Chapter 1: Relive the Past
"The life I want is not like this, not this life of being sad all day long for firewood, rice, oil and salt, and you? I've written so many tunes, but they're all useless garbage! ”
The sound of a woman yelling and swearing came from the closed room, and then the sound of a glass falling on the floor, listening to the sound, it should have been torn apart.
"That's right, it's me who can't give you the life you want, you say so, there must be someone who can give you happiness, whatever you want, it's up to you." A man's deep voice came, no argument, no emotion, it seemed, feelings that had long since disappeared in the long quarrel.
The woman chuckled, and her tone hid countless disappointments and helplessness, "Okay, since you say so, let's get a divorce!" I'm going to take the cream with me. As soon as her words fell, she opened the door vigorously, so that the door was still shaking, the anger on the young woman's face had not yet disappeared, willow eyebrows and almond eyes, delicate makeup, fair skin, wearing a red slim dress to outline a perfect figure, seeing the two little girls outside the door, willow eyebrows frowned slightly.
There are two six-year-old girls standing outside the door who look exactly the same, but if you look closely, you feel different, one is wearing a pink puffy skirt, with a pink hairband tied with two good-looking braids, her face is so pink that she seems to be able to pinch out the water, like a doll, at this time, she is holding a rabbit doll, looking innocently at the young and beautiful woman with big watery eyes, walking to the woman's side and pulling the corner of her skirt, and calling out aggrievedly: "Mom." ”
The other little girl was wearing a simple short-sleeved shirt and trousers, the shirt was stained with a few yellow leaves, her hair was just a small ponytail tied on the top of her head, and it was a little messy, but her originally fair face was stained with a lot of mud, and her slender arms were also scratched with a few wounds that were not deep or shallow.
She looked up at the woman timidly, immediately hid her hands behind her, and called in a low voice: "Mom." ”
The young woman squatted down, took the doll-like child into her arms, and comforted her softly, "Good, it's okay, Mom will take you away later." ”
Then he just glanced faintly at the little girl with a dirty face, and there was undisguised disgust in her eyes, "Went to climb a tree again, didn't you?" I can't understand anything, what a nasty kid. ”
The little girl bit her lip and defended herself: "A little bird has fallen, and I ...... it to send it back"
The woman interrupted the little girl impatiently, "Okay, don't make excuses, if you're wrong, you're wrong, just like your father, you like to make excuses if you don't have any chance!" ”
"Qingyu, Ning Xue is just a child, what are you yelling at her?!" The man came out of the room and protected the little girl behind him, but her originally handsome face was full of haggardness, but at this time it was terribly gloomy.
The woman stood up, snorted softly, took the little girl's hand, and looked at the man expressionlessly, "Since you can't give me happiness, let's divorce, follow me after the frost, as for the snow, just follow you, let's get together and disperse, goodbye." After speaking, he took the little girl in one hand and the suitcase that had already been packed in the other, and left without looking back.
Only the little girl looked back blankly, then at the white rabbit doll she was holding, and when she reached the door, she reluctantly stayed on the threshold.
The little girl, who was protected by the man, didn't seem to know what was going on, but she seemed to understand, her mother was leaving, and she didn't want her anymore!
Her tears kept falling like beads with broken threads, and she ran out, crying and saying: "Mom, I will be obedient in the future and won't make you angry, don't go, don't leave me and my father, sister, you tell my mother, I will be obedient......"
With a "snap", the little girl fell on the threshold, and outside the door, the two figures could no longer be seen, but she was so small and powerless for all this.
She has always wondered why her daughter, who is also a mother, why her mother doesn't like her at all? Is there something wrong with her? So, just tell her, she will definitely change, she will definitely ......
Her father sighed, walked over and hugged her, and comforted her softly: "Ning Xue, don't cry, you still have your father, and your father will protect you for the rest of your life." ”
If you want to punish, punish him, all of this is his fault, why let her bear such consequences together? Why?
When Xu Ningxue woke up from her dream, thunder and lightning were thundering and lightning outside the window, and then it was raining heavily, and she didn't know if it was dawn, she turned over, holding an old rabbit doll, standing by the window in a daze, her body was thin, and the light from the lightning slightly illuminated her face, although she was a little haggard, she could still see that her facial features were delicate and her appearance was beautiful.
She has been sleeping well, I don't know why, for so many years, for the first time in a dream, I relived the scene of that year in a dream.
In fact, if she hadn't relived it in her dreams, she wouldn't have remembered the events of the year very clearly, she only remembered the backs when they left, and the most profound thing was her powerless mood at that time.
Her father used to be a brilliant composer, and her mother was also a smash hit singer, and the relationship between the two was once a good story in the entertainment industry.
However, no matter how beautiful the relationship is, it will be dragged down by the dullness of life, worried about the life of firewood, rice, oil and salt, as a composer has no inspiration to make good tunes, when a singer has never sung a hot and moving song, so what remains between the two people is just endless quarrels.
Xu Ningxue stood for a while, and a drizzle blew in with the wind, as if she had just woken up from a dream, she hugged her arms and trembled, what kind of literature and art are you pretending? Dead cold. She covered her mouth again, yawned, closed the window, and shrunk back into the covers to continue sleeping.
There were a few coughs faintly in the next room, and Xu Ningxue was suddenly awakened again, frowning, and she should go buy some medicine tomorrow and come back.
The next morning, after the rain, the sky cleared, and the air was filled with the smell of earthy freshness. Xu Ningxue made breakfast early, and then went out on her bicycle to buy medicine for her father at the hospital in the town, the bicycle was a little old, but this was an excellent prize for the primary school to junior high school exam that year, and her grandmother personally went to get it back for her, and it was her baby.
A woman passing by asked, "Ning Xue, did you go to the hospital again?" ”
Xu Ningxue was wearing a white T-shirt with a strange pattern and white-washed ripped jeans, tied in a high ponytail, and her dark and smart eyes were curved like crescents when she laughed, "Yes, Auntie, is there anything I want to help you bring back?" ”
"Then I'm sorry for you, my grandson has been arguing about eating the brand of potato chips on the TV recently, I don't know very well, you can just buy it, anyway, there is no commissary in the village, come, give you money." That aunt lives next door to Xu Ningxue, and she likes to gossip and nag, but she is a good person.
Xu Ningxue took the money and grinned, "I know, I'll be back soon." ”
Xu Ningxue, her grandparents and her father live in a small village in the middle of nowhere, with beautiful mountains and rivers.
There is a primary school in the village, since Xu Ningxue was admitted to the key middle school in the town, she suddenly became a beautiful talk in the primary school, every teacher will praise Xu Ningxue when she talks about the students she taught, Xu Ningxue has also been troubled for a long time.