Chapter 8 Empty and thin, unswerving

It was a sacred and grand wedding, and she was bright and moving, and she had a big smile. The man next to her hugged her waist tightly, a happy smile on his face. She wore the white and delicate trailing wedding dress, holding the hand of the handsome and tall man, and walked slowly on the red carpet step by step. At the end of the red carpet, under the oath of the godfather, she firmly promised: "I do!" She tilted her head slightly, staring at the man's handsome face and half-squinted eyebrows, but the face in front of her became another face in an instant! Oh my God, this is the King of Faith! She couldn't help but be shocked, her body trembled with fright, and the bouquet in her hand was thrown out violently. That's when she woke up from her dream! I realized that all this was just a dream, and it was already the next morning.

She rubbed her heavy eyelids and dragged her tired body out of bed. She shook her head violently, as if trying to shake that strange dream out of her mind, as if she was laughing at herself helplessly, and more like being overwhelmed.

Xiao, who had been waiting by the bedside, was looking at her with a worried face, and when she saw that she was awake, she couldn't help but ask worriedly: "Miss, are you okay, are you okay?" ”

She slowly sat down at the round table in the room, looking at the vast rain curtain outside the window, this rain like fog, like rain like rain, wisps of fog, lingering. She stared blankly out the window and muttered, "Do you know? When I was sick some time ago, it seemed that I had gone to another world, which was completely different from here. All are equal there, they are monogamous. Women can also go out to work to support their families, just like men. When a man and a woman get married, they promise each other that they will never leave each other for the rest of their lives and love one person. And if a man and a woman are unfaithful to one another, they will be reviled by the world. How good that world is, unlike here, where women are nothing more than appendages to men. ”

At this time, the expression of the young lady had changed from the original worry to surprise, and when she heard the young lady say this, she couldn't help but ask strangely, "Then young lady, do you also want to go to that kind of world?" Is there such a world in the world? ”

Her eyes kept looking out the window, not at the show. She didn't pay any attention to what she said, but continued to mumble to herself: "People in that world, both men and women, only marry once in their lives, and they hold a grand and sacred wedding, wear a white wedding dress, wear a ring that promises a lifetime, and make a vow for a lifetime. ”

At this time, there seemed to be a flash of gleam and anticipation in her eyes: "How many times have I dreamed of wearing such a wedding dress, wearing a couple ring on the ring finger connected to my heart, holding the person I love the most, and entering that sacred hall with the blessing of all my relatives and friends." But he couldn't do it, and he couldn't do it. ”

Listening to her say something in confusion, she couldn't help asking, "Is there such a world?" Miss, did you see him in your dreams, and who is he? Who can't do that? ”

She seemed to wake up a little, shook her head and said, "It's nothing, it's nothing, I just had a strange dream, don't think about it, go get me water and wash my face." ”

Although it was still a little inexplicable, it still went down to fetch water.

As soon as she had finished dressing up, the butler hurried over to invite her: "Miss, the master has instructed me to ask you to come over as soon as possible." ”

She was a little strange why the old man was looking for her at this time, so she asked tentatively: "Housekeeper, do you know what Daddy is looking for me now?" ”

The butler replied with a smile: "Miss, it seems that someone has come to the palace of the king, and the prince has ordered that some things must be handed over to the young lady by hand, and the person is still waiting for the young lady to come over in the old man's room." ”

When she heard this, she seemed to be a little lost, but this loss seemed to be mixed with some inexplicable joy, and she couldn't explain the strange thoughts in her heart, so she went back to the housekeeper: "Okay, you go down first, tell Daddy, I'll be there in a while." ”

She tidied up a little and went out of the room. As soon as she arrived in the old man's room, the old man stood up and introduced the person in front of her: "Ying'er, this is Siming, the entourage next to King Xin, King Xin personally ordered to hand over this letter to you, you take it well, take a good look." ”

She raised the corners of her mouth slightly, smiled faintly at Siming, and said politely: "I'm sorry for you, let you run in person." ”

Siming hurriedly returned the salute: "Miss is polite, this is what a small one should do." ”

She took the letter, asked the master and Siming to step back and went back to the room. Along the way, the letterhead in her hand tugged at her heartstrings, making her heart rise and fall. As soon as she arrived in the room, she opened the tight envelope, and there was only a piece of letterhead folded inside, and the vigorous and powerful font wrote affectionately:

The wind and rain knocked on the window, and the sadness was silent.

I couldn't sleep at night, and my heart was broken everywhere.

Desolate and infinite, the heart is resentful, and now I hope that Lanzhou is far away.

The spring water of a river is inexhaustible, and the spring rain is endless overnight.

The sigh is shallow, and the dream is difficult to disperse.

The flowers are crippled, the people are empty and thin, and the love is unswerving.

When she saw these words, a sour feeling welled up from the bottom of her heart, but she tried her best to suppress the sourness on the tip of her nose and the corners of her eyes. She raised her white and slender hand, picked up the pen on the desk, and stood aside to polish the ink for her, and she dipped it in the thick black ink in the inkstone.

She wrote: Fate comes and goes, fate can have been together, how can you be with you without fate? She wrote: A word of fate is bound for life, but I don't know it, fate comes and goes, fate is like water. But how to write this fate trick. She wrote: In the red dust, there are many things that can be determined. The bright moon is thousands of miles, and the door of the heart has been locked. She did not know how to continue writing, so she crumpled up the letter of the king of letters, and the words she had written, and burned them in the furnace: out of sight, out of mind, she thought. It's just that in this flowery spring, her heart is suddenly as messy as the apricot blossoms in full bloom.

Every day after that, King Xin had a letter delivered, and the content of the letter was roughly like the first poem, and King Xin's attendant Siming also began to deliver the letter directly to her room. She also changed from resistance at the beginning to anticipation of letters.

The wedding date set by the emperor is getting closer and closer, and she is becoming more and more undecided, except for sending a letter from him every day, he has not seen her, and she doesn't know what to do.

She was about to chat with the company, but she couldn't find anyone after looking around, she was a little surprised by the unusual behavior of the company these days, and couldn't help but complain softly: "This little girl, I don't know how these days, I always can't see anyone, and I don't know where to run." So she wandered around the courtyard of the inn by herself.

Soon after, she saw the Yak sneaking in through the door, looking around with a pair of eyes and bones, lightly, for fear of being bumped into. She couldn't help but be curious, so she pretended to be angry and stopped her: "Cun, where did this sneaky thing come from?" You girl doesn't know where the wild has gone all day, and I can't find you if I want to look for you. ”

She was a little dodgy, but the young lady suddenly screamed in the corner, which scared her even more, and she finally came to her senses, and when she saw her standing there steadily, she walked up to her and shouted: "Missβ€’β€’β€’β€’β€’β€’"

She couldn't help laughing out loud when she saw the nervous appearance of the young man, and she said teasingly: "You little girl still remember that there is a young lady, looking at the young lady like this, I'm afraid that she has a sweetheart, right, did you forget the young lady if you have a sweetheart?" Why don't Miss Ben make the decision for you and find a good husband to marry you? ”

He was even more embarrassed, his face turned red, and he hurriedly waved his hand and explained: "Miss, how can I have it, don't talk nonsense, I'm just going to β€’β€’β€’β€’β€’β€’" Speaking of this, he seemed to realize something, and quickly covered his mouth and stopped talking.

The appearance of the reckless man aroused her interest even more, so she continued to chase after her and continued to ask: "Since you are not going to see your sweetheart, then what are you going out for?" If you don't say it soon, I'll really marry you! ”

Hearing her say this, Yu Yan became a little nervous, but he didn't tell her anything, he was in a stalemate for a long time, and she couldn't hide, she just said, "Miss, don't ask again." Miss is hungry, I'll go get her some food. As soon as he finished speaking, he ran away.

She stood there and smiled: This little girl has grown up and has a secret.