Chapter 210
Ling Ya's mood was very low, and she didn't know why, she was just uncomfortable, she always felt that there were many things she didn't know what she knew.
"Ouyang Xun" seems to have disappeared in his life, and it is really thorough enough.
Several times, Ling Ya thought that all this was her own illusion, but it was obviously not, all this seemed to be so real, this man really left, and there was no room for regret.
Do you regret it?
In fact, it doesn't count, Ling Ya knows very well that she has a very strange feeling in her heart, she is very uncomfortable, she always feels that many things are not what she thinks of this way, and there are even many, many things that are not so simple as she thought.
Inside the Qingyuan villa.
Ouyang Xun actually felt Ling Ya's sullenness, and sometimes this feeling was very strong.
"Ouyang Xun left, aren't you happy?"
In fact, when he asked this question, Ouyang Xun was still a little excited and happy, if this was really the case, he felt that he and Ling Ya still had a chance, they could come together better, in fact, they were all okay.
Ling Ya smiled and shook her head, "How could I be unhappy?" Mo Bai, don't get me wrong, in fact, I really don't have anything to do with Ouyang Xun. I just thought it was weird. He doesn't look like that. ”
Ouyang Xun also nodded, how could this woman care about herself, what she cared about was Mu Mobai, but in fact, she just thought too much.
Ouyang Xun gently hugged Ling Ya into his arms, "I know, you only love me alone. How could I not know that I love you too. ”
While speaking, Ouyang Xun learned Mu Mobai's movements, gently touched her hair, and her eyes were bitter, did she want such a day?
If you can make Ling Ya stop being so sad for the rest of your life, it is actually good.
Mu Mobai's body on that side became worse and worse, but he didn't dare to ask anyone for help, so he could only hide at home by himself until the door was kicked open by Ah Chen.
Ah Chen looked at Mu Mobai, his face became very ugly, and the curvature of the corners of his mouth was also sarcastic, "Can you tell me what's going on?" Ouyang Xun. ”
When Ouyang Xun went to buy painkillers, in fact, Ah Chen knew that something was wrong, and he felt strange at that time, why did this man buy this painkiller, now it seems that there are some conditions that he doesn't know.
Ah Chen just clasped his hands around like this, waiting for Mu Mobai to speak very seriously.
Mu Mobai's face was very pale, in fact, he didn't have any strength to pay attention to this guy, he didn't expect him to appear, and the whole person began to tremble, but in the end, he gritted his teeth weakly, refused to pay attention, and refused to say a word.
"Your reaction is exactly the same as Mo Bai's, which means that you are actually poisoned, why? You didn't have symptoms like this before. ”
Ah Chen was very puzzled, and felt incredible about all this, as if all this was very weird.
Mu Mobai's body improved all of a sudden, but Ouyang Xun's body had such a big problem, these days, when Mu Mobai came to check, the sudden improvement of his body made Ah Chen feel strange.
But he said that all this was just to find an antidote, and Ouyang Xun gave him an antidote.
Is that so?
Looking at this man at present, he doesn't think that this is so simple as an antidote, I'm afraid there are many, many things that he doesn't know.
Mu Mobai smiled bitterly, "If it's okay, get out of here." ”
Such a tone was exactly the same as the tone of Mu Mobai's speech, which made Ah Chen's body tremble more and more, he never thought that he would hear such words, looking at this man, Ah Chen was even more unbelievable.
"If it weren't for this face, I really thought you were Mu Mobai. You ......"
As he spoke, Ah Chen approached step by step, but was surprised to find that this man's hand was exactly the same as Mu Mobai's hand, and this discovery made Ah Chen's body even more nervous, and he looked at this guy in disbelief.
"Who are you?"
"I'm the same as Mu Mobai's hands, can't I? You go back and look at Mu Mobai's hands, it's also like this, don't ask who I am? Get lost. ”
Mu Mobai didn't want anyone to know, even if it was his friend who he had played with since childhood, he didn't want this man to know, the more people knew about all this, the more dangerous it was, Ling Ya would be in pain sooner or later, this matter was not what he wanted to see.
"You, yes...... Ink White!? ”
In fact, when he said this, Ah Chen also smiled self-deprecatingly, how could it be?
Mu Mobai's eyes widened suddenly, originally it was just a funny question, but he didn't expect to see his expression, Ah Chen affirmed his own funny assumption, and the whole person couldn't breathe, and even a little painful.
"How can this be, how can you ......"
"Don't say it. If you're still my brother, don't say it. You know? ”
Mu Mobai doesn't want any care and pity, this is his own choice, and he has nothing to regret.
"Mu Mobai, are you crazy?"
Ah Chen angrily grabbed this guy's clothes, eager to wake this guy up with a punch, but Mu Mobai smiled very calmly, and it could even be said that there was a hint of happiness, such an expression made Ah Chen even more speechless.
This guy is really crazy, and it's ridiculous and pathetic.
"I've always been alive, isn't it great? It's just that Mo Bai lives by Ling Ya's side, it's enough. Anyway, I'm a dying person, do I want my family to suffer? That's good. ”
Mu Mobai doesn't regret it, as long as he thinks that Ling Ya can always be happy in the future, in fact, it's all worth it, what is there to worry about, what to care about.
Ah Chen stopped going crazy, the curvature of the corners of his mouth became even more uncomfortable, watching him become so humble, after he died, no one could even find out at all, this is the most ridiculous place.
"Is it worth it for that woman?"
"It's worth it."
What's not worth it, for that woman, you can take out your heart, and what's not worth it.
I just hated that I couldn't be with her for the rest of my life.
I just hated that I couldn't go through all the scenery with her, and walked through all the rest of my life.
Ah Chen didn't say anything anymore, just looked at him quietly, maybe there were some things he didn't know, but what was the way, this man's choice was so ridiculous and humble, but he had no way to change it.
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After Ah Chen settled Mu Mobai, he came to Qingyuan Villa angrily, walked in and looked at the intimate Ling Ya and Ouyang Xun, and pulled Ouyang Xun over, and slapped Ouyang Xun fiercely with a fist that he didn't want to think of.
This punch really made everyone very depressed, and they looked at this man in disbelief, which was also very incomprehensible.
Ling Ya was a little angry, "What are you doing, Ah Chen?" ”
Ah Chen's eyes became more and more scarlet, staring at Ling Ya, knowing that all this had nothing to do with this woman, but he couldn't help the resentment in his heart, and angrily pulled Ouyang Xun away, and didn't give Ling Ya any chance, driving quickly.
Ouyang Xun sat in the car and felt that something was wrong with the atmosphere, "Ah Chen, what's wrong with you?" ”
"Ouyang Xun, why do you want to take away everything from Mo Bai, what do you think you can get by doing this, damn it, do you really think that you can replace you like this? You have been just a stand-in for Mu Mobai all your life, just a stand-in. ”
Ah Chen roared angrily, eager to push the man in front of him out and let him die like this.
Ouyang Xun couldn't help but rub his forehead, he didn't expect to be known by this guy, this is the biggest trouble, this guy's brotherhood between Mu Mobai is not a fuel-efficient lamp, what he is most afraid of is what he will say by Ling Ya's side in the future.
"Mo Bai's wish, do you also want to destroy? In fact, you know very well in your heart, what Mo Bai cares about, if you don't want him to leave in the end without any regrets, then whatever you do, I don't care. ”
Ouyang Xun pretended that he didn't care at all, but he was already angry in his heart, and this person had to use another way to make him trust himself completely.
Otherwise, it's really troublesome!
"Don't say it so indifferently, you just want to get Ling Ya, do you get it now? How do you feel, damn it, do you think there's any point in you doing this? You're just a stand-in, just a stand-in. ”
Ah Chen was still angry and excited.
But none of these stimuli felt any pain.
Ouyang Xun smiled self-deprecatingly, "I'm happy, as long as I see Ling Ya happy, I feel that nothing is not worth it." You don't need to say anything. ”
"Ouyang Xun!"
Ah Chen thought of Mu Mobai's pain, but without Ling Ya's company by his side, he was even more resentful, and the car quickly stopped, looking like he was fighting with Da.
But the expression of Ouyang Xun that he saw when he turned his head was not so proud, but with an indescribable loneliness and irony.
This made Ah Chen stunned.
Ouyang Xun still sneered lightly, "I'm willing, I'm willing to be Mu Mobai for the rest of my life, Ling Ya can be happy like this, what's not to do." I learned all the habits of Mu Mobai, and even I wondered who I really was. As long as I hypnotize myself again and again, I am Mu Mobai, isn't this enough? I'm willing, can you handle it? ”
Ah Chen was deeply shocked.
In fact, he just looked at the problem from Mu Mobai's point of view, but he forgot that this man is also a man who stands up to the sky, and this kind of compromises for a lifetime is something that a man can't really do.
It seems that he can't see through this man.
Many, many times, I never seem to understand whether there is something I misunderstood and something that I am wrong.
"Ouyang Xun, you...... Why are you suffering? ”
"It's not bitter. If you fancy Ling Ya slowly losing weight, this is the most painful, I am not bitter now. ”
After speaking, Ouyang Xun opened the car door and left here with his head held high.
As if none of this mattered, none of this mattered.
His back is not so proud, not so proud.
Ah Chen took out a cigarette and smoked, he didn't know what to say, maybe, it's good like this, in fact, there is no need to think about anything, there are many, many things, it's good to be in the past, why care?
They all think it's good, why are they blocked in their hearts.
In the future, will it really be good?
……