of 2000 words.

At least I don't owe debt today, I don't want to owe more and more words, I try to find the state.

I had to start exercising to get rid of this drowsiness.

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