Chapter 478: Peace of Mind
"I said that I would wait for your treatment to be effective before I could leave with peace of mind," before he finished speaking, Feng knew what he meant, "Why are you in such a hurry to drive me away?" Am I here to upset you so much? ”
"No, of course not." Jiang Mingche denied it again and again, rolled his eyes a few times, and explained: "I'm worried about you, you have been in Qingyan Town for a few months, and you stay with me every day, the emperor must be angry, if you don't go to him to explain it clearly, I'm afraid that the misunderstanding and estrangement between your husband and wife will only get deeper and deeper." ”
Feng couldn't help but wonder: "Don't worry about my business, let's take good treatment, I'll go out first." ”
She closed the door and sighed in her heart, Mu Liancheng was going to see her, after all, they were a legitimate husband and wife, and their identity was extraordinary, but she always remembered some things recently, all of which were Mu Liancheng's bad memories of the original Feng Qing, and she began to wonder if Mu Liancheng was really as good as Qin Luo and they said, and sometimes she was even unsure whether she should continue to be with him.
In the past few months, Feng Qing's memory has recovered nearly half, she remembers that she is not a person of this era, she died in modern times, her soul traveled through time and space and was attached to the original owner, the original owner suffered in the Feng family, was bullied, and chased Mu Liancheng, who was still the prince, all day long, but no one gave her a straight eye, she was very cold, and the people in the capital still regarded her as a joke.
As for what happened next, she didn't remember anything, except for knocking on her head, everything that happened after waking up.
If it weren't for the presence of people around her, she wouldn't even wonder if she had woken up that day and walked through.
In this way, more than two months passed peacefully.
Doctor Shen finally gave a conclusion that made Feng Qingfang feel at ease: "Jiang Gongzi's injury has been healed by sixty percent, and if he continues to recuperate like this, he will be healed in two or three months at most." ”
"Really?" Jiang Mingche grabbed ahead of Feng Qingmad and asked with a happy face.
"Of course, when did the old man lie to you?" Doctor Shen said with a smile, "But Gongzi must remember that gravity cannot be used in these months, but you must also maintain proper activity, pay attention to rest, and do not stop medicine, otherwise it is likely that all your achievements will be wasted." ”
Jiang Mingche bowed his head and said, "I know, I'll pay attention." ”
"That's good."
Seeing this, Feng Qingfang's heart that had been hanging for nearly half a year finally let go.
After Dr. Shen left, she sat next to Jiang Mingche and said with a smile: "Look, I said that people can't give up hope, miracles will still happen, look at you now, you finally know that I am not wrong, right?" ”
Jiang Mingche looked at her, his eyes were gentle like water, and he smiled sincerely.
"Yes, it's good that you didn't give up and forced me to see a doctor, otherwise how could I be today? Speaking of which, the person I should be thankful for the most is to be frivolous with you. He took her hand and deliberately leaned closer to her, smiling brighter and more ambiguously.
"Frivolous, I'm almost cured, it's all your credit, I should thank you well."
Feng lightly moved to the side, laughed dryly and said: "This is what I should do, you don't have to, you don't have to keep it in your heart, as long as you are safe and smooth from now on, I will rest assured." ”
What's wrong with this guy today? What are you doing so close?
"You don't want to go, okay?" Jiang Mingche's gaze suddenly became earnest.
"What?" Feng Qing was stunned on the spot, hadn't he already put it down before? Why did you suddenly say such things again?
Jiang Mingche tightened his hand and said softly: "What I said before to let you go back to Mu Liancheng is all false, I thought I had no chance to recover, and I didn't want to burden you, so I said those words, and now I'm almost fine, I really regret saying those words, frivolous, you should have never heard it, and you will always stay by my side in the future, okay?" ”
"This ......" Feng Qingfang hurriedly withdrew his hand, Huo Ran got up, staggered the distance from him, and was suddenly shocked and annoyed, "Of course not!" We said before, we will only be ordinary friends in the future, have you forgotten? ”
"That's what you mean alone, and I've never agreed with you." Jiang Mingche looked a little pitiful, and his tone was full of grievances.
"Whether you accept it or not, you and I can only be friends, Jiang Mingche, I don't want to say this kind of thing again." Feng Qingfang only felt tired.
I thought that he would see it, and when the injury on her hand healed, she would be able to leave with peace of mind, and she would be fine in the future, and she could occasionally contact and see each other once or twice, just like most friends in the world.
Now it seems that if she continues to stay, not only will it not help Jiang Mingche much to recover from his injuries, but it will make him even more unable to let go of the past and fall deeper and deeper, which is not what she wants to see.
It seems that it is time for her to leave.
After being silent for a long time, Feng Qingfang sat back in his original position and said firmly: "Jiang Mingche, I will leave Qingyan Town in two days, I hope you will follow Dr. Shen's medical advice, treat your injuries well, and recover as soon as possible." ”
"What do you say? Leaving in two days? Jiang Mingche looked at her reluctantly, his face full of frustration, "It's because I just said those words that you temporarily decided to leave so soon, right?" ”
Feng looked away wildly, after all, he couldn't bear to hurt his heart.
"No, I actually decided to leave a long time ago, but I haven't found a good time to tell you." As she spoke, she smiled at him, "Your injury is almost healed, and there are people around you to serve, I can't do anything if I stay here, but it will hinder my hands and feet, and it will also hinder Miss Jiang's eyes, so it's better to leave." ”
Jiang Mingche lowered his head slightly, pondered for a moment, and sighed: "In your heart, after all, the emperor is more important, I should have known this a long time ago, why bother with my own strength?" ”
"Jiang Mingche ......"
"I'm fine," he waved his hand, and when he looked up, he was smiling again, but he smiled reluctantly, "since you have decided to go, then go, I will not stop you, I wish you a smooth journey." ”
After that, he got up first, turned his head and walked away, leaving Feng Qingfang alone and sighing in the same place.
Three days later, Feng Qingfang packed his already small luggage and prepared to leave Qingyan Town.
At the entrance of the small house, next to the carriage.
Jiang Mingche looked at Feng Qingfang, his mood was very complicated, and he had a thousand words to say in his heart, but when he was leaving, there was only one sentence that came out: "Light, take care all the way." ”
"You have to take care too." Feng smiled wildly, "After I leave, you have to cooperate with the doctor's treatment as before, and strive to recover as soon as possible, and when I have time, I will come back to check your treatment results." ”
"Okay, I'll wait for you to come." Jiang Mingche chuckled, gave Feng Qingfang a light hug, and then separated.
"It's not too early, let's get going."
Feng lightly bowed his head, nodded at Jiang Lou Yue on the side, and turned around and got into the carriage.
Qin Luo sat at the mouth of the carriage, whipped his horse and drove away under the protection of several subordinates.
Looking at the carriage that was gradually moving away and finally disappeared from view, the smile on Jiang Mingche's face gradually disappeared, leaving only endless melancholy.
"When I was there, I drove her away every day, but now that people are really gone, you can't bear it, right?" Jiang Louyue laughed on the side.
Jiang Mingche retracted his gaze and refused to admit it: "I have long been mentally prepared to send her away, there is nothing to be reluctant to, but when she leaves, the house is much more deserted, and she is not used to it for a while, besides, I have never driven her away, she has to leave by herself." ”
"You pretended to want her to stay, and you deliberately said those words that day, isn't it a disguised way to drive her away?" Jiang Louyue pouted.
"I don't want her to waste any more time for me, I just want her to leave sooner." Jiang Mingche turned around and walked back, and suddenly sighed, "Since you have decided to let go, you have to put it neatly, and it is not good to drag mud and water." ”
Jiang Louyue tugged at his sleeve and asked very seriously, "Brother, have you really decided to let go?" More than just talking? It's not because the hand injury is not good, and I don't want to be crazy with Feng to do this? You won't, and then you will regret it, right? ”
"When have you ever seen me regret a decision I made?" Jiang Mingche looked at her directly, his gaze was extremely firm, "I have never given up on frivolous things, but once I let go, it must be serious." ”
Hearing him say this, the last trace of doubt in Jiang Louyue's heart was also dispelled, and then she said with a smile: "Then after you recover from your injury, let's go to your father and mother and live a plain life together, okay?" ”
"Okay."
After leaving Qingyan Town, Feng Qingyan hadn't decided where to go, according to Qin Luo, Mu Liancheng was currently in Yunzhou, but she wanted to see this person, but she didn't want to see it, which was quite contradictory.
When the carriage stopped at a fork in the road, Qin Luo probed in and asked, "Niangniang, should we go back to Beijing, or go to Yunzhou?" ”
Feng hesitated again, and made up his mind: "Go to Yunzhou, go to Yunzhou." ”
Some time before she lost her memory, she wanted to come and go there in Yunzhou, and seeing the environment there would be helpful for recovering her memory.
However...... Not really.
After entering the boundary of Yunzhou, Feng Qingfang only saw the wind and sand in the sky, hot to death during the day, freezing to death at night, and complaining in his heart several times a day, what did he think at the time? Hao Duanduan actually came to this ghost place, and he chose to return to Beijing when he knew it.
A month later, the group arrived in Cui County and stayed in the inn where they had stayed before.
Qin Luo also specially arranged the same courtyard and room for Feng Qingfang, wanting to see if it would help her recover her memory.
As a result, of course, no.
However, it doesn't hurt, after all, the future is long.
"The emperor is still in the Xilinguan military camp, and his subordinates have already sent someone to inform him, presumably the day after tomorrow, the emperor will come to meet his mother."
"Will it?" Feng Qingyan was a little apprehensive in his heart, "Last time, I had such a stiff quarrel with the emperor, and finally broke up unhappily, he is probably still angry with me, right?" ”
Qin Luo smiled: "How can the emperor be such a stingy person? After all this time, he must have forgotten about it. ”
"Hopefully."