Chapter 136
Cheng Mo is very clear because he has a healthy time, so he knows very well that these people who are engaged in psychology are sometimes really mysterious, and many things they say seem to be just one sentence, dispensable, but they are usually very smart.
For example, Ye Tang said that her friend who is engaged in psychology said that selective amnesia is because the brain judges that those memories will bring her very serious harm and is in a self-protection mechanism, so she selectively forgets it.
Perhaps, there really is no mistake. It's just that this girl is stupid, and she doesn't know now.
And Cheng Mo only now knew that she had forgotten a lot of things. It's like he's forgotten a lot of things. Just thinking about it like this, Cheng Mo's heart hurt.
He had forgotten a lot of things because his mother had died violently before his eyes, and his mother's heartbeat had stopped under the palm of his hand, and he had slept beside his mother's corpse for three days, and he had seen with his own eyes how the blue spots had crept up to his dear mother's fair skin.
He really smelled the smell of corpses in the sweltering heat.
He was literally suffering from a high fever due to stress and almost died in that nightmarish and terrifying encounter.
So he was autistic for a long time, depressed and still hasn't healed. So he faded his memories of that and before that.
If you can, you don't usually think about it. Because every time I recall, it's tantamount to a delay.
Because Cheng Mo has experienced it himself, he knows what kind of pain and pain it should be. will make people close themselves.
Hearing Ye Tang say that she doesn't remember much anymore.
He couldn't help but think that as far as the 'younger brother' back then, Brother Chenchen's broken promise, Brother Chenchen didn't want her anymore. Is it such harsh pain and pain?
Cheng Mo took a deep breath, "You think about it now?" ”
Ye Tang nodded, and shook his head again, "It's not worth remembering, it's just some fragments." Not many children can afford to think about when they were four or five years old. Unless it is something particularly memorable and impressive, you can remember a rough idea, and the details are also vague. ”
Ye Tang raised his eyes to look at him, squinted his eyes and smiled at him, "It doesn't seem to be a particularly happy memory, the more I think about it, the more uncomfortable it becomes." Don't think hard about it, I'm very resistant to Jiang Cheng, mostly because of my childhood experience. I ...... to Li Qiao"
Cheng Mo clearly saw that when Ye Tang said this, his eyes suddenly turned cold, he was obviously the most gentle person, no matter when, whether it was his appearance or temperament, or his voice and conversation, he was gentle.
At this moment, there was a sudden coldness. It's like the snow that is cold in spring, and it's the kind of cold that is clear and clear.
"I think." Ye Tang's voice was devoid of those soft softness, light and cold, "I probably hate her." ”
"Even if it's just a rough idea?" Cheng Mo asked in a low voice.
Ye Tang nodded, "Well, even if I only remember a rough idea, I don't feel comfortable just hearing her name." ”
Cheng Mo: "Why are you still here?" ”
Ye Tang sighed lightly, "Thinking about it to see if I can reconcile, people die like lights going out, she is gone, why should I embarrass myself?" This is one of them. The second is also the main reason......"
There was a smile in her voice again, "Because I know that you are in Jiangcheng." It doesn't seem to be so resistant. ”
Hearing this, Cheng Mo's heart was soft and painful, hugged her, lowered his head and kissed her on the forehead.
The two didn't stay under the car for too long, and the matter of He Xiaochuan made Ye Tang dare not continue to delay time.
But Cheng Mo told her not to worry, "I'll call and ask Brother Shen." ”
Ye Tang nodded violently when he heard this.
Cheng Mo dialed the phone, but it was not Jing Shen who answered, but Jing Yan, Jing Yan lowered his voice, but the eagerness in his tone could not be concealed at all.
"Amo! When are you coming back?! ”
"I heard that He Xiaochuan had an accident, what happened?" Cheng Mo asked in a low voice.
Jing Yan had no one to say at all, he was about to suffocate to death, so he didn't need Cheng Mo to ask anything at all, he took the initiative to shake the cause and result of the incident.
Cheng Mo frowned: "Brother Shen's stomach is bleeding?" Is it because you drank a night of wine last night? ”
Ye Tang frowned: "He Xiaochuan is because of this...... In a hurry, you almost put your life into it? ”
Jing Yan: "...... Ye Tang? ”
"Hmm. We'll be heading back to Jincheng in a moment. Ye Tang said.
Jing Yan paused, and asked in a dry voice, "...... You, why are you also in Jiangcheng? You...... Did you go back with Amo to see my cousin? ”
"No, I have some personal matters to come to Jiangcheng...... Ye Tang said.
Cheng Mo: "Let's not talk about this first, you can take care of the situation over there, Brother Shen is not in a good state, you can ask Yang Jin in trouble, it's really not good, it's okay to call Gao Junyang." ”
"I'm not so incapable of carrying things...... Jing Yan originally wanted to defend himself, but he couldn't hold back, and said in a bitter voice, "Alas, forget it." I really can't bear it, Amo, come back quickly. It's not that I can't bear it because of my brother's current state and He Xiaochuan's current state. Mainly...... My parents are back, and I really don't know what to do. Amo, you know, when did my brother lose his temper? ”
Not to mention Cheng Mo, who understands Jing Shen, as far as Ye Tang doesn't know much about Jing Shen, everyone knows that a person like Jing Shen feels like he is dead, and he has to die standing up, and his expression is not obvious. The kind of ...... that is decent to the extreme
Gaffe?
Is it because of the boat?
Ye Tang really didn't know whether he should cry or laugh, He Xiaochuan was so unconscious, he cared so much about Jing Shen, because Jing Shen was bleeding from his stomach, so he lost half of his life in the fatal speed, just to ...... What the? Let's see if Jing Shen cares enough?
"Got it. You just play dumb. Cheng Mo's voice was calm, "Don't make any trouble for Brother Shen now." ”
After ending the call, Ye Tang and Cheng Mo of course didn't have the heart to continue to stay, and immediately got into the car.
Lao Chen drove towards Jincheng.
Both of them hadn't rested all night, they were sleepy and tired, so as soon as the car got on the intercity road, they hadn't entered the toll booth yet, and Ye Tang couldn't stand it.
Rubbing his eyes, he whispered, "I'll sleep for a while, I'm sleepy." ”
"Hmm." Cheng Mo answered, and took her into his arms, "Sleep." ”
The anxiety that had obviously not been able to close his eyes all night dissipated when he was surrounded by Cheng Mo's breath. She just felt as if every nerve had relaxed.
It seems that there is no waiting process to fall asleep, as if you just close your eyes and fall into a deep dream in an instant.
And Cheng Mo was similar, after hugging her for a while, his eyelids slowly closed and fell asleep.