Chapter 461: Self-blame
Bai Cen looked at these pictures and felt very uncomfortable, especially the back part, which was heartbreaking.
In the back of the video, Xue Cui was held up and couldn't move, let others violate him, struggled desperately, resisted and was beaten, Bai Cen finally couldn't help it, closed the computer hard, rushed to the bathroom, and vomited.
As soon as Bai Cen closes his eyes now, it is a picture of his mother crying, and his heart is about to break.
Bai Cen couldn't calm down for a long time, forcing herself to put away her tears, she couldn't cry cowardly here, she wanted to clean up that person and let him taste the suffering you had suffered. Thinking of this, Bai Cen's gaze became firm.
Bai Cen cautiously returned to the outside of the dean's office again, saw someone entering and leaving the dean's office, did not close the door, seized this opportunity, quickly rushed in, and beat the dean who was just about to go out.
"You scumbag, damn it." Bai Cen's previously suppressed emotions were all released at this moment, and she wanted the person in front of her to get the punishment he deserved.
Before the dean could react, Bai Cen's eyes were black and his glasses fell off, and when the pain came up, he realized that he had been beaten.
The dean's temper came up, and he wanted to try to catch Bai Cen's crazy beating hand, but he didn't succeed, so he could only passively block his face with his hand, trying to make Bai Cen unable to hit his face, if his face was swollen, it would be difficult to see people. In addition, Bai Cen's posture was too fierce, and the dean had no way to fight back, so he could only frantically shout for the security guards to come in.
"You shrew, what are you doing! Stop, security, security, stop this crazy woman. ”
When the nurses passing by saw this scene, they immediately went to call the security guards.
As soon as the security guard came over, he was shocked to see that his dean was beaten so badly by a small-looking woman. immediately went up and pulled Bai Cen away from the dean.
The dean's nose was lightly beaten and his face was swollen, and Bai Cen, although his hands were controlled by the security guards, his eyes were red, and he looked at the dean, trying to see the dean's hole.
"Throw this crazy woman out, don't let her step into this hospital again!" The dean looked at Bai Cen and saw that she was polite before and she was like her now, and he couldn't believe that such a weak girl could burst out with such great strength. As if she saw the woman struggling frantically again, her heart was weak and she didn't dare to look at Bai Cen again. While lowering her head to tidy up her clothes, she angrily yelled for the security guards to kick her out.
Bai Cen was ruthlessly thrown out by the security guards, standing outside the hospital in embarrassment, looking at this hospital, as if he saw hell on earth, there was no room for anyone to live inside.
Bai Cen left the hospital disappointed and got into the car to go home.
When she got home, Bai Cen sat on the ground in despair, and the whole person was very devastated, because she seemed to have no other way to help her mother sanction that bastard except to beat her anger, and she was lost.
Bai Cen's nose was sour, and he fell into self-blame.
She really doesn't seem to be useful!
Staring at the moving clock, she remembered what the old nurse had said when she gave her the evidence.
"Take it, maybe it will be useful." The old nurse baked a USB flash drive with a video and handed it to Bai Cen, and helped her comb her messy hair in distress.
"Auntie, you say, take this to the police, will that brute be punished?" Bai Cen held the USB flash drive, and his eyes gradually became fierce.
"It's been so long since this incident, it's hard to convict based on these videos, and besides, she's not there, so it's hard to get evidence." The old nurse choked up a little as she spoke.
"Why is it useless, I... My mother she was so miserable, in it, this scumbag. Bai Cen gritted his teeth
"Kid, it's really useless to call the police, if it's useful, I'll give the evidence to the police at that time, can you understand?" There were some things that the old nurse didn't point out, but Bai Cen seemed to understand.
"If you think of another way, there will always be a way." The old nurse admonished again.
"What are the other ways, what are the other ways?" Bai Cen stared at the clock and muttered to himself.
For a long time, Bai Cen still didn't find the answer.
Bai Cen clenched the USB flash drive in his hand, found the computer, and tried to see something from the video.
Then I wanted to plug the USB flash drive into the computer, but it was unsuccessful after inserting it several times, Bai Cen hadn't seen the video yet, and he felt that his eyes were a hazy mist, and he couldn't see clearly, faintly, so he could only open the video again by feeling.
"Ahh Hurt... Don't..."Xue Cui's screaming voice instantly rang out in front of him.
didn't last long, Bai Cen snapped and closed the computer again, she still had no way to see the end.
Mom, she must be in pain, so she chose to jump off the building and leave in such a painful way. So, that rooftop, why did mom choose there?
With his memory, Bai Cen came to the rooftop where Xue Cui jumped off the building before.
Here, it's very high and very windy.
Bai Cen stood on the rooftop, closed his eyes, and imagined the last scene that would happen before the mother left.
But she couldn't think of anything, she could only think of it, closed her eyes, her mind was full of her mother's desperate face, and then here, so resolutely jumped down, without a trace of nostalgia, all she thought about was relief.
Bai Cen opened his eyes, withdrew from his meditation, his heart beat violently, looking at the front of him, the endless view of the building, as if he had lost his soul.
Mom, what do you think I can do to help you get justice? My daughter thought about it for a long time, but there was still no answer.
Isn't it stupid, I didn't think about how to help you really sanction that bastard, why did he hurt you, but he lived well, Mom, you have to bear something that you shouldn't have to bear, and even in the end, you lost your life.
I'm sorry, Mom, I didn't help you, will you blame me?
Looking at the railing in front of him, Bai Cen stepped forward and took a step, looked down, and felt that the city had become very small, and the cars coming and going on the ground were carrying a person returning home, but she had no home.
In front of her, it seemed that her mother was waving to her with a smile, Bai Cen reached out to touch it, but she didn't touch it, she wanted to take a step forward, and when she caught her mother's hand again, she was about to stretch it out under her feet.
"Bai Cen, don't." Lu Haochen's shouting sounded.
As soon as Lu Haochen went to this rooftop, he saw such an exciting picture of Bai Cen wanting to jump down, and at that moment, he felt that his heart was about to jump out.
Lu Haochen didn't care about it so much, and there was only one thought in his heart, he must stop her from jumping down.
Lu Haochen rushed over with a speed that he had never seen in his life, hugged Bai Cen and leaned back, protecting Bai Cen on his body, and letting himself fall to the ground.