Chapter 59
He suddenly began to pray, hoping that Chen Qiaoan really wouldn't show up tonight, really wouldn't show up.
Cheng Nan saw the person waiting for him not far away, smiled, stepped forward, hugged her again, and whispered, "Let's go."
Cheng Nan also knew that Chen Qiaoan might come, according to Shan Shan's character, no matter how much she hated herself, she would also tell Chen Qiaoan that she had met herself, and he was not without hope, not without waiting, he was humiliated by himself alone, and by the ridicule and humiliation of Naxi people in his heart, he just wanted to see the girl in his heart again, but the sudden appearance of the person next to him pulled him into reality, making him clearly understand once again that he and Chen Qiaoan are far apart, and they will never be able to cross.
Thinking about it carefully, Cheng Nan didn't suddenly strayed into another world that didn't belong to him, because of Chen Qiaoan's liking, he got a lot, and because of Chen Qiaoan's liking, he clearly saw his powerlessness and cowardice and inferiority.
Pushed open the door and walked out, he no longer belonged to that world, and he could no longer wait for the girl he loved.
It's him, and he doesn't deserve Chen Qiaoan's good. He has always known that he has always been unworthy of Chen Qiaoan.
Chapter 8: Long time no see
- You never told me to break up, but you separated me from you forever, and only you and me were left with her.
Cheng Nan hugged the slightly petite woman beside him and walked all the way.
"Cheng Nan, who is that woman just now?" The woman next to her asked curiously, looked up at Cheng Nan's side face, and asked, "Is it also your former classmate?" ”
Even if she is a generous woman, she is still a woman.
"No," Cheng Nan refused, facing her gaze and inquiry, as well as curiosity and suspicion, his face expressionless.
"Oh, so she is, liked you?" The woman asked cautiously.
"No," the same indifference.
"Oh, that's..."
The woman wanted to say something else, but was interrupted by Cheng Nan's voice, "I'm a little tired, can I not ask these questions?" ”
"Oh, okay." She looked at the man next to her looking tired and sleepy, as if she didn't want to discuss the topic, so she had to give up.
Cheng Nan never mentioned to him his past, his friends or his classmates, when she first met him, she couldn't even see the future in this man, but found that he didn't have a past, but now, she suddenly felt that it was because he didn't want her to know his past, or he didn't want her to enter his life and life at all.
She looked at the man who was holding her intimately, and suddenly felt unusually strange and frightened.
It's just that Cheng Nan didn't notice the change in the eyes of the people around him, and stretched out his hand and pressed the elevator button.
"You're bleeding? Did you just get scratched by glass? The moment he stretched out his hand, the people around him saw the scratches on the back of his hand, bleeding blood, and suddenly felt very shocking and shocking.
"It's fine." Cheng Nan said lightly, trying to withdraw his hand from hers.
"How is it okay! She's too much," the woman beside her lost her temper rarely, carefully looking at his wound, and intending to take a tissue from her bag to wipe it.
In fact, it was just a small scratch, she just felt that Cheng Nan was too good-tempered to that woman, if it wasn't an ex-girlfriend, what was it?
She sees it as a woman who has emotional entanglements with Cheng Nan, and also, looking at the posture that refused to stop just now, it is indeed very suspicious, and those who don't know think that the person who has been infatuated with Cheng Nan for many years is her.
Just as she lowered her head to take out the tissue in her bag, the elevator door opened, and the bloody thing was that Chen Qiaoan appeared in the elevator appropriately, and the elevator happened to stop at this floor and stopped in front of them.
Cheng Nan looked at the people standing in the elevator, and Chen Qiaoan looked at the people standing outside the elevator, just like the first time they saw it, and they couldn't let go for a long time.
"Found it," Chen Qiaoan watched the woman standing next to Cheng Nan take out a pack of tissues from her bag, pulled out one from it, took his hand very habitually, carefully wiped the wounded and bleeding place for him, and said in pieces, "She's too much,"
However, at this time, Cheng Nan seemed to be in a different world, looking at the woman in front of him motionlessly.
When the elevator was about to close, Cheng Nan almost subconsciously moved, raised his other hand and pressed the button, he missed her, he wanted to see her.
Later, he may feel that such a move is strange and inappropriate, and it is also very abrupt and very ridiculous, he subconsciously took a step back, he didn't dare to think about her, and he didn't dare to see her.
The woman next to him may have felt the same strange, stopped what she was doing, looked up at the man in front of her, but found that his eyes had been staring at the elevator in front of her, and when she turned her head to look, she saw the woman in the elevator walking out, standing in front of them, and saying to them, "Long time no see." ”
To be precise, with this man.
Because her eyes were also fixed on the man, with a shallow smile on her face.
How many years have passed, Chen Qiaoan didn't count how long they have been separated, because Chen Qiaoan didn't dare, since they broke up, Chen Qiaoan has had a hard time every day, and she has worked hard to make her life harder, because in this way she can think less about this man and the pain he brought her.
But at this moment of seeing him again, Chen Qiaoan suddenly remembered that they had been separated for three years, only three years, only three years, and in these three years, she still liked him, and after these three years, she would still feel flustered when she saw him again.
And what about him, does he still like himself? How did he feel when he saw himself?
Maybe it's the innate sensitivity of women, the woman standing next to Cheng Nan, when she saw Chen Qiaoan for the first time, subconsciously put her hand on the arm of the man next to her, and the distance between the two was very close, and Cheng Nan looked very numb from beginning to end, just looked at Chen Qiaoan, looked at Chen Qiaoan blankly, seemed to see a trace of affection and long-lost nostalgia from his eyes, after a long time, as if he reacted to something, he subconsciously pushed away the hand that the woman next to him was holding him, Took a step to the side.
Chen Qiaoan looked at this move, and after a long silence, he asked, "Your sister?" He continued, "Or sister?" Even if he was asking about her, Chen Qiaoan's eyes were still looking in the direction of Cheng Nan, as if he was waiting for his answer, and he only wanted to listen to his answer alone, but Cheng Nan, as always, remained silent.
In the end, it was the woman standing next to him who spoke out first, and took Cheng Nan's arm again as if she was nothing, and said softly, "Hello, Miss Chen, I am her fiancée," and then stretched out one of the hands, trying to shake hands with Chen Qiaoan to say hello, from beginning to end, she had a gentle smile, but Chen Qiaoan couldn't smile anymore, Chen Qiaoan's standard smile, this time, can no longer be hung on her face, can't pretend.
Chen Qiaoan did not reply politely. Just looked at Cheng Nan, he didn't deny or affirm, but silently acquiesced to his fiancée's behavior and introduction to himself.
It turns out that he has a fiancée? It turns out that he is abrupt and self-righteous again? It turned out that he was really happy without her.
She thought they hadn't broken up, she thought it wasn't a breakup, she thought three years, but it was really short, she thought that he was still in the same place as her, she thought that one day, they would turn back and start again, and at that time, they still loved each other deeply.
Chen Qiaoan suddenly felt that he was really bitter, and he also seemed very redundant and ridiculous.
His fiancée's hand was still stretched out in the air, but Chen Qiaoan never reached out his hand, and replied with the same politeness, even if it was just perfunctory, he couldn't do it.
After another long silence, Chen Qiaoan opened his mouth, "You know me?" This time, it was his fiancée who was asking.
"Well, I know you," the fiancée said, nodding.
Chen Qiaoan was fortunate for a moment, maybe at least Cheng Nan would mention himself, and he had never forgotten it so thoroughly.
Then he continued, "Oh, Miss Chen, don't get me wrong, Cheng Nan didn't mention you to me," then looked at Cheng Nan, then at Chen Qiaoan, and said with a smile, "It's just that you are often on TV and entertainment news, and I have seen your photos, so I know you," this remark was very standard.
At least, to Chen Qiaoan's ears, he felt very sad.
"Oh, I see." Chen Qiaoan said lightly, and nodded as well, his eyes still not half off Cheng Nan's body.
"Speaking of which, I'm still a fan of yours," the fiancée said again, like a normal polite remark.
"Oh," Chen Qiaoan was not in the mood to be polite to her.
"Just, how did you end up here? Don't you have it today..."Chen Qiaoan is a celebrity, she knows Chen Qiaoan, she really didn't recognize it at first, and she didn't dare to recognize it, but fans can't talk about it, it's just that Chen Qiao'an has been very popular recently, and before the Internet news said that Chen Qiaoan was going to attend an important ceremony tonight, she was indeed a little surprised, she would appear here.
Although she didn't know what kind of entanglement the woman in front of her had with the man beside her, the inexplicability of this night and her sixth sense as a woman made her have to doubt, and be cautious, even jealous.
Because she could clearly feel that since she appeared, Cheng Nan's numbness and indifference to herself, such indifference seemed very deliberate and subconscious.
"She's coming for me!"