This only proves that the environment really affects people, and when your surroundings are out of place with you, you should be afraid of loneliness and choose to blend in with them, make friends with them, and you will naturally make a lot of changes.

Just like when Chen Qiaoan returned to S City later, the people in the previous circle continued their life of drunken gold fans, and when they saw Chen Qiaoan, they would always say, "Qiaoan, what are you trying to do?" ”

Then he began to ridicule, "Dad Chen is really far-sighted, and he is the precedent of the "Transformation Project"!" ”

In the end, I couldn't help but sigh, "Joan, you have really changed a lot." ”

Chen Qiaoan is grateful for those years, and also thanks to all the people who appeared in her life, which can make her better, but many times, Chen Qiaoan will also regret it, if she didn't go to Z Province, would she not have met Cheng Nan, would she not have succeeded, would she continue to be willful and proud, and have no desires.

Because later, none of the people Chen Qiaoan desperately wanted to keep were gone, including Cheng Nan, the person she loved, unforgettable.

Chen Qiaoan, if you really didn't meet Cheng Nan, would you continue to regret it?

Yesterday was the most nostalgic for those who worked hard.

The naïve years, running away, so nostalgic.

The greatest cruelty and preciousness of time is that it is gone, and the greatest stupidity and contradiction of human beings is always contradictory, unable to foresee the future and reluctant to give up the past.

"Cheng Nan, I like you, I like the kind of like I like very much,"

"I know."

The girl in her memory, with a high ponytail, slightly curly, and broken hair on her forehead, dyed with a faint brown chestnut, in the sun, sparkling, dazzling, when she looked at the teenager in front of her, her eyes were shining with stars, her smile was shallow, and she was a little beautiful, because she was the person she liked.

"If you know, why do you deliberately stay away from me like this?" The girl approached him step by step, wanting to enjoy the warmth of this moment with him.

"Because I don't like you,"

He is always like this, even the rejection is faint and gentle.

"Chen Qiaoan, because, I don't like you," perhaps in the face of the girl's repeated pestering, he repeated the words again, and the impatience in his eyes was obvious.

He looked at the girl in front of him, without any pity, categorical, serious and rigorous, "Do you understand?" If you don't hear clearly, then I'll say it again, I don't like you. "It's his usual style.

He had never liked her, she knew.

"Really?" The girl smiled and tilted her head, trying not to look at him, and trying not to look so embarrassed

"It's okay, it's good if I like you, I'll try to make you like me," the hand that was overwhelmed and had nowhere to put betrayed the panic in her heart, but she was still serious and full of confidence, "Really, Cheng Nan, you believe me, you wait for me, I will definitely make you like me." ”

Chen Qiaoan was seventeen years old that year, the first year she met and liked Cheng Nan, and she was a beautiful girl who everyone could see the stars in her eyes.

In the impression of others, Chen Qiaoan is a proud person, never takes the initiative, and is casual, if there is something, if there is not, if there is no, because she gives all the initiative to one person.

In Chen Qiaoan's memory, Cheng Nan was very kind to everyone, very polite, and very gentle, only when facing her, her eyes were full of disgust, and she never understood why he hated her like this.

So much so that later, she was afraid, afraid to get close to him, afraid that he would hate her very much. Because I was afraid, I was careful, and because I was careful, I still lost.

"Chen Qiaoan, long time no see."

That young man, still so beautiful, suddenly appeared in front of her, broke into her sight, imprinted in her mind, engraved into her heart.

"It turned out to be you," the girl tried to hide her inner throbbing and the same panic, pretending to be hypocritical and calm.

The time of a meal, an hour and a half, did not say a word, did not make an expression, did not look at him more.

"Chen Qiaoan, do you still like me?"

This time, instead he called out to her, grabbed her, and asked her, "Do you still like me?" It's obviously a question sentence, but he was so sure by him. He was sure that she still liked him.

"What if you like it, and what if you don't like it?"

It's like being angry, like being coquettish.

He saw through the disbelief in her eyes with a face, and still said in a straightforward, serious and rigorous tone, "If you still like it, let's be together, Chen Qiaoan, be with me,"

"Why?"

"Because you still like me."

It's really simple, because I like it, so together.

She is really useless, she is as much as ever, she likes him and wants to be with him.

That year, Chen Qiaoan was twenty years old, the third year she knew and liked Cheng Nan, and the first year she met and knew Lu Jiayang, a beautiful girl with stars in her eyes.

From the very beginning, Cheng Nan clearly told Chen Qiaoan that he didn't like himself, and from the beginning, Cheng Nan never admitted that he liked himself.

It has always been Chen Qiao'an who is self-inflicted, self-righteous, self-lying, and round one lie after another.

Recalling so many years together, Cheng Nan never told Chen Qiaoan seriously that he loved her, and he didn't even have the least confession, she was always chasing him, stalking, and shameless.

It was she herself who was not ready, who was ready for the sudden approach of the teenager in her heart, who was not ready, who was ready to face the so-called future chaos and reality entanglement, which was the price of growth, but this price was too great, so that Chen Qiaoan lost so many teenagers in her heart, it was she who pretended to be proud, it was she who pretended to be hypocritical, it was she who deliberately tempted, it was she who refused to bow her head, and she refused to admit defeat.

So, she deserves it.

Chen Qiaoan stretched out her left hand, half raised in the air, under the dim light in the carriage, looking at her left hand, very slender, fingers are distinct, very slender, she still remembers, she is a painter, she is a small painter who once held a small art exhibition.

Chen Qiaoan turned his head sideways, looking at his face reflected in the glass of the carriage, in black and white tones, looking at himself in the glass window, it was really strange, and he couldn't find the stars in his eyes anymore.

Chen Qiaoan, over the years, how have you lived like this.

Chen Qiaoan's left hand seemed to have lost all its strength, and it fell from mid-air very dejectedly, throwing it on his leg without making a sound.

When he was about to arrive in H City, Chen Qiaoan seemed to wake up suddenly, sat in his seat, then took out his makeup bag, put on a simple and delicate makeup for himself, and showed a standard smile to himself in the makeup mirror.

Chen Qiaoan, I hope that you, when you see him again, can also maintain such a smile and demeanor, at least don't let him feel that you are not doing well, at least don't panic again, at least don't be seen as flustered and overwhelmed again.

But even so, the knee-jerking action of biting his lip from time to time betrayed Chen Qiaoan's heart.

Chen Qiaoan took out the lipstick again and again to touch up her makeup, and then licked her upper and lower lips again and again.

Joan Chen, what are you afraid of?

Along the way, Chen Qiaoan was inexplicably sure that he would definitely be able to see Cheng Nan, no matter how late it was, he would definitely keep him, at least until the bell rang at twelve o'clock tonight.

Along the way, Chen Qiaoan was thinking, Cheng Nan, my boy, no matter what happens, no matter what the reason is, you must be happy now, you must live well, at least be happy.

Otherwise, you insist on leaving S City, leaving my side, putting aside all past contacts, what are the years of separation from me?

Chapter 6 Long time no see

- Long time no see

- I'm getting married

On the other side, in a box of a KTV in H City, many people gathered, both men and women, singing, drinking, and talking, gathering together, it was very lively.

I just ran into this group of people by accident. She also just arrived in H City this afternoon, so she was bored and walked around, and then in the evening, she entered this KTV.

happened to bump into a group of people who were not familiar with each other in the lobby, and entered the elevator together, men and women, who should have come to talk about work, had no intention of greeting, and suddenly found that Cheng Nan was also among them, which is strange, an indifferent lord who is high to death, will actually be here to be false and wronged, it is indeed a big luck.

When I saw Cheng Nan's appearance of "ushering in" and "you coming and going", I thought I was wrong, and it can be said that I was really stunned.

She thought of Chen Qiao'an for a moment, that poor infatuated child, if she saw the male god she couldn't forget, she looked like this now, mixed up like a dog, it would probably be very distressing.

When Cheng Nan left Chen Qiaoan, he just blindly said, I am disgusted with the days with you, disgusted with staying by your side, and disgusted with being your boyfriend.

Every time I think of this, I can't wait to slap him directly in the face, and spit fiercely, "Scumbag!" ”

It was he who first stretched out his hand to Chen Qiaoan, and when it was time to break up, he said disgustingly, disgusted with the days with you, disgusted with staying by your side, and then disappeared.

In those years, what Chen Qiaoan did for him, and in those years, Chen Qiaoan lost for him.

Since I am high, if I have the ability, I will always be high to the end.

Just wanted to play with this man immediately, she took out her mobile phone and made a call, chatted for a while, and then it didn't take long for a group of old friends to come here, and when they saw Shan Dan, they greeted a lot of people.

The man who was the leader was the class president of Cheng Nan's class when he was in college, and Cheng Nan was still roommates in college, and the rest of the people were classmates in their class, most of them were natives of H City, or stayed in H City to work and settle after graduating from college. Although I am not from the same school as them, nor is it a major, I still know this class leader, and I am not a stranger to others. Because Chen Qiaoan studied in college, he often came to play with Chen Qiaoan in the past, and Chen Qiaoan has always loved to stick to Cheng Nan, and everyone is familiar with each other, if I remember correctly, this squad leader has chased Shan Shan before.

"Why do you have time to come to H City and come to me?" As soon as He Yu saw the hippie smile on his face, he was not serious. He likes it alone, and he still likes it, but people don't like him, so he can only give up. When I first received a call from Shan Shan to myself, I was also shocked, after all, the two of them had not been in touch for a long, long time, and they were two people who had nothing to do with each other.

But He Yu was still very happy in his heart, just coming to H City, he could think about coming to him.

"Anyway, it's all here, and it's boring, so let's get together together," he said jokingly by opening the arm that He Yu seemed to put on his shoulder unintentionally.