Chapter 81
"If there is a chance to start over, I will not join the Tianyuan team and see you, but how good it would be to be an ordinary person, so that I will not meet Wang Tianqi and them." Huang Feifei said.
Zhang Yi patted Huang Feifei on the shoulder and said, "Maybe I won't see you, if you hadn't come that time, maybe you wouldn't have come to my house today, you used to be bullied and came to my house to be calm and calm, but you didn't go home yesterday to worry your parents, aren't you afraid?" ”
Huang Feifei smiled, smiling very sadly, "What parents, in my opinion, this is already an imperfect family, I will never go back if I didn't come home to you yesterday, because that home is no longer the original home." Speaking of this, Huang Feifei leaned on Zhang Yi's shoulder, thinking about his family's affairs in the past, at that time, he was happy and happy, it was a beautiful family, but because his father was alcoholic, often domestic violence, his parents divorced, and Huang Feifei's mother got custody to avoid being tortured by Huang Feifei's father.
But when the wind is calm and there will be disasters, Huang Feifei's father doesn't know how to find them, and after finding them, he frantically asked Huang Feifei's mother for mental damages, he said that he spent all his energy on the two of them, and he didn't get much money, the two divorced, but Huang Feifei's father is ghostly, according to Huang Feifei's father's behavior, it was originally a violation of the law, and the two no longer have any husband and wife relationship, but what can be done, no matter where they move, he will always find them, Huang Feifei finally couldn't bear it, So at that time, Huang Feifei was still a ten-year-old boy, and he couldn't stand it when he saw his father bullying his mother, so he walked to the kitchen and picked up a fruit knife and walked towards his father.
That was Huang Feifei thought that as long as this person disappeared, his mother might not suffer anymore, whether it was Huang Feifei's mother or father, they were taken aback by Huang Feifei, looking at Huang Feifei holding a fruit knife, Huang Feifei's father was so frightened that he kept retreating, he wanted Huang Feifei to calm down, but at that time, Huang Feifei had already been carried away by the killing intent, even if Huang Feifei's mother wanted to stop it, it was too late, Huang Feifei personally solved his father, that is, from that time also changed Huang Feifei's character.
After this incident, due to the consideration of Huang Feifei's minority, the punishment will be reduced and the education will be good, Huang Feifei is under the age of fourteen, so there is no criminal responsibility, Huang Feifei did this for his mother's good, but he saw his mother's tears of disappointment because he didn't know what was wrong in his heart, he was sad, but he didn't show it, and after this person disappeared, no one would find them trouble.
When Zhang Yi talked about his parents, he just didn't speak and listened to them talk about his parents, but he couldn't tell his father in his heart, because he got rid of his father, he was always very sorry for his mother, adding a stain to his life.
For a man or woman who often drinks heavily, if he is often subjected to domestic violence, he can only say that domestic violence cannot solve any problems, machismo and feminism can only show your strength in family status, and if you are outside, you will say that the person is really good to me and I am happy, in fact, it is all a lie.
Maybe it's the macho father who makes Huang Feifei afraid to chat with the opposite sex, and when he sees the opposite sex approaching him, he will immediately hide away, never knowing what will happen in the next second.
Until Huang Feifei's mother reported him to taekwondo, that is, the Tianyuan team, that is the Tianyuan team, Xiao Jian and Zhang Yi, Zhang Yan was hospitalized for treatment at that time, so he didn't see Zhang Yan, Xiao Jian and Zhang Yi didn't reject him after Huang Feifei's mother knew about his past, and they cared for him very much after joining, and as time went by, Huang Feifei slowly came out of the previous scared character, and he was still a little afraid of the opposite sex.
Then there were Wang Tianqi, Chen Siyu, Yuli and Lin Zimo, after they joined, Huang Feifei was afraid to see them at first, so many women are probably the most he has seen.
But this is not a bad thing, maybe after getting familiar with it, Huang Feifei is no longer afraid of them and mingling with them, which makes Zhang Yi very pleased, until yesterday after Huang Feifei was put on makeup by the three people, Huang Feifei returned to his previous fear of women's character, and when they saw Wang Tianqi, they were afraid to see them, because seeing them not only hurt their self-esteem, but also afraid of being bullied.
Huang Feifei's matter is simply said here, back to the present Huang Feifei is in a good mood, with Zhang Yi by his side, he has a sense of security, and after the voices outside the door disappeared, Huang Feifei asked Zhang Yi, "I said, Zhang Yi, do you remember the thief?" ”
"Thieves? Oh! You mean Li Li! When it comes to thieves, Zhang Yi first thinks of Li Li, Li Li is the first thief he has ever seen, and when he says that a thief will immediately think of her.
"I heard that your relationship with her is not simple, do you have any thoughts about her?" Huang Feifei was reluctant to leave Zhang Yi's shoulder, who called Zhang Yi to give people a sense of security, this is Huang Feifei's self-thought.
Huang Feifei wanted to know about Zhang Yi and Li Li, Zhang Yi just shook his head and sighed, "Don't say it, I haven't seen her since she was discharged from the hospital last time, the last time I saw her at my house, maybe freedom is her destination, as for the relationship, it's not easy to say, if you want me to say anything, I treat her as a friend, she comes and goes without a trace, even I don't know where she is now, let alone I like her." ”
Huang Feifei was relieved when he heard this, he was worried that Zhang Yi would be snatched away by Li Li, but after listening to Zhang Yi's explanation, he was relieved, he didn't know her whereabouts Huang Feifei acquiesced to Li Li, this girl is missing and may have gone to other places to steal things, but when it comes to Li Li, Zhang Yi still has some regrets, and left before he explained the previous things clearly, he is the most sorry for Li Li, maybe Li Li left because he didn't want to see him, Zhang Yi believes that one day when he sees Li Li again, he and Li Li will have some changes, Li Li is no longer a thief tomboy, but a real big girl.
Zhang Yi's words are to take over the position of captain Xiao Jian, this is until Xiao Jian retires Zhang Yi will automatically be appointed as the captain, compared to this, he has more time to accompany Huang Feifei, a woman or something.
The relationship between the two became very delicate at this moment, Zhang Yi and Huang Feifei, who were originally just treated as brothers, found that they couldn't do without each other, if they were replaced by other people to see that the two of them were gay, it would be a heart disease, but if Zhang Yi didn't think so, when Huang Feifei leaned on his shoulder, Zhang Yi immediately thought of the word homosexuality, and there was nothing wrong with thinking about it, because he had experienced it, he would cultivate this feeling, not those who tried with the mentality of playing and seeing, most of them would fail.
Is it gay, there's nothing wrong with thinking about it, Zhang Yiyi looked at Huang Feifei and didn't know what it was like, but it was certain that Huang Feifei had that kind of feelings for Zhang Yi, in the past, Zhang Yi injured Huang Feifei in order to protect Huang Feifei's right arm, why wasn't Huang Feifei grateful, but after the original gratitude, it slowly turned into a good feeling, Huang Feifei thought in his heart, "Ah! It turns out that he likes boys, but will he accept me as a monster? ”
It's said that it's a monster, but it's actually that people's minds can't let go now, two men are tired of being together, and I always feel that these two men are really hopeless, but it's not like this, what heterosexual offspring are true love, and so on, I've heard it countless times, after all, it's not like those people abroad who are open, maybe this is basically not seeing homosexuality in China.
If you really change the person you like, it is very little, after all, it is not true love but false love is easy to debunk, and the fate of two people will also change in the future.
Huang Feifei was puzzled: "Zhang Yi, can I move out of my house and live with you?" I don't want to upset my mom. ”
Zhang Yi was very puzzled when he heard this, and asked, "Live with me?" You have to think clearly, you can't go back if you live with me. ”
Huang Feifei just opened his mouth and paused, in fact, this time Huang Feifei really moved out of his own house, if you look closely, you will find that there will be two suitcases outside the door of Zhang Yi's room, after Huang Feifei was bullied yesterday, Huang Feifei went home to pack his luggage and said to his mother that he would move out alone and no longer bother her.
Huang Feifei's mother wanted to keep Huang Feifei, but Huang Feifei's mind had been decided, and she would never change, Huang Feifei's mother also saw Huang Feifei leave with tears, and Huang Feifei's mother had already knelt on the ground and cried.