"You don't have to do that! Don't you think it's too much of a sacrifice? Besides, someone like me shouldn't be worthy of you to do this for me, right? And how can such a thing as kissing be so casual? Even if you're younger than me, you shouldn't act so rashly, right? ”

Hearing Zhan Yi say this, Er Cake's heart was also very unpleasant, you must know that he will take the initiative to kiss Zhan Yi, on the one hand, he does want to stabilize his emotions, but in this way, it is also because he likes it, if he doesn't like it, how can he take the initiative to kiss him? But now the other party seems to have obviously misunderstood himself, and this kind of thing is not something that can be explained in a while.

didn't hear Erbi's answer, Zhanyi, even more convinced of his thoughts, this child will take the initiative to kiss himself, it doesn't mean anything at all, let alone any like!

"I warn you, you are not allowed to hear it in this way again? Because I don't need it at all! ”

"Zhanyi! I really want you to be good, and I really want you to be happy, but I don't know what to do so that you don't hate me! ”

"I don't understand what you're talking about! You know, I kept you by my side and never hoped you could do anything for me! ”

Er Cake shook his head, "I know, in fact, I don't have any ability, there are so many people around you who can take care of you and help you do things, how can you need me?" It's also that I'm too self-conscious, but I just hope you can understand that I have the heart to do something for you, maybe it's not important to you at all, or even not needed at all, but I still want to tell you that if you really want me to stay by your side, then I promise you to stay, of course, if you don't want me to stay, I can leave from here immediately! ”

You must know that Zhan Yi is the person who will not do this kind of multiple-choice question, because he has already said 10,000 words in his heart that he wants this child to stay by his side and wants this child to accompany him forever, but these words are all accumulated in his heart, and there is no way to express them.

"I don't know! Don't you ask me such questions, okay? I don't know how to answer you! By my own admission, I'm so conflicted, I don't know what to do? I don't even know what to do with you! ”

In Erbi's opinion, Zhanyi seems to be too embarrassed about his own affairs, in that case, why don't he take the initiative to leave here?

"You know what? Every time I see you like this, I really feel my heartache, I don't like to see you like this! If you're feeling embarrassed because of me, then I can get out of here now! It's also troublesome for you not to go to Guohui's brother again, okay? I owe you money and I will definitely pay it back as soon as possible! ”

As soon as Zhan Yi heard the kid mention the man's name again, he instantly felt his head buzz again, "Is that man so important to you?" You're going to have to find a way to get back to that man now, no matter what, right? Where is he doing? Why do you care so much about him? Know that I can be better for you than he is! But why do you have such an attitude towards me? ”

"Zhanyi! I don't know why you would say that, I hope you understand the decision I made, I just don't want you to be embarrassed! If I stay, it will cause you trouble and make you feel very embarrassed, which is the last thing I want to see, and of course I don't want this to happen, so since you don't tell me what you really think in your heart, then I can only follow my understanding, you must hate me very much, but there is one thing I don't quite understand, you obviously hate me so much, why do you have to keep me around? Did they want to keep me by their side and torture me? Actually, you don't have to, because I'm going to put myself in the right position anyway, and I won't cross the line without your permission! ”

Hearing this, Zhan Yi frowned, "What do you mean by that?" What does it mean not to cross the line? Do you have any other thoughts about me? ”

The matter has come to this point, and there is really nothing to scruple about, anyway, they are already destined to lose the opportunity to be with each other, so before they lose, tell each other everything in their hearts, at least they will not leave regrets for themselves.

"What you said is not wrong at all, I just have thoughts about you, and I already have thoughts about you!"

Zhanyi was very surprised, "You tell me clearly, what is going on?" What exactly do you think of me? Hurry up and tell me! ”

"I like you! And I've liked you for a long time, but I also know how can someone as good as you accept me? But if I keep this matter in my heart, I won't be happy, I know you won't give me a chance, but I still want to express it, at least I don't want to leave any more regrets! ”

Erbai didn't expect that Zhanyi was completely stunned at this time.

But seeing such a situation, he breathed a sigh of relief, it must have been because his words scared the other party, Xue Ran himself really felt sorry, but he felt a lot more relaxed to be able to really say this kind of thing directly.

"You must not go to your heart, this is just my personal unilateral thought, I don't want to cause you any trouble because of this matter, and as I just said, I know that you will never accept me, so I have long been mentally prepared for this, you can rest assured, I will never entangle you, I will leave and will not annoy you again!"

After saying this, Erbai turned around and was about to leave, but Zhanyi suddenly said, "I like you too!" ”

Although Er Cake stood still, he snorted coldly, "Don't be kidding! Even if I have no experience in this kind of thing, I know that liking someone can't be hidden, but I don't feel that you really like me, but I also thank you for saying this, I know you just want to comfort me, but I also want to tell you that you don't have to come to this point, to be able to get acquainted with you, for me I am really grateful, as for the rest, I have never thought of forcing it, you know, especially emotional things, there is really no way to force it! I know this all too well, so we will all find our own happiness, but we are not each other's happiness! ”

"Why do you say that? How can you know what I really think if you're not me? You know, I said that the person I liked was you, and now I just gave you a response, and my response is that I like you too, but why don't you believe it? ”

"Zhanyi, don't make trouble! Let's just let it go like this! It's good for both of us, I'm sure you'll soon forget about me, and I'll forget about you soon, and we'll treat each other as if we'd never known each other, so we won't feel hurt! ”

"Are you kidding me? Do you think it's really possible to do the kind of thing you're talking about? I've always taken you to heart, and even thought you were heavier than myself, how could you let me remember it? Do you know that my mind is full of you! ”

Erbai finally turned around and looked at Zhanyi at each other, "Why do you still say such things at this time?" Do you know that such words are really easy to misunderstand? We can't be together, because we're two worlds! No matter how hard we try? There can be no chance of coming together! Besides, your parents can't tolerate me! I'm afraid you've never thought about these things, have you? But it doesn't matter, if I disappear, you will still be a good son in the eyes of your parents, and you will not be resented by them, nor will you be said by them! If you chase me, I have my own life, and I can assure you that I won't bother you anymore no matter what! ”

"You don't deliberately take the topic away, okay? All I care about now is what you say you like me, is it true? Do you have me in your heart? What the hell do you think of me? Zhan Yi asked anxiously.

"What do I think you really don't matter anymore, do you? And let's get together like this! ”

"Don't you think that's too unfair? Why don't I believe me when I tell you I like you? So how do you want me to prove it to you? If you want to give up the opportunity to be with me just because of my parents, is your liking really genuine? ”

"Zhanyi! We can't go down this road! Don't struggle anymore, okay? According to what I said, it's your parents after all, and their starting point for everything must be for your good! And my appearance will definitely become a pain in their hearts! I don't want to hurt you, and I don't want to hurt your parents! Just let me leave! It's really the only way to do it that works well for everyone! ”

"You're not me, so why are you making decisions for me? Also, how can you say this path so surely? The two of us can't go on, do you think I can't go on, or do you simply don't have the confidence and certainty to go down with me? You're the one who really can't go on, right? Didn't you ever think about working hard for me? ”

"Zhanyi! It can be said that between the two of us is really equivalent to starting with a lie, although I don't know why you want to use your own brother to deceive me, but during that time, my heart has really broken, maybe I say such things now, it will indeed make you feel very uncomfortable, but I have no other way, our relationship has no foundation, so once it encounters other storms, it will become vulnerable! It's not that I'm not sure, it's that you never believed me, did you? I've told you before that I like you, but you've had so many chances to tell me that boy is your brother, but you didn't do that, did you? I know, maybe you're testing me, testing whether I really like you? But when you choose to use this method, you have pushed me away from you! You didn't trust me from the beginning, so I can't trust you completely now! You may think that I am really ruthless to say such things to you now, but we are really not suitable to be together! ”

"So you're blaming me now, blaming me for not showing my sincerity to you in the first place, blaming me for using my own brother to discuss, right? Hearing you say that, I realized that I really am such a despicable person! There are such despicable means to force you to confess to me! Shall I apologize to you? I really don't want to make any excuses for myself, because if I do it wrong, I do it wrong! But I really want you to understand that I am sincere to you, you must know that from the first time I met you, I have been in love with you at first sight, but I am really afraid to disturb your life, and I don't want you to be difficult, so no matter how much I want to see you at that time? I can only control myself, but I really didn't expect that the man you were with would be in so much trouble, causing you to come to me, do you know when you came to me? I couldn't be happier! But I'm really too naïve, I don't have any emotional experience, but I don't want to be laughed at by you in front of you, so I chose such a childish way to find my own brother to help, I thought that if you really like me, seeing me and my brother like that, you will definitely be jealous and angry with me, or can't control it and confess to me directly! But what I didn't expect was that you didn't seem to care about it at all! In fact, I was also very disappointed during that time, but I made the wrong choice again, and I wanted to force you in the following efforts, so I called my own brother to come over to help! It's just that I didn't expect that the child you seemed to show didn't care much about me, and this situation really hurt me, and I really don't know what to do now? I don't know what to do to really keep you with me! Every word I like to you is really from the heart, and there are really thousands of sentences in my heart, but I really can't express it, and I'm ashamed to express it, I'm afraid of being rejected by you, I'm afraid that after you reject me, I can't bear it at all! I'm sorry, I'm really sorry! I did everything wrong, and I sincerely apologize to you! But I really can't afford to lose you! Maybe you really think I'm too naïve, but if I don't tell you these words now, I'm afraid you'll never give me any chance again, right? You always say that you don't want to leave regrets for yourself, but if I really lose you, that's my biggest regret! ”

Erbi sat back on the edge of the bed, "Thank you for telling me this, thank you for letting me understand that you have always liked me!" If I had known about this earlier, maybe I would have gone on with you without hesitation, right? ”

This made Zhan Yi feel a little surprised, "What do you mean by that?" Have you understood my sincerity, or don't you want to go down with me? ”

"Zhanyi, since a lot of things have happened, I can't pretend not to know, I can't ruin you, just listen to your parents and get along with that beautiful girl! If you really have a good result, I will sincerely bless you! As for me, I really can't stay with you anymore, and you must not make your parents angry anymore! ”

"So what? What do you mean by that now? It's because of my parents that you can't stay with me anymore, can you? What kind of girl are you talking about, I don't know each other at all, and I don't need your blessing at all! Why has it all come to this point? Why are you going to say something like that to me? You know, if you really like me, then you should stand on the same side with me and fight for our happiness, right? ”

Erwan shook his head, "If our happiness is based on the pain of others, then I am afraid we will never be happy!" You really don't need to do anything for me anymore because I know you've done so much for me! This time, let me let go and don't embarrass your parents again! ”

"So what? You keep talking about my parents, so have you ever thought about me? So in your opinion, as long as my parents are happy, that's fine, as for whether I'm dead or alive, you don't care, right? ”

"What nonsense are you talking about? How can such a thing be said? ”

"So no matter what I say now, you think I'm talking nonsense? You can care so much about what my parents think, but you can completely ignore my feelings, right? You didn't give me a chance to make my own choice, but you helped me make a choice, didn't you? ”

"Zhanyi! They really did it for your own good, and I could really relate to their feelings, because who would want their son to make that choice? ”

"So what? You can relate to their feelings, but what about me? You don't care how I am, you only care if they're happy or not! Is it fair to me to do that? I lost the person I liked, I lost my happiness, but I still have to pretend to be happy in front of my parents, is this what you want to see? If that's what you really think, then I'll do what you want! No one cares what happens to me anyway! It's not like I haven't experienced those days! Anyway, even if you die of pain at that time, no one cares, is this what you want? ”

"Zhanyi, don't say that, okay? I'm thinking about your happiness, not for your pain! ”

"But I can tell you right now, if you leave me like that, I'll continue to be in pain until I die! If you really don't care, then you go now! ”

"Zhanyi! What do you want me to do? Do you really want to be enemies of your parents? If you do, you won't be happy then, will you? You can marry a lovely wife and have a lovely child, why do you have to be so obsessed? ”

"I've said it all! How can you know what I think if you're not me? That's not what I really want, because all I want is you! ”