Chapter 26: Do You Still Love Him?

She stared at the outside of the wooden house without blinking, and not long after the sun set, the western sky was still burning with an orange-red sunset.

The sea, also dyed red by this glow, seems to be covered with a layer of colorful veil, and the sea surface shines with a string of colorful circles, which seems to add a bit of agility and sparkle to the sea.

The sea breeze brought the freshness and humidity of the sea to the face, and it was salty and salty, like the smell of tears.

Something strange felt in her heart, and she slowly walked out of the cabin and sat down on the golden sand.

If the sea hadn't brought her here, would she have been able to escape all this, wouldn't she have to be so embarrassed, wouldn't she have to face everything she didn't want to face?

But if she really wants to uproot all the memories here from her brain, then she will not be reluctant, after all, she also loves him wholeheartedly.

As she thought so, her eyes began to fog with white fog. She couldn't help but hug herself tightly and buried her head deep in her knees.

The cyan clothes flying in the wind in the distance, looking at the lonely back on the golden beach, had a sense of déjà vu, and felt as if he had been pricked by a needle in his heart.

At this moment, why is she as sad as this sunset? The former "she" was also curled up on the beach, looking at the sunset in a daze.

Nan Ruochen walked over and threw her a big bag of food.

She took the pile and looked at him in amazement.

He pretended to be casual and said, "I don't know what you like to eat, so I bought a few more, you can watch and eat some." ”

She smelled the fragrance of lotus flowers on his body, and couldn't help but close her eyes, although she had only known the person in front of her for a few days, but this person made her feel more relaxed than before.

"Nan Ruochen, have you ever loved someone?" She took a bite of the apple in her hand.

He suddenly raised his head to look at her, and then lowered his head again: "Why do you ask that?" ”

"Does love hurt so much? If that's the case, then why should we love? Her words came quietly.

"Love is like a journey, it has to be experienced to be complete." He still didn't raise an eyebrow.

"You know what? In fact, I don't belong here, nor do I belong to this dynasty, at the beginning, I came to this world alone, trying to learn to be strong in loneliness, looking forward to being able to be full of another person's love, leaving calmly, and even, knowing that it is ridiculous, but still willing to believe in the existence of that love. However, the love I am pursuing is just an illusion here. ”

"What kind of love are you pursuing?" He stared at her lowered brow.

"Monogamy, a lifetime, dependent on each other, hand in hand."

As she spoke, her eyebrows suddenly dimmed: "But this is just a dream, no one can give it to me, I thought he could give it to me, but I just thought." In the past, I always put myself high, until I met him, I tried to accept those things I couldn't accept, and I forced myself to bear those things I couldn't bear, but why was this the result? ”

"There are joys and sorrows in love, when happiness comes, all sorrows disappear, but when you are sad, do you also have to write off all happiness?"

"......" she suddenly couldn't find the words to refute.

There was silence for a moment, and only the distant sound of the waves crashing against the rocks and the sand could be heard.

"And do you love him?" After a long time, Nan Ruochen asked lightly.

Does "......" still love it? How many times had she asked herself this question in her mind.

"Still in love, how can it be so easy not to love."

"If he came to you, would you go back with him?"

"......" Nan Ruochen's question, she didn't know how to answer.

"Nan Ruochen, can you tell me your story?"

"I don't care about people who are at home, there is never a story!" His deep eyes looked evasively into the blue sea in the distance.

"Don't lie to me, these days, your eyes and your mood have already betrayed you. Does this place have any unforgettable memories for you? ”

"......" At this time, it was his turn to be speechless.

"Since you don't want to say it, I'm always willing to listen to it when you want to."

"It's not that I don't want to say it, I just don't want to remember it, so let it be buried with the memory." Nan Ruochen let out a long sigh.