Chapter 9: How to Forgive Me
When Yi Xingran appeared in the living room, Ye Qing, who was sitting on the sofa, was just about to put a piece of cut apple in his mouth, and after seeing Yi Xingran, he quickly put down the apple, got up from the sofa, and shouted obediently.
"Sister, you're back!"
Yi Xingran pursed his lips and was silent. At this time, Ye Ning, who was in the kitchen, walked out, looked at Yi Xingran with a look of surprise, and asked softly, "Are you tired?" Hungry? Wait a little longer and you'll be able to eat. โ
The surprise and joy on that face were Ye Ning's emotions that could not be concealed, Yi Xingran looked at Ye Qing's afterglow out of the corner of his eyes, and said expressionlessly, "I ate outside, let's go back to the bedroom first." โ
"Okay." Ye Ning looked at Yi Xingran upstairs in disappointment.
At the moment when Yi Xingran disappeared at the corner of the stairs, Ye Qing cautiously shouted, "Mom." โ
Ye Ning looked at Ye Qing and smiled slowly, "Wait a little longer, your father and your brother will be able to eat when they come back, and if you are hungry, eat some fruit first." Then he turned and went back into the kitchen.
Ye Qing sat quietly on the sofa again, her face full of sadness. She is the adopted daughter of the Yi family, and her biological mother Gu Xue is Ye Ning's best friend, who died as soon as she was born, and entrusted her to Ye Ning before she died. In addition, her biological father Lou Chengzhi was grief-stricken due to the death of her mother, and her body was also severely damaged, so she was surnamed Ye, and claimed to be the adopted daughter of the Yi family, and she was raised in the Yi family since she was a child.
When her sister, who was one year older than her, disappeared and returned to the Yi family, she always felt that she, who had come to take away the love of Yi Xingran's parents since she was a child, took possession of everything that belonged to her after her disappearance. Ye Qing felt very guilty, even though she knew that Yi Xingran's heart knot was not in her, but in the face of the sorrow of the Yi family's parents, she wanted to do something to make up for the love that Yi Xingran had lacked for so many years.
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Upstairs, Yi Xingran turned off the computer and went back to bed to get ready for sleep. Just as he was about to turn off the lights, there was a knock on the door. Then, a voice rang out outside the door.
"Xiao Ran, are you asleep?" It's easy to dump dust, "Can I come in?" โ
Yi Tianchen waited for a while, the door opened from the outside to the inside, and it was Yi Xingran who was wearing pajamas, it seemed that she was going to sleep.
"Come in." After Yi Xingran finished speaking, he turned around and went in, Yi Tianchen went in, and closed the door with him.
On the sofa, the two sat facing each other, Yi Xingran looked at him quietly, waiting for him to speak.
"Xiao Ran, why didn't you go down to eat tonight?" Yi Tianchen asked softly, in fact, Ye Ning said the reason why she didn't eat, but everyone thought that it was an excuse for her not wanting to see them, after all, there had been this situation before.
"My friends and I ate out."
"Friends?" Yi Tianchen was a little puzzled, as far as he knew, since she returned to the Yi family, her previous friends had not been contacted except for Lu Yang, and then there were only a few friends, except for Mu Ya, who had just passed away, and the rest were not in Jiangcheng at present.
"What? Are you skeptical? Yi Xingran asked coldly.
Yi Tianchen's heart sank, knowing that she was not happy that she had asked too much, so she simply stopped continuing the topic, but was silent for a while before opening her mouth to ask.
"Xiao Ran, are you still blaming your mother or hating your mother?" After speaking, his eyes were glued to her, for fear that he would accidentally miss something.
Yi Xingran sneered when he heard this, "You are serious, I don't blame you, why hate it?" โ
Yi Tianchen was helpless, called "Xiao Ran", and then said, "She is our biological mother, and she has not slept peacefully in the years you have been missing." In the past few years since you came back, what she did for you, are you really not moved at all? โ
"Since you say so, then I also tell you that she is my biological mother, and this is a fact that I can never change. At the same time, I am grateful to her for giving me life. However, the person who died was also my brother, and this is also a fact that I cannot change. โ
Yi Xingran looked at him with sharp eyes, "You say, how can I forgive her, how can I forgive myself?" In fact, isn't it more likely that she blames and hates herself? However, Ye Ning, she can't pretend that nothing has happened!
Yi Tianchen lowered his head and was silent, then looked up at her, the corners of his mouth slightly open, and he looked hesitant as if he was deciding what to say. "Xiao Ran, in fact, ยทยทยทยทยทยทยท"
"I'm tired," Yi Xingran didn't want to listen to his argument anymore, interrupting her unfinished words, "I want to rest first." โ
"Okay, then you have a good rest, good night." Yi Tianchen didn't continue to talk after all, and followed her words and walked out.
This night, as always, Yi Xingran had insomnia again. In the end, he couldn't stand the pain of insomnia, got up and took out a white medicine bottle from the bedside table, poured out two sleeping pills, swallowed them in one gulp, and then lay down.
In the dream, Yi Xingran went back to five years ago. At that time, she finally knew her background, and she also met her biological parents, and she knew that she also had an older brother and a younger sister adopted by the family. I don't know if I'm happy or sad. Anyway, she lost her brother.
-- Five years ago --
At this time, Yi Xingran, she had another name that she had called for twelve years - Mingxi. That day, her younger brother Ming Yue, who was two years younger than her, was suddenly diagnosed with leukemia and was treated in the hospital. Yi Xingran, who was out of school, went to the hospital to take care of his younger brother, but because he was in too much of a hurry, he bumped into Yi Chi's eyes.
Her eyes were exactly as beautiful as his three-year-old daughter Yi Xingran, who disappeared back then. Mingxi hurriedly said "I'm sorry" and left, and when Yi Chi reacted, the person was gone.
Yi Chi was a little sad, maybe he missed his daughter too much, so he would suspect that someone else was his daughter when he saw a girl with beautiful eyes like his daughter.
But after a few minutes, he was really suspicious.
Yi Chi took the physical examination report for his wife Ye Ning, and as soon as he walked out of the doctor's office, he saw Ming Xi again, and there was a woman beside him, which he recognized as Ming Marriage. Yi Chi was stunned, he seemed to have heard the little girl call Ming Marriage just now, "Mom".