Chapter 243: The Past Is Not Going Well
As the saying goes, the loneliness of being alone can only be understood by the night.
The moonlight on the horizon, sprinkled a little afterglow, hidden in the night, quietly released melancholy thoughts.
In fact, the moonlight tonight is not so bright, faint, quiet, sprinkled in every corner, seemingly soothing every lonely heart.
The scorching heat of the day is not hot at night, but refreshing, the cold evening breeze blows on the face, and the comfortable sigh crosses the night sky, accompanied by the call of the tearing of the heart.
Since Xi Yanxue left the border city, she has been telling herself that she will never look at the moon alone in the dark night and grieve her fate, but she didn't expect that when she arrived in Shangjing, there were still a lot of troubles, and the days of fear were still around her.
I continue to worry about this, who said that the one who married at the beginning was a child of the royal family, if it was an ordinary person, it would be safer!
But in this era, it is all war, if the people are afraid that they may be forced to die, it will be terrible, they will starve to death, they will be bullied to death, and they will become victims of that power.
The current self, at least worry-free food and clothing, if the ability and strategizing, the future self is the object of envy of every woman, Feng Yu Jiutian, enjoy that noble title.
But now I have to endure it, keep it, and bear it for that honorable title.
You can't be willful, you can't have love, you can't have affection, just because your heart is moved, you lose.
Actually, it doesn't matter if you win or lose? Cuteness can't be loved, hate can't be hated, who will destroy whom?
Although I am afraid of the loneliness of the night, I also enjoy the tranquility and reality of the night.
It's only because of hypocrisy that I forgot my true self, and now I'm troubled by this confusion.
Love him? Hate him? I don't know!
Xi Yanxue couldn't answer, how true is love? I don't know when, my original love for him changed.
The advent of Youyou, the companionship of Youyou, made Xi Yanxue give all the love she had for the second prince to Youyou, but now, her heart is empty again, and the love that supports her mind is gone.
Is it despair? It was the anger that had been suppressed for a long time in the bottom of my heart that was completely collapsing with the disappearance of Youyu.
In the past, I was thinking, waiting, looking forward to, a little bit of favor from His Royal Highness, a little bit of charity, but now he is really put in his eyes, although he has not yet entered his heart, but at least, His Royal Highness has his own figure in his eyes, but unfortunately, he was messed up by himself.
I thought that Youyou could walk with me for a lifetime, but now I know that this is also a luxury, and in the end I still have to learn to be lonely.
Just because no one will accompany you for a lifetime!
Xi Yanxue looked at the moon with a wry smile, just because only that bright shine can add a little warmth to this dark night, even if she adapts to loneliness, even if she has to be with the night every day.
Xi Yanxue also wants to have a light, to be able to penetrate her numbness, so that there will be no brilliance in her eyes.
The darkness is the light, the one that can make you start anew and have the meaning of life, but now, is there still the motivation to live?
Die, nothing? It's just to end my miserable loneliness now.
Youyou, do you miss your mother? Are you still coquettish to your mother? You, if it's without you? Will the mother still live?
Tears were already in her eyes, blurring her vision, the moon had become a line, Xi Yanxue, who was standing in front of the window, felt so tired and sleepy, her eyelids were fighting, her mind was blank, and her tense heartstrings were only heard ringing.
Xi Yanxue's whole person fell backwards, seeing the back of her head falling backwards heavily, she was either dead or injured, at this moment, suddenly, a figure crossed by, and Xi Yanxue, who was about to fall to the ground, was held in her arms.
Under the moonlight, that face gradually revealed, it was none other than the departing Dongfang Rui.
Dongfang Rui hugged Xi Yanxue to bed, his cold face made Dongfang Rui sigh, if it weren't for the fact that his breathing was still very stable and his body was still hot, Xi Yanxue at this time would be like a dead man.
Dongfang Rui felt the sadness of death, and couldn't help hugging Xi Yanxue tightly, wanting to use the warmth of her body to make her face look better.
- Cher, do you hate me? Don't you think I don't have a heart! I really don't know when you seeped into my blood, I thought I didn't like you, but I just found out now, what is jealousy?
- Is it your attitude towards the Gloom? Do you know? I really want to go back to that time.
- Back then, when you were obsessed with me, there was love in your eyes that couldn't be hidden.
- Actually, I didn't think it before, until you were willing to die in front of me because of the disappearance of Youyou, and I found that I longed for that You'er to die.
A sigh pierced the night sky, after all, lost the heart? Who is impressed by whom?
Who moved the heart again and softened the icy peaks!
- Demon, do I really tell you that I can't love you for the rest of my life?
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"Hahahaha! Dongfang Rui, you are really lucky, ask someone to help hide the traces, I want to let the two princesses and the side concubines who have not yet entered the mansion fight you to the death, this is interesting! Because of the faintness, this Xi Yanxue hates this Miss Houfu to death, and she will have a good show to watch then! Hahaha! The old marquis hasn't intervened in this matter yet, how good, release the news that the old marquis knew first, and fill in some water,...... No, just say it! In this way, if this Dongfang Rui knows, this old Hou Ye will not save him when he sees death, you say that this Miss Hou will enter the mansion, how can she eat good fruits, and then let people tell Xi Yanxue to let her know that the Hou Mansion is an insider. You say, will this backyard be even hotter! Hahaha, this king can't wait! ”
The seventeenth prince drank tea, listened to the report of his subordinates, and couldn't help but laugh.
"Lord Wang, why did they do this? Nanping wants any conditions from the second prince? ”
Gu Feng couldn't help but speak.
The seventeenth prince glanced at his guards and smiled, "It doesn't matter what they do, as long as these two princes hate it again, then sooner or later Nanping will also become the reason for the second prince to send troops, but this Nanping knows that this seclusion is not true, and still wants to rob it, there must be something in this that he doesn't know?" However, this invitation to the moon is to think, there is to be, cunning, I haven't found it for so many years, it's really a big surprise! Man, I really didn't expect it, I heard that there will be a performance tomorrow, but unfortunately I can't see it, man, it's really ......"
The interest in the eyes of the seventeenth prince made Gu Feng's heart sink when the prince lowered his vigilance against the second prince.
After waiting for such a long time, why didn't the prince ascend the throne as emperor? Taking Fengling to talk about things, this used to be able to deal with the past, which is a reason, but today the second prince has clearly told the prince that he is going to earn it, and the heart of winning over the old marquis is self-evident, and the Shen family is also among them, but the prince was very angry at the time, but why not hurry!
Gu Feng doesn't know what this prince is thinking? Isn't the next step to wait?
Seeing that the ghost king is out of the customs, why is the prince not in a hurry, doesn't he have the bottom in his heart?
"Tell someone to spy on Na Yueyue and see what he's going to do? And let me find out what Bei Mu Xue and that North Jupiter are doing when they fall to the ground, a girl comes to be a messenger, does this Bei Mu Xiong want to make a profit? ”
“……? Be! Rajah! But the old marquis? ”
"Let people watch, isn't Hou Yingbao going to save people? Then it's self-defeating! The seventeenth prince smiled sinisterly, and the light flashed in his eyes, who knew that this person was not taking the throne properly, it was just a game.
Gu Feng couldn't help but be shocked in his heart, this was to kill Princess Youyou and blame the old marquis's family, so that the second prince thought that all this was done by Hou Yingchun, and let them fight because of it in the future, but why didn't they ...... it directly?
Others will think of the plan in the heart of the seventeenth prince, he has already arranged the next step, and the two plans in his heart, one is to win, and the other is to lose!
It's easy to say if you win, but if you lose, as long as you save your life, you can watch the second prince climb to the throne step by step, and finally the harem is chaotic fighting, the former heroes are being killed by him one by one, let them eat the consequences, let them know that the emperor they chose is actually a knife on their heads, used, used, used, there is only a dead end, let them all taste the feeling of regret not at the beginning, this is better than being the emperor, tired and tired, but also every day to guard against someone assassination, turn the tables.
Naturally, I can't find Feng Ling, I can't have all the Qilin Guard, Qianlongwei, even if I become the emperor, I will be scared to death, and I will assassinate myself every day, wouldn't I be able to avoid it day and night!
At that time, even if someone was protecting, it was not interesting, if these two princes were to be killed, they could take the assassination night, this ghost envoy was not so easy to clear up, and then the ghost king would have to do it, even if this Yan Huang was really alive?
Dongfang Jun must not only be on the throne, but also for them to taste it often, firstly for the so-called father, but for the unworthy Queen Baili who died.
Since why do you want to torture these two princes, not for anything else, just because when she was a child, Queen Baili helped these seventeen princes, and these two princes said at the beginning.
"Queen Mother, wouldn't it be better for Uncle Seventeen to die, wouldn't Concubine Xi want to ......?"
"Rui'er, shut up, the queen mother asked you to be a man, not to ask you to be a brute, do you know that the royal family is fighting openly and secretly, how many people are dead, and how many people are unscrupulous for their purposes! The queen mother doesn't want you to be a person in vain, naturally you are a person, do things, be a man and be a person, if you can't even do this, how can you be a ......"
Queen Baili didn't say it thoroughly, just because she didn't want her son to be the emperor, but in fact, she saw through the insidious and cunning, looking at the injuries of the seventeenth prince, why bother, wouldn't it be good to go away? Why bother for a seat, so?
I can't think through the great ambition of a man, for Queen Baili, it's just a hard work, looking at my father's life, there are more than one scars left on his body, but in the end, he is just suspicious of Emperor Yan, and he becomes the queen that everyone dreams of, what about it? It's not that he can't save his children, no matter what, Queen Baili can't help it, even if he will stab them with a knife in the future, at this time, Queen Baili wants to collect more good fortune for her son, if he has to be the emperor in the future, it will be easier to go smoothly, but I'm afraid that he won't even be able to pass the level of Emperor Yan.
"Mother, you are my mother, think about it! If you really saved him, you know ......."
"Rui'er, don't talk nonsense, the queen mother decided to save, you don't have to stop it!"
"Queen Mother!"