Chapter 515: Facing the Abyss
Seeing this, Mo Shunqing hurriedly chased after him.
When he approached Ye Jiu's side, the woman had already turned into a posture of bending her knees and supporting her knees with her palms.
The upper body leaned unnaturally, breathing greedily as if it was suffocating from drowning.
With Ye Jiu's movements, her hair, which had been carefully groomed, was now scattered a little messily on both shoulders, covering Ye Jiu's face.
But it is not difficult for Mo Shunqing to imagine what Ye Jiu's expression will look like now.
It may still be a little cold, but it may be frowning with a pained look.
The amplitude of breathing is sometimes gentle and sometimes violent, but Ye Jiu's movements are always very exaggerated, and with the breathing, his chest is constantly floating up and down.
Such a Ye Jiu folded himself, a small one, but with a magic that people can't ignore.
She seemed to be trying her best to protect herself, but she still seemed a little weak and vulnerable.
Mo Shunqing noticed that her shoulders were shaking slightly, was it trembling, or was it ...... She's crying?
Mo Shunqing, who sensed this possibility, suddenly regretted it, and regretted taking Ye Jiu to the prison to see Song Yanmei.
After all, it's just a lost dog, he just cleaned up silently, so why bother asking Ye Jiu to also experience such a dark experience?
He just thought that Ye Jiu was powerful, that Ye Jiu was brave, that Ye Jiu was retribution, and that Ye Jiu could see the fate of that woman with his own eyes.
But now, it seems like I've messed up?
Although Ye Jiu's experience is very rich, so that she has the ability to face some things without changing her face, she will still be afraid!
I always think about it, thinking about letting Ye Jiu take revenge, thinking about letting her live well. But it seems that he has forgotten the most important thing-
Forgot to protect her.
Forgot not to call her hands.
Looking at Ye Jiu, who was still trembling and a little painful, Mo Shunqing wanted to hold her shoulder.
But his outstretched hand was trembling.
Carefully put his hand on Ye Jiu's shoulder, Mo Shunqing tested his strength before he dared to take the person into his arms with confidence.
He was really scared, afraid that if he was not careful, he would knock this fragile body apart.
Afraid will it hurt her, will it lose her......
always said that Ye Jiu was insecure, that she had not experienced too warm feelings, and that she had not experienced too close relationships.
But the lack of a sense of security is such a thing, why not Mo Shunqing?
In high positions such as Mo Shunqing, they often pursue perfection, and because of this, they are often very strict with themselves - they will have a self-loathing mentality.
He doesn't think he's a perfect human being, and he doesn't always believe in his own abilities.
Although he doesn't care much about the evaluation of outsiders, he always cares about the well-being of the people around him as a standard for self-judgment.
Obviously, now he defines this person around him as Ye Jiu.
And obviously, Ye Jiu is not very good now.
As a result, Mo Shunqing will fall into self-blame and self-doubt.
He felt that he had hurt Ye Jiu - whether he had a good intention or not.
In a trance, Mo Shunqing's subconscious told him that he was not worthy of being with Ye Jiu.
Because he'll make her sad.
Popping up such a thought, Mo Shunqing was also a little silent.
His lack of security does not come from the outside world, but from himself.
If it is said that Ye Jiu is eager for love because he has seen too little love; Then Mo Shunqing is worried because he has faced too many rights and wrongs.
Even if many people will praise him, and even many women will pursue him passionately.
But Mo Shunqing knew that all this might really only be related to his material conditions. Old Friends Book House
But what about all this?
Will the true self be a person who is sought after and eye-catching?
Mo Shunqing was not sure.
In the past, he only felt that he could give Ye Jiu the best care, so he hoped that she could accept him.
But now Mo Shunqing hesitated, he only felt that he might have overestimated himself, and he might not be able to give Ye Jiu the most meticulous care and love.
So can such a self still have Ye Jiu's trust and love?
Is all this really still under your control?
At least Ye Jiu's sadness in front of him is gone.
Feeling Mo Shunqing's approach, Ye Jiu subconsciously grabbed the corner of this person's clothes.
Feeling that Ye Jiu obviously wanted to exert herself, but only gently moved her coat, Mo Shunqing could feel her weakness.
But now he also feels helpless.
Now Ye Jiu does feel a little uncomfortable.
It's not for Song Yanmei's sympathy and sadness - she doesn't have such a good heart.
As Mo Shunqing thought before, Ye Jiu has always been ruthless towards his enemies.
And Song Yanmei just now was obviously not on Ye Jiu's white list, but her fate was not so tragic.
It's just that for so long, Ye Jiu has never been in such an atmosphere as a prison, nor has he been so depressed.
The process of visiting the prison just now made her a little scared.
Not because of Mo Shunqing's cold face, but because of the darkness.
Yes, it's darkness.
It's not just about the light, it's about the atmosphere.
Ye Jiu, who had just sat beside Mo Shunqing and faced Song Yanmei, felt as if he was on the edge of an abyss.
Facing Song Yanmei, who had half a foot in the abyss, Mo Shunqing chose to push her in fiercely, this was because Mo Shunqing had not yet felt the darkness.
But Ye Jiu is different.
She has truly experienced so much, so many times of darkness, and she has also stepped into the abyss.
She also thought that she had been able to face it calmly, thinking that she was mentally prepared.
If no one mentioned it, she seemed to have forgotten the days when she was desperately struggling.
So embarrassed, so helpless.
She has clearly embraced the glamorous beauty in front of her and the new world that Mo Shunqing gave her.
Until just now, until I saw Song Yanmei.
As Nietzsche said, "When you stare into the abyss, the abyss is staring at you." ”
Just for a moment, Ye Jiu felt as if he was about to be pulled back by Song Yanmei to those unbearable pasts.
But fortunately, fortunately, she still has Mo Shunqing by her side.
It was the man next to her who took her out of the predicament step by step, and it was also this man who kept her firmly by her side, and she would not be lost again, and she would not be lost again......
This man is already his husband.
Thinking like this, Ye Jiu grabbed the corner of Mo Shunqing's clothes even harder.
Fortunately, with him, Ye Jiu can have the courage to face the abyss, and she has the confidence that she will not go back.
At this moment, Mo Shunqing was still a little stunned, and was suddenly dragged by Ye Jiu.
But Mo Shunqing didn't have the slightest annoyance.
Because he felt Ye Jiu's power, she seemed to be conveying.