After leaving Luna's apartment, a light rain fell in the sky, and Jin Yi and You Mu sat in the car, looking out the window at the rain.

"Usually Jiaqi is very busy, but today it seems that it is a bit impossible for her to get off work normally." Jin Yi looked in the direction of Jiaqi's apartment and said.

There is still the joy of Jin Yi reconciling with You Mu after he first arrived at the Secret Case Bureau, and now that he thinks about it, he has been separated so many times, but fortunately, they will eventually come together.

Thinking of this, Jin Yi remembered the friends he met after coming to the Secret Case Bureau, although Qiao Jinyuan usually pretends to be stupid and stunned, but Jin Yi felt a little uncomfortable when he thought of turning against him one day.

It's the middle of June, and before you know it, the new year is halfway over.

"I found out, since I left school, I feel that time flies very slowly."

Jin Yi looked at You Mu and said, the two were still waiting downstairs in Jiaqi's apartment, Jin Yi used You Mu's mobile phone to send a text message to Jiaqi, but she didn't answer the phone and didn't reply to the text message.

"In the future, we may feel that time is faster, but will we sigh for time when we are at our age?" You Mu looked at Jin Yi for a moment.

"Who knows, I feel like I'm getting older, especially as I get closer to the truth."

"Why did you choose a psychology major at that time, instead of choosing a corresponding major, and go to the Secret Case Bureau for an internship after graduation?"

You Mu suddenly asked a question that Jin Yi didn't want to mention.

When she was diagnosed with major depression, no one knew, even Jiaqi was contacted by her later.

At that time, she didn't have anyone to talk to, she didn't know how to face You Mu, and Jin Yi at that time was not sure how long she would live.

She couldn't tell what it was like, it was the feeling of losing interest in anything.

Other girls will blush and heartbeat when they have a handsome boyfriend, feel happy when they are dating a lover, and eat a favorite meal that will stimulate the secretion of dopamine.

And Jin Yi is different from everyone, she can't say what she hates, in fact, she also feels that she has nothing to hate, she is more of a frustration, a feeling of powerlessness.

It feels like this is the end of my life, nothing has changed, no mistakes have been made, and nothing has changed.

At that time, when she was young, she attributed all her faults to her own background, and she felt that she would never be able to become the person she wanted to be by her mother's side, because her mother always tried to control herself with the wrong outlook on life.

At that time, she listened to the radio on the Internet and saw many people talking about the relationship with her mother-in-law after marriage, and at that time she even felt that there was no kind of pain more terrible than her mother, who had a strong desire to control but a distorted outlook on life.

Because if other people always bring you harm, it's a big deal to die and never get along, but the mother who always loves you cannot.

Our education constantly tells children that parents are the authority and that they are right not to disappoint them.

Are they really right?

Jin Yi hated thinking about those questions, and Jin Yi hated her mother very much at that time.

Did Lao Chen's matter just give up? Is she really not sad about Lao Chen's unjust death?

In Jin Yi's eyes, her mother has always been a person who pays attention to money and enjoyment, and Lao Chen's death does not seem to affect her wealthy life.

At that time, whenever her mother went out to play with a group of women with similar conditions and had a party at home, Jin Yi was extremely disgusted.

Either she didn't give everyone a good face, or she ran away from home, and at that time she would go directly to live in her grandmother's empty house.

is still young and vigorous, and I don't understand that even if my mother is unhappy, she doesn't know what to do.

Jin Yi's mother is a dance teacher, she was beautiful when she was young, and she still loves beauty when she is old.

In my mother's eyes, beauty is the most important thing, and other than that, nothing else matters. Guangxi

In fact, she doesn't care much about Jin Yi's academic performance, she mainly wants her daughter to be beautiful, and more importantly, let her marry a good person in the future.

So when Jin Yi went to You Mu's car and was seen by her mother, her mother was not angry with her precocious daughter, but felt that the boy's car that Jin Yi was looking for had a good taste.

This is Jin Yi's mother's outlook on life, in Jin Yi's eyes, her mother even feels a little bit of a poor and not a prostitute.

She doesn't care about her mother's outlook on life, what she hates is that the two have different views, but her mother always imposes it on her self-righteously.

The feeling of being forced is the feeling of being annoying.

At this time, You Mu's mobile phone rang, and You Mu glanced at it, "Wait, no one is at home, let's go back first." ”

"Well, I didn't expect her to go out."

"I said I was going to the province to attend a meeting, let's go, by the way, didn't you tell that kid about this?"

Jin Yi remembered that when he came back a few times ago, he did ask Xiao Dongjiang Guangwen about it, and by the way, he also asked him to help find out Luo Fei's whereabouts.

"Xiaodong and I have always been in contact by email, go back and use my computer to take a look, I don't think there should be, otherwise, this kid would have contacted me a long time ago."

"Let's go back and see."

When Jin Yi and You Mu arrived home, the rain stopped, and the air was filled with the smell of green grass, and Jin Yi fell in love with the scenery outside.

"If you like, let's go for a walk in the park, you're too busy every day to enjoy the scenery."

"Actually, the scenery in the north of the country is really good, looking at the castle surrounded by greenery every day, it is a dreamy scene, but the mood is a little indescribably weird.

I look at a lot of scenery in the manor, and I always feel like I've seen it somewhere. ”

You Mu put his arm around Jin Yi's shoulders and said, "Didn't you say that you had seen someone in your uncle's space before, it seems that that person had been to the Northern Kingdom." ”

"Yes, Li Ke's space, it's been more than ten years, I don't know if he still has an account."

"Why don't you give it a try, if you can get in touch."

"Well, I've never been too lazy to look at those things." Jin Yi said, turning around and walking in the direction of home.

"Don't want to go for a walk?" You Mu looked down at her, her eyes reflected the golden glow of the street lamp, crystal bright.

"No, there's more important things I want to do."

After returning home, Jin Yi turned on the computer and pulled out the chat software that she hadn't used for many years, only then did she find that Lao Chen's account was dark, and she tried to talk to the number that was not online.

"Hey!"

Jin Yi asked.

"How's it going? It's been a long time since I've been in touch, it's been ten years, are you okay? ”

After the message was sent, Jin Yi felt ridiculous, Lao Chen was no longer there, this kind of social account had long been replaced by someone else, and others would only think she was an advertisement.

Unexpectedly, when she and You Mu were absentmindedly scrolling through the news, the software came with a message.

Jin Yi didn't have time to put on her slippers, so she hurriedly ran to the computer, looking at the flashing avatar, feeling like her own heartbeat.

She double-clicks the screen to open the dialog.

"Hey!" The other party replied to her.