Chapter Seventy-Three: Affection in the Heart; The past is unbearable

At that moment, Yan Beiting hugged Yiren into his arms again! His eyes were dark and deep, with a pearl-like restrained and lonely glow.

"When are you going to hold it?" Xiao Ruoruo smiled helplessly.

Although his embrace was warm and steady, giving her a full sense of security, time was passing minute by minute, and after an hour at the latest, she had to leave for the palace!

Yan Beiting let go of her when he heard this, but he gently took her hand: "That's fine!" Hehe! "The sound is as clear as a spring in the mountains.

Xiao Ruoruo smiled back at him, but he didn't break free, and after pulling him into the room, the two sat opposite each other and were speechless for a long time.

Well, his chin has become much sharper, he has lost weight, and there is a short and uneven beard around his mouth, which adds a touch of vicissitudes to his handsome face, the high bridge of his nose remains the same, and the deep eyes that can drown people are full of red bloodshots, and the bottom of his eyes is even more blue! But even so, he is also a handsome and beautiful man!

"You're so haggard! It's a tiring time, right? No matter how busy you are, you should pay attention to rest! Look at you, you've lost weight! Xiao Ruoruo's eyes flashed with a trace of distress, and he raised his hand and gently rubbed it under his eyes.

Yan Beiting smiled gently, his restrained eyes seemed to crush the stars, and there was a moving light. With a sweet smile on his lips, he put his face on the back of Xiao Ruoruo's hand held by him and rubbed it gently, like a well-behaved and obedient cat begging to be petted!

"Don't, it's so itchy~ Hehe! Ha ha! Don't move! "It's really...! His short, hard stubble scratched her hands, causing the back of her hand to tingle and itch a little, which simply drove her crazy! She couldn't help it, she pressed down on the messy handsome face, and then pulled her hand back.

The laughter was as crisp and pleasant as a silver bell, and it was like a tinkling spring in a mountain stream, which made Yan Beiting's heart itch a little, and his eyes slowly became hot and charming.

Xiao Ruoruo rubbed the back of his hand that was a little numb, and didn't hear him speak for a long time, so he instinctively looked at him, but unexpectedly crashed into his deep and burning eyes, and was suddenly shocked!

What to do?! What to do?! Are you going to kiss?! Woo, that's developing too fast! But she's not ready! What a shyness! In other words, neither she nor Lu Chen have kissed yet! At most, the two of them just held hands, went shopping, ate, watched movies or something, and never crossed the thunder pool half a step!

She closed her eyes a little nervously, feeling the gentle aura that belonged to Yan Beiting getting closer and closer, getting closer and closer. But after a long time, I didn't see the man move!

Well?

opened his eyes with some curiosity, but saw Yan Beiting staring deeply at her, his thin lips slightly hooked......

Immediately it was on fire! Fuck off, play her again! Hum!

The shyness on her face was gone, replaced by a thick anger, she flicked her sleeves and wanted to leave, but he grabbed her: "Ruoruo, don't be angry!" Although I would love to kiss you, since you are not ready, I will not force you! ”

Xiao Ruoruo suddenly turned her head, and no longer struggled, but looked at him with a complicated expression.

In her previous life, she couldn't let go like this, for no other reason, she was very traditional, and she had a strict family education since she was a child! So each of the first two boyfriends I dated didn't last more than a month, until I met Lu Chen!

Lu Chen treats her very well and cares about everything, although sometimes he will get angry at her when his temper comes up, and he will be cold and violent, but he will never do anything to her, even if the two of them occasionally hold hands, she almost always takes the initiative! But now that I think about it, letting the woman take the initiative in everything seems to be a kind of neglect!

Looking at Yan Beiting with a stoic face in front of her, she was a little dazed, what is love?

Seeing that Xiao Ruoruo lowered his head and didn't say a word, Yan Beiting was suddenly anxious! Reaching out and pulling her body towards him, he asked softly, "Ruoruo, what's wrong with you?" ”

"Nope. It's just that...... It's just that you may not be able to find me in the future! Me, I've moved! It's far, far from here! ”

Hearing this, Yan Beiting's expression relaxed: "It's okay, I can also arrange a stronghold next to your new home, so that we can ......"

"But my new home is in ...... Where there are no people! Xiao Ruoruo was in a hurry. For some reason, she just didn't want him to know that she lived in the palace!

Her heart was full of uncertainty! She didn't know how much Yan Beiting liked her, in case she ...... In case he leaves because of low self-esteem after knowing his identity, or deliberately bends his mind to meet him because his mood has changed...... Moreover, she doesn't know how much affection she has for him!

Wait a little longer, wait for her...... Let's talk about it after you figure it out!

"Ruoruo, what are you afraid of?! Or, you don't want to go on with me?! Yan Beiting was a little injured, with tears in his eyes, and looked at her intently.

The more this is the case, the more Xiao Ruoruo wants to escape! She shook her head and ran out.

Only Yan Beiting was left in the room.

Why the hell is she like this?! obviously has feelings for me, but she has to run away, what has she experienced before?! Or did that man hurt her, so she didn't dare to accept others easily?!

Thinking of this, my heart didn't seem to hurt so much, so I hurriedly stood up and chased him out.

said that Xiao Ruoruo was sitting alone in the gazebo in the back garden in a daze, her eyes were blank and at a loss.

At this moment, a sunny and handsome face appeared in her mind, which was her childhood sweetheart and first love.

When she was a child, she was naughty and mischievous, just like a boy! During an altercation, she swollen his face, and the two were called parents. When they arrived at the school, they found out that the two families actually lived in the same community, and they were next door!

Just don't fight and don't know each other! Since then, they have gone to school together, left school together, fought with others, and played together...... Because his academic performance was much better than hers, he became someone else's child, and was always compared to her by her parents. She was unhappy, but she was helpless, because no matter what she did, his grades were among the best!

I thought that they would separate until high school, so she would be relieved! But she didn't expect that her father violated his principles and bought tens of thousands of yuan of good wine for the principal, so that the family reluctantly accepted her.

Oh, she's gone in the air!

Because he is a top student and a good person, he is very popular in high school, and many female classmates send him love letters, and every time he will show off to her, and then throw it into the trash can in front of her, to show that he "has been in the peony bush, and the leaves do not stick to the body"!

But over time, she realized that something was wrong with him.

He would laugh at her when she did poorly, but he would also give up his game time to make up lessons for her; She was bullied by her high school classmates, and he would also help her find a place to protect him; Even when she came to her aunt and her clothes were dirty, he would intimately prepare brown sugar water for her, and then help her wash her clothes; She has a crush on the senior and wants to ask him to help deliver a love letter, and he will even throw it away secretly with a stinky face; He would comfort her when she was sad and give her his shoulder to lean on; He will coax her when she is lost, make her happy, and make her forget her troubles...... He did a lot of things like this for her!

She thought he liked herself, so she was happy and sweet, even though he had never confessed to him.

The days passed like this, and in order to be worthy of him, she studied extra hard. Her grades began to improve, so much so that by the third year of high school, she had become second in her grade! The first, of course, is him. Later, they were admitted to the same university in the college entrance examination.

Everyone was happy for her, including him!

To celebrate, she asked him out to the park alone, where she confessed to him. However, what happened next made her world collapse!

Just after she finished confessing, all the classmates who didn't like her and bullied her walked out of the shadows. They sneered at her, saying that she was delusional, that she was a toad who wanted to eat swan meat, that she was shameless, and that she had privacy, and that they all knew about it......

Hehe, only the two of them know about those things, but he ...... Hahahaha, he even whispered to her: "I have done so much for you, and you have never even let me hug my waist!" In that case, why should I be good to you! ”

No one knows how she spent that time. For two whole months, she didn't shed a single tear, but she didn't say a word, she didn't go out of the room even a step, she didn't see anyone, ate, slept, slept, ate, and even missed the college entrance registration! It was her father who got in touch with the school and delayed the registration time to avoid being expelled from the school! In the end, she finally couldn't stand it anymore! fainted to death in the room, but it was still her parents who found her in time and sent her to the hospital, which saved her life.

Since then, she has changed, becoming reticent, heartless, and less easily trusting. She still met him at school, she never set her eyes on him again, he apologized to her, and she ignored it.

But who would understand that every time she saw him, her body and mind would be re-delayed! She thought that for the rest of her life, this matter would not be forgotten by her, instead of torturing herself like this, it was better to stay away from him, and never see each other again in this life! So, she completed her college courses in two and a half years and graduated from school.

Maybe there is really a so-called karma, after many years, when she heard from him again, he had a car accident, became a vegetative person, and will spend the rest of his life in a hospital bed.

Thinking of this, Xiao Ruoruo cried.

She was crying on the cold stone table, it was heartbreaking! It seems that all the grievances and pains that have accumulated in her heart in her previous life have been condensed into crystal tears by her, and then driven out of her heart!