"Xiaoxiao, hasn't Lu Jun woken up yet?"

In the past six months, when it gets dark, Qiao Wuyuan will rush to the hospital to accompany Bu Xiaoxiao, rain or shine.

Just now he pushed the door in, and he heard what Bu Xiaoxiao and Lu Jun said.

He would come over to accompany Bu Xiaoxiao every night and would not leave until the early hours of the morning.

I have been listening to Bu Xiaoxiao and Lu Jun talking all kinds of things.

There are good things and complaining things.

He's used to it, too.

You can face it calmly.

But the fact is that as long as he closes his eyes now, he will dream of Bu Xiaoxiao being hit by a van.

The fear in his heart never dissipated.

All he could do was guard Bu Xiaoxiao.

Let her stand in front of her all the time.

"No, I've said all the good things and all the bad things." 、

"I said it all, he won't wake up again, I'll run away with you."

Bu Xiaoxiao didn't look back.

She knew it was Qiao Wuyuan who came.

In the past six months, between her and Qiao Wuyuan, there has been a rare tranquility.

When we were together, I didn't feel so peaceful.

"Well, I've been waiting."

Qiao Wuyuan said with a smile at Bu Xiaoxiao.

He knew that Bu Xiaoxiao was just stimulating Lu Jun to wake up.

If you want to run, you have to run early, but you still have to wait?

Lu Jun didn't wake up, Bu Xiaoxiao would definitely keep guarding Lu Jun.

It was as it should be, in fact, he knew, and now there was only so much he could do.

"You and Su Xiaomian, how's it going?"

Bu Xiaoxiao asked.

Su Xiaomian is really pregnant, and this woman is still a little lucky.

"Not very good. That's it, she wants to give birth, then give birth, it doesn't have much to do with me......"

Hearing Bu Xiaoxiao mention Su Xiaomian, Qiao Wuyuan would be expressionless.

That woman, he will never like in his life.

"Actually, you just have to get by."

Bu Xiaoxiao didn't say anything about Qiao Wuyuan's approach.

Actually, what is there to say?

He can do whatever he likes, and what does it have to do with her?

"It's not easy to be alive, and the rest doesn't matter much."

Bu Xiaoxiao thought about it, but still persuaded Qiao Wuyuan.

"I've been wondering, if you forgave me in the first place, would we still be happily together?"

Qiao Wuyuan ignored Bu Xiaoxiao, he asked what he wanted to ask.

"No, it won't."

Bu Xiaoxiao replied.

The problem between her and Qiao Wuyuan is actually very simple to say, and it is very complicated to say that it is complicated.

They had already strayed from each other when they were unwilling to compromise for each other at the time.

Even if he forgives, Qiao Wuyuan will be half-salty to himself.

Indifference in marriage is actually a fatal wound for women.

"Why are you so sure?"

Qiao Wuyuan was puzzled.

He felt that Bu Xiaoxiao had never really understood him.

He loves Bu Xiaoxiao.

So as long as Bu Xiaoxiao forgave himself that time, he would really change a lot for her.

"Since you pity Li Qian, in fact, your mentality towards me has been wrong, where can you change it?"

Bu Xiaoxiao felt that she and Qiao Wuyuan had fallen into a whirlpool for a while, and it was not easy to come up with it.

"No, that's your prejudice against me."

Qiao Wuyuan was not convinced.

"This thing will no longer be established, I said my position, what you said yours, it is a conflict, and between us, it is all in the past tense, no matter what you say, it is only hypothetical and does not have any truth."

Bu Xiaoxiao feels that life is really a naked irony.

In the past, when I was in marriage with Qiao Wuyuan, there were really few heart-to-heart conversations.

Now we can have a good chat.

"You've been so calm, but you're not very cute."

Qiao Wuyuan looked at Bu Xiaoxiao, this woman, he used to think that he just liked it, and he might live with him

Zi is not bad, but now he is sure that he loves her deeply, and he thinks that maybe he will love her for the rest of his life.

"As a woman, you can't be led by your man's nose, otherwise in this life, life will be too miserable."

Bu Xiaoxiao didn't feel that it was wrong for him to be calm.

If life is only based on a momentary impulse, you will definitely do a lot of things that you regret.

She's just trying to avoid regrets.

"I love you, and whatever I do naturally, I will think about it for you."

Qiao Wuyuan said.

"You also saw that Lu Jun said that he loved me very much, but what he did, did he think about me like that?"

Bu Xiaoxiao pointed to Lu Jun, who had never woken up on the hospital bed, and asked Qiao Wuyuan.

"I'm not the same as him."

Qiao Wuyuan remembered what Lu Jun did, it was indeed as Bu Xiaoxiao said, but he was not Lu Jun, it must be different.

"In my opinion, it's not too much, but the events are different, and the essence is the same."

Bu Xiaoxiao turned his head and looked at Qiao Wuyuan.

In fact, she was taking care of Lu Jun in the hospital for a while, and she was worried and scared.

Yes, she's still afraid of the dark.

Qiao Wuyuan would come over every day after Lu Jun's mother left, and although she didn't say anything about such a companionship, she was grateful to Qiao Wuyuan in her heart.

"In the past six months, thank you for making me feel less lonely and scared."

Since the past is already a thing of the past, let's talk about the things in front of us.

The self in front of him has to thank Qiao Wuyuan, Bu Xiaoxiao felt.

"You don't have to thank me, I can still be of some use to you, that's good."

Qiao Wuyuan's words were also sincere.

This time, he knew that he would respect Bu Xiaoxiao's choice.

If Bu Xiaoxiao can choose to return to her side, she will definitely be doubly good to her.

But I'm afraid Bu Xiaoxiao won't believe this.

Because Su Xiaomian was pregnant, he felt that God had been playing tricks on him.

And Lu Jun?

He actually saw the situation that day.

If it weren't for Lu Jun, I'm afraid Bu Xiaoxiao would have been injured.

So Lu Jun's feelings for Bu Xiaoxiao are also true.

There is no doubt about that.

As long as Lu Jun treats Bu Xiaoxiao well in the future, he thinks he can accept it.

But as soon as he thought of this possibility, Qiao Wuyuan felt that his heart hurt.

"Xiaoxiao, Lu Jun hasn't woken up yet, you don't need me anymore? Then let me leave the simplicity, let me hug you again. ”

Qiao Wuyuan stretched out his hand towards Bu Xiaoxiao.

"Seriously, I'm a married woman now. You also have a pot-bellied woman at home. ”

"As long as you promise to go with me, I'll drive the big-bellied woman away."

"you, I think you're dirty."

Bu Xiaoxiao slapped away Qiao Wuyuan's hand that was reaching out to her.

Although this hug does not mean anything in Bu Xiaoxiao's opinion.

But she didn't think it was appropriate.

"You're always so stubborn, if you ......"

Qiao Wuyuan looked at Bu Xiaoxiao deeply.

I felt in my heart that in fact, Bu Xiaoxiao had never forgiven herself.

And Lu Jun, she is now guarding others, but in that car accident, they gave her hope for life.

As for forgiveness, I'm afraid it's hard.

Qiao Wuyuan felt that he really knew Bu Xiaoxiao.

I'm afraid that even Bu Xiaoxiao doesn't know that he knows her so well.

"Since you don't need me anymore, then I'll go back."

Qiao Wuyuan didn't really want to leave, but he also knew that he had to leave.

When Bu Xiaoxiao said thank you to herself, they were really going to break off.

In fact, the moment he signed the divorce agreement, he was already doomed, and he would never have a chance with Bu Xiaoxiao again in his life.

Originally, I thought that whoever left could not live.

But now he knows that when a person loves someone deeply, and knows that that person may never be with him again in this life, the pain is like a pain in the skin, and the pain is so painful that your heart can be numb.

Even if you are reluctant, the feeling of giving up will really cost you your life!

At this time, Qiao Wuyuan felt like this.

When he knew that he would not be able to accompany Bu Xiaoxiao in the future, he felt that his breath was going to suffocate.

He knew he deserved what he was going to do.

At that time, he bowed his head to Bu Xiaoxiao early, and now he and Bu Xiaoxiao are living happily together?

There will be no Lu Jun, there will be no so-called pot-bellied woman, there will not be so much messy pain.

It's a pity that people are like this.

When you have it, you don't know how to cherish it.

What people pay will always be taken for granted.

When it is lost, all kinds of frustration and unwillingness will follow.

It's a pity that I can't wait for the person I used to be.

When I used to watch Journey to the West, I felt that the lines of the Supreme Treasure in it were true or false.

It's a pity that now Qiao Wuyuan feels very real.

"There was once a sincere love in front of me, but I didn't cherish it.

Wait until you lose it to regret it.

There is nothing more painful in the world than this.

If Heaven could let me do it again, I would say three words to that girl: I love you.

If I had to add a time limit to this love, I would like it to be 10,000 years. ”

Bu Xiaoxiao, this is also what I want to say.

There are many things, I have experienced them, and I know how much it hurts and how painful it will be.

And how much pain did I make you feel at that time, how much pain did you make you leave me?

"Well, stay safe on the road. Be kind to the pot-bellied woman, that child is your flesh and blood. ”

Thinking of the child she was once pregnant with, Bu Xiaoxiao sighed in her heart.

She thought that Su Xiaomian was lucky to have her own children.

Bu Xiaoxiao saw Qiao Wuyuan leaving, and this time she sent Qiao Wuyuan to the door of the ward.

She also knew in her heart that after today, I was afraid that Qiao Wuyuan would not appear.

Some people, even if they have stayed in the past, will eventually become passers-by.

Then say goodbye.

Qiao Wuyuan wanted to turn back, but he was afraid to turn back.

But he couldn't restrain himself, and he turned back.

Bu Xiaoxiao saw tears in Qiao Wuyuan's eyes.

She didn't know what was wrong with Qiao Wuyuan?

"Xiaoxiao ......"

Qiao Wuyuan felt that his restraint at this time was really poor, so when he turned around, he still didn't restrain himself from approaching Bu Xiaoxiao.

He finally hugged Bu Xiaoxiao.

"Xiaoxiao, what I said to you that day is true, I regret it in my heart now, I regret it, I regret letting you go, I regret that I neglected you at the beginning. I'm sorry to have made you sad, I'm really sorry. Also, I love you. ”

After Qiao Wuyuan finished speaking, he let go of Bu Xiaoxiao and left like this.

Bu Xiaoxiao looked at the back of Qiao Wuyuan leaving, and he was already in tears.

Some people, some feelings, it is not that they do not exist without leaving.

It turns out that some people, some words still touch themselves.

If, if Qiao Wuyuan had said this to himself earlier, would everything have been different?

It's a pity that at that time, we all turned around so decisively.

Even if you still love me in your heart, that's a thing of the past.

In fact, when we turn around, it means that everything, including love, is gone......

Lu Jun looked at the door, and the moment he woke up, what he saw was the reluctant scene of Bu Xiaoxiao and Qiao Wuyuan.

The affection in Qiao Wuyuan's eyes was real, and his tears were also very real.

It seems that there is still some taste of life and death.

It turns out that I am the obstacle.

Bu Xiaoxiao stood at the door of the ward and didn't look back for a long time.

According to his understanding of Bu Xiaoxiao, I'm afraid he also cried.

Yes, there is also a five-year relationship between them.

He wants to erase it, and that's a fantasy.

It's a pity that he just didn't do it himself, and in the end he was covered with scars.

If he doesn't get involved, will these two people get back together?

Thinking of this, Lu Jun felt like a fool.

Isn't it a fool to love someone and miss it once, and to miss it again the second time?

So he didn't regret that he was close to Bu Xiaoxiao.

What he regrets the most is his jealousy and selfishness, which hurt Bu Xiaoxiao.

This was the biggest mistake he made.

It's a pity that if he was asked to make another choice, he felt that he might not necessarily choose well.

He thought, he should continue to fall asleep, so that when Bu Xiaoxiao turns around, he will not be so embarrassed.

Bu Xiaoxiao didn't know why she cried for Qiao Wuyuan again.

She really thinks that the word husband and wife are very complicated.

It's not just two people who simply live together and live together.

In the process of getting along, there will also be a lot of emotional entanglements.

No one will think about divorce when they get married.

But because both sides are too self-conscious, they miss a lot.

A little more tolerance and understanding in married life will actually make people see the essence of things better.

Unfortunately, most of these truths are easier said than done.

Pull any person on the road, maybe you know this truth.

But how many people can actually do it?

Bu Xiaoxiao thought about it and laughed again.

It is said that she is calm, but in fact, when has she calmed down?

Her calmness is just to protect herself, don't be embarrassed enough to be embarrassed by others.

But it's just a self-deception.

The past is gone, and Bu Xiaoxiao feels that she still has to look forward.

She cleaned herself up, looked back and saw where Lu Jun was still lying well, she closed the door of the ward and walked towards Lu Jun.

She actually knows what she cares about most?

But there are some hurdles that are really difficult to overcome.

Yes, in a life-or-death time, it feels like everything can be forgiven.

But people will return to reality, and when everything is back on track, some unwilling thoughts will come out, which is not a kind of torture for themselves.

Bu Xiaoxiao feels that her life does not need to be repeated, nor does she need to be paralyzed.

She looked at Lu Jun and whispered:

"Lu Jun, when are you going to wake up?"