Chapter 244: Awakening
"Luo Luo, why are you crying?"
Although Ren Shaoyan drank a lot, he could still see that Xu Luoluo was crying, and stretched out his hand to help her wipe her tears.
Not wanting to be touched by him, Xu Luoluo wanted to dodge, but in the end she suppressed the urge to dodge, fixed there, and let Ren Shaoyan help her wipe away her tears.
In order to achieve his goal, Xu Luoluo reluctantly squeezed out a smile.
"Because I'm happy, I'm glad that we can still drink and talk together after so long, Ren Shaoyan, should we cherish the road in the future, don't embarrass each other anymore, after all, life is so short, we have missed three years, and we should not miss all the time in the future."
Although Xu Luoluo's words sounded very sincere, they were all just strategies she came up with.
Xu Luoluo didn't want to spend her life with Ren Shaoyan, because she was already very disappointed in this person, a person who didn't care about herself was of no use to a woman at all, and could only be a burden.
Anything that is useless should be thrown off in time, and it should not be left to annoy yourself.
"Xu Luoluo, do you really think so? You don't want to miss out on with me anymore? ”
Ren Shaoyan was still tempted, no matter whether Xu Luoluo's words were true or not, it was too tempting, Ren Shaoyan had also thought about this question for a long time, and he didn't want to be so deadlocked with Xu Luoluo anymore, of course he had to go down a step.
Now that Xu Luoluo has already paved this step, he took the initiative to invite him to go down, Ren Shaoyan has been very hesitant, and finally chose to wait and see.
"Besides, the wound between you and me is so deep, I don't know how to start over, Xu Luoluo, even if you teach me how to start, I can't learn, my heart has been broken by you."
Although Ren Shaoyan did not immediately agree to Xu Luoluo, he also said the truth between his words, Xu Luoluo could feel that Ren Shaoyan's heart was loosened, and maybe he could succeed if he persevered.
Although she should seek stability, Xu Luoluo wants to run tonight, this is a great opportunity, she can't wait, she doesn't want to wait, everything should end here.
"Yes, I think so, but I'm willing to give you time, because I realized that I did something wrong three years ago, Ren Shaoyan is about to celebrate the New Year, we should sort out our thoughts, we shouldn't let the previous things plague our lives, if you want to understand, maybe we can start living happily ever after, instead of torturing each other like now, in fact, we are not happy, we are all poor people."
Xu Luoluo's words really touched Ren Shaoyan, and he also realized how stupid he was, relying on hurting Xu Luoluo to survive, thinking that he was full of hope, but he was just a walking corpse without his own active thoughts, and he had been controlled by hatred.
But now Ren Shaoyan is very drunk, very drunk, Ren Shaoyan doesn't like this feeling of being drunk, he likes to control his life and doesn't like to lose control, so Ren Shaoyan has to wait until he wakes up before making a decision.
"Xu Luoluo, I'm drunk, I may have to sleep, you don't have to worry about me, you can go and rest."
"Can you tell your subordinates not to restrict my freedom? Ren Shaoyan, I won't run, my heart will be locked here if I have a child here, but you restrict my freedom like this, making me feel like a puppet, I am very painful to live like this, I only ask you for this one thing. ”
The thoughts that were paralyzed by alcohol were a little slow, and if Xu Luoluo usually said this, Ren Shaoyan would immediately scold her, suspecting that she wanted to escape.
But not now, Ren Shaoyan really seriously helped Xu Luoluo think about it, and felt that what she said seemed to have some truth, no one likes to be trapped as a bird in a cage.
"Xu Luoluo, if you don't run, I think you can have a certain amount of freedom if those people don't look at you, but you have to remember that our son is here, of course, I don't allow you to leave me, you have to be by my side all the time."
Ren Shaoyan's tone was quite soft at the moment, it seems that pouring him wine today is a very correct decision, Ren Shaoyan is very good at talking, which is also in line with Xu Luoluo's intentions.
"Ren Shaoyan, don't worry, I won't run, I just want you to make a promise, this promise is more important than anything else."
Xu Luoluo deliberately talked about his feelings with Ren Shaoyan, but he wanted to confuse her, as long as Ren Shaoyan gave an order, Xu Luoluo would leave without looking back.
Xu Luoluo wanted to take Yan Tongnian away, and she didn't know how successful her chances of escaping would be, but she didn't want to stay here for another second.
Seeing Ren Shaoyan and Xu Tangtang showing affection in front of him every day, and listening to the grapevine, they will be engaged after the year, Xu Luoluo doesn't want to get involved in other people's feelings, since all this can be over, then let all the pain stop here.
Since it will eventually end, why bother.
Xu Luoluo didn't want to put herself in a painful hell and couldn't extricate herself, she also wanted to save herself.
"Okay, then I'll let you go this time, but you remember to me, if you really want to see me run away, then I will torture you twice as much in the future, and in this life, you don't want to escape from my palm, do you understand?"
Xu Luoluo knew that what Ren Shaoyan said was not false, he could do what he could say, and what he said was terrifying, Xu Luoluo felt palpitations when he thought about it.
But Xu Luoluo has no other choice, even if there is a mountain of swords and a sea of fire in front of her, she is willing to break through, otherwise she will never have a chance to turn over.
"Okay."
Ren Shaoyan instructed his subordinates not to let them restrict Xu Luoluo's whereabouts anymore, he really drank a little too much, and he was drunk and had a strong sleepiness, and Xu Luoluo also saw it.
"Ren Shaoyan, I'll help you go to sleep, rest well, and you will have energy tomorrow."
Xu Luoluo couldn't wait for Ren Shaoyan to fall asleep immediately, so that he didn't have to always guard against him.
"Okay."
Xu Luoluo sent Ren Shaoyan to the bedroom, Ren Shaoyan quickly fell asleep, Xu Luoluo repeatedly determined that Ren Shaoyan was asleep, and it should not hurt his own affairs, and then he went to see his sleeping son.
Xu Luoluo doesn't have the ability to take the child away now, so he has to put the child here first, thinking that Ren Shaoyan is Mianmian's biological father, even if he is angry with himself, he will not spread this anger on the child, I just hope that he will take good care of the child and don't treat his son badly.
Imprinted a kiss on the child's forehead, Xu Luoluo never made the effort to wake up the child, and then left, Xu Luoluo didn't bring much with her, and immediately went to the sanatorium where Yan Tongnian was after she left.
Then he hired a truck and asked people to send Yan Tongnian to the truck, and then left the city that night.
That feeling of escaping is really good, when Xu Luoluo was at Ren Shaoyan's place, he was always very unwell, and he couldn't tell what was uncomfortable, it might be the sequelae left after being scared by the cat.
But the moment she left the city, Xu Luoluo was instantly relaxed, she knew that there was still the danger of being caught by Ren Shaoyan, but it didn't matter, Xu Luoluo would keep escaping, even if she fled to the ends of the earth, Ren Shaoyan would never want to catch her again.
As long as he escaped from Ren Shaoyan, it seemed that he was far away from pain, and he didn't need to hear any news of his engagement to Xu Tangtang, Xu Luoluo breathed a deep sigh of relief.
After walking all night, Xu Luoluo also slept groggily on the truck all night, and when she woke up, it was already dawn, and the car was still going, Xu Luoluo just wanted to run away unstoppably, and stopping would make her feel anxious.
"Xu Luoluo."
When he suddenly heard Yan Tongnian call his name, Xu Luoluo's eyes widened, Yan Tongnian had been in a coma for all these years, Xu Luoluo was even mentally prepared, Yan Tongnian would never wake up in his life, but he woke up without warning.
Although it takes a certain amount of time to recover because of years of paralysis and muscle atrophy in the body, Xu Luoluo's originally dim and boundless life sees hope again.
"Woke up?"
Although it was just three simple words, Xu Luoluo's face was full of tears after he finished speaking, God was still good to him, and he still gave her hope when Xu Luoluo was most desperate.
For example, now that Xu Luoluo sees the direction of the future, he will live a good life with Yan Tongnian, and then once he has the opportunity, he will snatch the child back.
"How did I end up here?"
"It's been three years since Yan Tongnian, I heard that someone outside has started to set off firecrackers, it's about to be the New Year, we have lost too much, Yan Tongnian, from now on we have to cherish every second, let me hold your hand, let's be okay together."
Yan Tongnian also began to cry, everything changed, he thought he was just sleeping by himself, but when he woke up, he had lost so much.
"Okay."
Xu Luoluo has never seen Yan Tongnian crying like this, he is so pitiful, for himself to become a vegetative person, he has followed himself all the way through the years, in fact, he has not been taken care of very well, because Xu Luoluo's economic ability is limited.
"Don't cry, Yan Tongnian, I will definitely protect you with me in the future, and don't let anyone bully you anymore, you are for me, that's why you became like this, I will use it to repay you for the rest of my life, unless you push me away and don't like me anymore, I will never leave your side."
Yan Tongnian is such a great kindness, Xu Luoluo has nothing to repay, except for taking care of him wholeheartedly over the years, he can only choose to make a promise.
Maybe this is the best way to use the next half of his life to make up for all the shortcomings of Yan Tongnian.
"Woo woo woo ......"
Yan Tongnian felt very uncomfortable, but he was happy to hear Xu Luoluo's promise, and all kinds of complex emotions were combined, so he couldn't help but start crying.
For Xu Luoluo, it may be necessary to adapt to the current situation, but with Xu Luoluo by his side, Yan Tongnian doesn't seem to be so afraid.
"Don't cry anymore, be careful that crying hurts your body, let's stop and find a place to recuperate, and then maybe we have to keep walking."
The current situation is quite complicated, and there are not many things that have happened in the past three years, but there are several major turning points, and Xu Luoluo still needs to make it clear to Yan Tongnian.
Now Yan Tongnian is her most loyal partner, Xu Luoluo decided to be honest with him, Xu Luoluo completely regards Yan Tongnian as his own person, and will tell him the truth about everything.