Chapter 35: Will You Miss Me If I'm Gone?

The carrier pigeon flapped its wings and stopped at the window of Shinoh's room.

Inside the house, King Xin's face was full of sadness. During this time, he has not been able to go to the court, and the secret report said that the court has already undergone great changes.

The emperor's health is not as good as before, Wei Zhongxian and the Hakka family are becoming more and more arrogant, and now they have secretly grasped the evidence that they colluded to murder the Gu Ming eunuch Wang An and the Donglin Party, and even now there are clues that they persecuted the emperor's concubines, including the queen. Maybe the queen's last miscarriage and current infertility were planned by them.

King Shin angrily tore the secret report to shreds. clenched fists, only to see the whitening joints. In the dark eyes, it seemed that fire was about to erupt. As long as there is more time, we will be able to grasp enough evidence, and then we will be able to catch them all, and there will be no possibility of turning over! His eyes flashed again, and the corners of his mouth were confidently hooked.

Suddenly, there was some noise outside the door, and he came back to his senses vigilantly: "Who! "The voice is sharp and intimidating.

She stood at the door, seeing that her body was almost well, and came out for a walk to see him. Standing outside for a long time, she was really stunned when she saw his murderous eyes and the corners of his mouth through the window, such a fierce gaze that she had never seen before.

Hear the sharp "Who! She was at a loss for what to do, and just wanted to turn around and leave, but at this time King Xin had already left the room.

Seeing her from afar, she changed her previous coldness to warm eyes like water, as if the cold King of Faith she saw before was just an illusion.

"Ying'er, you're here!" He hurried up to meet her and held her, but he also noticed the slight embarrassment between the two.

She smiled awkwardly: "I suddenly remembered that I forgot to take medicine when I just went out, so I went back to drink medicine first." With that, he turned and walked back.

"I'll send you back." Shin stood at her side.

"Lord Xie, no need." She walked away without looking back, leaving the king standing there steadily.

Along the way, his expression looped through her mind, and she frowned.

She used to think that he was just her gentle husband, with clean eyes, a clear voice, and full of tenderness, as if he was not stained by the world.

But how could she forget that he was also the king of the Ming Dynasty, the intrigue that he couldn't escape, the killing blood that he couldn't escape, and the power struggle.

Just because she hadn't seen him like this didn't mean that he never existed. His world doesn't belong to her after all. She couldn't fit into his world after all. Suddenly, she felt like she was isolated from another world that didn't belong to her, as if the two of them were unrelated.

Let's go, she didn't even have time to wait for the letter of resignation. As soon as she returned to the room, she tied her white handkerchief to the tree at the door, which was her agreement with Nan Ruochen.

"Really decided to go?" Nan Ruochen was already standing by her side.

"Hmmm! It's decided! She didn't hesitate, and after such a period of time, she wasn't surprised at all that Nan Ruochen was standing in front of her so quickly. is a person who comes and goes without a trace, which is like his style.

"Then you prepare first, I'll be waiting for you at the door of the inn tonight." After speaking, Nan Ruochen disappeared in a leap together. No one saw the smile on his lips, not even himself.

"......" She paused, looking at the who pushed the door in, fortunately, Nan Ruochen had disappeared, otherwise she wouldn't know how to explain his identity.

If she doesn't take her away, presumably the prince will not embarrass her, and her father will definitely give her a good home, but she has been with her for so long, she is really reluctant to let her go.

If you take her away, you won't know anything in the future, and the days of wandering around the world will definitely be difficult. Thinking about it, she made up her mind again.

"Miss, miss?" Seeing that she didn't react, he nudged her gently.

"Huh?" She was stunned for so long that she didn't hear the screams of the man. Such a push scared her.

"What is the young lady in a daze?" While skillfully pouring tea for her, he turned his head to look at her.

"If I'm gone, will you miss me?"

"Miss, what do you say? Miss is fine, how can she not be there? "I just thought that she had walked away from the ghost gate last time, and she was a little sad.

"I just said what ......if," she asked, feigning nonchalantness.

"What if......" Cun's eyes widened.

"I've been following Miss since I was sensible, and I've never left Miss, I really don't know what would happen without Miss, but I'm sure that I will be very sad and sad, and I will definitely miss Miss all the time......"

"When I'm gone, you must take good care of yourself, take good care of yourself, find someone you love and love yourself," live a warm life, and those things I can't achieve must be realized in you......" Of course, these words can only be silently blessed in her heart. Looking at the eyes, tears actually filled up.

Seeing this, he hurriedly took out a handkerchief: "Miss, what's the matter, Miss has become more and more sad since she was injured." She turned her head sideways and leaned into her arms. She also quieted down and patted her on the shoulder quietly.

After a long time, she let go of the house: "House, I'm hungry, can you help me make something to eat?" ”

"Well, what does Miss want to eat?"

"I'd like to eat the almond cake made by the restaurant, is that okay?"

"This ...... Then I have to borrow the kitchen from the shopkeeper and buy the ingredients, and the young lady may have to wait a little longer. ”

She nodded, and she ran out laughing, walking a short distance, and turned around and stuck out his tongue at her mischievously.

She looked at the jumping figure and had a moment of trance.

Wanting to eat almond cake is just a gimmick, trying to lure the basket away so that I can pack my luggage. In a flash, she disappeared from her sight.

After a long time, she withdrew her stunned gaze and began to pack her luggage one by one. Are you really leaving? Her tears fell into her clothes one by one, and as her luggage was packed, these reluctant tears would always wander with her.

After hastily packing her luggage and carefully hiding it, she slowly picked up her pen. It's just that the most uncomfortable moment in my heart is after I put pen to paper, before I put pen to paper......

Juanxiu's font paused and wrote on the yellow rice paper, and paused and wrote again, which was indescribably melancholy. There are too many words to be left, too many worries, too many unsustainable thoughts, but those who can't be realized by themselves can only be left on the letterhead word by word, let them realize it for themselves. Before I knew it, three pieces of paper had been written, and tears were sprinkled all over each handwriting, leaving flowers blooming one after another......

Suddenly, she heard from a distance humming a song all the way to this place, she tried to withdraw her thoughts, quickly hid the letter, wiped the tears on her face, quickly tidied up her clothes and sat down at the desk.