If it weren't for him, Jian Shuyi would not have been able to swim towards the depths of the sea in the opposite direction to himself, and without him, he would definitely have been able to save Jian Shuyi, but it was because of him that Jian Shuyi would give up hope of life, so Xiao Shengyuan was particularly reluctant to see Du Yan, as long as he saw him, he would recall that painful memory.

Du Yan heard Xiao Shengyuan yelling at himself so angrily, the emotions he had suppressed these days were really unbearable, and he pointed at Xiao Shengyuan while crying.

"Why don't you accept the reality, it's not like you, Jian Shuyi is dead, why are you living in your fantasy, why don't you accept me, I have done so much for you, don't you feel it at all, can't the two of us really go back to the past?"

After Du Yan said this, he squatted on the ground very sadly and cried bitterly, and Xiao Shengyuan looked at her crying appearance, his mood did not change, but he felt more irritable, he turned his back impatiently, and did not want to see Du Yan's appearance.

"You go, it's impossible between the two of us, I will never be with you, whether Shu Yi is alive or dead, I will not be with you!"

After Xiao Shengyuan said this, he turned around and returned home without hesitation, and closed the door tightly, not giving Du Yan a chance to enter the house at all, and Du Yan was deeply hit by his words, and kept squatting on the ground and crying, he didn't expect Xiao Shengyuan to be so ruthless, he originally thought that Jian Shuyi would have a chance if he died, but he didn't expect that even if Jian Shuyi knew that he was dead, Xiao Shengyuan didn't want to be with him.

Du Yan felt very ridiculous, he did so much just to get back a chance to be with Xiao Shengyuan, but he was unwilling to accept himself at all, so what he did before was right or wrong, he killed his own sister for him, was it really right for him to do that, Du Yan began to doubt what he had done before, and began to feel very guilty about Jian Shuyi.

Before, Du Yan thought that as long as Jian Shuyi died, he could return to Xiao Shengyuan's side and find back the happiness he had experienced with him before, but now it seems that he can't go back with him, and he can't go back to the past, the more Du Yan thinks about it, the more desperate she becomes, and she begins to shake her belief in whether to continue to entangle Xiao Shengyuan, she squatted on the ground and cried, crying tired and looking at the closed door, Du Yan finally left sadly.

And after Xiao Shengyuan returned home, he looked at the housekeeper who had been guarding the door, staring at him in a very bad mood, he remembered that he had told him many times before that as long as Du Yan came, he would immediately drive him away, and don't let her appear in front of him, what was going on today, why did he let Du Yan sit at the door of the house and wait for him, what was he doing this for, so thinking of this, Xiao Shengyuan glared at the housekeeper very angrily.

"What do you mean, butler? Didn't I tell you before, as long as Du Yan came and drove him away immediately, why would he still be waiting for me at the door today! ”

The housekeeper bent over and lowered his head and didn't dare to look at Xiao Shengyuan, because the reason why he left Du Yan at the door of the house to wait for him was to use it to break his illusion and tell him that Jian Shuyi had left the reality, and he didn't want her to live in fantasy all the time, although he also liked Jian Shuyi's girl very much, and he didn't want him to leave, but the reality was here, and it could not be solved by escaping, so the housekeeper didn't want to see Xiao Shengyuan live in fantasy every day, since the illusion will always be shattered one day, It is better to break his illusions as soon as possible, so that he can accept the reality and start his new life earlier, so after hearing Xiao Shengyuan's questioning, the housekeeper mustered up the courage to raise his head and look at him.

"This time, I deliberately let Du Yan stay here and wait for you!"

When Xiao Shengyuan heard that the housekeeper deliberately put Du Yan waiting for him here, he was even more angry, he didn't understand why the country did this.

"Why? Why are you doing this? ”

When the housekeeper heard Xiao Shengyuan's words and looked at his angry appearance, he stepped forward and put his hand on his shoulder.

"Shengyuan, you are the child I grew up watching, I know what kind of person you are, and I also know how much you love Jian Shuyi, but things have happened, you shouldn't escape like this, Jian Shuyi She is dead, you don't want to live in your fantasy, bravely accept reality, start your own new life, if you let Jian Shuyi know what you look like now, he won't die in peace, so even if it's for you, for Jian Shuyi, for everyone, can you stop escaping reality!"

Xiao Shengyuan looked at the fact that one or two of them were telling him that Jian Shuyi was dead today, he felt very irritable, what evidence did they have to prove that Shu Yi was dead, he sent a sea rescue team to salvage his body at sea for so long, but his body was not recovered in the sea, since he didn't see his body, then he was very likely to be rescued, he is very likely to be alive now, why do they all have to say that he is dead, Xiao Shengyuan looked at the housekeeper very puzzled. "Why do you say Shu Yi is dead? Why don't you believe he's alive? Do you really hate them so much that you would rather him die than come back alive? ”

When the housekeeper heard Xiao Shengyuan say this, he hurriedly shook his head, how could he hope that Jian Shuyi would die, of course he also hoped that he could come back alive, a good girl like him, he was reluctant to let him go through this, but he was already dead, this is the truth.

"How is that possible? How could we think like that, I also like his girl very much, but there has been no news of her for so many days, if Jian Shuyi is still alive, how could he not come back to you! ”

Xiao Shengyuan shook his head desperately when he heard the housekeeper's words, he didn't want to listen to them say such things, and he didn't want to face the reality that Jian Shuyi was dead.

"Shut up, you shut up, I don't want to hear this, don't say it anymore, unless I see Shu Yi's body, I will never believe that he is dead!"

After saying that, Xiao Shengyuan turned around angrily and went upstairs unwilling to look at the housekeeper again, the housekeeper looked at the back of him leaving, and sighed helplessly, the housekeeper knew that he was forcing him to face the reality like this, it was indeed very cruel, but he was for his good, if he had been living in fantasy, then he would never start his new life, the housekeeper believed that neither he nor Jian Shuyi wanted to see Xiao Shengyuan become like this, so even if he was sad, he had to force her to face this reality, Because as long as he is brave enough to face the reality, the pain is only temporary, so the long pain is better than the short pain, and the housekeeper does not regret the decision he made.

And Xiao Shengyuan, who left angrily, returned to the room, looking at the room where he had lived with Jian Shuyi, his mood quickly calmed down, looking at the familiar room, and the things she left in the room, especially the whole room was full of her taste, he felt that Jian Shuyi had never left, he had always been by his side, he smiled and picked up the photo of Jian Shuyi, and looked at her with a bright smile in the photo very affectionately.

"Shu Yi, they all said you were dead, but I don't believe it, I know you think you're still alive, you must be in a corner of the world, don't worry, I will go to you, I will definitely find you, as long as I am alive, I will not give up, no matter what they say, I will not believe their words, you just wait for me in the same place, waiting for me to find you!"

Xiao Shengyuan stroked Jian Shuyi's smiling face in the photo very affectionately, he also looked at him with a smile, and was even more convinced that he did not leave, Xiao Shengyuan held his photo, unwilling to think about today's troubles, holding his photo and lying on the bed with his eyes closed, he recently as long as he has time, he will lie on the bed to sleep, because in his sleep Jian Shuyi will return to him, and he can see him again, he would rather live in the world of his dreams than I am in real life without Jian Shuyi.

Jian Shuyi, who had lost his memory, was sitting on the sofa in the window of the room in a daze, looking at the scenery outside the window, since the last time he promised Wei Zi here that he would not recall what happened before, he liked to sit on this sofa very much, staring at the plants outside the window in a daze, this time when Wei Zi walked into the room, he found that Jian Shuyi was sitting on the sofa alone again, looking at the scenery outside the window with a dull look, he didn't know what he was thinking, but he couldn't bear to disturb her, so he sat quietly next to him and accompanied her.

Wait until Jian Shuyi comes back to his senses and finds out? As he sat next to him, he looked at him in amazement.

"When did you sit next to me? Why don't I feel anything at all? ”

Wei Zi smiled and looked at the cute Jian Shuyi.

"I just saw that you came here when you were staring at the scenery outside the window in a daze, and I didn't bother you when I saw you thinking about things!"

When Jian Shuyi heard Wei Zi's words, she lowered her head very weakly and sat on the sofa by herself, just looking at the scenery outside the window and emptying herself by the way, hoping that she could remember her previous memories again in the process of relaxing, but this time she found nothing, and she still didn't remember any memories of her before, so when she heard Wei Zi's words, Jian Shuyi smiled weakly.

"I wasn't thinking about anything, I just thought the scenery was beautiful, so I took a second look!"

Wei Zi heard Jian Shuyi's words and followed his gaze to look at the scenery outside the window, and found that there were just a few very lush trees outside her window.