Chapter 21: Your Helplessness, My Hurt
When the wine was gone, she slowly got up and left the table gloomily.
"Ying'er!" King Shin, who had been drinking during the banquet, suddenly stopped her.
"May I ask what the prince commands?" She was polite and thoughtful, but cold and detached.
Noticing the strangeness of her tone, Shin Wang stepped forward to take her hand, but she took a step back, not far or close, but enough to show the distance between the two hearts.
"Ying'er, are you blaming me?" King Shin's face was gloomy.
"Don't dare to concubine!" It's still the same indifferent tone.
"Ying'er, I'm just ......"
"If the prince is fine, then the concubine will go down first." She eagerly interrupted King Xin's words, fearing that the unspoken words would hurt herself even more.
I'm even more afraid that I won't be able to control my emotions, and I will cry at this time, which is already so unbearable, and I can't cry so unproductively, it will only make me look even more embarrassed.
She strode out the door, wanting nothing more than to leave the place right away.
"Ying'er, I don't want anyone but you. For a lifetime, we will be accompanied by each other, hand in hand with white-headed ......"
King Shin's voice sounded behind her, but this sentence sounded so hurtful at this moment......
In this summer of blooming flowers, her tears suddenly bloomed like a pool of lotus flowers.
Back in the room, she locked herself in the room alone, on the gantry at the head of the bed, the pure white shining wedding dress under the red candle, exuding a faint light.
Those memories of the past came back in waves: in the Acacia Garden, the young man in white clothes; Under the apricot blossom tree, the clear and clean voice; Outside the window of the room, that bad smile; In the valley of red faces, the eyes are as gentle as water; The skirt of the wedding dress, the happy hug; The candle night in the cave room, the tenderness that is warm and intoxicated; In my sleep, the call of the affectionate style......
Thinking of this, the intense heartache and sourness converged into a powerful airflow, violently hitting her chest, she was almost unable to breathe, she exhaled heavily, but as soon as she relaxed, tears came out of her eyes.
Outside the door, the drunken King Xin leaned against her door and called her over and over again: "Ying'er, Ying'er." She covered her ears and covered herself under the covers.
The call of the King of Faith passed through the locked door, through the cold air, through her covers, and straight into her ears.
“…… It's not what I want to marry her, but the emperor's order can't be disobeyed......"
“…… Now is the time for the imperial court to employ people, and I have to start from ah......"
“…… Even if I marry her, I don't want her ......"
"Ying'er, I just want you to ......"
“…… I wish I wasn't a prince......"
Those small and fragmented words, put together, there is nothing to be done.
The prince, who was noble and proud in every way, stood upside down at this moment, leaving only this helpless man who couldn't help himself.
Her heart seems to have been slashed hard, but: you have your helplessness, you have your body can't help yourself, what about me, what about me? If you can't do what I want, then why did you provoke me in the first place, why did you treat me so well, and bring me into your world and bear all this?
At this moment, the two people inside and outside the door were crying heartbreakingly. The distance of a door separates the embrace of two hearts.
I don't know how long it took, but suddenly, a flash of lightning pierced the sky, followed by a rumbling thunder. After a while, bean-sized raindrops fell from the sky, hitting the ground and crackling.
The rain fell on King Shin's clothes in large drops, running down his loose hair, along his eyebrows and eyes, mingling with tears, wetting his clothes and soaking her heart.
She began to feel a little anxious in her heart, but she pretended to be indifferent and roared: "You let me go, you go, I never want to see you again, never again!" ”
There was no response outside the door, and after a while, there was no sound of the king outside the door.
It's raining so hard outside, he must have gone back, she thought. Although I was a little relieved, I couldn't stop a sense of loss. Her tears began to flow again.
She must have been tired of crying, and she fell asleep on the bed.
"Lord, lord, why are you lying here?" Her worried voice rang in her ears.
"Lord Wang?" She sat up from the bed and ran out the door.
Lying in the rain, King Shin had fallen into a deep sleep, and the wine on his body had long since been exhausted, leaving only his red cheeks and hot body.
She knelt on the ground and hugged King Xin into her arms: "Doctor, please ask for a doctor!" Her hysterical voice tore through the rain curtain......
She sat on the edge of the bed and stared blankly at the unconscious Shin King.
At this time, Princess Zhou rushed to hear the news, and Yuan also followed. Princess Zhou had never seen King Xin so depressed, and she couldn't help but feel distressed.
All the distress turned into anger gushing out, and Princess Zhou pulled her down from King Xin's bedside: "Princess Fang, how did you serve the prince, how did you make the prince like this, what crime should you be guilty of!" ”
At this time, the dazed King Xin called out her name in a daze, she couldn't care about Princess Zhou anymore, and ran straight back to the bedside: "Lord, Lord, I'm here, Ying'er is here!" ”
Her crying voice was heartbreaking, and the prince slowly opened his eyes: "Ying'er, Ying'er, marrying her is not what I want, Ying'er, can you forgive me?" ”
King Shin hurriedly explained, but she choked up and couldn't speak.
"Ying'er......" Shin King's weak voice muttered her name.
She stroked his forehead, her face full of distress: "Why are you so stupid? I don't know where to go when it's raining. ”
"If Ying'er doesn't forgive me, I won't leave......"
At this moment, she couldn't blame it anymore, and her tears broke down again: "I forgive you, I forgive you for everything......"
King Shin was overjoyed, sat up straight, and hugged her tightly.
In this room, there was no longer a reason for Princess Zhou and the Yuan family to stay, so they hurriedly went out.
"I can't imagine that the prince has true feelings for that woman, that slut! And that in her belly! You useless thing, I did everything possible to get you into the palace, and the king still hasn't looked at you directly! Princess Zhou scolded viciously at the Yuan family behind her.
"The concubine is useless, and the princess is asked to calm her anger. The concubine had just entered the palace, and she didn't understand anything, so she asked the princess for more guidance. ”
Princess Zhou's face was gloomy, and she let out a long sigh and said, "That's it, you can't be blamed for this." The prince is now deeply affectionate towards that slut, and it is impossible for you to change the prince's heart for her when you just entered the mansion. ”
Yuan Shi said cautiously: "No wonder that woman is so arrogant that she dares to turn away the prince. Princess, since the princess can't let her go, then we will let her die to the princess, but this matter is still fulfilled by the princess. ”
Yuan's blood-red clothes, in this rain, were full of evil meanings.
Yuan stepped forward and whispered something in Princess Zhou's ear, less than a cup of tea, Princess Zhou frowned slightly, but the anger on her face disappeared, and she heard that it was replaced by a smug sneer!