Chapter 130: Suicide in fear of sin
She suddenly wanted to laugh, sneered, laughed...... laughed at how ignorant she was, how arrogant and conceited, what love and sadness, in fact, but she regretted it because she had lost her love over the years, knowing that he would be a generation of emperors, knowing that his sincerity could not be given to her alone, she was so stupid that a moth to a fire.
He looked at her resolute back, and his heart ached, when did they become like this......
Since he said that he would find out the truth, then she didn't have to worry too much, she believed that Qi Mo would never do this, she was so kind, so cowardly, she couldn't do this deadly thing.
Who did it, she knows better than anyone else, but she doesn't want to care about it now, she just needs to come back and come back well.
However, in this deep palace wall, so the beauty is a dream after all.
She stumbled to the ground, and she was still at the gate of Yongning Palace, when she heard the cry of the reckless crying of the sky, Mama Jinyun stepped forward to support her, and kept wiping the tears on her face with a handkerchief.
She panicked for no reason, grabbed Jinyun's hand, and said, "What's wrong?" ”
"Niangniang, Qi Mo...... No ......"
Her body was weak, if it weren't for Mama Jinyun's tight grip, she would have fallen to the ground.
She didn't have much strength to speculate on the details of the matter, she just wanted to see Qi Mo.
It was still so dark Si Zheng's prison cell, still emitting a wet and pungent smell, or that death-like haze and gorgeous atmosphere, as if there was a big hand, tugging at her heart, making her breathe so painful.
In that corner, the woman in palace clothes curled up in the sun, her hands and feet still wearing heavy shackles, and the white silk next to her was so soft and flawless, but this white silk made the woman lying next to her not even have a trace of breath and squirm.
She breathed sluggishly, and sat down on the moldy black straw: "Qimo, I've come to see you......"
She shook it, but she seemed to be afraid of hurting the person in her arms, shaking so lightly, so softly, but for a long time, Qi Mo never reacted, a slight strangulation mark on her neck, so small, if it weren't for the fact that she was holding Qi Mo now, so close to her, I am afraid it would not be visible.
Oh, instructed by someone to murder concubines and imperial heirs? What a crime, count them in one fell swoop! Suicide in fear of sin? What a good reason, there is no proof of death. Queen, can't you tolerate me like this? Are you so unwilling to let go of the people around me?
My Qimo, the Qimo who came in a hurry and told me that he and the bamboo mushroom were quarrelling;
the Qi Mo who made plum blossom cakes with me;
The Qi Mo who was so scared in the firewood room, but always protected himself;
Qi Mo, whose face was swollen to the ground, but still had to be taken care of by his side;
The Qi Mo who didn't know when I would return, but still cleaned the room;
The timid Qi Mo who didn't dare to speak, but always liked me and was anxious for me;
the one who is not noisy or noisy, obedient to the contrary, and just wants to live a stable life;
I promised you that I would send you out of the palace and live the days you wanted, but Qi Mo, I really didn't use it, I couldn't even do such a small thing.
I know that the queen will definitely not be good for you if you let you go to Kunning Palace, but Qi Mo, I am so hateful, I still let you go.
I know that you are suffering in the prison cell, but Qimo, I am so cowardly, I can't even say the promise to save you, because I am afraid, I can't do it.
Qimo, Qimo......
I'm sorry, I can't save you, I'm sorry......
I have never been so sad, and the pain that I can't bear to hold back on my heart has erupted at this moment.
Also, disappointment with that man.
It seems that he carried himself back to Yongning Palace, seeing that bright yellow, she was so painful, she had never wanted to escape so strongly, she struggled desperately, but she didn't have the strength.
She was sick, unconscious for several days and nights, he stayed by her side to take care of her, and the familiar voice and aroma lingered around her, every time she was unconscious before, as long as she heard him call her "Xin'er, Xin'er", even if she arrived at the gate of hell, she would do her best to run back, but now, she didn't want to wake up, didn't want to see him, didn't want to ......
Didn't he have the queen and the child in her womb? Didn't he hate himself for killing Shen Zhaoyi and her child? So why is he still here? She doesn't want his fake kindness!
It was him, knowing that the queen was not kind to Qi Mo, and also pointed Qi Mo to Kunning Palace, it was he who beat Qi Mo into Si Zheng's prison cell and killed Qi Mo, she will never forgive him again in her life!
If she could, she would just sleep like this, she didn't want anything for the rest of her life, she didn't want any Hongyan Valley, and all the apricot blossoms were also thanked, she didn't want anything, she didn't want anything.
But she has to wake up, Qi Mo can't leave with such a charge, Qi Mo can't die without turning a blind eye, she wants to give Qi Mo justice!
When she slowly opened her eyes, there was his tired and haggard face in front of her, and when she opened her eyes, her sad eyes bloomed with excitement: "Xin'er, Xin'er, you're awake, do you know, I'm worried about death." ”
He was still stubbornly unwilling to call me in front of him, as if just one word was enough to remove himself from her world.
But her world, at the moment of Qi Mo's death, had frozen all the beauty and fantasy of this person.
"Qimo, pour me a glass of water...... her eyes crossed over to him, looking behind her.
It's just this sentence that made Jinyun Mama and Yu Yan's eyes red again, and she suddenly came back to her senses, Qi Mo, hasn't Qi Mo already gone? She smiled wryly and shook her head.
But the emperor got up and poured water for her personally, tested the temperature of the water, and it was still warm, and then it came to her mouth, and there was guilt and apology in his eyes: "Come, Xin'er." ”
But she turned her face away, the water flowed down her white neck into the placket, the warm water was like hot tears, and the sticky feeling of the soaked placket made her heart ache so much.
The emperor also held a half-empty cup in his hand, at a loss, as if he was a child who had done something wrong.
She smiled bitterly, at the beginning, it was this childlike appearance that made her can't help but hug him and love him more, but how could she forget that he was still the emperor, the emperor at the top of ten thousand people, how many people wanted to hug him, how much he loved him, she was just one of them, and the love words he said in his own ear were also said in other people's ears.
The atmosphere in the dormitory was a little stagnant for a while, and when Mama Jinyun saw this, she stepped forward: "Your Majesty, Niangniang has just woken up, I'm afraid I'm hungry, please let the slave maid help Niangniang freshen up first, and then let Niangniang eat something, the emperor doesn't have to worry, the imperial doctor said that Niangniang will be fine when she wakes up." ”
The emperor sighed slightly, his eyes were full of helplessness and nostalgia, but he had to go out, almost running away, he really didn't know how to face such a cold and desperate her.