Zhao Yun stood outside the window and kept thinking, Lin Yuan was all he had, but he was still reluctant to give up the child, Zhao Yun continued to drink the wine in his hand, especially thinking that he was drunk, so he could not think about these painful things.

The next day, when Lin Yuan woke up, Zhao Yun was already by his side, and Lin Yuan hurriedly asked about yesterday, "You vomited blood yesterday?" ”

Zhao Yun shook his head, "Don't get in the way, I'm already fine, you have to get better quickly, I'll wait for you to get better." ”

Lin Kite has been waking up less and less in the past few days, and the saint cries every day, Lin Kite comforts a few people, saying that she is fine.

Zhao Yun was busy every day, the border general betrayed the court, the ministers and Zhao Yun discussed who to send to quell the war, the courtiers on both sides did not give in to each other, Zhao Yun only felt a headache, and finally dealt with the candidate matters, the person was killed in the night, and finally let the Dali Temple thoroughly investigate for more than ten days before there was progress, and finally dealt with these things, Zhao Yun had the heart to take care of Lin Kite, during this time Zhao Yun went to the court to deal with affairs during the day, and returned to the dormitory at night to accompany Lin Kite.

Both inside and outside the palace need to be busy, Zhao Yun has lost a lot of weight, the poison doctor has not urged Zhao Yun's choice, but sometimes it is said that Lin Yuan has less and less time to wake up, and when Zhao Yun came back at night that day, Lin Yuan happened to be awake, and the two were not allowed to talk every day.

Zhao Yun hugged Lin Kite, "I miss you so much." ”

Lin Kite was so tired that she fell asleep after saying a few words, but she began to vomit blood again in the middle of the night. The poison doctor looked at Zhao Yun's expression and already knew Zhao Yun's thoughts.

Late at night, Zhao Yun and the poison doctor discussed in the backyard room, and the poison doctor explained, "During this time, we used a lot of precious medicinal materials for Lin Kite, and these medicinal materials were greatly supplemented, not to make Lin Kite's physical qualifications, but to let the fetus in the womb have a lot of nutrients, and when the time comes, we can bear all the toxins and not let Lin Kite suffer." ”

Zhao Yun nodded, "She won't last long, let's do it, Lin Yuan is my surviving person, she can't leave ......"

The next day, when Lin Yuan woke up, he saw Zhao Yun looking at him, with a hesitant and complicated expression on his face.

Lin Yuan was puzzled, "What's the matter?" ”

The poison doctor walked in, "Lin Kite, we saved you." You don't have to worry about the pain. ”

Lin Yuan was pleasantly surprised when she heard this, "Really? Can I really not die? Zhao Yun nodded, "Well, we can go on well." ”

Zhao Yu also ran in. "Mother, mother, Yu'er misses you so much, Yu'er hasn't seen her mother for a long time."

Lin Yuan smiled, "Great, a little excited, big baby, I really feel that my life is passing, in fact, I am really afraid of death, because there is no you and Yu'er in the underworld, and this one in my stomach." ”

Zhao Yun nodded and said tentatively, "As long as you live, there is hope, right?" It's inevitable to lose something, right? ”

Lin Yuan smiled, "Then it depends on something, some things are more important than life." ”

It just so happened that in the past few days, the holy woman went out to collect medicine for Lin Yuan, but she didn't know about this matter, she was not sure what Zhao Yun would do, and she was always worried.

When the cliff was collecting medicine, I saw the poisonous snake on the cliff, and when the saint wanted to fight over, the snake suddenly left, and there was a nest of small snakes under her, and then the snake came to attack the saint, and after driving away the snake with realgar, the saint suddenly felt pain, even if the snake is such a cold animal, it loves its children, not to mention a living person like Lin Yuan and Zhao Yun?

After collecting the medicine, he returned to the palace, but Lin Yuan was very energetic, and the saint thought that the tonic during this time had worked, and there was no doubt that he was there. In the evening, when the poison doctor went to boil the medicine, the holy woman happened to send the medicine he had collected.

The saint asked strangely, "Why are these medicines so powerful today?" Will it hurt Lin Kite's body? ”

The poison doctor subconsciously lied, "Fighting poison with poison will make the medicine more concentrated." ”

The saint did not doubt him, but she always felt that something was wrong.

The next day, the poison doctor began to give the saint acupuncture points, but every time Lin Yuan said that the place where the needle was passed, and the poison doctor explained that the detoxification was like this, Zhao Yun on the side did not say a word, and he didn't know how to explain.

The saint was shocked when she saw the poison doctor's acupuncture and acupuncture points, this was obviously a way to lead toxins to the fetus, and even those medicines were also to allow the fetus to continue to grow and absorb toxins.

The poison doctor didn't do the whole process, and he was stopped by Lin Kite's cry of pain. "Then you can rest for a while, and we'll give you another needle in the afternoon."

The poison doctor returned to the room and discussed with Zhao Yun whether to use strong drugs for direct abortion or palliative drugs, both drugs have advantages and disadvantages. Both considered which way would be more protective of the saint.

The holy woman came to Lin Kite's room, and her eyes hesitated for a long time before she spoke, "Lin Kite, do you know how painful it is for the separation of mother and child?" ”

Lin Yuan was puzzled, "Just say whatever you want to say." ”

The Holy Maiden took a deep breath, "I think it's necessary for you to know about this, I don't want them to lie to you. ”

Lin Yuan nodded and motioned for the Holy Maiden to continue.

"The poison doctor you with needles because they want you to direct all the toxins to the fetus and finally have an abortion. That's how they came up with the real way to do you. ”

Lin Kite's eyes widened, "How is it possible!" Zhao Yun won't do this, he is obviously a life. ”

The saint sighed, "You were in great pain when you applied the needle just now, and that's because the toxins are flowing to the fetus. It's just that he didn't apply the needle completely. ”

After saying this, the saint sighed and left. Lin Kite didn't know whether to believe in the saint or not, or that he already believed it, but he didn't want to admit this fact.

Lin Yuan lay on the bed with a lot of thoughts, she naturally understood that person was precious to herself, and she would definitely abandon everything to save herself. But this method is too cruel for a mother to do.

The poison doctor saw that Lin Kite was too painful when he applied the needle, and planned to go to the mountain to pick a kind of Ma Ping medicine, so that Lin Kite would not be so uncomfortable when he applied the needle, so the holy woman has been taking care of Lin Kite for the past few days.

Zhao Yun is thoroughly investigating the people of the entire army because of the traitor thing last time. In fact, Zhao Yun knew in his heart that there was another important reason that he didn't want to face Lin Kite. He was afraid that he would not be able to control it, because he also loved the unborn child.

Zhao Yun returned to the palace after dealing with the affairs in the army, Lin Yuan seemed to have waited for him for a long time, and hurriedly walked over, "What's wrong?" Still not going to lie down? ”

Lin Yuan nodded, "Big baby, what should we call the child in my belly?" ”

Zhao Yun's eyes were full of guilt and unbearability, and he forcibly endured the pain in his heart and spoke, "It's okay to call anything, you can decide." ”

Lin Yuan kept observing Zhao Yun's expression, "Then do you say he is a boy or a girl?" ”

Zhao Yun turned his head to look elsewhere. "Now that your body is at stake, let's not talk about this kid."

Lin Yuan looked at Zhao Yun's nervous and strange expression, but her heart was uncomfortably tight. She knew the man in front of her too well, and she was really afraid that what the saint said was true.

Zhao Yun was reluctant to mention the child, took care of Lin Yuan and went out after sleeping, drinking alone in the room, and it happened that the poison doctor came back at this time, and the two discussed together. Lin Yuan secretly looked at the direction Zhao Yun left, and then struggled with his dilapidated body to follow, he must know a result.

"I always felt like she knew something." Zhao Yun frowned, "She mentioned that child to me today. I don't know how to say it, I can only keep perfunctory. ”

The poison doctor sighed. "In the end, this matter can't be hidden, maybe it would be better for her to know sooner."

Zhao Yun frantically poured wine into his mouth, "Poison doctor, I sometimes feel that I am useless and can't protect her." ”

"You don't have to blame yourself like this, you are still young, and there will be children again." The poison doctor was relieved, "I'll go and give Lin Kite an injection at night, no matter what, staying alive is the most important thing." ”

At this time, the door of their room was pushed open, and it was Lin Kite.

The poison doctor and Zhao Yun looked at Lin Yuan with nervous expressions, only to see Lin Yuan staring at Zhao Yun with teary eyes, "Is your so-called way to save me is to exchange my child's life for my life?" ”

The poison doctor and Zhao Yun were silent. "Speak! Why don't you speak? ”

The poison doctor spoke, "Lin Kite, don't get excited, your body can't bear it." ”

Lin Yuan yelled, "Zhao Yun, that's your own flesh and blood!" You said that you want the family of four to live with Hemeimei, and now you tell me that he is going to die! He's a living human life! ”

Lin Kite felt so painful in her heart. She didn't know who to vent her pain on. She could not accept that she had deprived her child of her life in this way. If she could, she would rather the one who survived be his child.

Zhao Yun wanted to explain, but Lin Yuan had already run away, tears kept passing through his ears, and a certain string in his heart trembled and trembled, how could he not understand Zhao Yun's pain? But Lin Kite was reluctant, she couldn't bear such a small life, she hadn't seen this world of flowers yet, so she left like this.

Lin Kite kept running forward, ran to the dormitory and locked the door. Zhao Yun was so tormented, and he didn't want to lose everything, but Lin Yuan was the light in his life, and he couldn't help but choose.

Zhao Yun came to the dormitory and knocked on the door, "Lin Yuan, I'm ...... I can explain. You don't want to be alone in there, I'm worried about you. ”

Lin Yuan scolded Zhao Yun to roll, and the sadness in the corners of his eyes could no longer be closed, "You go, you go!" Even if I die, I won't let my child die, get out! ”

"Lin Kite, we are still young, we can have another child, but what can I do without you? Can you listen to me? ”

A door blocked two people. One is sad on the inside, and the other is guilty on the outside. Do you just want to blame the impermanence of the world, and all those who love each other will not end up in the end?

Lin Kite was not hysterical, and slowly slid on the ground, holding his knees, his body trembling with twitches......