In fact, after the Lantern Festival that day, when Ling Bin knew that Yu Qiqi and Lu Xun had such a tacit understanding, he had already begun to question himself and question everything about himself...... He originally thought that his only music theory could be better than Lu Xun, and then he overestimated himself and exalted himself.

"I know." He gradually lowered his head, and there was humility between his eyebrows.

Yu Qiqi is a soft-hearted person, seeing Ling Bin like this, she feels uncomfortable, but there is no way, she can only cut off Ling Bin's last obsession with her with her own hands, so that they can be well.

She sat down beside Ling Bin, also leaning against the big tree, looking at the moon in the sky, "Senior brother, do you know, in fact, I have always hoped that I could have an older brother, just like other brothers and sisters, no matter when and where, my brother can think of his sister and pamper his sister." ”

Although she now has Lu Xun, she is still very envious of Lu Xuan, after all, Lu Xuan has been destined to have a man to take care of her for a lifetime since she was born.

In her previous life, she was a person, and this life was even more miserable, only her aunt's only relative, if she wasn't lucky enough to get acquainted with Lu Xun and others, she didn't know how a person would face such a new era, she always felt like she was dreaming, and sooner or later she would wake up from a dream...... I am afraid that I will never wake up from this dream.

From time to time, she would wonder how long a person's life was, whether everyone would experience such a bizarre thing like her, or would it ...... All the people who died unexpectedly actually didn't really die at all, but they all went to different times and spaces.

Ling Bin looked at the longing in Yu Qiqi's eyes, listened to her words, and didn't plan to interject, he wanted to continue listening, even if the overall situation was decided now, he also wanted to see Yu Qiqi's inner world.

"Senior brother, do you believe that after a person dies, his soul goes to another place?" She turned her head to look at Ling Bin, and when she asked, there seemed to be a light in her eyes.

Ling Bin didn't understand, he thought about it carefully, and replied: "I think that a kind person, the soul after death should go to the land of bliss, how everyone is born, there will be a different result after death." ”

Hearing this, Yu Qiqi smiled bitterly, and suddenly sighed, "Senior brother said so, then I may be in Elysium now." ”

"Huh? Now in Elysium? Ling Bin really didn't know what to say.

"Senior brother, if I say that I died once, do you believe me?" Yu Qiqi asked.

As soon as the words 'once dead' came out, Ling Bin's heart trembled subconsciously, he didn't seem to want to hear such words from Yu Qiqi's mouth, "I don't understand your words. ”

Yu Qiqi knew that Ling Bin would not understand, who was this, she couldn't understand it when she heard her say this, but she was willing to explain...... I don't know why, I have been hiding in my heart for so long, and even Lu Xun hasn't thought of a good time to say it, but tonight, she really wants to have a good talk with Ling Bin.

may think that Ling Bin is a good person and a rare friend, but because of the slight age gap, she regards Ling Bin as a brother in her heart.

"Senior brother, in front of you now, there are two Yu Qiqi, one is Yu Qiqi in appearance, and the other is Yu Qiqi in soul." She is very serious in every word, without the taste of half-separate jokes.

Ling Bin was slightly frightened by Yu Qiqi's sudden seriousness, "Ah......?" He began to understand her more and more, and he began to understand less and less what she was trying to say.

Yu Qiqi was very patient and continued to explain: "Senior brother, maybe you will think that I am saying some very strange things, but I have to admit that these words are all real and real. ”

Ling Bin swallowed his saliva subconsciously, and when he heard Yu Qiqi say this, he was inexplicably nervous, and he nodded, "Okay, you say, I'll listen." ”

Yu Qiqi patted him on the shoulder, "Relax, this is my story, it's good for senior brother to be a listener." After a pause, she hugged herself and began to recall the old days...... "Once upon a time, I lived in a prosperous place...... The lights are bright and there is laughter everywhere......"

Then, she began to tell about the bizarre between the past days and the past to the present......

After talking for half an hour, by the moonlight, Yu Qiqi looked at Ling Bin's expression with all kinds of surprise. Let's look for books

"Now can you understand, why do I say that what is in front of you now is a Yu Qiqi on the outside, and the soul is also a Yu Qiqi?" She tilted her head and smiled softly.

Ling Bin looked at her already relieved eyes, and after a while, he asked: "Do many people know your experience...... he still has low self-esteem.

But in the next second, Yu Qiqi shook his head very sincerely, "No one knows, Senior Brother is the first." ”

This couldn't help but flatter Ling Bin, it was obvious that he saw a rare happiness on his face, he didn't want to be too exaggerated, he glanced over and smiled secretly, and then turned back, "Then you...... Why did you ...... me?"

"I just want to say, no why, it's tonight, I want to find someone to talk about it." Yu Qiqi pursed his lips, "After all, I've been holding back for more than half a year, and I'm also quite tired." ”

"That'...... Then why don't you talk to Lu Xun? Probably, that's what he really wanted to ask.

Yu Qiqi guessed that Ling Bin would ask this question, she shrugged her shoulders, puffed out her cheeks, and naturally replied: "Sooner or later, I will talk to him, but I didn't find a good time, just like at this moment, on his side, I still need time." "I always feel as if it's not a big deal, there's no need to make everyone know, it's enough to talk to a few people who know each other.

Hearing this, the corners of Ling Bin's raised mouth fell slightly, but thinking about it, he was not a special position on Yu Qiqi's side, so why should he think that he could have special treatment.

"No wonder you have such a big gap with others, you can always find unexpected surprises in you, it turns out ...... You're not in the same world as us...... It turns out that you in the depths of your soul are from a more distant place. Ling Bin slowly accepted this fact, "I used to think that it was my luck to know a girl like you, but now it seems that my luck is small, and it should be said that it is my honor." ”

Yu Qiqi waved his hand and shook his head, "Don't dare to say it so exaggeratedly, what honor is not honored, there is a good saying, five hundred times looking back in the past life can be exchanged for the salamette in this life, two people can know each other, it proves that it is fate, there is no one who lifts whom." Then he said, "Senior brother, do you know that in my previous place, everyone was advocated to be equal, no matter men and women, no matter what their status, they all had free human rights, and they would not be ordered or manipulated by anyone, as long as they were unwilling, no one could. ”

Such words simply made Ling Bin listen to a burst of enthusiasm, because this is the living environment he yearns for and pursues.

To tell the truth, as a man, he chose the truth of being a happy person, and in the eyes of others, most of them were disdainful...... Because music, in the eyes of the world, is just play, and there is nothing worth bragging about.

But he doesn't agree, he thinks that music is a difficult thing to reach the top, not something that anyone can learn if they like it, and it is not something that can be done by talking about it.

It's something that needs to be felt and communicated with the body and mind, and for him, happiness is sacred.

"If I could, I would really like to live where you used to be, and feel the so-called equality there." Ling Bin smiled helplessly.

"Don't say you want to, I want to go back, if I hadn't met you here, I wouldn't have had a good time at all." In feudal society, the names of people at the bottom are suppressed everywhere, and Yu Qiqi can feel suppressed for them, "One thing to say, when I came here, I wanted to recreate my previous appearance, even a little bit...... So, I didn't change myself, I want everyone to see the real me and want to accept the real me. ”

Ling Bin agreed with Yu Qiqi's approach, he nodded: "I think your idea is right, you should keep your original intention, keep your favorite and most comfortable state and appearance, so you are the best, I ......" He wanted to say, I like you like this, but after a pause, he didn't dare to say it in the end, just said, "I appreciate it, you have to always be the best version of yourself." ”

He regarded Yu Qiqi as a treasure, a treasure worthy of his love, even if it was ...... It can't belong to him, and he also hopes that before the next girl who makes his heart moves, he can do his best to protect and defend Yu Qiqi.

"Thank you, senior brother." Yu Qiqi smiled sweetly, "Seriously, half of the reason why I am willing to stay in the Lefang Division and accept the life of the Lefang Division is because of senior brothers like you, including Senior Brother Bao Wei and Senior Sister Bai Qing...... Because of your care, I have a lot of support in Le Fang Division. ”

She has too many favors that she can't afford to repay, and now she just wants to make herself strong as soon as possible, to be able to repay these favors as soon as possible, and to become the one who protects others as soon as possible.

"Really...... Ling Bin was glad to hear this, "If you say that, I will feel at ease." "I suddenly felt that liking doesn't have to confirm the relationship with the other person, it seems that it is enough to see the other party happy and see the other party complete.

Yu Qiqi saw the relief in Ling Bin's eyes, she also exhaled a long breath, and the two looked at each other and smiled, this night was very harmonious.